>non-binary person with chest and menstrual dysphoria
>Conservative -leaning independent
>Extremely critical of first world feminism
>On one side I have the libtards who have my back but also make an embarrassment out of me with their tucute bullshit
>on the other I have people I agree with socially and politically thinking I'm one of the libtards who are rallying behind me, and avoiding me when I so much as mention I'm trans
Anyone else in this situation?
>Inb4 Tumblrina
bait desu
>>6807186
Just be FtM.
>>6807186
Most people avoid ftms like the plague if they're pre everything because that's a huge red flag you're a tumblrite.
You seem like someone who judging by your cover I wouldn't want anything to do with.
I have a question. I have been occasionally returning to the same porn video for a few years now. It's a Pov video of Neesa sucking and fucking a big, really smooth, cut cock. It's pretty much my favorite video. So, I always thought that I'm pretty much straight but recently the thought of sucking that specific cock aroused me, first I fantasized about sucking it together with Neesa but even more recently I just thought about that cock on its own and it still aroused me. Only the act of sucking and playing with it in my hands though. No other cock I have seen so far aroused me, the male body as a whole doesn't arouse me either. I don't feel disgust when I think about touching other penises, it just isn't interesting to me. For some reason I like the cock from the video and I simply don't know why. When it comes to the thought of falling in love with someone I can't imagine that I could fall in love with a man. This isn't a question of whether I'm Bisexual or not and what actual implications the term has, I don't really care all that much about that. It's a question about what specific implications this has beyond terms. Anyone out there with similar experiences and/or advice?
1. Provide the mentioned dick's pick so we can judge.
2. It's ok to be gay or bisexual or whatever. All your efforts to keep it framed in a fantasy about a very specific dick is bullshit. You want the D. Get the D.
>>6807183
I don't really care if I'm bi or not. I don't really take any issues with that and I get that a lot of people frame this sort of thing in a similar way and I get that you surely have heard it quite often but I'm genuine, at least I think I am. Anyway, isn't posting pornography against the rules here?
>>6807221
I mean yeah but mods don't even moderate this board lmao.
At least upload a pic to imgur and link it here.
TFW
>Mid 30s 'man'
>Repressed feelings (should be a girl) since elementary age
>Ultra conservative southern religious mother
>Father disappeared @ 3
>Do best to be 'macho man' because society/family expects it
>married + child right after HS
>Split up, quickly end up long term with GF after divorce B/C I've always learned to repress how I feel and support someone else
>good job $$, masculine, good looking, lift weights, etc etc
>Most guys would probably like to be where I am
>Just want to 'an hero' (tran hero?)
>Child is entering high school this year
>I am only alive because I don't want my child to be as fucked up as I am
I am an alcoholic. There isn't enough beer in the world to numb the pain right now. I'm not going to transition. I'm not going to kill myself. I'm in a-lot of pain.
This can not be fixed.
I fucking hate myself. I hate my family. I hate everyone. I have pushed everyone away from me because I'm a fucking weirdo. I hate everybody. If I believed in a god, I would hate him.
I do a good job of hiding it.
One day, I am going to snap.
I wonder what will happen.
Maybe I will just drink enough that I kill my liver and nobody will know it was on purpose.
Right now I'm just going to go get black-out drunk.
Fuck the world
im sorry this is happening to you, nobody should go through something like this..
this made me scared, I have two options atm:
1. transition and propably be a ugly degenerate "woman" for the rest of my life
2. dont do it and end up in a similar position to yours
both options terrify me.
fuck this shit
>>6807128
While I'm sorry for you, it's your fault that you let it get this bad.
When you turn 18 your parents don't control your life anymore and you let it go by you when you had the chance. If you've made it this far you can at least grit your teeth and make it to 70.
>>6807128
Hey, I know it hurts. If nothing else I'm proud of you being this strong for your family. That takes something. Just a little more, get them set up for life then you can rest. Just a little more.
What is your opinion on dating someone who is 10+ years older or younger than you?
I'm 21 and my bf is almost 34. He's rich as fuck and loves spoiling me with expensive clothes and shit, and is kind of like a father figure at the same time. But I don't consider him a sugar daddy. We legitimately love each other.
My parents and friends give me a lot of shit about it, which I don't understand. I feel like if you're a consenting adult, what difference does it make? Just curious what 4chan thinks.
Pic unrelated
Super super cute. I really wish I had a daddy bf. Good for you anon. When you're 60 and he's 73 who the fuck is going to care he's a little older than you
I think it's creepy. Reeks of daddy issues which is an obvious issue among gays. But I'm not against it in the sense that people should be free to do whatever the hell they want, but it is sort of broadcasting your mental issues to the world.
>>6806966
I first began dating my ex when I was 19 and she was 31.
It was great for the two years we we're together. But we broke up on the account of her moving back home to take care of her sick mother, and I was an in the closet gayboi.
>tfw black
>tfw gay
>tfw your entire family is comprised of AME attending Christians on the older end of the spectrum and definitively ghetto BLM touting niggers on the younger end
Who else is glad to be excommunicated? Also, general LGBT familial excommunication experiences and discussion thread.
>tfw your whole family is gay
I'd toke with you and take your mind of the family bullshit. No one deserves to feel like their whole batshit family is against them. I've been kicked out of mine, so I can relate.
>>6807096
Thanks fampai. Honestly I'm glad to be rid of them. They haven't done a damn thing for me, unless you consider giving me the drive to NOT be anything like them a favor.
