Hey. Lonelyfag here.
Anyone up for some talking?~
Hungry and bored edition.
me but the sun has risen, and im chilling on the couch broswing 4chan at 120fps , 4k UHD mang, feelsgoobro
Sounds pretty nice~
Don't know, never went in that thread~
How are you?~
Not yet no~
Why do you ask?
Im betting its a femboy, but it could be one of those anime ridden femanons
I'm a cat, it's all you can know for sure~
Usually when somebody wants to talk they have something on their mind.
Do you strive to be better everyday?
That's a good point I guess~
I mostly wanna talk today cause it's early and I got no one around to chat with right now :3
I personally don't really do the whole listen to someone's life story/help thing, but heh, maybe someone else would in here or another thread~
Good question. Probably... not?
Guess I might be~
How about you tho?~
Clear skies, not too warm yet. Pretty good weather I'd say. Though I'd really enjoy some rain right now.
That's a pretty good start~
What are you up to?
Sure, I love the rain~
Too warm for my tastes.
Listening to music, checking on the thread~
Thinking about what I'm gonna do today~
Sure, how does 5000 bucks for one pair sound? :3
This time of year yes, still too warm the rest of the time~
Sure, *hugs* :3
>Thoughts on this kind of music?
Not my thing at all~
I'm more into metal and... That kind of stuff~
This seems like a gathering of depressed people.
I'm not qualified to assist, but may be able to. I haven't fleshed out a new identity yet so if you recognize me from anywhere please keep it to yourself.
Who wants to talk?
Bed is pretty comfy, things are working mostly as intended. I'd say I'm doing alright as is~
n-not my thing at all, so no~
Some place in Europe that's currently way too hot cause of summer~
I need to move to one of those cold countries up North. That sounds fun~
No 5000 bucks, no pantsu~
Strange thing to assume from this thread~
That's easy to explain. And it doesn't require some liberal mind gymnastics to explain it, either.
All labels, names, definitions, and vocabulary that humans use is an attempt to communicate patterns that we find in randomness. We arbitrarily call all things with 3 sides a triangle, but if the sides are a little extra curvy now it suddenly looks more like a circle.
Sexual preference is the same. You have a list of things you like and a list of things you don't like. People then find a labelled list that most closely matches yours and assign that label. Some gay guys like breasts, some straight guys like the look of a penis but don't want to touch one. It sounds like you prefer soft people with petite figures and curves -- regardless of gender. Unless your preference is exclusively for men, you aren't gay. If you can't get turned on by women, then you are gay and denying it won't change that fact.
Hey. Need to talk?
Strange to assume someone will recognize me? I assume that in almost all avatar-based communication threads.
Hello. How are you doing today?
I'm 100% positive there is none in me~
y-you're gonna have to be more specific, I'm not really good at coming up with stories to tell people~
Can I just be a polar cat instead? Less work, more cold?
>Strange to assume someone will recognize me?
Strange to assume this is a gathering of depressed people~
Perhaps I shouldn't have asked such a loaded question, for fear it would be turned around on me.
Emotionally? Fairing well, ups and downs, hopeful, worried
Physically? Tired, a little aroused - but I blame that on just waking up
Historically? A fucking mess
Hormonally? Bitch pills are the worst (Provera) - that shit affects everyone in the house
It was less assumed and more inferred. Depression isn't some magical switch in your brain where up means happy and down means crying. It doesn't require someone to die in your family and it doesn't require chemical imbalance. People have different definitions for depression, which is a tragedy because it prevents objective discussion of it when you never know what it means to the listener.
Although having known two people to suffer from two completely different conditions medically diagnosed as depression, and having suffered with similar symptoms, I think the best definition is the following that I read: Depression is the opposite of gaming.
Gaming is willingly engaging in an activity for the pursuit of goals
Depression is unwillingly doing nothing with no end goal
It's when you sit and stare at your monitor and wonder what the fuck to do with your life because you've gotten bored of the internet. It's when you lie in bed because you don't have work today and you don't have friends to hang out with and you've beaten every video game on your shelf.
Depressed people always seek out others who share their pain. That's what I see here.
Err... funniest thing?~
I-I don't know ;w;
I guess I must've been pretty funny to watch back when I played Starcraft. I'm IdrA reborn.
Nice and cute. And that's about it, it's all I need~
Once upon a time I had a butt. The end.
I just look at the butt really. Sometimes I feel like an animal in heat when I'm around plump rears. I like petite boys and women, the submissive kind. I don't really care about penises, and that confuses me.
I can't deny it's pretty gay.
You think too much is what I think :3
No need to make everything so complicated~
Mostly reading, video games and walking~
How about ya?~
If you're defining your preferences as gay then worrying you're gay is a tautology. That's like feminists who define "evil" as "being male", then complain that all men are evil.
If you don't like penis and you do like women, I'd say you aren't gay. You just like a nice ass, is all, and don't care who it's on. You also like petite and submissive types, which is a genderless description of a human being.
No reason to feel confused or dislike yourself for that. Just enjoy what you enjoy and keep rocking it.
