>be me >be with hot crush >get dumped so she can date another guy because distance >cry shitloads >get over it >new bf, flaunts on ig >relapse >want back badly >ask about feels, says she still has >happiness.png >says should be friends until can close distance for extended time >rejected.jpg >dumps bf gets new one flaunts on ig again >endmylife.png >get over it again >relapse again >foreveralone.jpg
I would dump but i lost all my feel stuff, so i guess i will just say what is bothering me then. Every day i feel like i am losing more and more of my self, i no longer get enjoyment out of the things i use to love doing, i feel like i'm forgetting how to even be happy, i might smile on the outside but inside i feel as dead as ever, i know i need help but honestly i feel like i would be wasting their time.
A man. Men arent really monagomous creatures. It's just sex to us, nothing else.
8 years is more than enough time for the passion to die off and your lust to keep ramping up. Im sure she was getting way too boring in the sack for you to stay with just the one chick.
Dont shy away from what you are. Dont let bitches tell you what a man should be doing and what you should be like.
It's just sex. We hand out sex like candy cause it the body doesnt mean shit. What is important to us is time. When you really dig a girl that is what you give her because it is what she needs and it's how we show we care.
Theres more to it but Ive written enough. Just put your shoulders up.
I lost my best friend to heart failure this year, he had a pacemaker since he was 5, but he died just across the apt. I still beat myself up knowing if I checked up on him that night instead of going straight to bed, I might of been able to save him. We've been best Bros since middle school and I feel really lost without him. I miss you Tommy. You were twenty fucking two. I wish I could trade places. You deserved so much more. My dad has terminal colon cancer now and I miss you so fucking much man. I keep waiting to wake up from this dream but it's been 6 fucking months. I don't know what to do.
hang in there, man. i know you already know this and i know people you've confided in have already told you this, but it truly isn't your fault. so please try to let that baggage fade away from your thoughts. i know it's hard to, but he definitely wouldn't want you feeling the way you do.
my grandpa passed away from terminal colon cancer.... i feel you, man. i fuckin feel you.
hang in there, man. hang in there. shit gets better, i promise you. but only if you truly believe that it will and work towards it.
>>739047072 1.) if you tried to get help you wouldn't be wasting their time, people like to help other people!
and why do you think you don't enjoy stuff the way you used to? have you tried trying new things and meeting new people? i believe sometimes people need to make big changes in there life to spice things up and keep everything, new, fresh and interesting!
my dumbass screwed up my chances with her, we ended up forgetting everything that happened between us and just stayed friends. after that she started liking another dude and grew farther apart, until we just stopped talking.
>>739048599 Thanks anon already hitting the gym since years... my guess is, it's because he's having a better car and more money.. idk.. i shouldn't be sad for losing such a superficial slut but it just hurts..
>>739046126 >be me >14 and never had gf >at some park with family and 2 others >see attractive girl >shesperfect.jpg >she looks my age too >acts awkward around me, and vice versa >i think she might be mirin >about to go ask her for number before she leaves >faggot 9 year old brother makes me go to the playground up the hill with him before i get the chance >she leaves >tfw my faggot brother stopped me from getting a gf
>be me >crazy about that girl >shy pos >I decide to man the fuck up and tell her after knowing her for some time >I knew she used to have a bf, didn't know if that was still the case >apparently it was still the case >get rejected >can't take my mind off her >she's very double-faced >share all this with a friend >friend and I want to see her for who she is >go on trying to befriend her as much as possible >after some time, I feel cast aside >friend and crush get ever closer >friend swears to me there is nothing >I don't believe him >I literaly leave their vincinity >they would disappear for hours at a time on evenings, together, alone >am mad at both >can't forget her >et tu, friendus? what do /b/
>ex hits me up in an email apologizing for how she broke up with me >she snuck behind my back with another guy and then breaks up with me out of the blue >tell her everything I didn't get the chance to when we broke up >she takes it and we exchange emails for a while >seems okay. I want to get her number and start texting again >first text she sends me asks me not to contact her and said she was feeling lonely.
I would say my heart was ripped out, but she'd be grabbing at a cold, empty void.
