Where dat /fa/ feels thread? Come chill friends >TFW captcha

bodies of water is the best one m8
i hate street name signs

>tfw whenever you try to wear anything slightly unorthodox, your parents/friends/acquaintances are always like "what are you wearing"

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>>10631070
>tfw no gf
>tfw slowly coming to the realisation that I'll probably never lose my virginity

>>10631074
>when you see street signs but it actually wanted street signs so you have to repeat the captcha

life is suffering

>>10631093
It's okay anon. At the start of my clothes journey people realized when I was trying to dress better and they still notice, like that last time I wore a black fit and my friends were asking what was wrong with me (kek, fucking normie suburbans). Experimentation is good and I think people will always notice unless the clothes are really melding to you. Keep going.

From yesterday:
>Riding the train
>On the outside row
>Across from me is short asian qt
>Glance at her
>She catches me and glances back
>Too anxious/pussy, divert my glance somewhere else
>Get depressed by that meaningless event of eye contact
>I guess I'm not a confident alpha, whatever

> tfw /fa/ is so shit board i see this thread

>>10631108
how old are you? i would like to help with that, no homo :D

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>>10631070
>first fashion show ever today
>did volunteer work and photography
>tfw so much beauty
>tfw models are nice and friendly
>tfw they look at my camera and pose for me (and smile at me)
>tfw most of them had average builds and some were fucking high test (a lot of ass and tits were seen tonight, all were still tall)
>tfw found the industry I want to work in
>tfw interview with model agency on Monday
>tfw in presence of pic related
It was a tiring but nice day. I know I sound like a bit retarded but I go apeshit for beautiful women and creative people

>>10631118
/fa/ is the bitch version of /r9k/

>>10631122
That sounds awesome man. You've inspired my curiosity.

>>10631131
It was called facefashion. It was a collaborative Sydney event held to promote independent and little known designers from Australia. Very cool desu. I'm uploading pics to my Instagram tomorrow. You should definitely go to a fashion show, people are nice and you can talk about /fa/ things. Photographers were surprisingly friendly.

sometimes I feel very sad

>go on 5 dates with a girl over the span of an entire month
>we're different from each other and have few similar interests, but there's great chemistry between us
>time spent together is amazing, dates span hours and always feel they end too soon
>later on, sort of feel that relationship has become unbalanced with me initiating all contact, but fuck it don't care this is what I want
>start to notice she's forgetful of shit I mention when I ask her to hang out like what I wanted to do with her and where to meet in texts when that shit is from two or three previous messages
>invite her to attend a friend's house party after she's done with work, she says it's cool
>girl bails at the very last second, saying nothing more than "sorry, I'm a flake"

Goddamn, this was infuriating. We're two fucking adults in our twenties, we can communicate with words instead of dealing with this shit. If she ever gets back to me, probably won't talk to her for a while and I'll definitely call her out on this if we meet again. Feel with me /fa/m

>>10631162
She's a girl dude, they're emotional, even if you find yourself emotional, they're like emotional emotional squared. Learn text game, google manwhore.

>Tfw copped a long tee (Fuccboi tier)
>too Pussy to wear it

>tfw /fa/ video game tournament today but our team partially broke up a week ago and we're probably not going to do very well

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>>10631331
consider an hero

>tfw not sure if bi or just lonely

>>10631355
FUCKING THISSSSS

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>have a huge crush on this girl
>she already have a bf
>lost motivation for everything (have nothing to do with crush)
>nothing to do on my day off from work
>things I enjoy does not make me happy anymore
>nobody to hang out with
>these days I just listen to music until I fall asleep
>lonely
Sometimes I wish I was dead.

IF THIS THREAD DOESN'T GET REMOVED AFTER MINE DID I'M SUING THIS WEBSITE

lifting is going well and i'm seeing the progress i expected:)

>>10631393
ikr mine was deleted too, mods are weird

>>10631122
they probably all think you're gay

>>10631435
Your dads gay, fag.

>>10631070
>out with friend bar hopping last night
>get tired of talking to bitches so we just decide to start calling up hookers and getting rates
>out driving to a different bar and on the phone with a hooker
>slam into a concrete barrier and fuck up my front end, airbags go off
>freak the fuck out, find a place to park the car and walk away
>spend $200 on a tow truck to move the car
>can't file police report to claim on my insurance because was drunk

it could have been a lot worse.

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>tfw girls are mirin everyday but i pretend to ignore them
>tfw my thigh gap is disappearing
>tfw anorexic

>be 21
>go to mall too stoned
>buy a coffee wander aimlessly for a while staring at girls
>decide to Christmas shop.
>walk into miu miu
>buy handbag for sis
>lady wont stop talking to me
>too high to talk my way out of convo so just nod
>"oh heres my card, let me put my cellphone number because the card just has the store"

Currently have gf what do guys?

>>10631454
what does being 21 have to do with anything

>>10631459
Nothing

Babys first green text

>met a french cutie exchange student a month ago
>probably first time in my life I get solid gf material
>smart, charming, laid back and understaning, not a feminist, vegan or any of that bullshit
>really, really into me, wants to take things to a relationship
>like her as well but struggling with commitment
>want to fuck dumb one night stand sluts no strings attached and be mostly alone otherwhise

Yeah, first world problems, I know.

>>10631459
Its for context. What if he was 15 or 60 instead?

>>10631331
Long tees are good for layering
Don't let anyone on here give you shit for a basic cop.

>>10631450
>pretend to ignore

sure thing

>going to a bar with friends for the first time in months
>too anxious to come up with an outfit and makeup
>gonna go in sleep clothes
>at least my nails are done

>>10631331
good, now get an oversized sweater and sk8 his to join my legion of the poor fuccboi squad.

WHY IS MY JAW SO WEAK reee

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>tfw looking at all clothes I want and imagining myself wearing it
>tfw poor

>poor

if being poor is holding you back from looking good, you are doing it all wrong. I get told I look good all the time and 90% of my clothes are thrift or cost under $30 a piece. properly utilizing h&m, asos, and old navy is easily enough to impress most people on this board, just don't tell them it is from so.

>>10631724

Where would I start with? Ross? Urban Outfitters? I'd say I'm "poor" in that sense. I have the style in mind but I don't know if I could rock it.

