I understand that recognition of ones own transgenderism and gender dysphoria can often occur later in life, but is it odd to have seemingly effortlessly assumed male-roles and activities when very young?
I remember having a monster-truck and all that, assuming male-roles in made-up games, and acting tough around my male acquaintances - question is, is that odd for somebody who ends up being transgender? I mean, I understand that culture and upbringing influences that a lot, but does my male behavior make my current feelings less legitimate, at least in the eyes of a therapist, psychologist, etc?
Mind you, I was far from actually 'masculine' at as a kid. If I had to describe my childhood, I'd talk about listening to Taylor Swift in the car with my mom, carrying around little stuffed animals, and writing poetry. I also never really felt 'at home' with males, always making a conscious effort to fit in, instead of doing so naturally, BUT, I never consciously realized I fit in with girls either.
I was never too fond of my sis, and I don't recall getting into my mom's clothes drawer either.
So maybe a better phrasing of the question is, as a mtf trans person, is it odd to not exhibit stereotypical female behavior as a young child? Or is it common for these things to only come up later?
Or maybe you don't want to grow up?
Like think about it. Most trans people here - don't act feminine or masculine they more like a bunch of kids playing around.
I know that being trans is real and that dysphoria is real but I feel like some people just want to be kids their whole life - and looking really masculine really take that from you.
>>6640398
I'm MtF wouldn't mind being a kid my whole life. I don't really feel like I ever got to be a kid since my dysphoria became a significant part of my life around age 8 and I met the criteria for clinical depression by age 10. Right now I am a housewife (not married technically, but whatever) because I'm in between jobs (old employer was downsizing). I know my girlfriend would be upset if I said it because we need the extra income, but I'm actually significantly more happy doing housework all day, cleaning, and preparing meals. I like having to ask her for money when I want to do things and knowing that I'll be provided for if I just do the routine chores and be a good girlfriend. I don't want it to end.
>>6640370
Yep. Play behavior as a child says a lot about what is going on with you physically. It's proven with studies done on monkeys and how they play, it's also shown in studies of girls born with hormonal conditions that are screened early in all newborns. That means they controlled for other variables like the ones you mentioned.
Doesn't mean you can't become a tranny, it's your life, only you get to decide how you live it.
It does mean that you are less legitimately feminine than others but you already knew that about yourself.
This isn't strictly LGBT, but i thought there would be. Lot of people who could answer and it seemed most productive to ask here than in /b or wherever.
Cutters, self harmers, we all know the various reasons why we keep doing it, but why did you start? How did you start? Surely you didn't already think that it would make you feel better? Or were most of you just self hating and flirting with suicide and getting closer? Or was it a dramatic gesture?
I started when I was 14, with my abusive father. I was so upset and I wanted to destroy something, but everyone would always get mad if I broke something or someone else but never care if I got hurt. And it did make me feel better, breaking my skin, hitting rock bottom, suddenly feeling instantly calm and clear and efficient. I kept doing it, not liking it, for the last resort clarity. Then I learned to like it and do it on command. Now I like the blood, pain, chemical release, and the scars, and I like to reward myself with it when I'm happy too.
Never self harmed. Makes no sense to me. How does hurting your body help solve any of the issues that are troubling you?
So stupid.
>>6640402
It feels good.
Faggot.
>>6640404
>temporary fleeting pleasure
>scar your body permanently
heh seems like a bad trade.
>tfw you're a spic and live surrounded by spics
>tfw want a white bear bf
Thank God I at least live in the U.S.
>>6639686
>finding white people in the US
Easier in Uruguay or Argentina.
But they'd be too thin to be bears.
>>6639699
>Argentina
>white
>>6639686
I'd be your vanilla bear OP but I live in Britainistan.
Im trans mtf do i look ok
You're hiding everything worth rating.
>>6639673
Looks like you are starting... Should search someone to help in private.
>>6639673
should of repaid the mafia back instead of getting that busted up knee
Hi /lgbt/ I want to hear your degrading, slutty, humiliating, regretful sexual experiences.
>meet 49 y/o guy on grinder
>me - slim 21 y/o twink looking for daddy
>go to the guys apartment
>guy is this short, bald, 7inches
>get fucked on his couch
>condom breaks
>keep fucking
>cums in me
the sex was decent
later on that night go home
>meet another 50y/o guy
>picks me up
>very ugly, fat short guy, tiny dick
>works with the snowplows (canada)
>takes me to this sketchy little trailer in the snowplow compound
>get fucked on my hands and knees in this freezing trailer office
>condom doesn't break
>>6639631
>>6639595
every day is embarassing
>>6639653
I was face palming because you're a newfag who doesn't know what being on a blue board means.
Also no one made you do that shit, you're obviously into being degraded if you'd post your own nasty picture on here. Also you don't pass for a trap or anything, baldy.
>MFW i see an FTM walking towards me
*chk chk* mother fucking DIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
>>6639579
Y u hate FTMs?