>be me >16 >first real girlfriend >we text everyday for 4 month >after meeting a few times because long distance somewhat she says,it doesn't feel right anymore >try to get her back a few times >she says she still cares but we wont work >now i spent most of time time reading old text and listening to her voice messages saying she loves me >i smoke just to remember her its a habit i picked up from her >mfw my first love and first kiss says it doesnt feel right anymore
>be me >27m, fit, attractive >Owns house, good job >Get out of 6year relationship, start fuckin sloot's >Fuck 23 girls in 6 months >Meet awesome girl, sex is amazing, she's hot and funny >Start dating >Find myself still fantasizing about sucking dick >Do blow one night, have random guy over >Suck him dry and love it >Do this at least 10 times over 4 months >Not attracted to men, just dicks. >Kinda wanna break up with GF so I can do it without feeling guilty. >Mfw
>when you fuck someone who belongs in a roast group. > start seeing memes that the shoe is fitting a bit to much > try to laugh it off > try not to think overly paranoid > weeks later starts flirting with someone else something i say alot lends up on the feed > totally regret sending nudes > fuck it
My girlfriend used to be a massive slut. I told my self that I could never be with someone like her, but i got feelings for her regardless. Now we're together and I get these vietnam flashbacks to things I know she's done, mmf threesome etc. And I know I have to end it but I just can't fucking do it. I also know that she's been posted here at least once, and I keep looking for her pictures to motivate me to break up with that whore. I can't fucking find them though
TL:DR Some punk is enjoying my ex-girlfriend who I spent 5 long years practically putting back together from a life of medical negligence (her parents are idiots) and abuse (sexual and emotional). You're welcome, motherfucker.
>>739046126 >Won't say name but damn does it feel bad. >Be me in highschool, Last day of Sophmore year >I'm a 7/10 on a good day, I don't have many good days. >Chrismatic yet weird >Meet girl at end of year dance >fucking gorgeous 9/10 - 10/10 we're talking she's now a model hot. >Introduce myself >We get along well, even though I'm a bit weird. >She reveals she has a boyfriend >Boyfriend is DJing the dance >MFW it's my best friend at the time >Hadn't ever met her, he always said she went to another school. >FUCK FUCK FUCK >Fast forward a few months when a new year starts >They are doing couple shit, and Me and Friend(We'll call him Paul) start a band >We're solid friends, best friends and such and He tells me he doesn't think it'll work between him and Girl(Let's call her, Liz) >I try and keep them together not being an asshole about it, but eventually they break up. >It's around September/october when they break up. >After breakup she starts talking to me again >We talk a bit more, and end up sitting and eating lunch with eachother one day. >I'm falling hard as hell for her a this point. I was a kissless virgin, barely more than a betamale at that point, and she knew this >She gives me a baggie of candy for haloween, and inside was a note. Cute little note, but it was my glimmer of hope. >We stay friends for until december 22nd. When I ask her out. >SHE FUCKING SAYS YES!!! >HOLY MY FACE WHEN AGAIN! >She didn't have a good family life, so she celebrated christmas with me and my family. >I'll never forget the night. Christmas 2013 we're walking through the woods. > So Anon, I hear you haven't had your first kiss yet? > I stammer something, most likely retarded >She stands on this stump thin to get to my height, and pulls me in. Like something out of a shitty rom com, or an anime. > Merry christmas anon.
>be 2 years ago >meet this milf at a job >we start talking and I get her number >we bang and then obviously accidentally fall in love with one another >been through so much. She taught me everything, despite the age gap >we always found it difficult to make us public >never did >she left me on wednesday >saying she still loves me and there's no future I've never felt heartbreak like this before. I can't even function properly. If she loved me enough surely she'd stay.
I've resisted talking to her for 2 days and have been crying like a bitch. I don't know what to do. I'm still living in the hope that she'll miss me and take me back
Keep your charm sharp. Your wits on point. Learn to be funny and charismatic. More so if you arent already but Im assuming your blade has been dulled out.
Here's another thing that bitches ruin for themselves. Women want us to be charming, cool, and Casanova their asses all day. However, these bitches dont know how to KEEP a man. They dont know how to put any work in a relationship to keep us happy. Because of that we go elsewhere to find that missing happiness with someone else.
Women ruin shit all the time. Monogamy also fucks it up because how are you suppose to stay sharp if all you ever do is talk to one bitch? How do you step up your flirt game if the only person youre flirting with is the chick you see ALL THE TIME for 8 years?
