Hey. Lonelyfag here again.
Anyone up for some talking?
Mood swings and disappointment edition.
Not in the mood tonight.
Any talking is better than none I guess~
Mood swings are a bitch and I'm probably gonna be stuck awake for the night. Watching Day stream a bunch of games today I guess~
Why can't you sleep?
I post cats* in general. I like all types of cats
Anyone is up for chatting?
How do i get friends?
>Anyone is up for chatting?
Sure, that's what I'm here for
>How do i get friends?
If I knew I'd probably be sharing the secret with everyone.
>my medication ran out
same I guess.
Kind of my fault too.
How's the weather there?
Anything new going on?~
I-I just missed my appointment to get mine. Cause I'm a fucking idiot.
weather is... night I guess? I don't know what to tell you.
What's it like where you're at I guess?
Very much enjoying ur photos anon, Im not the kind of guy who talks normally or know how to keep up a conversation
I'm apparently not good at holding up a conversation myself so it's okay I guess~
What brings you here?~
Shit like that doesn't happen to me tho ;w;
It's a weird feeling yeah, not interested in anything that's going on over there?
I'm socially autistic, but I consider it one of my strengths. I'm probably going to fap tonight, hopefully my parents are asleep, am I right.
Not particularly. This half of my family is pretty hick, which isn't a bad thing per se. I'm jus a tad squishy to enjoy their fun. That and I'm shy and I don't know these people.
Five in the afternoon here, op.
Sunny with some rainclouds moving in.
Its a comfy 69° here.
Don't have kik.
Well, we can keep you company for now then~
What do you wanna talk about?~
I want rain too.
Found this thread by chance apparently, it's a nice thread haha..I mean despite all the other threads out there in /b has either dicks or tits or anything strange
Occasionally good threads that aren't porn pop up. Too bad they're so rare~
So what do you do when you aren't browsing this place?~
Kinda sad. Turn on the lights maybe?~
>Have you always had mood swings
Don't actually know. Don't wanna overthink it really. Who knows how many dumb decisions I've made because of them? It's at least been around for like 3 or 4 years. That's as much as I'm willing to look back really~
Well, it might not actually rain. If it does, its gonna be a light, misty rain. Just enough to flick the windshield wipers once or twice, after you start the car.
Do you mind if I ask how old you are? I'm 21. I don't have mood swings, but I am diagnosed with mild anxiety I take meds for. I hope your life improves soon. It's such a shame to see or hear about good people suffering.
That still sounds better than no rain. A storm would be cool actually.
Why are you so into weather? :3
Hmm anything really,if you don't mind me asking, how bout u anon?
I'm 21 too.
Wouldn't call me a good person tho.
Play games whenever I feel like it or when people want to play with me.
Read when I feel like reading. Go on walks and stuff.
Most of the time I just chat with people with music/streams in the background~
Neato, do u use steam to play? If so I hope it's ok if I know ur steam id and add. Well if not then it be nice to know what u use
Its not that I'm a Weather Junkie or anything. Asking about the weather is simply a good way to start a conversation. Its a neutral topic, unlikely to trigger anyone. If I started out talking about politics and sociology, we would be arguing instead of having a nice little talk.
Yeah I use steam. Not too sure I wanna post my id over on here tho ;w;
Occasionally use b.net for Diablo too.
That's a fair point actually. So what do you do other than ask about the weather?~
These days, Diablo 3, Darkest Dungeon, occasionally Elite Dangerous.
Looks like it's this thread again. Over-thinking anon here.
I'm willing to chat a bit if anyone is interested in listening to my ramblings. Otherwise I'm taking 4chan breaks in between workouts so feel free to ignore me while I lurk.
I go to school. I'm working on my nursing degree. I'm a bartender part time.
How bout you?
Probably everything. Human beings are obsessed with finding patterns in everything. I'm obsessed with finding fluid dynamic equations and time series functions in everything. The world is a complex interaction between feedback systems but chaos can be understood in the short and long term -- not through enough variables, but through understanding the boundaries and strange attractors of the system at play.
Also all the hot 15 year old pussy I'll never get a chance to lick. Growing up is a bitch.
>I'd like to chat
Sure. What would you like to chat about? I'm open for any topic of conversation
Do you have something in particular troubling you, or are you just bored in general? Would you prefer to drive the conversation or shall I?