I joined the conversation because the people here seemed depressed. So as deep as you're willing to share would probably give me the best opportunity to assist.
Not sure if this is in response to my analysis of the thread or in response to my analysis of myself, but thinking is pretty much who I am. And through thinking I've managed to navigate 27 years of life, so I think I'll keep doing it.
This is a Chad.
You're weird. Doing things on impulse is way more fun than thinking~
y-you literally like to watch paint dry?
I think you missed the part where I said
That's why I married impulsive. It's a quality that was beaten out of me at a young age so I had to find it elsewhere.
Although pure impulse is dangerous. If you don't think about potential consequences and prepare for them then you'll inevitable find yourself in a worse position later.
Not like that, i meant painting stuff on walls like graffiti i guess, what kind of stuff you like to read? o=
Uhm, well im kind having trouble being motivated to do stuff lately
Consequences are half the fun. I guess you really are no fun~
I've been working my way through some stuff by Peter F. Hamilton, probably gonna finish reading that stuff by next week~
A temporary lack of motivation could simply be mental exhaustion. How long has this lasted? And despite the lack of motivation, have you still managed to go through your day and perform regular chores or has your home fallen into disarray?
Oh you like spacey sci-fi stuff? o=
you have a cool imagination! :3
Whats the most impulsive think you have done?
Since i started to live alone, i think and rethink about what im gonna do on the day constantly, but if im with someone i just feel relaxed and almost sure about doing anything
Yeah, really like space a lot, kinda wish I could be up there myself~
Telling you the most impulsive thing I'd probably doxx myself, but let's say I got in trouble with university for it~
What about ya, any love for space/sci-fi? :3
Pretty sure the term is "wet blanket" :3
Music and thread basically~
Waiting for everyone to wake up so I can start my day I guess~
What are you up to?
Pretty much the same thing but with pokemanz instead of music.
ow getting in trouble is no funsies, and yes! i really like spacey stuff, and of course sci fi, i kinda wanted to write a story or something with it but im not good at that.
Have you thought of writing stuff? o=
captcha was skirts, do you use them? :p
That's a very normal part of moving out. Humans are social creatures, and we do everything for social recognition and acceptance. Without anyone to see you, why bathe? Without anyone to share your room, why clean it? Without anyone to cuddle with, why maintain your furniture?
It's a social withdrawal symptom. Although the apparently obvious solution (finding people) is usually the least effective and creates social dependence and addiction. Your better bet is to seek out hobbies and meet people through those. I generally recommend physical activities like dance, martial arts, or skating. Get involved with an activity and you'll stay busy. Staying busy keeps the mind from wandering. As you throw more of yourself into your hobby, you'll leave behind the depression.
Then, one day, something incredible happens: your hobby becomes your social outlet. When you're good enough at something, everyone wants to participate. People ask a good programmer for tips or to make them apps. People ask a good skate boarder to show off his tricks or come ride with them. People ask a good artist to paint something for them.
I'd recommend making friends with a thinker. You won't see their value for years, but one day you'll be in a real bind and they'll be the only one who can help.
It never hurts to have a diverse social group.
I never got into Pokemon~
Playing one of the newer ones or the older stuff?~
>Have you thought of writing stuff
I actually write a lot~
I'm always carrying a notebook and a pen wherever I go.
Takes a while to get half decent at it, you just gotta keep trying~
>skirts, do you use them?
>making friends with a thinker.
If they're as boring as you, I don't think it's ever gonna work in a friendship with me~
Thats the thing, i dont usually like meeting new people, im a bit of an introvert and not really comfy in crowded places, and i tried to do hobbies that involve interacting with others but i slowly drifted away from those as i didnt feel it was helping me or that i wasnt achieving something, also i am not depressed, because i have what i ideally need to be happy, but for some reason something its missing but i dont feel depressed for it
Thinkers aren't boring, they just live in their head. All the interesting stuff is locked up. You have to dig for it.
You aren't at fault for refusing to put effort into a friendship that's hard to maintain, but neither is the thinker at fault for being uninteresting at first glance. However your tendency to avoid them perpetuates that uninteresting personality. Opening up is more painful when you're rejected. When no one likes you, it's easier to lock yourself away in your mind and sever ties to others.
Sorry to not continue, but I have a niece I need to visit today so I'm jumping in the shower.
It sounds like you were choosing hobbies based on the people and not the activity. That's the opposite of the goal. Find an activity that you don't need people for.
Maybe start taking Ninjutsu lessons so you can fulfill a childhood dream of becoming a ninja.
Sorry to not continue, but I have a niece I need to visit today so I'm jumping in the shower.
Playing Moon, which is a new one. Got into the old ones waaaay back in the day and have always kept one around since then, despite probably being way too old to play games for 10 year olds. Oh well.
Supposing I ever complete anything and you could read my terrible handwriting, probably one day~
>implying there's such a thing as too old for a game
ow you dun have anything written down ? well if you ever finish one please have aliens on it! and yes, im sure i could understand your handwriting,
Are you currently studying something?
Games are lots of fun yes~
Don't really know what I'd do some days without them.
