does anyone have an archive of anne lawrence's old website? it has robots.txt so archive.org doesn't have it
>>7017597
http://archive.is/search/?q=anne+lawrence
>>7017608
that was the first thing i tried
it has the first page, that's about it
>>7017648
yeah idk then. didn't really look through. did it go down or something?
How do I know if I'm gay or trans?
I definitely want to look girly, but I don't want to live as a girl. I'm not sure why though I think its the social stigma of it more than anything. I also don't want tits, but I wouldn't mind them.
>>7017456
You're only trans if you would prefer the following IMO:
Boobs
Vagina
Girl voice
No body/facial hair
Girl body
I would also say that you aren't trans if you don't suffer from gender dysphoria from at least one of the following:
Penis
Voice
Man body
Man face
Body/facial hair
The other stuff like pronouns, whether you like makeup, How fem your reactions are to things, how girly you were pre-puberty (most of the time doesn't have much/any baring on wether or not you will grow up to be trans) But I would say that I personally would find it weird if anyone told me they were trans but they were ok with using their penis to penetrate.
To me, it sounds like you just want to be a gay femboy. And there's nothing wrong with that. At the end of the day, Just go and do what you think works best for you. And if eventually you feel like trying out HRT, you could always trial it for a couple months without any real issues. Im not saying that I'm recommending that u jump on E. But if you really want to try it out, you can. I felt so much better once I started my HRT. But I'm trans. I've heard about femboys starting HRT and just feeling worse because of it. And most HRT will give you boobs.
What ever happens. I wish you the best!
>>7017483
>You're only trans if you would prefer the following IMO:
>Boobs
no
>Vagina
no
>Girl voice
indifferent
>No body/facial hair
yes
>Girl body
yes
>I would also say that you aren't trans if you don't suffer from gender dysphoria from at least one of the following:
>Penis
no
>Voice
somewhat
>Man body
yes
>Man face
YES
>Body/facial hair
yes
So I'm most likely a femboy. I was thinking about doing that SERMs guide that /femgen/ has.
Oh and what about those trans girls that dont want to lose their penis?
>>7017456
dysphoria
in other words, it's all about body
if you hate what you see in mirror, and the sound of your voice so much you wanna kill yourself, it's probably it
if you want to chemically castrate yourself and lose sex drive just to look more closely to opposite sex, you are trans
tfw no ovaries
please take mine desu
>>7017453
i'm mtf and don't know why you want them
i just want my balls of lol
taking a pill once a day is much better than bleeding every so often desu
>have friend of a friend is an FTM
>hes about 18-19, just started T
>used to go to my high school, got depressed due to trans-ness, tried to come out to his mother, mum told him that she wouldn't have some tranny freak for a child, either act normal or leave home
>stopped showing up entirely in 10th grade and became NEET
>sits around at home all day eating cheetos and playing vidya
>his mother has watched him sit in his room with the blinds drawn playing vidya every single day from the age of 14-15 doing fucking nothing and wasting his youth away
>would rather have that than accept that one kid out of the 4 she has is trans
>know lots of MTFs online
>they're all depressed closeted NEET weebs wasting their lives away who're in the same boat as the FTM
>know one who has tried to kill herself twice because her family won't accept her
>parents do not fucking care
>know another FTM online
>he has warped ribs due to binding
>rich parents refuse to help with top surgery and would rather see their child depressed and warping their own bones instead of happy
>some ridiculously large statistic like 48%-50% of homeless youths are gay/trans
>Leelah Alcorn.wmv.jpg.egg.png
Why are people like this? Isn't there a limit you hit where you'd think to yourself "no, this is cruel, I'm killing my child here, I would rather have a tranny/gay kid than a dead one or one who hates every moment they're alive"? There's ignorance and homophobia/transphobia but the things so many parents do to their lgbt kids are just plain abusive and usually they won't even take them to a therapist/psych to fix them, they just hope they'll 'get over it'.
>>7017395
>sits around at home all day eating cheetos and playing vidya
>his mother has watched him sit in his room with the blinds drawn playing vidya every single day from the age of 14-15 doing fucking nothing and wasting his youth away
Oh shit that hit too close to home.
>>7017395
>no, this is cruel, I'm killing my child here
It's already gone.
>>7017395
>implying 99% of kids aren't one of
>mistake
>had a kid because fuck it that's what married people do
>we need a cute pet but not an animal!
>implying parents aren't angry when they get a genetic fuckup of a kid and not their perfect image of one
>they're all depressed closeted NEET weebs wasting their lives away who're in the same boat as the FTM
2real
Has this ever worked? I was thinking about giving it a shot.
>>7017249
interested as well
>>7017249
no
go into femgen and have a look at the men posting there
no
>>7017249
this is all pure speculation on my part:
from what i read about raloxifene it should work if you just want to stay like you are/get your breasts to shrink a little. they should shrink in the same way detransitioners boobs shrink.
it's not going to make you any more feminine.
i find it more likely that you will still grow more masculine but very slowly. bicalutamide does the opposite of what is stated, it pushes the test levels up by a lot. while the test itself won't affect you in any way, more test means more DHT, a more potent form of test that is responsible for hair loss for example. bica seems to be very ineffective against DHT.
