anybody going through ruff stuff @ home? wether alone, with s/o, or family etc...
lets talk about it ITT and get some good feels going; dry your tears. f#ck h8
L G B T ALL welcome to poast
ok so
>bee me
>grow up closet mtf basically my whole school life
>FF
>out of school now, 19y.o workan a small time deadend job, decent money but long hours, still stay w/mom,stepdad(though i love him like my biological dad)
>place i work at closes up so no more shekkels, somehow end up getting a bacterial infection in my balls
>dad not here anymore...mom neglects me, refuses to take me to hospital though i'm rithe in pain
>eventually get sis to take me, get meds, get clean, too late though, abnormal but benign growth on testical
>warned i need to have it removed eventually or i might end up with cancer
>sort of a good thing even though it really fucked me mentally...but still good because now i have an legit reason to get the testy remogal surgery
>during this whole time however ai cant get a job, no one will hire, couldn't work ANYWAY because the infection left one of my legs very weak so I would of probably broke something if i tried but i tried anyway because i wanted to help pull my weight, end up on welfare because this town i live in is just shit
>>5878976
>FF again
>nearly everyone in family hates me now, thinks i'm lazy, spoiled
>didnt tell them about what happened those few years ago, not that they'd care to that extent anyway they all are extremely entitled cis women that hate/discriminate against "faggots"
>still closeted but actively working toward coming out now because i'm about to be able to get the surgery and will be opting to start hormones also
>only a few more months from now
>anxious as fuck and also nervous because im going to have to shop for girl stuff for the first time in the middle of the summer
>not sure if i'll make it to see another winter and beyond because its extreme phohia here someone might try to kill me
>at this point i'm not even sure i care because i'm at wits end mentally though i'd obviously prefer to live
>havent had sex in nearly 8 years.....but i'm a virgin where it counts anyway so w.e just wonder if i'll ever get to experience it one day
life is strange but all in all....idk, i have a headache
>>5878976
After college I got a job where I am at least 5 hours from anyone who matters to me.
So alone here, I fill the time here with Paintball, skating, and vidya. Paintball is social because of the team and what not ,but they are just not those kinds of friends. I seem fine on the outside but inside I am alone and crying.
I tried to smoke weed to get over it. it only made it worse. Quit doing that started light drinking instead, it helps.
To chicken shit to get on grnder or anything like that.
Fug my life, I left so many opportunities with great guys unexplored because I was with women at the time. Going to get to see my brother and some friends this weekend though so something to look forward to.
how the fuck do you tuck to wear a bikini or something super tight, but still be able to pee?
i use a gaff for the day to day, and that works fine, but i need a way to keep everything back.
when using the gaff or taping in the past, the biggest problem i have is things slipping and not staying TIGHT, i can pull it back and hold it tight enough that it looks like I have a pussy but i can never get it to STAY that tight
>still be able to pee
Not possible
>>5877509
Bring more tape with you, in case you have to pee.
>>5877509
what?
like you take it off to pee right?
do people just pee right into whatever is jamming their dick down there?
What is gayface, and what causes it?
>>5875399
blessed I don't have gay face.
Just have resting cunt face.
>>5875399
spikey hair
Expressions, how you take care of yourself and the way your hair makes you look
One of these threads
http://www.playbuzz.com/felixstablum10/the-definitive-political-orientation-test
>claims to be "definitive"
>only has 2 axes
it's not definitive.
>>5874947
That's literally exactly what I got.
How do you guys feel about the best board on 4chan?
it was better when it was called /new/
>>5871775
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNHjBpsh0KQ
MAGA
>>5871781
No no no no no
here
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kiDTDWg0pUI
>tfw 1 yr on HRT
>tfw ugly shapeless cone tits
>tfw need to fix my nose, chin, brow ridge, ears but don't have money
>tfw not qt enough to earn it by camwhoring
>tfw holocaust survivor skinny chest but also ugly dadbelly
>tfw will always have extremely wide shoulders (19") that every male relative in my family always envied
>tfw forever tall (5'11) while everyone in my family including men are 5'6 tops
>tfw will always have a narrow pelvis
>tfw will always have enormous foot and big veiny hands
>tfw pancake flat butt
>tfw fag voice
I wish I wasn't such a coward and killed myself already because there is no way I will ever live a successful non-delusional happy life.
welcome to being an ugly bitch, actual females have existed like this before your tranny problems and you can deal with it or GTFO. trying to be a chick isn't a daypass into success
>>5852979
The crazy thing is how most of us wouldn't be so ugly if we had started so much sooner.