>>10631732
not the anon you're asking, but i'm in exact same situation (i get "best itt" ratings on full h&m fits lmao)
h&m is the best store for poorfags like us. UO depends on your style bc their male section is limited to sk8 and preppy and not much else.
American Apparel is good for basics, just don't go for their patterned clothes. thirftshops are a godsend, figure out the best ones in your area. you can rock anything, just be confident.

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>tfw will never really live
>will never have friends i connect with on any level
>will always be a virgin loser

>>10630158
Someone pls ahlp

>excited for nike acg jacket drop in december
>remember my fire science classes have a uniform and I won't be able to wear it to school.

>discover SLP
>skinny 5'8 manlet
>still wear SLP all the time
>grills still have come up to me and told me they like my style

Also

>remember first time I came to /fa/ asking to id some slp denim expecting them to be like $80-100 and was told they were going for $500
>poorboi back then and thought spending that much money on clothes was stupid as fuck
>now cop 1k pieces like nothing

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>get slightly /fa/
>a lot of girls lusting over my dick
>none of them interest me
>somehow i ended up with my high school ex gf
>she loves me and i love her
>enjoying sex and drugs
All I needed was some confidence which is hard when you are an overly self conscious autistic
tfw finally making it

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>>10631108
>I'll probably never lose my virginity
how long until you gain your powers?

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>too /fit/ to wear decent pants
fuck you SS, should have just starved my weight off

>gf of three years breaks up with me a month ago
>be a mess for two days then decide i'm not going to let it fuck me up
>surge of motivation, work hard as possible for school, spend every spare moment with friends, swimming, partying, working on projects or studying
>exhausted all the time because of my self-imposed hectic lifestyle
>actually making a ton of progress in all areas and pretty proud of myself
>tfw none of the good stuff is fucking worth it without her to share it with

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>>10632127
If only there were a female version

>>10632143
That's good to hear that you used your break up to your advantage anon. Just keep it up and you'll find one someone else to share all your experiences with :)

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>>10632127
>tfw point of no return

>>10632179
thanks man
i wish i could have got my shit together a year ago, she might not have lost her feelings if i'd done that

i'm not so much lonely without gf as just lonely without her, you know? my friends are great and i don't find hooking up with girls difficult, i just have no interest in that kind of thing right now

sorry 2 blog

>tfw every qt you've had a crush on is either unresponsive/taken/uninterested
>tfw too pussy to message that one guy you had a one night stand with
>tfw you haven't really made any close friends and just go home after classes
>tfw you try to stifle the loneliness with clothing

>tfw finally acne is 99% cleared up but now im stuck with PIH on my shoulders until april when summer is over and can start a treatment

Another summer where i will decline every invitation to the beach or pool parties.

>>10632143
>and he's still on 4chan on a saturday afternoon

lmaooo

>tree trunk quads and calf muscles
>all pants look like shit on me

>>10631162
forget about her lad. she's lost interest. you're wasting your time and degrading yourself. find someone new.

>>10632127
I'll probably be a wizard some day. I'm not even bad looking, just completely asocial.

>>10632169
are you saying you have a vagina?

>>10631070
>tfw meet a bunch of girls at new job
>most likely all of them would go out with me if I actually tried
>first time in my life in this position
>none of them interest me in the slightest

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> be me
>19
> never had a gf
> never went to a high school party
> haven't kissed a girl since 5th grade
> avoided prom to save myself the embarrassment
> end up even more sad

at least i'm not a hypebeast

it seems like everyone on this board is a well dressed loser

>>10632667
of course we are losers. you don't end up on 4chan because of your great social life.

>>10631108
dont worry abt losing ur v card my man, honestly i fucked this girl i thought i was in love with and it has been the worst decision of my entire life. i regretted it so hard bruh. i ended up breaking up with her and her bff sent me a text claiming how im a faggot, have a small dick, etc. and literally three days after i broke up with her and she was "utterly devastated" she went after my best friend. fucking terrible part of my life. just wait it out and let it happen naturally, dont rush urself forreal

>>10631070
>there are multiple girls that I could ask out and at least 3 of the 5 would say yes for sure
>last few relationships have left me so emotionally bruised that I can't even think about someone without being filled with doubt about them and makes me want to run away from everyone.

>>10631162
Ahh normie problems

>>10631454
>oh heres my card, let me put my cellphone number because the card just has the store
Oh yeah, this happens to me all the time too haha

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>>10632680
Underrated post.

>>10631724
Post fit plox

>discover Nike SB, Bape, BBC and Ice Cream in high school
>get a few pieces and dunks here and there
>years later now have 10+ Bape shirts, some hoodies and 40 dunks
>spent 2k in one. Onth just on dunks
>the era of old school hypebeasts is long past
>now 24 and still dressing like a child

At least it's comfy, and I don't have worry about ever buying sneakers again...

I'm watching myself turn into a sociopath and I hate it but I can't remember how to feel empathy or love. I've felt them both before but it's been a long time.

>>10631162
WOW VERY PATIENT AND MATURE CHAP SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE WELL EQUIPPED TO RESPOND TO HER EMOTIONAL NEEDS

TFW NO GF

>>10633756
Not love, sorry. Infatuation. I am too self-absorbed to be anything but ambivalent towards people I recognize that I should find attractive. All that makes me feel good are nice fits and paychecks. I spend all my free time doing fucking /tg/ shit and even ERP because then I have an excuse to feel like I'm just controlling the actions of a character I'm otherwise detached to. But at least I copped a nice coat for cheap today hahahahaha

>>10632625
I'm saying whoever made that chart is trolling because I know that many men and women lose their virginity later than 20 years old. It's just that the women don't bring attention to it because then they would be targeted, and the men don't talk about it because they would be embarrassed. To anyone who is a virgin, I tell you to live your life, and wait for a long-tern relationship... it's not worth it to waste your v-card on a one-off fling

>mfw when i got acne like tons of it

>Had huge crush on girl for maybe 2 years
>she never showed any interest in the slightest
>was always too much of a wimp to talk to her anyway
>fast-forward a little bit
>friends and myself convinced me that I never actually crushed on her cause I barely knew her and to get over her cause she's not interested anyway
>start investing more time in myself
>lose weight to get rid of baby face
>grow out hair
>improve fashion sense and start dressing better (even though I was into fashion prior)
>actually p good looking now (so I've been told)
>Girl that I used to crush on now starts showing signs that she's into me

what do? is this good? I'm so confused it's a weird but somewhat cool feeling idk

>tfw hapa

kill me

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>no gf
>no friends
>no where to wear my sikk cops
>except when i'm shopping for other sikk cops.