You cant. Cheating is a stigma because of bitches and they dont even know why it's so.
Step your game up and women will all flock from every direction. Just remember to not let them easily invade your time because youll end up in the same spot youre in now.
Do not freely hand out time. Money isnt important. Love isnt important. Sex isnt even important to us.
>>739051043 (CONT) >We kiss, and end up sleeping in the same room. We don't fuck, but we just sit, cuddle, watch a few cheesy christmas movies, and fall asleep in eachother's arms. Regular people shit. >Wake up to her without makeup, and god damn if she wasn't twice as gorgeous. >Her perfume I forgot to mention. I don't know what it was... But it was fucking incredible. I can still smell it to this day. Kinda spicy, yet... sagelike. Very reminiscent of the Woodland Sage candles, I keep one because it reminds me of her perfume. I know it's autistic. >I wake up to her, gorgeous as always, we play some Vidja games, and end up going out for a walk together. Just talking about stuff, and I've at this point fallen hard. Like I believe it's love. >I end up driving her home after the talk, and this continues for a while. >Every chance she has she comes over to my place. >we do romantic shit, and eventually start making out hard. >She loved to bite. >HARD >I didn't mind because Solid 10 is with 6/10 me... Fucking let her bite. >Claws down my back, everything. She went hard. I still have scars to prove it. >I'm still in love with her. Even more so. >Every day this continues, she'd come and basically live at my place, sleep in the same room, everything. >Around a month after valentines day she gets... Testy? >She keeps trying to test our relationship. >Always starts fights over simple stuff... Like how many hours it'd take to get to the nearest city to us. >Then always with questions like "Anon, what would you do if This happened, what if this happened? What if I did this? What if it was between me and this person?" >Got too much, I alswered honestly, and eventually she and I broke up. More her dumping me for "Failing her quiz" >Heart broken. >Seriously went from mad love to... nothing so fast. >All over some bullshit stuff? >We break up. And Paul and I are also at a disagreement because he was mad I got with his Ex. >Forgot to mention that. (Will CONT)
>>739051266 were it that easy, man, I'd not be posting this also being betrayed by a close friend at that time, who swore me over and over that there was nothing between them, doesn't help I also haven't mentionned that this woman always sends mixed signals, to the point where I wasn't alone in thinking she'd not reject me
>>739046126 >Monica She's a beauty. The kinda beauty that sends shivers down your spine when you get close to her. But holy shit, man, I'm a fuck up around girls (tryna fix that tho).
What else bout her? She's from Tajikistan, doing a double-degree, and she'll go for overseas training in the next 3 months. I'd really like a shot with her though. I just have a thing for girls with deep, sunken eyes.
>>739051645 >Now I'm left without my best friend >Or the love of my life. >Wtf happened? >I end up moving away to get rid of the negitive shit >Met 4 other women. >never have I felt that spark like I did then. >It's been almost 4 years and yet I've not felt that spark. >I feel honestly that relationship kinda ruined relationships for me. >Now stuck browing dating sites not getting anywhere, Missing what I once had. >I've been with another 10/10, and yet no feelings anymore. >Lost my virginity to someone else, but would rather have been a virgin and stayed with Liz. >Liz was the one that got away. Or... I guess was pushed away. >Still hurts. >I keep a fucking candle around that reminds me of her. >Christmas isn't as fun because I remember that night. That one perfect night. The best night of my life.
What do I do /b/ I sound like a faggot I know, but with all the other relationships I don't feel the spark there. I used to be able to look into her eyes, and could feel something more than lust torwards her. Now it's all sexual with people. There's not an emotional thing anymore with me and other people. Or at least not on that level.
We used to just look into eachother's eyes and smile, I wondered how I could ever get so lucky to have her next to me,and such. Now... I kinda just want all other relationships to be that.
>>739052118 First love doesn't rust, the feeling will always be there, and the "what if" thoughts.
It loses its edge with time, and once you experience more relationships you will find that there is more out there for you, it's just that relationships don't turn into anything great unless you let them unfold a bit.
The problem with most the people that stay alone after a break up is that they don't give anyone a chance. Love is painful, and women can be brutal, but you should still give it a try.
You can start by not comparing current relationships to your past relationships, and current women to past women. You will get through it man.
