Who else lost it all and can't get it back due to depression? I can't even get myself out to get groceries. I can't even force myself to the kitchen to cook. Help me. Someone help me. I'm fucking drowning here.
>>40632023
Crystal Meth!
>>40632034
How's that treating you?
>>40632023
Dude you need a friend or something. Someone to talk to. A therapist. Go tidy your room and take a shower for a start. Hang in there.
>>40632023
I want you to know that I love you
>>40632791
>No homo
>>40632023
>Who else lost it all and can't get it back due to depression?
Mine comes in waves so over all I still manage.
I dunno man talk to a family member or an old friend you haven't spoken to in a whie.
>>40632023
Feel you, bro. I had everything going for me. 19 years old great Grades in school allowing me to study medicine in my preferred university ...
now i'm 24 years old, live with my parents and have no goal in life. Needless to say i dont study anymore ...
If you want an easy way out i'd suggest a shotgun
>>40633095
you didn't get a degree..
alot of us live at home. Let papa Trump do his thing
>>40632023
Order some kratom as a temp fix. Get back in the gym asap.. Get a job, anything is better than nothing and sitting around. It will make you crazy...
Know that you are in the best timeline now and Trump is working hard to make American great again.. You dont wanna miss this next 8 years.
It's gonna be fucking awesome...
Stop jerking off, no porn. You can jerk off once twice a week tops with your imagination..
Follow my rules and report back in 2 weeks..
If you wanna tell ur story ill read it.
>>40633095
Are you me? Got into the same situation myself because of an ilness. Damn, depression really isn't a joke. One day you're fine and next day you want to kill yourselves.
But the weird thing is that now that i lost everything, i felt happier. Probably because theres no more expectation of others being thrown to me on how should i live my life.
>>40632023
I'm in a similar situation except I was never fit. I used to be 270 and ate out everyday, I was a fat fuck but I never felt that down. Met a cute girl who was really nice to me, usually girls don't give me a second thought, we got really close and she started saying things like how she loved me and stuff. She was just toying with my feelings, I got crushed and she got some dyel feminine boyfriend who made fun of me.
Ever since then I don't even like to eat, I'm down to 223 eating around 300 calories a day. At least I don't get hungry anymore. My heart always feels like it's being crushed and I hate everything.
>>40632023
You got a great body to develop no homo. Get your ass up and lift and within a month use your gains as motivation to continue. Bitch all you want about depression, but you're not going to get anywhere by sitting on your ass moping around all day looking for someone to feel sorry for you. Quit being a bitch and do something with your life faggot.
>>40633095
Finish your degree you motherfucker
>>40632023
Same
I don't even feel like going out with my friends anymore. I've been avoiding my roommates for the past week
All I do is post here, lift every other day and do my best not to catch my reflection in a mirror