Hey, good evening, Anonymous! You may or may not have seen me before, but hello none the less, I am Rock.
Has life been getting to you? Did you just need someone to just listen?
Maybe you just want a hug, or the closest thing to it here. I'd be more than happy to do that too!
If all you need is a place to get away from a bit, some advice on the ways of life, or just a friendly smile and some words, you can find it here.
Like my friends before have showed me, I'll show the same kindness to you.
Use this if you'd like me and/or someone else to give a tidbit of advice
This, if you just want a hug and something nice, I'd be glad to provide both.
This world... It can be cruel, heartbreaking, and just plain tough, Anonymous... I'd just like to provide something, something that can make your day just a bit less bad.
So, all of you, all I ask is that you help me, and each other. To provide and encourage an atmosphere that's most pleasant and just be the best person you can, okay?
I'm around, up and down, inside and out E>
I'll be around if anyone needs someone to talk to. I'll try my best to help out.
Hey, give me a break :v
How's Rabbit doing?
Sounds like you need to settle down and pick a spot! Great to have you here.
Hey Makhno, thanks for joining us tonight!
Annnd thank you! You have a good evening!
I'm always around. But rarely vocal.
Honestly, I would say to call it quits tonight, and just go to sleep
You should sleep, Anon.
Sleep is healthy, and the more you miss the worse you feel.
I could be alot better.
I don't think that'll ever happen, Anon.
succs guy i summon thee
gift us with something witty
Jeez Anon, why haven't you slept again? Good to see you again though.
I'm doing all right Koi, how about you?
Mm, all righty. Good to see you up and about then. Though may I ask, why are you vocal tonight?
Jesus, I wish. Fuckin rip Legends 3. I'll never forgive that ;-;
Mm, what's up Rabbit?
Heya Mantis! What's up?
Mm, why do you feel like a nuisance Anon?
Metal Blades a bit over powered, but a cut above the rest. Roll's doing a-ok, she's working on dinner right now~
I have legit made people uncomfortable with this gif... i love it..
That's an easy thing to get paranoid about, but you have to continually evaluate this based on evidence not feelings.
It's been a couple years since I last talked to a woman, ever. I think about falling in love a couple of times, but I never go through with it, but in the end, I'm happy being alone I guess. There are cons to being single, but there are pros too. So the question is, should I date or not?
Well, I guess I should have said, I usually am under a different name. Just using this one as it doesnt have a bad rep around here
I don't know, I'll post something online, or talk with some friends, and I don't have to see them to feel them hating me one way or another... it hurts me to talk to complete strangers
I made a huge decision yesterday. Thought about it for 7 months.
Only date if you are ready. A good girl should become part of your life naturally, she shouldn't change it.
Well, first question would be, do you think the pros out weigh the cons? What are your thoughts on that?
Heh, sounds like you get a little of a break, huh? Also, any news on the 3D printer?
Well, Anon, you've made it this far and I'm sorry that it went that way... Tell me, what happened during these couple months?
I love you too Anon! What's up :3
Mm, I see... Do they say anything to you that would make you think that or is it just you thinking that they do?
Threads are made every week night at 9pm EST. Though it's not always me, you might see my friends make a thread. You like these threads, huh?
Hey hey, but you anons need my help first! What can I do for you?
Oh? Is it a good decision? Is it all right to talk about here?
I think it is quite happy!
It's Rock as in Rock music :T
there is low-cost therapy available at most colleges and universities. in the meantime, there are exercises you can do to reduce stress. And you can Google, there are literally thousands of results for that. However if you're having panic attacks you would need medical attention.
Just dropping in to say the Megaman community has fucking fantastic music. Maybe not as active as the brony music scene, but Christ that's like comparing having two or three good music projects to having fucking leukemia.
>bumps for no succs
all is vain
Well hey! See who though?
Nice to see someone else think that too! I really do love the music that comes out of the community. You have any favorites?
We'll talk in a little bit.
You have someone with you to cuddle at night
Someone helps you pay rent
Depressed thoughts at night go away
Someone's eating part of your food
May have annoying habits
If you break up and you still love her, you want to die
In the end, I really don't know...
A girl I lost touch with. I often think about as little of her as I knew, but we're strangers at this point. If I saw her, I might be expecting someone completely different than who I knew, if I even knew someone other than the ideal I imagine I knew.