>>6639579
t. jealous never passing tranny
>>6639579
>it thinks it can clock a trans guy
Kek
Faggoty anime/game crushes? I'd chew off my left arm to get with Schrodinger. Hitler Youth cutie...
>>6640821
This
This this this
kenmaaaaaa cute quiet gamer boy
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the last thread is >>6638153
Hello ladyboys. I went camping with some friends for my birthday yesterday. It was tight.
>>6639402
ur penis is broken lol
tfw no bf
I’m mtf, only recently stopped repressing and accepted being trans, I am working towards getting on hormones, I am a couple of months away from getting my prescription, and some weird shit is happening to me mentally. I keep crying at shit. Like when I read about someone suffering or something, I used to laugh and not give a shit, but now its always really fucking sad and I my eyes get full of tears, its fucked.
Also when I think back at memories of myself growing up where I had dysphoria, like when I was younger and crossed dressed and looked in the mirror I didn’t like how I looked like a boy wearing a dress, it wasn’t even sad or anything back then, I was just pissed off. But now when I think about times like that I start tearing up and feeling heaps of pain, wtf is wrong with me? I am not even on hormones yet! How the fuck can I be becoming like this? Is it possible that I was repressing these feelings or some shit aswell as all my tranny feels? I don’t understand this at all.
One more thing….for some reason I suddenly really want do girl stuff, not just be physically a girl. Like its consuming my life, I am starting to think about things I wouldn’t normally think about. When I look at myself in the mirror it feels like I am looking at someone else, I mean I have lost some weight, but its not that. My personality seems mostly the same, but when I look into my reflection everything seems different. Am I Crazy?
maybe its because you are not a trans and yes an autistic manchild who was sugestioned to be a trans by a fucked up degenerated society?
seek help, chopping off your dick wont make your life less miserable
>>6639280
You just described 90% of the people on this board
>>6639288
yeh, sorry, i just got banned from another chans and im pasterying around
this is literally my first post on 4chan for years
is there such a thing has a shemale-sexual? where you are only attracted to chicks with dicks?
I dont mean to be a tumblr but shemale if a realy offensive term for transgender people. use words like trans girls and M.T.F (Male to Female). and remember that you don't have to have a name for your sexuality and i have met people just like you so don't feel ashamed.
>>6639094
>but shemale if a realy offensive term
since when?
>>6639065
That's called being gay and only liking feminine men. Or just being straight and liking mtfs
tinychat / notgaygen
Ignore the guy spamming references. As pointed out in the last thread, the vast majority of his claims don't agree with his sources, or the sources themselves are trash, or they're just saying things we already knew ("Gay people get HIV more than straight people!").
Old bread
>>6636250
>>6638990
First for former dreadlock niggas
There's some serious autism going down here huh.
Hey gay gen you dropped your soap. Aren't you gonna bend over and pick it up?
Gay Romance Movie Thread!
What's some good gay romance movies to watch? Please no fem actors
I'll start!
Freier Fall
Max Riemelt is my aesthetic
Broderskab
i really liked Seashore
>>6638497
watched freier fall yesterday,
shit story, no romance, just mindless fucking with bland characters
also the out guy was very creepy in his pursuit... just saying
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would a skrillex haircut make me look like too much of a faggot in current year
>>6638154
I really can't see Elanna murdering you and turning you into a skinsuit.
Don't worry so much bb, she seems quite nice
>>6638140
>he doesn't worship nyarlathotep
shiggy diggy
Cis kids here, if you could successfully trap/transition (100% passing) and live as the opposite sex, would you? Why or why not?
yeah
Trap, yes. Transition, no. I just want to make anime great again senpai no famirilu
yes, stop reminding me i'm hideous
Long Story Short: I Used To Know A Morbidly Obese, Autistic, Compulsively Lying Manbeast Of A Human (Not In An Insulting Way, Those Where His Notable Traits), I Wouldn't Say He Was A Friend, Just Invaded The Friend Group. One Day He Slid Into My Group Of Friends And Pronounced He Was Gay, No One Really Cared.
From That Very Second Onwards: Being Gay Was His Entire Personality, He'd Just Act Like A Stereotypical Gay And It Was All He Would Talk About For The Duration I Knew Him, A Full 2 Years, He'd Repeatedly Blurt Phrases Like "It's So Great To Be Gay" And "Everyone Should Just Be Gay, It's Great".
Now, I'm Fairly Sure There Are More Similar Creatures Out There. If You Happen To Know Anyone Who Followed The Same Path: Do You Think They're Actually Gay? If Not What Do You Think Caused Them To Act In Such A Way? Attention Would Be A Good Place To Start.
Is nigger a personality trait?
If You Try Hard Enough.
>>6637849
Ha Ha Ha Good Post OP, Why Is It That Gay People Always Need To Announce That They Are Gay? It's Such An Annoying Thing To Do, One Of Those Obnoxious Cunty Things That Some People Do That Makes You Want To Punch Their Dumb Cunt Faces. Do You Know What I Mean, OP? Ha Ha