Got into my first relationship aged 22. She's a year older than me and it's her first too. Those of you who feel hopeless still have a chance.

depressed about trump

>>10634112
This is me ever since I've been out of school, going to go to community college and get my shit together though

>>10633793
talk to her

>>10631706
chin up lad

>>10634121
>0 No.10634121▶
>Got into my first relationship aged 22. She
>>10634121
Those of you who feel hopeless still ha
I'm an autis

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>on a 1,260 calorie diet (which is usually actually about 100 calories over this)
>all goes well except for when there's free food in front of me that I'm encouraged to eat for volunteering events or with friends
>eat like a fat fuck and despite the instant regret and shame afterwards I cannot stop this habit

What do? I know I sound like a complete faggot for this dilemma but I do not have the willpower to stop myself in such situations, especially with Thanksgiving coming up

>>10631442
Kill yourself

>>10634222
My autistic friend got engaged with his first gf 3 weeks into their relationship (aged 21) and they've been married for coming up 2 years. It's pretty fucked up, but maybe proves a point.

>>10631392
exactly me for the last 2 years it fucking sucks

was thinking about seeing my doc so i can get on happy pills

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>20 years old
>still a virgin
>small dick that i need to see the doctor about because i can't even have sex but too pussy to go
>only now in my last year of the British equivalent to high school because i'm unmotivated and did nothing for 3 years
>try to be effay
>overweight
>people say they like my clothes but i know i look like shit
>try to lose weight but nowillpower.jpg
>spend most of my time looking at clothes I can't afford or watching anime
>hate self

>dad is depressed
>sister recently diagnosed with clinical depression
>wonder if I have it too

Also, cop or not, any of pic related, need a Christmas present off my brother.

>>10631392
I feel all of that anon
Crushing on a qt with a bf is the worst

>>10634238
Just designate your volunteer days cheat days. Eating like a normal person once a week will slow your weightloss down by like 5 %

>>10634238
Just try and remind yourself that you're a fat fuck every time you're about to eat
I know its hard I have the same problem but just gotta keep grinding anon

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>kissless virgin
>got rejected
>socially distant

i guess it's going to be the same for guys like me

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>>10634238
exercise

>>10634121
is she pretty?

>>10634112
smoke a j and start wearing bucket hats

>>10634305
cop, (bottom right)
also stop watching anime and go see a doctor, how small are we talking?

>>10634336
read otto weininger

>>10634361
>cop, (bottom right)

reluctant to cop bottom right because i already have some decent black shoes and white ones too, i wanted something with some actual colour for once.

>also stop watching anime and go see a doctor, how small are we talking?

Anime kind of goes hand in hand with hating myself, but it's one of the only things that makes me feel really happy.
On a good day I'd give my dick 4.5" hard. I can't get my dickhead out when I have an erection, most people don't get circumcized in the UK and my foreskin is really tight - which means I can't put a condom on

>>10634361
>is she pretty?
Very. She's also really troubled though, obviously, which was how she avoided having a bf for so long.

>feel bad because of things that happened
>too scare to type them out on tibetan wood carving website

>>10634409
just do it

>>10631854
that part of you that needs that, craves that, has to die. Only then will you have it. The irony of life.

>Tfw no friends
>Tfw no gf
>Tfw no job
>Tfw worrying about major in college
>Tfw life has no direction
>Tfw get so depressed I stop showering and eating and just drive around in my car all day and pretend to do stuff so I don't worry my parents

life has never been better desu

>>10634535
holy shit. this is me, especially the bit about driving around pretending to do shit

I'll run errands or say I'm going out with friends when really I'm just driving around to kill time or buying myself food and eating alone in a parking lot, or going to the beach to read

>buying common projects achilles lows with money you made from half a day of modelling
>having a random person tell me im fucking gorgeous

feels good man

>tfw in love with a girl who is literally perfect
someone just fucking kill me plssssss
my life is like literally perfect, i basically only have first world problems.
And even though i had an eating disorder and semi-depression through the last half year, I've finally gotten over all that shit.
but then this fucking girl comes back into my life, and that stupid fucking feeling of worthlessness just comes back.
And i really dont know if she likes me back, because i know that she had a crush on me once, but it's just so fucking complicated and im a fucking beta, when i try to talk to her.
i dont even know if it's complicated or if its just an excuse for me to think that she likes me, when the only fucking reason im not with her right now is because i was a fucking asshole and still am probably....
someone comfort me pls
i havent been this down since my fucking eating disorder.

>>10634558
Nice senpai

One more from me:

>tfw realized I'm in love (or at least want to bang) childhood friend
>we had a silly childhood fight and stopped being friends
>realized she had a crush on me back then
>encountered her at parties throughout uni because of mutual friends
>tried my best to ignore her or pretend she didn't exist
>any chance she got to talk to me she would mention our "silly fight" and how it was so long ago
>realized she was trying to apologize (or something)
>now just want to give her a hug and say sorry for ignoring her
>but I never see her anymore
>I'm an idiot

:|

>>10634535
You should pick up playing video games it will help you out with your depression. Video games also helps you manage your time effectively.

I also recommend joining a great online political community -- Redpill. It will give you a new sense of meaning, and a direction. You will meet a lot of great people in the Redpill community, and eventually, you'll find a girlfriend from this. Swallowing the Red Pill will make your life better, it will give you a fresh outlook of the world at large and on women in general.

As far as college is concerned, you should focus on just getting a STEM degree (assuming that you are going for such a degree). Don't worry about what STEM field you're going into, just get the STEM degree for the sake of getting a STEM degree. Employeers will respect and recruit a student with a STEM degree, just because. The point is, a direction is overrated when you are in STEM.