>>5852968
I feel you on most of these except the butt. At least you can work on that ;-;
What's your poison? Prescription drugs count. Feels like the only way to rid myself of the crushing despair that comes with being transgender and unable to pass. Out of my head to at east some extent basically 24/7 these days. Probably gonna accidentally kill myself sooner or later but I really don't care anymore, I'd rather die at 23 in total ecstasy than at 80 having scarcely felt untempered happiness in all my years like I probably would otherwise.
>>5829707
*at least some extent
I love weed and it sure helps me cope with being trans. It gives me a break from depression, anxiety, and just the hopelessness that often overtake my thinking.
>>5829736
Fellow Stoner Tranny here (MtF). I'm starting HRT as soon as it comes through my letter box. But I'm also a UK stoner (aka, I smoke with tobacco in my bong mixes) and I'm fine with giving up tobacco as I don't really smoke normally anyway. But I was wondering if anybody knew of a good substitute for tobacco for bong mixes. I've tried a few different things but I was wondering what other people do
AKA. What can I use instead of tobacco for my bong mixes/joints?
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I'm keeping my thread off of /LGBT/ and posting it in /lgbt/
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Previous: >>5878441
http://strawpoll.me/7101834
First for faggotlyfe
>tfw u really need to get laid
If a guy keeps making a lot of sex jokes in male company at the workplace (but never to the women) is that a cue? I have absolutely none of this gaydar thing.
Could there be another homosexual at my workplace?
>>5879465
What kind of jokes? A ton of cooks at my work make the crudest, gayest sex jokes but they're all married to women.
>>5879586
Gay jokes. He'll come to the break room and complain about being sore and ask one of the forklift drivers (male) to massage his thighs, and get asked whether he'd like a happy ending too, and it's just down from there.
>>5879625
Mmh, if you make that kind of joke to women it could be construed as sexual harrassment. Because there's (presumed to be) a sliver of real intention.
When it's gay jokes, there may be a sliver of real intention, but the plausible deniability is that much stronger.
I have to move to Canada for a while (Halifax, Nova Scotia specifically), but I'm MtF (2 in HRT, so not very noticeable yet) and I was wondering if it's actually an accepting place to live or not. I come from Mexico City so anything would be better I guess, but I was curious.
I've been to Halifax. It was great, but trannies are not so great. They'd still love you though.
It's like anywhere; trans/homophobia definitely happens. It's mostly accepting and nice there tho.
its pretty much rural canada, expect rednecks but slightly more liberal. youll be fine
Hows your six pack coming along bro?
Old thread: >>5871140
>>5878701
Terrible.
I stopped working out and off and on watching what I eat. Just can't seem to break 15% body fat.
Probably going to go on EC and get my ass back into the gym. Problem is I lost motivation after 3 years of going almost everyday.
Need to find a new bf.
>start doing cardio and bodyweight exercises
>abs begin to show through
>realise no one will ever see me without a shirt on
>stop working out
>>5878701
I haven't worked out in days because I hurt my closest friends feelings. He stopped messaging me and I don't know what to say to him...
Do I pass (mtf)
>>5878559
possibly. Trimming your eyebrows can't hurt.
Pass as a meme.
Where were you when K-stew was confirmed to be bisexual? (which, if you have the slightest bit of gaydar should've been obvious since the 90's)
http://hollywoodlife.com/2016/03/14/who-is-soko-kristen-stewart-new-girlfriend-facts/
So she's dating fat MtF Grimes?
Knew it. Now watch for Taytay.
>>5877970
>female bisexuals
Top kek
How can I get senpai to notice me?
Doin' fine so far.
>>5876450
Try acting really bitchy to him any chance you get. Trust me, he'll get the message. Maybe give him an insulting, yet endearing nickname. Something like "football head" will do.
>>5876624
o-oh?