I'm a recluse.
No one talks about me or wonders why I'm not in church.
No one is waiting for me- Not the reverend, not the little old ladies, not the girls and guys from high school who are churchgoing mothers and fathers now.
I've been in here for so long, many people have likely assumed I have moved away or died.
neither of my parents went to church after they became adults anyway.
>in church sitting alone
>people 1 by 1 ask me why I am sitting a lone
>oh I just like to im not a people person
>continue nagging me to sit with them
>getting pissed and having anxiety
>get up and sit in the bathroom and listen to the service through speakers
tb h fa m I need to be more social
I'd rather be a recluse in States than social activity in Russia.
Its not even that they want you to sit with them. They do this so you know that other people are sitting with each other and you are just a 4channer shitposting on /int/ with no girlfriend.
If I got to pick imaginary friends, God wouldn't be in the top 10.