I also doubt if you are depressed. Depression is just a fake pseudo-science concept from the bullshit field of psychology. I think you are confused, but if you follow STEM aimlessly, start playing video games, and join the Redpill community you will gain a lot of clarity.

It will get better for you, my friend.

>>10631154
I guess i just wasnt made for these times

>>10634590
Sam3 i lost my chanse almost 2 years ago but we have some mutual friends i see her every now and then but when i talk to her i feel so worthless...

>>10634238
Drink LOADS of warm water all day especially before you eat.

> tfw she's perfect but the feelings ain't quite mutual

BUT

>tfw I am finally feeling /fa/
>liking what I am wearing
>feeling confident
>living a nice balanced life

BUT

> tfw she's perfect but the feelings ain't quite mutual

>>10634677
>recommending one of the biggest time wasters
>recommending an incredibly toxic online community
>promoting an aimless pursuit of STEM
>discounting the gravity of a serious psychological problem

Not funny. Not clever. Pretty fucking stupid.

>>10634856

red pillers for you

>>10634801
Same bro.. I always remind myself I'm getting fa but that's all I have keeping me sane...

>>10634781
it's like one part of me just wants to try and cut all contact with her to try and forget her, and another part of me just wants to get shitfaced and then call her and tell her i love her

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>>10634862

>
>
tfw no gf ;___;

>>10631854
You can only wallow in your sadness for so long. As with anything in life, you have to work for what you want. You'll fail and be hurt in the process but you'll be better off in the end. Chessy I know but its the truth.

>>10634952
the advice to be a money slave instead of criticizing the system of money slavery is bad

don't be a redpiller though

>tfw voice isn't effay

>>10631481
Nigger,wife that shit

I want to love him but I'm scared he'll reject me because I'm short and my eyes are farther apart than a white girl's

On the plus side, our IQs are roughly the same, if the Weschler intelligence test is any indicator

>>10634316
>>10634296
We all gonna make it one day. :(

>>10635139
Most guys don't give two shits about height, your eye spacing and skin colour are just gonna come down to his preference, nothing you can do about it. IQ is more or less meaningless, you can have (or not have) great chemistry with someone much smarter or stupider than yourself, it's the chemistry that matters.

>>10635110
I'm not the guy who wrote that, but I'm not sure where you got the idea of "money slavery". Focusing on building net worth, while you're young is a better thing to focus on rather than subscribing to half-baked ideology (both 'Social Justice' and Red Pill). I think that's the implied message. In my experience, with so-called Redpillers at least, overly political and ideological people tend to be broke and miserable.

"Building up personal value" is a bit vague, but it does not imply "money slavery" either. I think that the development of personal value implies the nurturing of talent and skillsets. The message states that one's time is better spent, for example, painting and learning languages rather subscribing to aforementioned half-baked ideology. More simply, instead of moaning around like what SJWs and Redpillers are famous for, your time is better spent making yourself a more interesting and a more useful person.

We can both agree that these shitty online communities are . . . shit. It's sad to see so many young people get caught up in these communities.

>>10631481
I hate you because you think this is a problem. Not even a first world problem. Not even a problem at all. I hate you.

>>10635258
i guess i was more mad about the 'net worth' than personal value part. i agree that personal development is good but 'social justice' and understanding my place in a vast culture of humans has been part of my personal development

i like the online 'social justice warrior' communities that i'm aware of

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>tfw used to browse this board religiously
>put together a huge folder of inspo and fits
>tried to stay slim to keep my chubby face at bay
>realised that there was no point of dressing in anything if i couldnt look good in a black tshirt
>everything apart from a black tshirt/jumper looks tryhard to me
>lose interest in board
>only wear basics and nothing else
>am able to conentrate in things that matter to me, like my education and my career
>tfw still a virgin but doesnt even feel bad because I havent found any attractive girls worth spending any time with

>>10635110

>advice to be a money is bad

I'm sincerely interested in whatever ideas you have that you consider an alternative to "money slavery", a pejorative term in itself

>>10635387
part of the problem is our current lack of alternatives

i'm just saying the advice to ignore societal ills and just get your own money is kind of why there's a super rich 1% ignoring their poor neighbor's pain

>>10635402
by all means take care of yourself, just not at the expense of a critical examination of the system that tells you get rich or die trying, extorts labor from you at the price of your life

>>10635368
i went thru the same motions bruh.
and midway thru that 'journey' i learned to stop caring - if i like a garment, i'm going to wear it. I dress for myself, not for anyone else.

>>10635368
that last one should worry you, because if your'e still a virgin then no woman has thought you're worth spending time with

>>10635461
I am friendly and have loads of girls that I talk to, however it's a whole lot of effort to try and use my easy going nature to get them to bed. I want it to come a whole lot more naturally. and I'm only 19 and look like I'm 16 so I have no trouble being patient

>>10635502
u have plenty of time and please take it don't listen to that wallaby

>>10632079
i hope i feel this feels some day, looks like you got it mate

>>10632127
tfw not virgin but feeling like i will become a wizard anyways...
who semiwizard here?

>>10632680
best post itt

>>10634112

FA MEETUP
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Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

>>10634112
why raf cry

>>10635585
I should include the song as well... the top google result is a high-pitched cover and I don't want to subject you to that ;/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWu5q0XHIj8

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>>10631565
Oh buddy, this is a very common thing with the non-ugly anti-social-autist crowd.

I cringe at myself when I think back at the amount of times I ignored girls who were obviously into my ass.

Still happens now in college, had this freshman girl in my science class (I was one of the only sophomores in said class due to switching majors) who would always start conversation with me and I'd act so uninterested even though I felt like we could have had something if I tried.

I wish I didn't spend my whole life in-front of a computer crippling my social skills.

I dress so fucking bad and I don't know how to improve!!! I want a job in a clothing store but nobody wants to hire me and I think it's because of the way I dress and/or look.

Anyone working in a clothing store got any hot tips? Thx la familia

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>>10635511
Idk why people are always saying this.
I was 16 when I first read this, 4 years later I'm still a virgin.
I don't see it happening in the near future...

>>10635710
I wish I didn't spend my whole life in-front of a computer crippling my social skills.

