Such a hugless, kissless, virgin beta autistic nerd that i just let a guy fuck my ass out of loneliness. How bad should i kill myself? I've basically just destroyed my honor and masculinity, i feel ill
>>738881654 >You should go full on trap Tbh fam u know that trap body infographic? Ive followed it for a year and a half straight out of the idea i could jack off in a mirror because it would be easier to make myself feminine then get with a girl, and the weirdest thing is that choice didn't even feel gay to me but what i just did i think does that make me gay now? He didnt even let me jerk off as he railed me ;_;
>>738881875 If I was the one pounding your sissy asshole, I wouldn't let you jerk off either. You'd have that little dick put into a cock cage... and i'd keep the key on a chain around my neck... If you put out enough and sucked me off enough, I MIGHT let you out once in awhile to please yourself.. but you'd have to earn it. Sissy faggots like you deserve nothing more.
Coming on here for advice was probably a mistake. First I'll say I'd fuck your ass too. And now the advice. Put your attention away from getting women for now. Work on your confidence, attitude, and the way you carry yourself in general. If you act like a beta you'll get treated like one.
>>738882311 Nothing wrong with being cute. You look the way you look, stop being suicidal because you think others may judge you. You don't have to be gay because you look girly, nor should you be afraid of being gay. Who cares.
>>738882311 >farted a few min ago and felt like i shiy myself LOL!!!!! top fucking kek! Wow, you let a guy blow his load in your asshole? You are definitely a faggot. I would say either learn to accept that fact, or just walk in front of a train and be done with it.
On a side note though? You look a lot like a girl, i'd fuck you. But only in the dark, I don't want to see your dick and nuts flopping around. But I'd totally fuck your faggot hole. :)
>>738882266 I did suck his dick. Basically i met him on soc, lived nearby, he actually showed interest in me unlike any woman ever had so i agreed to meet because lonely and depressed, we met, he bought me a cheeseburger and a soda and we took a walk in the park, he ended up holding my hand even. We got in his car and he took me to his place and we started making out, then he put my hand in his pants i felt his hard on and he pullef it out and for some reason i decided to suck on it
When I was 20, I went to Bangkok. I drank a fuck load, did coke, fucked a hooker. Good night. Went back to the same hooker the next night a little more sober, realised it was a heshe. I went straight back to the hotel and was horrified. Smoked some weed and realised it doesn't really matter what we do with our bodies, our physicality is just a tool of which our conciousness deploys.
Had a few more good nights, enjoying the holiday. Even went back to fuck the ladyboy after getting fucked up. Is what it is, move on pussyboi
>>738882789 >Im not gay, it was out of desperation Fair enough. I understand all about being depressed. Been depressed for most of my life... you actually have more courage than I do. I've thought about turning to guys for comfort, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Hell, you should feel good about yourself for having the courage to go through with it.
>>738881291 listen man, your sexual orientation doesnt define your masculinity, so forget about that. masculinity is defined your confidence. just keep your confidence up man, a bad sexual experience (especially the first, if it was) shouldn't be what defines you. if you don't like getting fucked in the ass, then move on lol. find what you like, anon.
>>738883309 You want the honest truth? I'm afraid of AIDS. I know people would say "you could use a condom".. but sucking a dick with a condom on? No thank you... and being fucked in the ass without feeling him spray his load in your ass? Seems pointless. That, plus I'm worried about feeling humiliated... I can tell you feel that way, and that's a big worry of mine. Thing is, I'm not gay either, but i've always wanted to experience things with a guy. To be dominated.. basically to feel taken over.. ya know?
>>738881291 Do gay porn... Pays well.. Could also not be a bitch, and if into girls, become confident, and eventually you will fuck one... Or be gay... Or bi.. Whatever you want, just don't be a bitch.
>>738883621 Well that's why you look feminine then, you're taking female hormones! That's also why you probably were leaning towards letting a guy fuck you. you LOSE your masculinity when you're on hormones.
But seriously, you're cute. I'm not even into guys but i'd date you. But I like femininity so that's probably why.
>>738883611 You are a gay bottom dude, its cool but that is not normal straight thought. Just be yourself. Im gay and you guys make me laugh, stop being pussies and live your life. Bigots created this anti gay climate and you fools buy into it, religion isn't real so be yourself jeeze.
You're praising his ability to search for a way to battle his loneliness and depression in an avenue that was potentially a short term fix but ended up being damaging. Probably unsurprisingly if he wasn't attracted to guys.
>>738883806 I've often wondered if I was a closet gay, but the thing is? Yeah I have fantasies of being fucked and sucking dick, but I am NOT attracted to men. Masculinity turns me off. I __LOVE__ femininity. Hell, I'm obsessed with boobs and I love pussy. Women turn me on. So that makes me think i'm not gay. I might be bi, but even then, bi guys are attracted to men, and i'm not. I just gave thoughts that seem gay. I dunno... labels suck. heh.
>>738886860 If you take doses under 1.0 (at the most), and if you can handle yourself, it would be beneficial. Free counseling sessions are available where I live. There is likely a cheaper option somewhere you live at. Don't let them know you're tripping.
on a higher note I am happy to report the disinformation campaign has been a complete success and am currently reaping the benefits of my endeavor by watching thousands of people fight over things that use to bother me.
Externalizing these ideas and projecting them on to the masses has been quite the education for me. In fact it has solidified my character of nothing and I hope to watch this black hole completely devour my fears. So far we are ahead of schedule and I have decided to halt this experiment until further notices as suggested to me by my handlers.
Thank you all for your time and consideration and remember to always wash the other hand.
>>738886860 Of course you can bad trip, especially if you think depressive/sad/dumb stupid gore or some other shit. Somehow get shrooms,order or buy form someone and do it, doesn't matter if good or bad trip,it will help you in life (lsd at least does i haven't tried shrooms,but im sure it's almost same). And don't sit inside ,take your fucking earphones and go walk around outside where are no people. DON'T LISTEN TO SONGS WITH LYRICS IN THEM, listen to instrumentals or something else.
>>738887130 They're completely different. On a very small dose of mushrooms, a bad trip is almost unheard of. The goal is not to take enough to trip, though, just enough to get the effect.
Shrooms helped me. I overdosed on Spice and lost a lot of brain/emotional function (numbness, physical weakness, speech impediment, difficulty controlling emotions, depression), which it fixed (almost) with a microdose.
>>738887470 Why the fuck would you use spice? Jesus that is like crack cocaine... >>738887554 On LSD they seem really weird,you kind of take them to your heart, some might sound real good, some seem like the singer ( it feels like there is a person who is saying the words EXACTLY TO YOU - and it is crazy trippy). Sometimes it's cool sometimes not so,with some bad lyrics, like rap about bitches sucking cocks and other stuff, on daily life you don't give a fuck, on lsd you take it seriously.
>>738888180 >80▶ >>>738887470 Whatever, i can't explain it because i am a fuckign autistic idiot, bb everyone ill fap and go to sleep,remember not to listen dark songs (negative lyrics), and don't stay inside ! Physical activities on lsd feel good as you don't get tired so fast,leaving thread,peace.
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