Just think about it, 6 months prior to you being with her, if someone told you you were going to kiss that girl, and she would be your girlfriend, would you have believed them? If the answer is yes then go back farther, like when you first met her.
The point of that being that you are in an infinite universe full of infinite possibilitiy, 6 month from now you could meet someone else, or even be with someone else. Hell, it could even be tomorrow.
My dog just died today. My mom died a few months ago. It's strange to see the difference in grieving - I grieved more for the dog despite having no grievances with my mom. You have to love people without baggage, without grievances, as purely as you can so easily love an animal. It's not as easy to do, but I realize it's important to try. It's about accepting people for who they are, totally and completely and loving them through any drama or differences, the same way you accept an animal for what it is. Dogs make it easy to accept them, people do not. But you have to.
>>739052805 Liz is in another country now dude. She joined the military after highschool. Maybe her Testing stuff was to get me to dump her before she left, maybe she was seriously weird about it. All I know now is she's in the military and not around, and has a boyfriend/husband.
>>739052855 It's just depressing though. You're right about the what if thoughts and such too. The moment I met her I felt the spark wouldn't have imagined ever being with her, but I could dream couldn't I? Now... I don't have that 'dream' anymore. That want to be with someone, many chances have come my way, and I took them more to make the other person feel better for a while. I even grew close to a couple of them, but never to the point where I was with Liz. I should stop comparing them, but it's hard to. Maybe the right person hasn't come up. I heared someone once say that you'll always have that one love, the one who you'll love more than anyone in the future... but you'll also have your soulmate. That's a weird thought. Shouldn't they be the same? Maybe if Liz and her boyfriend/Husband ever split up, and she moves back to the states I could try again with her, but honestly I want to move on, yet feel I can't yet. It's been YEARS and still I feel so attached.
>>739046126 I texted my ex gf of 5 years (broke up 2 years ago) asking if she ever really loved me, and why she lied about it (because i'm a retard with words and couldn't come up with a better phrasing). She doesn't like what's implied, even if the question is "fair".
This has been bothering me for a while but i feel like i shouldn't have asked that question, what's the point except making us both feel uncomfortable (or me at least)
>31 years old >long term girlfriend dumped me last summer >been an alcoholic mess ever since >drink a 5th of vodka a day >couldn't afford to keep the apartment alone so had to move to a shitty area >rats are my only friends now, rats and booze
I have lived long enough to watch love wither and die, and love through work doesn't feel worth it. At all. The only reason I do it is because it's "the right thing" to do. But it doesn't feel right. It doesn't even feel good. It feels... aweful. I feel aweful.
In the end, I can't help be feel like what Morty said is true: "Nobody belongs anywhere, nobody exists on purpose, and everyone's gonna die. Come watch TV with me?"
>>739046126 I don't even know why I'm writing here, but lately I've been feeling like shit, thinking negatively all the fucking time, and yesterday after a great day and all that shit, I had a breakdown and ended up fleeing from everyone. And it's not even because a first love or anything like that, but just for a friend. A friend that I knew since childhood, and that a couple months ago got mad with me with no reason, and haven't seen her since then. We're not friends anymore, and it's killing me. Maybe I couldn't see the telltale signs, or I just didn't want to know, but I suspect she hated me long before that. She was my oldest friend, and now I feel like I won't ever be able of trusting anyone. I have a GF, other friends, and all, but I don't think I'll ever feel complete again.
I don't want to say it wasn't the "real thing", but your body can fool you to fuel desire.
You can feel it again, you just have to let yourself.
I'm not going to lie, ts a bit hypocritical of me to talk to you in such a manner, I was married for 3 years, with her for 2 years before that. I met her when I was 17, and she was 15. We had good times, but I'm the one who broke it off with her, I broke up with her twice, so far.
It's been 2 years since the last time I was with her, and I still find myself wanting to go back, I know I'm not going to, but I know it does suck.
Think of it this way as well, if you got with her again, the relationship will be a memory of what it once was. You will be wondering if she is going to break up with you again, and that would be very bad for your mental health.
its painfully obvious that my gf settled for me, when i realized this i stopped loving her and let the relationship die little by little, it really breaks my heart and makes me feel so selfish because at her age/station in life, its unlikely she'll find anyone better than me.