FUCKKKK I HATE THIS FEEEL

This really qt girl at my at my school that everyone says is annoying as fuck asked me to get coffee just out of the blue the other day. We didn't go because she had shit to do, but still, I wasn't even talking to her and she just randomly asks me.
She just broke up with her bf and we always grind at dances, but I listen to bill butt talk a lot about bitches and how they just use you as an emotional teddy bear if you're not alpha enough, and I'm a huge pussy so
Help

>>10635770
Bill Burr*

>>10635770
emotional teddy bear, that sounds cute

hope you guys get married

>>10635770
well obviously you're being used as a coping mechanism

>>10631070
>Finally got into a state where my diet is improving and am going to the gym 4ish times a week. Premature balding kicks in something fierce and I have a odd shaped skull.

Pretty upsetting

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most effay way to an hero?

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>tfw Never going to see the qt 3.14 i liked ever again


I really liked her bros, but during our time together i looked like shit due to low financial means - yet she still was so nice. She's moving cities next year but do you think i can win her over by saving up money and making myself look more handsome? I haven't spoken to her in about 2 weeks

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>>10631070
>tfw you finish a sewing project
best feel ever

its for a friend, it was like a practice because its the first time i ever made a bag, i´m getting some leather for mine

>>10635818
It's not all about looks but it'll help, but go for it

>>10631122
we´re all gona make it m8, the fashion industry seems fun as fuck

how did you even get in? i was planning on getting a dece DSLR with some equipment and do some freelancing until i get a opportunity like that, or just make clothes and do the same plan

>tfw finally starting to get my life back together after being lunatic NEET for six years

>>10635832
Yeah i know but that's the only option left.

If I had to be honest, appearance-wise she's the kind of girl my shallow friends would probably give me shit for being so interested in cause she's not that "incredibly attractive". But i still think she's cute and I'd be damned if she doesn't have a 12/10 personality.

Thanks anon.

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>>10635737
lol thats you buddy

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>>10635807
Get a sharp rope thing that could cut. Like a fishing line.
Get a normal rope.
Go to the top of a really tall building.
Tie a normal rope to your legs and something on top of building to hold on.
Do the same with the fishing line but on your neck instead. But make sure the fishing line is shorter than the normal rope.
Superglue both of your hands to both sides of your head.
Jump off building.

>>10635840
how

>>10635557
Semiwizard here. Had a gf for a year and then dumped her. Can't find any girls to talk to now

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>>10635902
thank u 4 the suggestion but doesnt sound very effay desu senpai

>>10635502
If you're fine with it no problem. I'm in a simmilar situation (19yo kv) with okayish social skills, but i think it rarely happens naturally, unless you are some kind of 10/10. If you want something you'il have to work for it.

>>10635840
Started with fixing my sleeping schedule. Then slowly reintroduced working out, eating healthy and daily health/beauty routines respectively. Started taking the initiative in meeting up with friends more often, even if I didn't feel like it. Started getting back into old hobbies, started going out on my own more often, just to have something to do. Got on new medication, started IOP, will go inpatient for a year after this. Afterwards I hope to be able to go back to uni.
Usually I don't feel like doing any of these things, but I suck it up and do them anyway. The problems arise when I get sucked into a depressive episode because my motivation disappears, but that's what the meds and therapy are for.
tl;dr a shit ton of motivation and intensive psychological help

>>10635995
ended up quoting myself instead of >>10635908 for some reason

>browse this board ocsionally
>still don't understand fashion and what looks good
>I just wear plain tshirts in a few more muted colors, black sneakers, and slim jeans

>>10631481
been there bruh try that shit out it might be fun :^)

>tfw adopted
>never able to truly connect with family
>or anyone else for that matter
>father currently has a heart issue
>mad at myself because I can't seem to give a shit

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>tfw finally started having a social life
>tfw finally found a qt to spend the rest of my life with
>tfw I'm more depressed than ever
>tfw I'm failing school

>tfw u get rich but u don't wan jugg no more
>tfw ur friends don't wan jugg no more

>>10636077
still better than half this board

>>10636776
Join redpill and disregard sluts

>>10636862

>juggalo blues

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>tfw probably everyone would laugh @ my designs if I went to fashion design school

good
>have a good job to get me food, gas, any fun things (clothes, vidya games, etc), and extra in the bank
>in college for finance and have plans for grad school for economics
>pretty good looking
>I work with so many qt girls

bad
>crippling anxiety
>can't bring myself to ask any of these girls out because of the responsibility of being a boyfriend is way to heavy after my last two girlfriends having what were probably the worst possible endings
>go to a religious school, even have and believe the religion, but still feel that everything and everyone is hopeless
>intp
>literally always wired or exhausted

no one said it was going to be this hard

>>10636908
lmao stick to watching animes

>out for a jog
>get catcalled by some girls driving by
>"we're having a party, wanna come"
>fuck yes
>bang 8/10 skinny chick after half an hour of drinking

no one said it was going to be this easy

literally easiest fuck ever, don't even have her phone number or full name

probably first and last time this will ever happen but i'll take it

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>looking for socks for new year
>looking for elastic socks because narrow feet hell
>buys nike socks because were on sale and elastic in two dozens
Months later I cry because of fuckboy labile that I now share with just about everyone I hate

>>10631844

>UO male section
>preppy

lmfao

>>10635833
It was voluntary, I got offered to participate through an events organiser I work for. Many fellow volunteers found the event online.

>>10632705
ARE YOU ME?
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>tfw some girls last night said I reminded them of Brian from the breakfast club
I guess I can work with that

>tfw big chunky thighs and muscular calves
>tfw will never get to wear pants that fall perfectly or at least look decent

>tfw I think I'll finally kill myself soon

just can't do it any more brahs

I am a failure in every sense of the word

dont like myself a whole bunch

>tfw my cdgh+ got what are thosed

>wide hips
>even into skelly mod can't lose bones
>wish I had boy hips to go with my boy clothes

>met a cutie near my working place
>hits on me
>mfw none of my relationships with normies ever worked
>I just want to actually commit into a relationship
>idk if I really wanna try with him

>skinny fat with sunken chest
>no discipline to stick to any diet
>too boring for anyone

>>10634176
oh yea no problems there, confidence has also boosted a tonne so it's not like i'm avoiding it or anything but should I not be worried that only now is she into me? or is that just fair enough because why would she be into my old ugly self

>>10637240
don't do it, man. all of the bad times eventually pass. life always gets better. the best healer is time. if you kill yourself now, you are only doing yourself unjust by cutting your life short during one of the bad stretches, even when good times are right around the corner.

use the approaching new year as an opportunity for a fresh start. forget all of the negatives and the "failures." think positive, start new. you deserve to live a happy long life, just like everyone else. you deserve to love yourself.

peace.