>The man who kills a man, kills a man. The man who kills himself, kills all men; as far as he is concerned he wipes out the world. His act is worse (symbolically considered) than any rape or dynamite outrage. For it destroys all buildings: it insults all women. The thief is satisfied with diamonds; but the suicide is not: that is his crime. He cannot be bribed, even by the blazing stones of the Celestial City. The thief compliments the things he steals, if not the owner of them. But the suicide insults everything on earth by not stealing it. He defiles every flower by refusing to live for its sake. There is not a tiny creature in the cosmos at whom his death is not a sneer. When a man hangs himself on a tree, the leaves might fall off in anger and the birds fly away in fury: for each has received a personal affront. Of course there may be pathetic emotional excuses for the act. There often are for rape, and there almost always are for dynamite. But if it comes to clear ideas and the intelligent meaning of things, then there is much more rational and philosophic truth in the burial at the cross-roads and the stake driven through the body, than in Mr. Archer's suicidal automatic machines. There is a meaning in burying the suicide apart. The man's crime is different from other crimes--for it makes even crimes impossible.
It is the option which removes all options. Life can be vastly more wonderful than it is now, or it can cease to be anything. You may find a reason worth living for, or you may take away from yourself your ability to do so.
You should live for yourself, and drop connections with toxic people. It is your solemn duty to figure out how to live the life that you want to live; otherwise, why bother indeed. Your life is YOUR life, meaning that it is up to you, fundamentally, what you do with it.
But if you suicide, you ultimatelly wont care that you ever had any options at all, Since you literally wont exist anymore, there is nothing to worry about. Life is overrated, you will be happy for a day and then sad for a week. You will be happy for six months and then sad for 4 years
Rock is actually Bernie Sanders.
Mm, that's good to hear hon. Are you seeing someone for that though?
And I'd rather you get your rest, kay? It's all right if you want to stay, but I want you to take care of yourself too.
Damn... I'm so sorry. Listen, you've made it here in one piece, even if it doesn't feel that way. You made it here, to this thread.
Now, some of those things may be out of your control, but not everything. The most important thing now sounds like the eviction, what happened...?
Hmm... I think it's always good to get to know people. You find new friends, and maybe it even develops into something more. Do you think you'd be able to go out and look for people?
Mm, I see. To me it sounds like you're being too hard on yourself, something I'm very familiar with. I think that you need to just know that what negative thoughts you have aren't true. You need to look at yourself objectively and see if it's really true.
Mm, I think you should go for it. Things may be different, but it seems like it would be good to catch up with an old friend.
That's for me to know~
T-That was Rock Vollnut, completely different guy!!
Or you will be happy for 4 years and sad for 6 months. Life is not just anything, it is everything. I would never trade everything for nothing, but in truth, this is a matter of perspective.
No, im not seeing anyone for that. I kinda like being sad or in a sad mood, and make myself even more sad. Even though that ultimatelly nearly made me suicide a few times. I guess just am waiting until the end of the next month, then i will make my decision
Mmhm, I'd like to know.
A-And I haven't been able to do that voice for months...
Nuh uh, I won't hurt a human
Hey hon, best of luck to you then! Take care!
I think it's best you do Anon, and I ask that you please do. I'd love to hear you come back, and tell me that things are doing better.
Do you think you could at least make the effort to?
N-No, friend. I'm Rock Light. How can I help you, though?
Hey hey! Good to see you again! I'm doin' all right.
I'll chat with ya, how're you?
Mm, sorry. I don't know who that is.
I wouldnt really like going to therapies,even if just because i dont want the others to poke their noses and act concerned. I never even really saw any point in life since small anyway, not even considering the other stuff
On the topic of suicide.
A good friend of mine who suffered from depression told me about a "tactic" he used to beat his state of mind. He said to himself earnestly: "If by the end of this weekend I am not feeling better I will end this once and for all." Apparently he regarded it as "an ace up his sleeve" that he pulled against life and the universe. It turned out well for him and he survived, still alive today actually. He always has that ace now. If things turn out too bleak he can always off himself, guaranteeing that life is livable! A special type of strength that, forcing life to be enjoyable. Hope it helps someone!
I can give out fortune cookies if people provide me a name!
I know we're on the moon now, but this junior shrine maiden is still functioning A-OK!
Mm, it wouldn't hurt to try. I'm just concerned for you, is all...
Hey, nice to hear! Not much today, but it went all right.
Mm, as happy as I am to hear that it worked for him, I don't think to would be the same for everyone.
Thank you though.
Well Anon, what's stopping you from getting to know her better?
Well thank you very much! Great to see you here!
>pennyman has extremely bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Violet", "61".
So it's a Rock thread tonight, hihi!
Say your name and I'll match you with a fortune cookie.
I will refrain from posting tonight due to being extremely furious and I'd rather step out for the night, good luck though! <3
the ghost personality i have... and the fact that i stopped talking with the classmates(my ex classmates) that she knows from the same school we went. idk maybe if i was friends with her or at least tried to keep seeing my classmates maybe i would have a chance..
It's just the luck of the draw, anon. Maybe consider it a blessing, it'll help you appreciate the finer things in life perhaps.