>Bicalutamide blocks androgen action in men with prostate cancer but has low affinity for the androgen receptor compared to dihydrotestosterone (DHT).
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19796455
i'd also test for osteoporosis every year or so just to make sure that the dose is sufficient.
i do wonder how it would feel without any sex hormones affecting you because i imagine that to be very emotion-lacking if that makes sense. also i wonder what kind of effect this has on your fat deposit placement, technically it should either get deposited everywhere, male and female deposits alike or nowhere or a weird mix in between? i don't know.
Is this accurate?
it's an MS paint comic so yes
>>7017043
Yes.
>>7017043
Wup.
Can we all agree that if someone started HRT before puberty that they aren't really trans and don't face any of the struggles that actual trans people go through?
Can we all agree that you're probably a spiteful hon?
>no true scotsmen
or in the this case, scotswomen
This is sad:(
>>7016791
>Safesearch: On
Are you a child?
haha
nice one /pol/
>usaully
>heterosexaul
Are you sure it isn't you who's retarded here?
How many genders are there?
3
1. Male
2. Female
3. Snowflake
>>7016759
2 sexes
0 genders
the definitive answer
Last 2 digits of my post determine it
Or are men who are only attracted to femininity and penis considered a pariah to the community.
I'm only attracted to mtf and feel so lost. :(
>>7016539
Chasers are more important than allies.
>>7016539
Chasers are very important allies
Some "allies" are cis straight women who don't do anything but grandstand. Chasers are valued greatly and are the ones who will bring humanity to a new age of enlightenment. The untethering of sexuality and genitalia has been a couple hundred years in the making, and chasers are on the frontier of making that actually finally happen.
But if you just want to diddle our penis and don't respect us as people or women, it's kind of not worth it for us.
Tbh if you find a sweet ftm and treat her with love, I am so happy for both of you.
>>7016567
Q_Q That's nice to hear
I'm pro-lgbt but way more pro-t than anyone i know who isn't trans i think i surprise even my very liberal and gay friends.
A lesbian friends of mine in highschool said "wow you are the only person i know talking about trans issues"
>>7017268
>sweet ftm
>treat her
Typo or what!?
Straight cis women "allies" made me realize i will have a hard time finding a cis girlfriend who isn't shit becuase they almost never respect trans women like it's either "omg gender doesn't exist do whatever you want i can wear pants i'm just like the trans" or "EW not a real girl hurr durr that's a man"
seems like nothing in between
Cis women are threatened by the possibility of attractive trans women.
Ok guys.
Straight dude here.
I came here without prejudice and since this is a social platform i would like to know more about this /lgbt/ stuff cause it's usually a taboo subject IRL.
I would likely want to know more about your opinions on straight people. Do you feel alienated from society? Are you guys happy? Are you born like that or did you decide to become gay or whatever?
Worst place to ask. A lot of insane and generally dishonest 15 year olds here.
>>7016429
Oh ok.
I tought this was a good place to ask that
>>7016437
mtf here
>Do you feel alienated from society?
Only if I don't pass (so yes)
>Are you guys happy?
Depends, I'm very moody.
>Are you born like that or did you decide to become gay or whatever?
Born like this, but only now choose to express it.
Any other questions?
Hello all, am I too ugly for another man to find me attractive enough to date (I'm on the right)
>>7016398
build enough muscle and almost every guy will want to fuck you.
>>7016398
Post your dick
>>7016398
If "right" means short hair on our right u r a qt nerd, would date. If "right" means your right as the photo was taken and you have long hair, ur an uggo.
I'm going to a conference and I want to try to meet people but I'm really self conscious so I figured you guys could maybe give me some advice. Be mean if you want, or nice.
Fuck, sorry, I don't take selfies at all, I don't know how to do this, let's see if this image works
Bicalutamide and raloxifene.
>>7016349
you look like a weak ass bitch
How drastic was your change in strength and stamina? Did it make any notable difference in your daily routine? Do you work out more or less than before?
My strength didn't go down, and my stamina actually increased. But I also started exercising and eating right at the same time, so I lost like 40 pounds and gained a ton of energy at the same time.
>>7016234
I was a weakling before so it wasn't drastic, but definitely noticeable. I can still lift most of the things I could before but it's harder now. It was surprising in some ways; while boymode I shook hands with my dad and it was almost like he was crushing my hand. Stamina is about the same.
>>7016234
I broke both my ankles at the start of my transition, so I stopped exercising completely. Went from pretty good skinny twink shape to now getting sore after a little walk (ankles) and being able to do like 10 pushups
Why is this costume such a big fucking deal?
https://www.yahoo.com/style/tranny-granny-halloween-costume-recalled-by-164654452.html
It's stunts like this that make people hate trans people even more.
>>7016164
lol if you think anything would make people hate trans people less
Because the trans trenders and antifa trannies who speak on behalf of us told the cisdom that it's offensive
>>7016164
Good thing I was never give the option to buy this.
Imagine the harm that could have been done.