Every night I put on a very nice outfit, like I really go all out with it. I do my hair and my face, make sure I look good. Then I sit down next to my computer, either get high or smoke a cigarette, and I stare at pictures of beautiful girls and cry. Good music has to be playing, usually soft rock or anything depressing. I usually get really deep in my thoughts and start imaging us together, traveling, making out, and just being in love. Am I the only one?
I dont cry everytime btw
>>12726606
whats stopping you?
>>12726612
from what?
>>12726606
you're pretty ugly
you look sort of like a cavewoman
like not a hot cavewoman
just like a female ape
>>12726624
nigga what
>>12726606
i dont do this but i think i might start
like i already do most of this on a regular basis just not all at the same time
>>12726615
being with a girl
>>12726651
im a ugly fucking autistic loser
>>12726606
I often stare into the mirror for hours while listening to Lana Del Rey, not because I'm good looking just because im autistic
>>12726606
Completely overhaul your appearance.
Stop smoking cold turkey. Fake it till you make it.
at night i wear shorts and a really comfy hoodie. i drink tea with honey to relax a lil bit. then brush my teeth and go to bed without any screens because it will screw up my routine.
IS THIS SO HARD TO DO?
>>12726720
Fucking madman. I bet you have energy throughout the day and shit too.
>>12726779
ofcourse i do. i also eat 3 times a day without feeling hungry. my body is the ultimate normie
>>12726786
Disgusting. I am literally gagging. Next you're going to tell me you have ambition and friends who you speak to frequently.
>>12726801
in fact... there too many people talking to me at the moment. i wish i could tell them to shut up but they wont
>>12726624
I kinda get what you're at
>>12726720
>without any screens
>posting on 4chan
kid
Aren't you kids busy with school? Even when I was a teenager I wasn't this pathetic.
>>12726606
Might try this tonight
>>12728199
It's a Saturday night, who the fuck would be busy with school? You one of them retards or something?
>>12726606
same, I feel like I have to dress up a lot more to feel happier about my end result. but then I just see a guy wearing a blank t-shirt looking super fucking good. I'm just like... shit lol
>>12726662
so your mindset and self doubt then
here's the best advice i can think to give you
in every situation think
what would a successful MAN do?
and do it casually
If this is a real post, and you want someone to talk to, you can reach me at earthmover at cock.li
Excuse the crassness, it's just a throwaway. But I'll respond.
>>12726606
So I'm not the only one.. that makes me feel better.
Thank you OP, and don't worry cuz everything's gonna be alright
=D
This is the saddest fucking thing I've ever read on 4chan
>>12726606
fucking kek
can you record you doing that for me.
>>12726606
I recommend watching Synecdoche, New York
<3
I do similar but without the dressing up
I have been trying to learn social skills and find hobbies and stuff lately, which only shines more light on how unlikable and shit I am because no one seems to be enjoying my company although im putting myself out there
When I wasnt trying I didnt feel so bad, after a few months ill probably become a shut in again if nothing works
>>12726606
Wow OP shut the fuck up
Are you a girl?
>>12726606
Just go out and see what happens, or go full tinder or something. Meet new people with similar interest/hobbies and there will be someone.
I actually don't fucking know how there are girls that likes me. I mean, not complaints but I know I'm ugly fatass ;)
So simply go out, smoke and get high outside or cry outside to let people see your /fa/ ass.
>>12731474
i wish i was
>>12730854
Then you haven't seen much of this congolese water hockey forum.
>>12726606
>>12726606
...get a girlfriend then you autistic fuck????
>>12731669
yeah op... JUST get a gf? why don't you JUST do that?