I guess yeah. I just really don't wanna end up doxxing myself or something.
Don't really play roguelikes or anything. More interested in watching people play those. I'm terrible at those kind of games.
Two people isn't sufficient, sorry, I'm still not a good person~
Are you the thinking-anon?
These days, not much really, waiting for September to arrive so I can finally do something.
Bar tending sounds cool tho.
Ah I see, well u wouldn't mind if I left mine here instead, I know it's pretty careless but meh
Here out of boredom and by chance found this thread, wouldn't mind if u drove the conversation
Bartending works well for me. Puts cash in my purse every night. Plus, its weekend nights, so it doesn't interfere with school. And, because I'm working weekend nights, I am not out there, getting in trouble.
So, my ride's here, and I'm going to the gym. Have e wonderful Saturday night, op!!
Enjoy the gym~
Sure, if you wanna leave yours, I'll add you I guess.
Now ive doomed myself, woo!
That sucks, pleasant evening to u then
>Are you the thinking-anon?
Mine was more of a: I was abused, beaten, hated, etc. But same end result
>Here out of boredom and by chance found this thread, wouldn't mind if u drove the conversation
Fair enough. I'm not a great conversationalist. I guess I'll start by naming some hobbies and see which you share.
>Dungeons and Dragons
Sent you a friend request. I think~
>Dungeons and Dragons
Wouldn't have expected you to enjoy that stuff heh
I've sunken below even my own standards and I don't even care. Sup?
>meet a girl called Jasmine in 2015 and fall hard for her
>it's summer 2016, and she's off to university at the end of it
>we went out for drinks with people and I planned to tell her how I feel about her because I figured it would be my last chance to do so
>I pretty much had a nervous breakdown and it all went wrong
>in a few days it'll be a year since I last saw her
>. . .
>meet (another) girl called Jasmine in 2016 and fall hard for her
>it's summer 2017, and she's off to university at the end of it
>the next time I see her could possibly be the last time, so I want to tell her how I feel
I know it's such a small issue when you look at the big picture but it feels like I've got the world on my shoulders.
Not much I guess, bored, tired and stuff. Talking to peeps, what are you up to?~
>Wouldn't have expected you to enjoy that stuff heh
I don't really understand why that's unexpected of a nerdy and solitary man with few friends and good grades in math
I'm actually running two campaigns a week right now. I'm a player in one game on Sundays and the DM for another game on Mondays. To keep the Monday games exciting and let players enjoy some of the less common mechanics of the game I've created a silly Sword Art Online style story. They're playing a Dungeons and Dragons MMO, so every session they leave town and they're teleported to a new objective. It's a 20-week campaign shooting from level 1 to 20 then taking on Tiamat at the end
>Programming(sort of) and anime
Sort of? Do you have an interest but little experience? Or experience and little interest?
Also, in case there's too little to discuss there, what anime have you watched recently? I just restarted Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya the other night. I only watched one episode, but I plan to go all the way through it soon.
I went through the whole spectrum of emotions in 24 hours. I can't tell you where I'm at right now~
What boring things you watching?
I've only just started a campaign with a bunch of players who've basically never touched a RPG. First session was fun. Waiting on one of them to come back from holidays so we can maybe have a second one.
Actually didn't think you were gonna be like. A nerd I guess. Cause you think about stuff so much ;w;
lonelyfag is fine I guess. Don't really have a name~
I-I don't really have any tips ;w;
I just watch/read a lot of D&D content, so I dunno, I'd recommend doing the same I guess~
>Actually didn't think you were gonna be like. A nerd I guess. Cause you think about stuff so much ;w;
Like I told you, humans like to find patterns and associate labels. Then they take the stereotypes for those labels and extend them to the labelled item.
If you heard me talk you'd hear a lack of testosterone, high-pitched, squeaky, stammering, and weak. You'd probably assume I'm mentally retarded and easily beaten up.
If you looked at my body you'd see someone with 19 years of Tae Kwon Do experience who works out around the house regularly. You'd probably assume I get a lot of hot bitches, I go out to the bar to drink, I have tons of friends, and I lived in a frat house in college.
