>tfw have tonnes of free time
>tfw just applied to many jobs
>tfw realise I'm applying to become a wagecuck surrounded by normies who will hate me
>tfw can't motivate myself try something that takes actual initiative
I want to make javascript games and put them online, even basic stuff, but I get so frustrated at the slightest hint of being stuck.
I wish I had the actual work ethic and initiative but I'm so fucking by the book it hurts. I always go for the road pre-prepared rather than the one untravelled.
>>1768074
try r9k
Sounds like a wagecuck life is for you.
No initiative means go with the flow. And that's a do-what-your-told kinda job.
But, ultimately, you need a "why", a reason to get up in the morning and excel at life. If you're too comfortable, it means death to innovation and energy.
Drink alcohol brah, makes everything better.
>>1768812
I drink cheap vodka and beer every day.
No. It doesn't.