>I was with a boy >happiest I've ever been >going to school, nearly get a 4.0, the best i've ever done >he comes to me one day, tells him I'm miserable >realize he's never been happy with me >feelsbadman.jpg >leave the town in an attempt to make him happy >he find someone to make him happy >Ifeellikeivecompletedmypurposeinlife.exe >unrelentinglysad.jpg
>be me when 16 >your average beta >friend introduces me to this girl >cutestthingonearth.jpeg >start talking to her >eventually befriend >she opens up to me >talks about how she was molested when she was younger >how her dad is almost double her moms age >how she doesn't want to be alone >how her parents are divorced >how her mom is remarrying the man that molested her >I know she hurts herself >but can't do anything to stop it >I plead with her to no avail >Eventually I become her boyfriend >She clings to me >I don't care >I want her to be happy >I truly want her to be happy >one morning im looking in the mirror above my sink >All I see starring back is a pathetic piece of shit >Its all I see >I'm nothing special >I'm not smart >I'm not athletic >I'm just a shitty beta >I vent about this to her >she doesn't see it >says I'm her everything >eventually I can't stand it >how pathetic I am >it gnaws at my conscience >decide to let her go >I know it will hurt but it will be better for her >she will be happy when she finds someone better >i let her go >we don't go to the same school so I see a couple times through the rest of the year on the street as I walk by >decide to stalk her facebook >she did find someone better >this confident fuckboy >he treats her like shit >but at least she's happy
A lot more went on in the relationship reply if you anons want to hear more, I doubt it (why I kept it short) but oh well.
my ex-gf and i had been away from each other from some time, and last june/july we started talking again, and met up to get lunch. found out the other day a few moments after i walked her home she was raped by a home intruder. it's all my fault. i can't get over it still. if i had just waited a few extra fucking seconds or invited back to mine she'd be ok
>>739046126 Yah, here's a story. Junior year in HS. I meet the love of my life. We are inseparable, always spending time with each other. Never a dull moment and hardly ever a heated conversation. Can't wait to get married someday. Never wanted to before her! And she was a real sweetheart. Very down to earth, kind, caring, loving, and she seemed like she was the only one for me. We arent together anymore, we broke up after 2 years of dating, so 3 years ago we ended things. I broke up with her because I was a dumb high school kid. 3 whole years and I think about her every day. She meant the world to me and I threw it away. There's no going back, she's engaged now and happy. We talk on occasion, I feel like she's the only person who genuinely cares about me. She's a good person. I miss her, I wish I could go back. I know I can't. It's just one of those things.
>be me >15 >new shy girl comes to school >have anxiety and be socially awkward >through miracle get to know her >do many things together >first time drunk together >do everything together >moves away >far away >don't see her too often anymore >get's bf few months later >do drugs and drink to forget perfect girl
>>739047658 Tomorrow it will be 7 years since I lost my best friend in a motorcycle accident. He was 21. Also broke up with gf 5 months ago and miss her like crazy, even though I was the one who initiated the breakup. I fucking feel you man. The pain and loss never ever disappears but it gets dulled a little as the years go by. I don't think there's been a single day in these 7 years that I haven't missed my best friend
think I fucked up. >be me >go to bar with long time friend who is girl >litterally have been good friends with her for 10 years >was prom date, had many great memories of high school with her. >we get to my house after bar >says she wants butt massage >give her butt massage >pass out, wake up next to her. >wake up >ask her if she wants butt massage >she does >leads to oral sex..she cums >tells me I can jerk off on her ass >she says no sex but i ask if i can stick it in for lube >she says yes...leads to sex >tells me i have a wide dick >rides her ass on my dick >tells me I can cum on butt. >finish all is well. >5 minutes later she starts crying about her ex..says she wished this didn't happen. Says she didn't want this to happen >I apologise and agree we shouldn't do it again >we get over it and get food. >bring her back to her ex's >talk to her on fb that night about a Wednesday fishing trip and her dogs..all is well. >today she likes some of my memes and such >all of a sudden disappears from FB >go on trolling account and look her up >SHE BLOCKED ME.fml >didn't block me on Insta
I want to open dialogue with her and make and awkwardness right, she is one of my best girlfriends and I don't want her out of my life. I've been drunk since I got off work and I dont know what to do
>Been with said girl for a few years >Love the fuck out of her >One day while I was at work, she took a walk to the store >She gets knocked out and raped by rando >Get phone call from her >Take her to hospital >Guy gave her type 2 genital herpes