I've got a cookie for you!
>Artyom has good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Silver", "22".
A rather absurd tactic. I suppose there's always something in making oneself happy.
I do agree that a great part of happiness is a matter of personal choice, choosing to be happy rather than not.
Losing the ideal is an interesting situation. It's rather unfair to pin expectations on someone you have no real ties to.
No doubt if you did something the idealised image will be broken, but surely that's more interesting than doing nothing at all? So see if you can make contact and see what she's like.
For me the key to romantic success is to realise your own sexual market value. If you do that, and believe me you're probably much higher than her, you will be calm and composed when with her. Then you just do what your normally do when you talk with people: ask them how things are going and if they want to meet up!
You should still practice it, It made me laugh.
Mm, Just be careful. The last thing you need is to try and reaffirm those negative feelings about yourself. Try to think more positively, as cliche as it sounds. Do stuff that you like, or maybe find something new.
A-Ah, my bad! Hmmm... I'm going to call you Bike-Anon from now on. Just respond to me with that name, and I'll know exactly who I'm talking to!
Hehe! Yep! These are becoming more common it seems~
Mm, well,the short version is that I've been through a lot of bad stuff in life, and just want to do my best to help others from going through the same.
And no worries hon, you're a-ok~
Y-Yeah, you could say so! My dream...? Mm, that's something I have to think about honestly.
Take care, Nep.
Mm, could you explain this "ghost personality" to me please?
I'll try to! Before anything else happens to my voice :v
So I've played Megaman 1 and I remember dying over and over. I finally beat it by savestate scumming. Where do I go from here? I suck at games..
Okay, ill make an exception and pay in cuddles to you too, normally there are gender restrictions, but consider yourself having a vip pass
Thank you for the cookie, though my luck has run out. And silver is my old character from Fallout 3, i used to spend hundreds upon hundreds of hours on that game
You, I owe you an apology, hope I see you soon.
no dream? how do you live without a dream? everyone needs a dream, even if you dont think you have one
hey, i think ive seen your pic before ahahahahah, have i talked to you? im pennyman
by ghost personality i mean, not talking, not being a focus for attention, auto isolating myself, and that led me to this, >not trying to see people that i know > not having a good and social personality to even try to say hi through facebook to this girl
Build faith in yourself, anon.
We'll need to talk sometime.
Would you like a fortune cookie, flag anon?
Whatever works, right?
Why the flag posting? I really don't follow.
ahahahahahahahah you need to get one then! just any, might be an impossible one to accomplish, and you dont need to make it your life goal, but its always fun to make one up ahahahahah
Mm, yes, Mega Man 1 was quite tricky. Well, the most recommended one is 2 ,that's the first people usually play because of its status, but I also recommend the Mega Man X series if you're into something faster and stuff.
Well thank you! I'll take all cuddles~
Mm, it's not that I don't have a dream, I'm just not sure what dream I'd like to follow. Though I'll admit, I don't have many.
I see now... Hm, well the only way to get to know people is to try and go out there and do it for real. Do you know of any places around you where you can hang out with people of similar interests?
A-Ah? Really? I'm sorry if I've forgotten it! Would you mind telling me?
I'd like to know the answer to this as well.
About to enter college and I have self harm scars all over my thighs. My future roommates gonna see them eventually. Do I hide them for as long as I can? Or tell her upfront? Or even just wait til she brings it up and asks? I'm really worried people in college will think I'm some kind of psycho even though they're multiple years old and I'm completely mentally healthy now and a real chill person. Helppppp
Please, next time you see her, send my warmest regards.
ahahahahahahahahah honestly not sure, i think it was cause the first time i came into one of these threads the first thing i posted was who wants a penny, so from then on i became pennyman, watchful protector of the copper coin
maybe just explain the situation? tell her it was when you were younger and are really over that phase or something
im sorry to hear that man, do you think i can possibly get some backstory?
Don't fuss over them, if they're going to be seen they're going to be seen. Don't expect anyone to ask about them, realistically nobody minds. I have work colleagues with wrist and arm scarring, who wear whatever they want. I don't think it has caused them any issues.
Definitely do not mention them unless they are brought up. If someone asks about them, tell them that you used to have issues, but have moved passed them and matured since then.
We all have our regrets, anon. People are generally understand and are sympathetic when it comes to this.
Mm, well kinda. Our Flat Bar Tender is taking a break now, but she'll be back, don't you worry!
O-Oh... My bad, as I said earlier :v
Just look at my first answer, ok?
Mm, nothing to do?
Mm, well I think you should wait until they say something, and when they do, just explain to them what might have happened and tell them that things are different now.
If they're good people, then they'll understand. Things happen in life, people change, as you surely know.
X series, huh? I'll take a look! I hope it's easier.