If you watch me type you'd see someone who uses elevated vocabulary in an attempt to accurately portray my intentions and discusses various unrelated topics simultaneously. You'd probably assume I'm an eccentric with a tin foil hat working on a time machine in my basement, or a university professor.
The assumptions that follow the observations are never accurate, for anyone, but they seem far less accurate for me than for standard people. I believe people have a habit of living up to their stereotypes in an attempt to find identity. It's like why gay people join pride parades and talk in a high-pitched voice instead of just being gay and being themselves.
Failing to fit stereotypes makes it a lot harder for me to get along with people, though. I like anime, but hate the people at anime conventions. I like videogames, but hate professional gamers and casual gamers alike. I like working out but hate body builders.
I'll have to look into Youjo Senki. I haven't heard of it. What's it about?
If you're interested in learning code, I may be able to provide some pointers. I don't make games, but I make web applications and machine learning algorithms for parsing big data.
You still think too much about stuff goddammit
Never touched a comic I think
Not really interested in that stuff~
I'm guessing you do?~
You should try to turn your brain off sometimes :3
Regardless of how deeply you feel for her, life will continue as it always has. I live with, sleep no less than 40 feet from, the girl of my dreams and the love of my life. It hurts everyday I can't tell her. It's not my sister either, so it's not like I have something preventing me from telling her. I jus can't. I hate being so inept, but life keeps going, regardless of our pain.
Literally impossible. I took several hits of 100x salvia divinorum and didn't feel shit. I smoked weed and didn't feel shit. I had an animal cracker that I was told had LSD but that one may have been a lie. Didn't feel shit.
No such thing as too gay.
Never heard of 'Valiant'. I do prefer books too~
What do you read?
Yeah okay, you're really weird.
How can you not not think? ;w;
How many terabytes of cheese pizza you got fam?
hai hai hai
welcome I guess
I'm not surprised you haven't hear of it. It's not underground or indie, it's jus over shadowed by marvel and dc.
I'm a fan of more classic literature, but not in a critical sense. I jus like older stories, like the Crucible or Jane Eyre. I also like sci fi and horror. Sometimes at the same time.
I personally believe Asperger's plays a large role in it. If you're interested I can explain the mechanics
Yes, I am generalizing, and yes, my statement was too extreme. Although the sentiment of "I have found no joy in the company of these groups in my life experiences" was conveyed through my message and to really explain my opinions and feelings of every member of the group I've ever met would require more text than 4chan allows.
When I attend an anime convention I'm not exposed to "the average anime lover", I'm exposed to "every anime lover" -- meaning the ones I notice are the loudest ones. Or the smelliest ones. The quiet or polite or well-bathed go unnoticed. It could be that only 10% of anime lovers are unbearable, but that 10% is extremely noticeable when I attend a convention. People who "squee" while running around with ridiculously large smiles and excitedly discussing minute details of animes they've only seen 3 episodes from are a headache. That headache is exacerbated when they smell like they haven't showered in a week.
I have the same issue when I visit the gym. Maybe all men who work out aren't terrible, but the 10% that I notice when surrounded by body builders are the 10% that make me not want to associate with the whole group.
The squeaky wheel may get the grease, but the squeaky wheel also repulses potential buyers.
I think I need desperately some friends, but my parents say that i'll meet them in college after this summer, but to go to college i have to study during summer for a subject i didn't pass, but i'm not studying almost anything, and I think I can't study because I feel so alone.
Well yes. That's all a given.
I was more drawing attention to your supposed deep thought that I just wrongly assumed went hand in hand with something else.
You're married and 27 correct?
>If you're interested I can explain the mechanics
I'll pass, I'd like to not worsen my headache.
>I'd you do get some lemme pet u
I mean, I probably couldn't even name you a single Marvel/DC thing either ;w;
Also, I'm a sci-fi person personally. Occasionally read some Lovecraft I guess.
I see. Well I mean, just use the internet to get friends I guess. That's what I do~
Ah I see, sure I guess. I probably wouldn't mind.
I kinda like a bit of everything he wrote. It's pretty nice.
I am married and 27. Although I fail to understand what you assumed went hand in hand with my deep thought. Care to elaborate for me?
>I'll pass, I'd like to not worsen my headache.
Did I cause this headache, or was it a pre-existing condition to this conversation?