>>739057816 No I dont, I always just use fb messenger. That greentext is actually a pasta from when i asked for help 3 days ago. I haven't ate a single thing since. I just got off work and drank. I litterally think the world of her even though she's a fuck up. I don't ever want to date her I just consider her one of my good friends. Seeing her react like that and realizing we had sex destroyed my already depressed soul since I dont have many friends left. I went an hour north yesterday with my gun and cried in the woods trying to build the courage to shoot myself....i couldn't. But apparently the same night I was drunk I posted some shit about me hating myself and all of my co-workers and relatives have been asking me if I'm okay. It really fucked me up especially when I dropped her off she messaged me saying how much she appreciates me. Then blocks me the next day. She said after we had sex she should have told me to stop and wishes she didn't get into it. But at the same time she was into it and told me to cut on her ads and my dick was big. I wish i could have just not done it. 5 minutes of getting your dick wet is not worth a 10 year freindship. My memories of her at prom, us going to concerts, her seeing me off to iraq, going on drives are shattered and it's not because I crushed on her...its because I genuinely enjoyed having her as a friend.
>>739058123 Just think how difficult it must be in her situation. You said she is a junkie so she's dealing with addiction, that and she is bipolar. I bet she can try but it won't get far cuz she's so fucked. Honestly, now that I rethink it, unless you wanna start using drugs, you should not get in a relationship with her.
>>739046126 Her name is Catherine. I loved her with all of my heart. I'm not a betafag not an alpha either, but she made me feel very special. Talk to her everyday and shit. We go out regularly and told me that I'm the best thing that happened to her and how she would die before she leaves me. Few months passed and she did leave me. I was broken and devastated. Ended up losing my job, my heart and my happiness.
>>739058299 Sorry to hear again, anon. I would say do not drink in this situation no matter how hard it is. You do not want to an hero over this. Just wait a bit, maybe she will unblock you. If you really wanna talk, ask a friend of hers for any contact info. Just understand she probably needs time which is why she made this rash decision. Or, wait, you can message on instagram, right? You could confront her there.
>>739058472 If you figure it out, post it here. I had the same thing happen to me. She told me she loved me, we were so happy, then one day she just changed, left me, never heard from her again. I think about her every fucking day.
>>739058302 Yeah well everyone discourages me from doing this. But I'm not new to drugs, not fond of benzos and other shit she does is fine to an extent. I don't see a way of getting her attention atm tho, showing up the same places as her is kinda weird after texting her this much. I start to look desperate, something that I want to avoid at all costs
>>739058123 Another anon saying don't do it. My "ex junkie" current girlfriend doesn't do shit and still feels entitled to something. It's been 2 years clean for her and she's still a lazy mess that I was stupid enough to commit to. It may hurt to run but more damage is done to you staying. Leave her bro
>>739046126 >be me >break up with gf of 7 years >best friends gf (theyve been together as long as ive been with mine) gets super buddy buddy with me the second i did >we end up banging eachother >ohfuckwhathaveidone.jpg >ex gf finds out and thinks thats why i broke up with her >best friend finds out >disowns me >continue fucking his gf for next 5 months >in this time me and her fall for eachother >me and ex bestfriend are pretty much twins , identical personalities/name/style >i see why bestfriend likes his gf/his gf likes me.etc >we prolaim love for eachother >turns out she never stopped seeing her bf, both of us find out (she lead us both to believe she wasnt seeing either of us) >expose her >we both feel good and rekindle our friendship >she ends up staying with him
>>739059075 Yeah, well I like broken people as long as they doesn't hurt me too much, so I guess it's fine. >>739059199 I don't know about her meds, but she drinks, is heavily into weed and does quite a lot of molly when she's out (so basicly almost every night) There could be more, but I doubt it as she's still in uni and quite broke
>>739059463 I'm too old now. I did everything I could to make her happy. We never had a single argument. I guess destiny can't have a happy ending for all of us. I can't stop thinking about her smiling at me with those beautiful eyes. She was hands down the best woman I ever met on this journey & now it's coming to an end. I'll never forget you
>>739059794 Do you drink or smoke weed? Also you could roll using molly with her. That would be pretty fucking fun. And if you don't feel chemistry with her after having your brain blasted with the love chemical, then it aint meant to be.