Cute pokemon pic!
I have self-harm scars too.
Some people might tell you to own them. That's probably the right choice, but not for a first impression.
I would say hide your scars until you make a good first impression, then once there's trust established start opening up to your roommates.
But nobody reasonable will think you're a psycho. I have scars on my arms and thighs and I get questions too, but it's rarely ever because they think I'm a freak.
Most people are or have been close to mental illness in some way or other so I don't think they will mind. If it is something that will be on your mind I suggest letting out sooner rather than later. Just easier to let it out and get on with other things, right?
Well, it kinda is. You have much more control over X than you do Mega Man, but it's sorta hard in it's own way. The easiest, and one of my favorites, is Mega Man X4 for the PS1.
Awesome game, with awesome music.
Pic related, that's X on the left.
You wish :v
Well i had a dream girl, that perfect girl youve always wanted. Well mine actually existed, and i met her and we got into a relationship. but now she doesnt really even love me, and is staying just for the sake of it. And will propably break up with me at the end of the next month.
She was the perfect girl i always wanted and dreamnt off, but now i lost her and my life has no point again. I can never find somebody who would even approach her level of perfectness, so all my hapinnes is forever lost
So you're her temporary replacement, is that it? You have large shoes to fill.
Thank you. Same to you as well!
im frustrated and rage like, been out of work for a month due to some corporate fuckery and ei has dicked me around so im left almo fell like shit because cant support wife kids and general down
I have a bunch of self harm scars too, just plain old line scars, triangles that i cut into my hand when i was bored, a big deep cut i made with scissors in biology right over a vein in the upper part of your hand and so on, but people never really minded or asked (except the one over my wrist, they sometimes ask about that)
Point ? theres is no point in this text, move along
im sorry man, id generally tell you to move on, but from what you described its not like youre just gonna find another her. maybe you can still try to salvage it somehow? its only over when its over, and youre still in the game for now
I had no idea X was a different character
Thanks for the rec, Rock.
It's always nice to see a fellow Pokemon poster. What's your name, anon? I go by Hikari.
It's Hikari alright. You're on Snooze, is somebody hiding?
corp changes the production goal on a weekly basis didn't make cut after 5 years of bleeding for the company i got the axe but i guess when you can hire two noobs for the price of one experienced worker it works out right
Well the Zero series, as great as they are, are much more difficult. Play those if you'd like a nice challenge.
Well, not really. You may know the others, Reisen, 2B, Al. I'm just helping out friends, ya know?
Though, I don't know if we've met before, I'm Rock.
Well, is there anything you'd like to learn? Drawing, music etc?
Of course, hon. I'm here for you. I just wish the best for you, okay?
Damn, that sounds rough... I'm assuming the job search isn't going so well...?
Damn... I'm so sorry. What made her so perfect though? That's a tall order right there.
Yep! He's the last robot made by Dr.Light. Jump and Shoot man has a nice little lore to it, believe it or not.
You're welcome~ Spread the joy of Rock Man, I say.
What makes it even worse is that its a long distance relationship, and i cant exactly be the way she wants me to be over chat, and me not being too rich means i cant visit often at all. but even over all of that we were together for quite long, i guess i just ran out of the happines limit i was given for my life
Unfortunately, loyalty to your company often means nothing, because they will drop you when it's most convenient and least impactful. But I'm sure you know this, and also that they will most likely miss your experience.
Have you reached out to recruiters yet? They can help get your foot in the door if you're having a difficult time.
The point of your life is to be in a relationship with your idea of the perfect girl?
Honestly anon, I feel pity for you.
But herein lies opportunity. While you are recovering from this break-up, your heart torn, you are going to have to find meaning to life that isn't conditional towards someone else's.
You'll struggle, but you will become a better person. A complete, stand-alone person. And from then on out, you won't be searching for someone to complete you, but compliment you.
Sabrina. Glad to be here, Hikari. You don't post very often, do you? I haven't seen you around.
It's a pleasure, Rock. Thank you for having me in your thread!
Sorry, didn't mean to upset you, it's just that it's been a long rime since i saw you on the threads so i was super surprised and impatient to talk to you.
Because i don't have reasons to do so.
Horrible, i just woke up and i'm feeling super dizzy, i almost lost the entire thread too -.-
I get dizzy when I wake up too sometimes. I throw a bit of cold water on my face, that helps somewhat.
Then I eat something light.
I used to post frequently back in Reimu's threads since over a year ago, I've made it a point to withdraw from most social things lately so I haven't participated here as much as I used to.
I suppose we had bad timing and you and I never saw each other.
Are you a genwunner, or do you play some of the newer stuff too?
Not upset! Just poking fun, heh. I posted on a thread last week but didn't see you around either. How's summer treating you?