>>10637267
go to >>>/fit/

exercise regularly. you can pretty much be skinny and still eat like shit as long as you burn more calories than you take in.

get new hobbies. you are on a site with many boards with different interests. take advantage of that.

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>>10637267
I bet you aren't boring.
try working out rather then blaming poor dieting.

>>10637258
>gay
theres ur problem my mane. u gotta stop living inauthentically, as sartre puts it.

>>10637240
Go back to uni and take acid. take a language class and talk to some cuties

>>10637210
wear sweatpants and stansmiths

>>10636939
>>10637204
good for you's

>>10635902
keked

>>10637267
Everyone's boring mate don't be a fag about it

Post a picture of Lacan, dares mentioning Sartre.
>Inauthentically
>Like Sartre puts it
>No idea about existentialism
>Clueless
>Wear sweatpants to look like a fat pleb
>keked
>kek
>17 year old pro memer coming through

>manlet
>baby face
>nothing looks good on a baby face
>bad skin
>getting nasialabial folds but I'm only 18
>poor
>really poor, can't cop anything, have to sell stuff.
>saving up for nose job but I'm scared family and friends will make fun of me.
If I could just get the nose job and fix my skin, being a manlet baby face wouldn't be too much of a problem for me. Although I'd love to be tall, but now I'm just rambling.

>>10634370
bruh you can put ur condom on over that

>>10637314
>implying homosexuality isn't an example of an inauthentic lifestyle

stay salty faggot

>>10637327
> baby face
how to end with these fucking big cheeks???

>>10636908
and rightly so

>>10632323
Just go and wear a shirt or just act like the PIH doesn't bother you and you'll seem confident.

>>10631854
Titus Andronicus - No Future Part III

>>10637885
just gotta lower body fat percentage mane

I had mad baby face and was just a bit chubby over all, lost about 6 kg ish just by calorie counting and now no more baby face :))

>>10636908
that ones cute

>tfw leave number for qt waitress at bar
>she actually texts me and seems interested
>stops texting me randomly after one day

Whatever, I guess I'm used to shit like this now :'I

>>10638447
Eh dude just relax. She's probably caught up with other shit in life.

Give it time and don't give up.

>>10638447
that waitress is most likely a slut, I've read about all girls being sluts in my Redpill forum

swallow the Red Pill and disregard sluts

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>used to be able to eat whatever the fuck i wanted while remaining hungry skelly
>start gaining weight out of nowhere
>skinny fat upper body with weird stocky legs
>babyface

help

>>10638457

Thanks for the confidence booster. A friend of mine said the same thing. You're a good guy anon

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>>10631110
You don't have to be alpha.

Thats not effay. Gamma is effay.

>>10638540
Now thats a shitty existance. If you even shoot up a school just please kill all the un-effay faggots and normies.

>>10632169
There is, but every age under 19 is "whore" and anything over 19 is "creepy autist cat lady"

>>10637256
Omg lmao. I'm so sorry

>>10637204
Brian is the beta. You want to be one of the other guys, preferably John.

detripped

i got distracted and messed up the track selection leading to the end of my set (so the 2nd last) and ruined the atmosphere of the mix,picked myself up but still quite scary and demoralizing even if people continued dancing.

>>10637358
Authenticity is being authentic to ones nature, not nature of man, nor the nature of metaphysics, even though such an authenticity could lead to despair, real authenticity is accepting ones homosexuality and be marginalised by it; learn to despair faggot.

>>10635618
shit designer
nice artist

>tfw Raf will never find you at the age of 14 to model see through shirts
>tfw you won't be his underage "muse"
>tfw pedo Raf will never do terrible disgusting things to you while you endure it for sick cops and senpai
>tfw you'll never secretly get to enjoy it
Why even get dressed

>>10638962
Bisexual is the most effay. It's basically the freedom to choose whatever you want, it's the most Gamma one, like David Bowie.

Lots of models are Bi because they go for aesthetics and rightly so.

>>10638594
Gamma has been what I've been going for anon. For a long time. Still no qt3.14 effay gf from it though.

>>10637327
dont swar it m8, probabablyyour big change will be when you get to your 20´s

>tfw been the tallest in all my classes
aww yiss

>Tired of wearing flyknits all day
>check my shoes
>forgot I had 2 pairs of raf velcros and raf x docs
Wew

>hairline receding at the age of 18
>every time I shower more hair comes away in my hands
>no idea how to style a receded hairline, so just an overgrown mullet of apathy and shitty genetics

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>/fa/ says being a skelly is effay
>no clothes fit right
>no girl likes skinny guys
>but if I start gaining I'll have to get a whole new wardrobe
>tfw poor and can't afford really nice clothes anyway
>tfw have no idea where to find any good clothes stores, only the outlets and the mall, but the nicest stores they have is Banana Republic and H&M and shit
>tfw the Levi's store doesn't sell 510s

Why do I even try?

>>10640225
where do you live?

>>10640230
Bumfuck nowhereistan flyoverville probably.

>>10640230
near Pittsburgh

>>10640234
pretty much

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>/fa/ calls me fat and a manlet and say I should stop wearing SLP
>grills keep telling me they like my style and talking to me

>>10640252
the girls are clowning you behind your back.

your /fa/m got your back, wanted to protect you from the giggling girls

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>>10640225
That's because you are doing it all wrong and you are aiming for old hags.

If you are post 25 you are a dinosaur. You shouldn't be trying being effay anymore your youth is gone and you are basically dead.

Also why the fuck you don't buy them using the internet.... baka desu.

or buy levis 535 already, I own a pair of 535, and I have gotten compliments on my silhouettes.