This is an update thread. I made a greentext a few weeks ago. If you didn't see it, I'll make a long story short for you
>I'm gay
>meet a Russian guy at a bar
>I ask if I can sleep at his house
>we play vidya
>I give him my number
>he lays on the couch too try too sleep
>I jump on him
>I suck his dick
>he seemed too like it
>afterwards he starts visibly crying
>I ask if he's ok
>he turns too face the couch
>I leave so he doesn't stab me
>I text him I'm sorry
>he doesn't respond
>I'm scared for my life at this point
Aight here's the update
>a few days ago I was driving too the store
>a black Chevy bel air with tinted windows was following me
>I think maybe he's going too the store too
>I walk in the store and get my shit
>I walk out
>my windshield had a shopping cart smashed through it
>a bunch of shopping carts where in a circle around my car
>in red spray paint the words "fuck you" were written on the side of my car
I know there's no proof that it was the Russian guy, but I'll take any answer at this point. What do I do?
Help
big brother is watching ;)
you fucked with the wrong people, famallah ;^)
>>6806475
I get that by now
Fruit edition
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▶ MtF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxy
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Cis women of all sizes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
les ananas ne parlent pas
If this the real thread?
nth kill la kill me
>be me, a tranny
>single child
>parents always hoped for grandchildren
>they will not get them
>I am killing two entire bloodlines that go countless generations back
>dad's precious little Y chromosome he got from his dad and his dad and his dad going back thousand years back to whatever ice age cave bro or some African polygamous warlord is being stomped out by estrogen
>genes that survived tiger chases, caveman raids, plagues, black death, world wars or whatever are being killed by my delusion that I am a woman although there isn't much physical evidence that would suggest so if I may be HONest
Worst of all I am not even full-time and I doubt I'll ever be so it was all in vain. Is there a more pointless existence than mine?
>>6806174
Literally the same here.
>Only child on both sides of the family
it all ends with me. And I'm a faggot that wants to be a girl
don't you have cousins
>>6806274
I only have second cousins on my mom's side.
Made another voice thread, looking for some honest feedback of my own voice, can make longer clips if necessary
https://clyp.it/pt1mideb
sorry lol i'm a dipshit
bump, will post a clip in a sec
https://clyp.it/20llpu2j
Why did God make me this way? I want to be normal. I want to go to heaven.
>>6806015
There is no heaven. There is no god. You are a faggot.
>>6806044
this, also nice dubs anon.
>>6806015
There are places you can go to rid you of your mental illness. I've been in remission for about 3 years now. It's still a struggle sometimes due to how prolific the culture of sin in the U.S. is but I know I'm doing the right thing for my wife, children, and God. Make no mistake, you are fighting for your very soul. I still come here every day to try and help others afflicted as I was. Good luck my friend.
I'm two years on hrt and thought I killed my dysphoria good enough so that I could interact with my environment as a kind of happy person. But since bathing season started I just feel like shit being together with cisgirls.
I mean my body isn't that bad for a transgirl but average cisgirls are just on another level. Today the gf of a friend of mine was so feminine and beautiful. It just killed my day.
>>6805793
Just remember that there are cis girls so fat they look even worse than you in a bikini and probably can't even fit into one in the first place.
You know how you see every flaw in yourself, and it's difficult to see flaws in others?
That's how almost every person feels, cis or trans. No one tells anyone though because we're all insecure fuckbags.
Most likely, there are some who felt intimidated by you.
>>6805811
Wow... My new words of wisdom. I'll remember this one in a few months when I go to the beach.
So what does /lgbt/ think of safe spaces? As a bi man, the concept somewhat preturbs me because, whenever I talk to other people in the LGBTQ community, it's almost expected to support it...
But I feel like it's the death of intellectual exchange and an excuse for people to hide away from their problems rather than confront them head on. It's promoting an unbelievably childish approach to discussion and how to actually respond when witnessing abuse.
>As a straight man,
Stopped reading there
>>6805689
Oh no! I guess *I'm* the one that needs the safe space after all!
The white folks in your pic belong here
>>>/pol/
along with your thread
Gay general, greatest love story never told edition.
http://i.4cdn.org/wsg/1472326481923.webm
Previously, on gaygen: >>6801441
Stupid faggots
is your bf nordic, incredibly handsome, tall, hot, masc, smart as fuck and a cool dude?
no?
i feel so sorry for you guys
>>6805609
>masc
>incredibly handsome
>tall
Do you have the stereotypical gay sassy voice? I dont like it. People know I'm gay as soon as I open my mouth.
I don't but I wouldn't worry if I were you. I've only ever met one other gay guy that didn't have a "gay voice" and I hangout with lots of gays. Usually more nerdy guys don't have it, even so called "masc" guys tend to have it. There was a psychology journal article about it describing how during puberty social circles affect voice and that the gay voice might arise from homophobia among men and gays are thus rejected and adapt to female voice patterns. Being a nerdy guy I was already de facto rejected by most males but I hungout with other nerdy guys so I never had total male ostracization, which is pretty much the tale I hear from most gays without the gay voice. Normies just get rejected then hangout with females so they get the gay voice.
>>6805533
> one other person didn't have a sassy voice.
Because you are such a fag that the rest of us avoid you, by the sound of it.
Most gay men don't have an annoying gay voice.
>>6805554
In my experience it's only the case with non-whites. I haven't met very many white guys without it, but nearly every non-white I've met has not had the "gay voice"
It might just be the group I hangout with though, they tend to be more into gay culture and such so I guess it comes with the territory that they are more stereotypical in a sense. But it's just from what I've heard that most people describe their voice patterns based on their social groups and people adapt how they speak to who they have dated and their friends and such, and it's all pretty subconscious effects, like nobody intentionally does it.
webm edition
▶Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶ MtF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxy (embed)
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Cis women of all sizes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous >>6803876
>tfw shitty handwriting
Hi im a piece of shit that ruins gaygen xD
all my wembs are porn
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>>6805217