I've actively and openly sabotaged my love life since elementary school, turning down dates and severing ties with any girl interested in more than a mild friendship. As an adult, I've thrown away phone numbers and politely declined anything resembling companionship.
My severe relationship-anxiety and happiness in being alone means I will die without anyone to mourn me.
You'd be shocked at how much money it saves.
How does it feel to be so scared of being alone that you need to lash out at people who find comfort in it. You're like those people who just move from relationship to relationship without ever learning anything about themselves
almost exclusively. fuck, actually exclusively. Evil implies character. only intelligent bad bitches though. there's a difference between being bad and being short sighted, them's stupid bitches.
I've been thirsting after this one girl man. great tits and ass and she's blond and hates sjw and she's bisexual and bipolar to boot. cant stop thinking about her and I don't want to.
I want to take her out but I'm flat broke. what do?
I'm the same but I don't wanna be. every time something starts to look intimate my spine curls up like a phone cord. I cant even hit on girls. I'm so fucking lonely and I just want to be touched but please don't touch me send help
I would venture willingly into the dark abyss of self-destruction. And as all light fades from my soul, I would know no fear.
Fucking bad bitches is always a weekend thing.
I did once. It almost led to something, but I had to go back to the US. She ended up trying to rob my uncle's business and has been in jail for years, so I'm glad it went nowhere.
That's sad. You're sad.
I can relate though, as I also have pretty bad anxiety. Talking to grils is a bad time, but I try to manage.