>>10640260
I actually dicked a cute tumblrina because she stared talking to me and telling me she liked me style. The only reason we stopped talking was because she found out I'm a degenerate druggie and told me to choose between my drugs or her, told her to fuck off.

>>10640242
ayyyyyi live near pittsburgh too. online shopping is a godsend.

>>10640275
this is very /fa/ desu. wish i wasn't to anxiety prone to do drugs

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>>10640275
fucking degenerate you are...

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>>10640270
Have you seen Harrypie's legs now? holy shit they're fat, poor guy.

>>10640280
He is invited to eat a ton of food at dinners and etc.

He eats a lot during these meetings and is losing his body due to it.

>>10640270
I'm 19 senpai. But maybe I'm just overreacting because my oneitis made fun of her sister's boyfriend for being skinny 2 years ago, but he had at least 20 pounds on me even back then. Really dashed my confidence.

>>10640276
Where you at bruh? I live near Robinson now, but I'm from Mon City originally.

>>10640288
I live more towards the Beaver Valley. Robinson is 15-20 min drive. This place is hell on earth outside of literally Texas/Florida.

Guys . . . guys .. . senpai

I'm really unhappy with myself

I have no direction in life

>tfw no gf

guys . . . guys . . .

pls pay attention to my misery

guys . . . pls senpai

guys . . .

look at how sad I am

guys I am feeling these feels

guys . . .

>>10640288
ur oneitis is a bitch let her die lonely. go for a girl younger than you, it always works.

>>10631355
Yes thats me

>>10631122
Perhaps I'll meet you one day (:

>>10632143
Proud of u bby, keep it up

>>10631070
>waited too long to cop a pair of boots
>sold out
FUCK

>tfw great fits
>no one to take your picture

>done posting in these about myself
>thats how I feel

too many years sharing how I feel on here
at this point I dont even know
but I dont feel very alive
yet I dress and look pretty fuckin great

>>10631162
Why didn't you smash after the third date at the very least? No wonder she lost interest

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Where can I find good cheapish button up shirts?

>>10632680
You can improve your life, escapse being a loser and still come here though

>>10631074
Street name signs is the easiest one tho, I hate cactus.

>>10640616
I met her irl at an opening of the new Aerie store where I live. Ass was unreal.

>>10631070

>almost a year clean
>dropped out of college but finished associates
>saving money to move away from my hometown
>debating on going back to college

Nobody in my family has graduated college, most haven't even finished high school. My dads a burnt out mafioso and my mother is dying. Sometimes I wish I was in school but being able to be around my mother is nice.

>>10640616

who is this cutie patootie?

>>10631392
get medication or get on drugs, they take away the pain sometimes

>>10640611
>great fits
>ugly face

>see a curly haired qt around school
>dresses in the typical /fa/ uniform but looks good because he's tall and skinny
>see him again today
>is wearing the 'please call me a girl' Acne sweatshirt
>dropped

>>10639209
I am a pansexual transperson.
I got disowned by my father and lost what would have been quite a good education etc., I don't do this for fashion.
Bisexuals are often still stuck in the gender binary, it is really hard for androgynous people like me to find bisexual partners. That's why I don't like bisexuals, generally. But hey, great if you're into genderbending and stuff, but then go with bi-gender/pansexual.

>>10640569
Lol, why do you say so? Are you a model or photographer?

>>10640943
>pansexual
If you're not attracted to tables and leaves then don't claim to be pansexual

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>>10640943
>pansexual transperson

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>>10640943
>I am a pansexual transperson.

>>10640854
Fucking oath you bitches need to go easier on us.

PS this is totally not the curly haired qt

>>10640998
Tbh I still love you anyways
Pls ditch that other girl I'm so much more effay

I'm a literal orbiter, get a good relationship with a girl and then this girl I used to like comes back into my life, get the wrong message from her and ruin relationship with other girl, just Fuck my shit up fa.m

>>10640616
>I was called fat many times by the fashion industry
Who is this landwhale?

fucking disgusting. Promoting the "body positivity" bullshit agenda.

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>>10640943
>I am a pansexual transperson.
You are a hipster, right?

I'm bisexual like David Bowie (more straight than anything but willing to experiment) and probably more androgynous than you. I just label myself as bisexual.

Not "pansexual trans McPerson fluffy dragon of the 5th dimension". I'm not that close to a Deviantart OC character.

Is your name Lisbeth Potter? The lost cousin of Harry Potter? Haha~

>>10640969
Damn That Reimu would probably look better with her bangs down but I guess you couldn't see her fine eyebrows that way.

>>10641137
Get a girl younger than you. post 25+ hags are dead anyway, most girls start getting ruined after their 20s, it's down the hill from there.

This is why I recommend you a younger girl, you can learn from her and she can learn from you, she will probably have a non-corrupted fresh mind and as long as you are somewhat aesthetic and dress like "that guy from One Direction" you will be able get something.

>>10640943
You know what forget that I mocked you a little though the internet because of that
>pansexual transperson

I might interested. Add me on Steam if you want: Lazule2.

>>10635710
>I wish I didn't spend my whole life in-front of a computer crippling my social skills.
mfw

>>10635128
>friend takes a vid with snapchat
>hear my voice as it replays
>want to end myself

>>10633756

Hurr edgy sociopath durr

You're nothing kid, just an impotent loser

>>10634238

Fucking fat ass loser, you're always gonna look like shit

>>10634370

Mine's 6.5" and thick and chick's usually cum just from sex with me. Good luck though

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>"Hey can you drive me to the mall?"
>"I'm going to go shopping with a few friends"
>"Alright sweetie"

I actually don't have any friends

>>10640611
Get a tripod

>tfw forgot to cop some stuff in the Patrik Ervell sale

s m h

also
>tfw dull job
>tfw no gf

>>10640295
tfw no gf

>>10638460
lmao

tfw no gf

tfw you finally sell your ozweegos so you can cop the skagways you've been wanting forever off grailed but the listing got removed :(

Where can I find qt tumblr girls irl?

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>latin
>fat
>short legs
>broad shoulders
>not poor but can't get fa clothes
>shitty curly hair


>my bf have a new friend who's prettier more interesting than I
>can't control my hormones
>get a little jealousy
>can't tell him because I know he still loves me
>feel like I'm crazy and not good enough for him

>>10631122
Same here man,we are gonna make it.

