I remember when I was younger and seeing a beautiful stunning woman like this would give me some sense of joy, some sense of purpose. The thought that I may one day be able to have a loving, healthy relationship with a girl like that. Pleasure myself to those ideas, and dreams.
Now seeing girls like this just upsets me. I feel no joy. Just despair. I have failed. I will never have those experiences. Laying down for the first time with a lover, both virgins, hearing and feeling her breath close to my ear. Enjoying the extacy, not just physical, but a deep emotional love and connection with a compatible person.
I will kill myself soon and end this pain. This pain that so few understand and comprehend.
Attractive, successful guy here
Honestly bro, your not missing much. The more beautiful the girl, the fucking nuttier they are. Crazy comes in all forms and they all suck. Of the 10s I've had professing their love for me, here are the highlights:
Girl 1: committed suicide after I broke up with her for 2 days at 22
Girl 2: called police and said I beat and raped her (all lies). Cops kicked the shut out of me and had to get back with her to drop charges. Eventually she moved on.
Girl 3: would get high for days on end and be a manic type of excited, followed by weeks of despair
Your best bet is to get a high end prositiute and have a conversation with her after you fuck her. After is the key. Before your hormones will make everything seem interesting. After and you'll see the crazy for what it is.
If you find a gir you truly love, she will be a 10 in your eyes man. All that beauty is good for fucking and showing off to people. All the rest of the time it's wasted while you jump trough their hoops.
I almost forgot about girl #4.....
Her sexual fetish was to dress me up in a diaper and treat me like a baby all night. While I try to be a good sport, after the excited and newness of smashing that stunning girl up her asshole, I quickly remembered dressing up like a baby as an adult was not worth any amount of kinky sex.
I told her my fantasy was to watch my 2 best friends fuck her. I dumped her the next day. My buddies were kinda lame and not attractive, but we were friends since childhood and I wanted them to get some high quality sex.
One busted within 30 seconds after his dick hit her lips. Never even put it in.
Other buddy got nervous and just jerked off while I fucked her.
I guess natural selection wouldn't let them enjoy that puaay.
Yes, I'm a scumbag. Whatever
DAMMIT I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING
Could I get a cum tribute?
The closest I ever got
indeed she is lmao but at least she is a hoe
young and extremely religious, strict family, etc
Eh, this was my ex from years ago