>>739059713 This experience honestly crushed me, i have a hand full of friends that i barely talk to anymore and my bestfriend was pretty much my ride or die , he would introduce me to new people and help me with my anxiety , and i went behind his back and fucked his girl, i really took "/b/ros before hoes" to heart and thought i would never break that rule, i was the last One in the crew she didnt fuck apperently, "love" really is just a stupid chemical compound that compeles humans to breed Idek what to do , i relapsed back into molly and meth because if this whole experiened and got fired from my job And i have nobody to blame but me, i honestly cant hold a conversation anymore when trying to meet new people, and just have little to no interest in what people are into nowa days, i miss my ex gf, she was my rock she knew me inside and out as i knew her, its been almost a year since i broke up with her and all that shit went down, and i havnt even talked to her once, i heard she got engaged, and ive been contemplating suicide everyday since i slept with buddys gf, theres so much shit i want to learn and do from learning computers inside and out, to cars inside and out, to planes inside and out, i wanna know how to survive and be self sufficient like a doomsday prepper, i wanna make investments and make a million, i want multiple cars and propertys and i want to start a couple of myown buisness's , but idk ive always been told im never going to make it, always been doubted by everybody, always been told i have a learning disability , this and that, idk im just rambling on now, i guess I need to get this out...
>Came to /b/ when i was about 12 >didnt really get it but i liked the memes and shit >plus coming round to puberty, i liked some of the pictures >when puberty was heating up, mostly fapping to traps on /b/ because i liked the idea of dressing up as a girl >just a fetish tho no big deal >shit got more intense over the years, fantasizing over being dominated by guys, fapping to straight up masculine men etc. >turn 18 >start posting pics in /b/ in girls clothes >get a tonne of attention get to talk to guys all day on kik and yahoo and shit >end up getting depressed when they ask why i do it >what the fuck is wrong with me >decide im gonna kill myself rather than face the shame of being a tranny >cant do it because im a pussy >seek therapy, helps a little but whatever >eventually get shilled into taking estrogen >it's been 2.5 years, i have a long term boyfriend who doesnt really treat me like a guy anymore, i have tits, my skin and face are different, i've lost most of my muscle and im weak as shit, and everything's just kinda weird >past the point of no return >I became /b/'s fetish
And so like... Sometimes i come back here and just wonder if you fucking faggots turned me into a gay tranny. Maybe if i found Reddit first i'd be out there slamming pussy and not being afraid of anything
>>739061474 there's a reason this site is +18 faggot. Feeble minds will take what they see as their 15 minutes of fame, only to realize the hole you dig only gets deeper
hell, I fap to traps, I got a dildo to take it in the ass, and probably wouldn't mind getting assfucked, but you come to terms as you've matured that its just sexuality. You don't have to be some flamming homo faggot to like anal, or take estrogen.
I feel bad for you but you've pretty much asked for it.
>>739061706 hey man i just liked a website and liked fapping when i was younger, i just feel like something about this shit was probably insidious when i was younger.
I generally dont come here anymore. maybe sometimes, but i dont really feel like fapping as much anymore bc i get sex from my bf and my drive is mostly diminished from the pills anyway, and god knows i dont come here because of the people. Just like to peek once in a while.
i don't really feel bad for myself, tbh. Im happy, i love my boyfriend and i got a cool job and cool friends and shit, i dont really have as much self-resentment as i did, just my life is weird now and i feel like it could've been different. Like i'll probably never be normal.
>>739055597 This is why I will never have respect for any young people after the myspace days, is something funny bitch? You can tell she is smirking like its a joke while taking that picture of him. But bitches really aren't shit these days and social media is making that worse.
a run of failed sexual encounters has left me in this weird place where I don't want to approach and escalate with a girl that i actually care about... it's like i cant handle the thought of potentially not getting it up or nutting early with her and i need to get a proper fuck in before I escalate with her. .. feels pathetic.
>>739046126 I should not say her name because she probably lurks harder than I do but, Adriana. The thing is the last time I spoke with her 5 years ago apologizing for letting her down and being a dick and now it is all over, she had that bimbo tone of whatever like it was not serious to her, I was about to say are you even listening this is it? instead I just said goodbye.