Understand, understand, understand, understand!

The concept! The concept...!

>>10642241
The modeling agency was a fucking scam ayy lmao, wanted me to fork up $550 for a photo shoot. Should I apply for other agencies SENPAI?

>>10631393
>>10631423

mods know I'm an /fa/ legend and mean well compared to you pleebs

thx mods, nice thread all hope we do it again next week

>>10631122
I want the left girls pussy

>>10644740
It's mine fag. But forreal though she looks like she's come straight out of a Renaissance painting.

>walking to class at uni
>see guy with Gosha Rubchinskiy vans and a Canada goose parka, he sees my supreme hat and smirks
>I manage a smile back at him

Was a pretty funny little confrontation desu.

>tfw gay
>tfw never had bf
>never met a gay guy I was attracted to
>buy clothes to fill void
>girls compliment me and my fits occasionally
>befriend qt girls
>tfw will never be attracted to any of them
I wish I were straight so my life would be on easymode

I wish I can be good looking like Joaquin with a cleft palate scar

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>>10645085
try bisexual it is the master race.

>>10631392
go to the gym.
get investments.
stop lurking 4chan.
clean yourself up.
There are so many things you could be doing senpai. Don't let one girl or your loss in motivation get in the way of your life.

>>10645167
>go to the gym
>stop lurking 4chan.
Irrelevant.

>clean yourself up.
Quite sure he showers each day.

>get investments.
Getting money is the only thing that will help him, one needs money to get fashion, equipment for video editing or photos, a good gaming PC, etc.

Money covers a lot of needs.

>>10634652
its okay senpai.
Next time you see her.
Talk to her.
If you dont take the chance its gone.

>>10645085
If you were straight i feel like you would have to same problem. Just the other way around. It's the way it works :/

>>10644996
kek you both think you're cool shit when you're really fuccbois, I feel bad for you two.

>>10642999
mysterious

>>10631070
>tfw I became socially distant when I was about 14-15 for no clear reason (I'm 20 now)
>I never opened up even to my friends I've been going out with for 5 years
>There's at least one qt girl that would go out with me if I wasn't too pussy to ask (it's already happened with at least 4 other girls, lost them over time)
>I wrote "hi" on facebook to a girl I like some months ago cause I was determined to make it work this time
>tfw she saw the message but didn't answer
>hate myself, been in therapy for social anxiety and made some progress but I still feel depressed as fuck most of the time. Plus, my doctor won't prescribe me Xannies just cos I'm too young
>Been told by people they like my style, however everytime someone casually glances at me I feel insecure and think I'm ugly and dressed like shit
>Started uni in September, never talked to anybody except for one guy I haven't seen anymore after two weeks or so

All I do now is sit on my own in uni and panic over outfits in the morning.

>>10645720
Same here, mate, but I'm 18.

>>10645571
That exact thought went through my head mate. He had nice facial aesthetics though, he was pretty.

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>tfw she said she wasn't in love with me

is there any point in dressing well if i live in an absolute shithole? like i live in chav central in the UK, nobody here dresses fashionably at all

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>>10636908
I thought it was cute not that I'm a better artist

>>10645720
Yo man, it's going to get better, trust me. I wasn't socially distant, but became emotionally distant and reserved in my teens and I'm still like that now with lots of anxiety. Just keep trying to consciously better and work on yourself and it's going to be okay, trust me.

>>10645756
I can't shitpost in this thread, your situation has happened to me before and it's a good feel, no matter what you're wearing. Goshas are still cool even if they're overpriced vans, shoes are the first thing I look at.

>>10645720
>>10645752

Congrats, you are the biggest losers ITT.

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>>10645720
dude I'm going through something very similar in the sense that I have friends who i've known for up to 7 years, and I still haven't opened up to them. I've been avoiding them all year and sometimes go days without speaking as I don't keep much company.

This (>>10635818 >>10635856) is me and I thought she was a means of escape for me, as she was literally the only person to give me the time of day, but she's gone now ;_;

Also my Dad said he'd pay for my therapy (In a somewhat patronising way). I said no because he was laughing at me, and then recently I asked him about it and told him i would be willing to take it if he's still willing to pay. He laughed at me and said "No I'm not paying for that, I was joking you don't need therapy".

Now I'm broke as fuck and can barely eat.

>identity + impulse control issues
>fluctuate between styles literally every week
It's so frustrating. This shit has cost me thousands of dollars.

>>10645931

You're a fucking loser. Get over your woe-is-me pussy bullshit and be a fucking adult.

>>10645946

You're a shitty emotionally vacillating husk of a person. You will never feel complete because you are a developmental failure. You might find yourself feeling content but you will overwhelmingly find yourself feeling empty and dolorous.

You're worthless.

>>10645978
>You're worthless.
We're all worthless, anon. If you wanted to make me feel bad this really isn't the way to go.

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who here is white or asian, not fat, bisexual, lives alone and wants company?

I'm an androgynous fuccboi, I literally have no propose in life anymore. willing to be an slave and help pay rent.

>>10645931
>>10645720
>>10635908
>>10635840

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>>10631481
I was in the same position. Decided to say fuck it and jump in the deep end with the girl and now we're 8 years going strong. Sluts are fun and so but they wont be there stroking your hair telling you everythings gonna be alright after you've had a shit day.

I feel like I wasted my childhood being a good kid doing everything my parents expected of me. I never went to any parties and I was too socially retarded to make close friends so I never hung out with anyone after school, I just watched tv and played video games all day. I basically rejected the idea that could or was expected to make mistakes. I didn't know that it was ok, sometimes healthy, if I did make a mistake. Now that I'm 24 I realize kids got it good cause they can do whatever the fuck and only be partially responsible for it; The parents will usually be there to help them and shoulder some of the blame. I just wish I had enjoyed myself more when I was still living with them and could get away with doing stupid shit. Now I get kinda jealous when people reminisce about that one time or several times in their teens when they were drunk off their ass or super stoned or whatever. I think I just want to get really fucked up and act crazy and not worry about anything but I might have missed my chance.

>>10642995
Yes, better agencies dont juice money from you.

>>10634856
MY NIGGA U GOT BAITED HARDDDD