I don't think I've written anything related to aliens. At least not by identifying them as being aliens. I'm more interested in the ideas of how empty space is, how old, how entire civilizations rose and fell or lasted long enough to witness the end of everything~
Also, not studying anymore no, it really isn't my thing~
What about ya, studying anything cool?~
Oh, thats a nice concept i like it, you could tell the story of a civilization trough time !
Oh you like having fun and dont want to be sitting for hours memorzing stuff? i know its sounds boring, i am studying chemical engineering, currently on third year, its fun to mix stuff and see what happens, is not really safe but its fun :3
>you like having fun and dont want to be sitting for hours memorzing stuff
I just don't learn the way they want me to~
I was good at everything but didn't care for learning things through memorizing useless information and spitting it out as is.
I got disappointed when my year of English at university turned out to be mostly learning dumb rules and author names but never using them at all~
>also got frustrated by the fact that no one seemed to give a shit about having a decent accent
Bit of everything I guess. Got a pretty long history with Starcraft.
These days, mostly Diablo 3 and Darkest Dungeon really. Occasionally I'll log in to Elite Dangerous and keep my exploration trip going~
How about ya, anything other than the Pokemon stuff?~
Mostly RPGs since normal life is boring, though I have been playing Smite a lot lately. Also just picked up MGSV which has been pretty fun so far.
Got brown hair I guess~
Also, purple is the best color. Don't know if it's a good one for hair but it's the best one.
Haven't played either of those ;w;
I also kinda skipped a lot of RPGs. Took me forever to even try out Skyrim back in the days.
i have brown hair too. time for a change, heya since its just you and me and the other guy talking, is there any way to reach you outside of this thread, i mean if you want c:
Sure. If you got a Discord, just throw it my way, I'll add ya~
h-how is any of that lewd ;w;
Well, thanks for the bump anyway, have a nice day then :3
Fur a feelsfag here if you wanna chat, kik is izzytheneko
Cats are the best kind of lewd
The heathen with a bad opinion on lewds
>The heathen with a bad opinion on lewds
>We love you anyway!
And I'm still disappointed in y'all.
Kay guys, Furfag abandoning thread. Add my kik if ever you want to chat. Nya~!
yea about to break up with my girl friend who loves me to death you can have her
I have. Lorne st? How is it there?
I wish I didn't go to grammar, the teachers there in class A at least were depressed and took it out on the students. Rich hoity toity students too.
Despite being in the top class they told me I would fail and never be anything. I'm now a Medfag with a company and a jag. Fuck em
I'm actually at Parnell college not senior college (it goes all the way through now)
It's pretty good, people get good grades and all that but I don't really have anything else to compare it to other than my primary school which was utter crap
People are starting to wake up, thread went okay. I guess I'm alright~
So, what's bothering you then?
mental illness, mostly loneliness these days..
Well, I'll be here for the next half an hour or so if you wanna talk about stuff :3
trading some tf2 items, gonna go biking with the fam in a bit.
Well, I'll be going I guess~
It's been nice talking to y'all~
enjoy the biking then :3
See, me from last night!
22 degrees right now, clear sky and no wind tho. So it's worse than it should be~
>Has OP kik?
Only thing I ever use is Discord~
Also, I can't help you with the whole holidays thing. I'm probably just as bored as you are~
I can't wait for it to be over~
Food for a week basically~
Dropping it in here would require me to change the name again before I do and I'm lazyy~
I know your feel on this one~
Wish you were shorter too? :3
d-don't know. Maybe around 170 would be good.
The "evrything small is cute" is pure bullshit, you can be cute at all height
Well I mean... I find small things cute ;w;
Evrything can be cute, but height is just one of all the factor, of course being small help, but that's not evrything
Zed's a shadow assassin in a top-down video game and because he's relatively short he's cute. Pic related.
According to the folder
211 + 1 hissing gif
100% cute stuff guaranteed lewd free
I don't hate lewd, I just don't care for it~
>this is not a lewd thread
what the heck
Cute stuff is best stuff~
fam I am disappoint.
Need to post more cute, I don't have shit...
true but I'm selfish too
I also introduced that makoto pic back ages ago
here's more from the previous artist
Lurking in my own thread :3
If you wanna talk about anything, I'm here tho~
this is my favorite part in death note...
I guess I want a bf...
itll never happen though..
>my neko pet
Heh. I'd be okay with that outcome
>I got the fear.
Huh? Fear of?
I'm so bad with human interactions too..
it never ends well for me.
its just how it always has been my whole life..now it has caught up to me finally and I'm all alone. a got a few good years left maybe..
slow bread...toast it easy...
so I'm guna go play on muh board
try n enjoy the day
Empty the glass of your desire
So that you won’t be disgraced.
Stop looking for something out there
And begin seeing within.
When the earth is this wide,
Why are you asleep in a prison?
Think of nothing but the source of thought.
Feed the soul; let the body fast.
if no one said they love you today..i do.
This thread look like people being happy about being sad
I'm happy about being happy.
Don't know about the rest tho :3