Daily emptiness that lead to drinking to this day, even a wild cat became my house cat because I am so lonely, I know it feels my pain and feeds off it probably. It always comes up to me to snuggle when I am in a "worse" mood than usual...>>739062725
long story short I am scared to start another relationship even though I know a dozen girls that would want to be with me but I don't want to hurt another girl even if she is selfish or self centered. Maybe when I am not a fuck up one day Ill adopt a kid.
Had my best friend burned to death in a house fire 4 months ago. Was literally with him just hours before it happened. Drove him and some friends home after they drank all night. Often wonder if I would have stayed over if I maybe could have helped get him outta the house.. Just really sucks and I miss my friend. He was only 28
>be me >18 >last year >senior in high school >meet girl online through one of my friends >solid 10/10 >She lives two states away >her name was Danielle >share a lot of intrests >we start talking and start dating shortly after >I was going through a rough time then >been severely depressed >my only best friend committed suicide two weeks before we started talking >pretty emotional, have my sad moments a lot and usually go to her for help >She helped me through it all >six months pass and we decide to meet eachother >I buy plane tickets, book a hotel, etc. >it was going to be my birthday present, mom helps me with payment >We agree to smash >since she's younger than me by a year and still can't drive she has to ask her parents >a couple days pass and I ask what her parents say >"Oh I forgot to ask" >seems odd but tell her to ask the next day >days pass >She never gets permission >under the impression she doesn't care >slowly she stops replying to my texts and calls >day before my birthday I'm packing my things to leave >receive message from her finally >oh no >she's breaking up with me >said she's scared of commitment and adds how annoying I am >said I've been putting her under a lot of pressure >I can't fucking believe this >call her >She blocks my number >She doesn't want anything to do with me >what did I do to get this? >cancel my hotel reservations >rip the plane tickets in half >cry like a bitch >find out a couple months later she's been cheating on me with some tank flesh Chad She broke up with me exactly a year ago as of today. I've been a mess since.
>>739066155 Bro, you're young. I know it hurts and I'm not saying it doesn't. You never actually met her, and while she was hot you ha e no idea how she actually is. Knowing this, you shouldn't be bothered. You will meet new people and move on. Chin up, youre 18.
>I like a guy who is 2yrs younger then me >he doesnt look great or anything but I cant get him out of my head >apparently i am bisexual, but he is the only guy i ever had feelings for >he is taller then me but way skinnier and hairless >idk what i should do, he's in my class so i dont want it to be super obvious >we are friends but i dont know how he feels about men >he never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend, but hes is probably heterosexual
>>739066155 >said she's scared of commitment and adds how annoying I am >find out a couple months later she's been cheating on me with some tank flesh Chad Why do women always get aggressive and tell you you are shit when in reality they cheated on you?
Not sure if anyone is reading these still but I would like to hear kind words. I met a girl online in a group chat. She's 3 years younger than me and I know that's an issue but to her it wasn't, at least not when we talked. The group chat was really active and we were all friends but in about 2 months the group chat died out and basically everyone stopped talking online. Since me and this girl were still online and we talked a little we began talking even more since the group chat died out. We were both alone and we only had each other. I became obsessed with her since she made me feel happy. I eventually tell her that I like her and she told me she liked me. I didn't ask her out just yet because I wanted to take it steady, that and the fact that she's 3 years younger than me. I was going to do it eventually. Time passes and she joins another group chat with a few of our old friends from the previous group chat. She asks me to join but I didn't want to because I didn't like being in group chats anymore and I was content with talking to her only. Since she began talking to other people she started talking to me less. She ended up lying to me about something small and she got embarrassed so she stopped talking to me. One day I text her asking her to give me closure and she gets her friends involved from the group chat and they all messaged me spamming me and making fun of me. She goes on to tell me that she did that because she preferred for me to hate her instead of liking someone who no longer felt the same. Now all I can think about is how I should have taken my chances and asked her out when I was able to and show more interest in her and make her feel important. What she did was fucked up but if she gave me another chance I would take it. I just keep replaying the good times we had talking over the phone, watching her favorite show together, all of our inside jokes, and everything good.
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