Feels bread. Suffering a broken heart
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo
Guys. I'm sorry. I'm one of those people. That was there, right when you needed me, right when everything was hard, I was there and I was your best friend, and you loved me. And then I stopped trying so hard, and I stopped talking as much. I started to drift and I know you were trying to pull me back but I couldn't stay, I'm like this, and I don't know why. Obviously, no, I'm not that specific person in your life that left for no reason. But I'm one of them. I've done it so many times. And I can't ever apologize to them, and those people won't apologize to you. So I'll do it tonight. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I left you. I was facing demons of my own and thought I needed to do it alone. I thought we were becoming something dangerous. I thought you outgrew me, and it was time to move on. But no matter what the reason is, I really am sorry I left you. I'm sorry
anyone else have suicidal thoughts?
i really want to kill myself right about now, getting these feelings happen once or twice a week usually.
i guess i just want someone i love to care, i don't think ill be missed when i'm gone
I would say no don't kill yourself.
But I don't know you. Don't know what you've been through.
And I can't go against your choice to live or die.
I wanna die pretty often too but I can't cause I don't have the guts. Also I think that maybe it could be better one day. So why not try to stay alive. One day you'll die juste wait for it.
Try to read the book "Le mythe de Sysiphe" by Camus. It's about that subject
ive always wondered what drove people to kill or commit suicide. now i know. or at least i am beginning to understand. its when you have nothing for so long your world starts to twist and the only thing you want is for the twisting to stop or to give people the nothing youve had to deal with so someone else can maybe understand you better
I really want to be there for someone, i want to bring them back from the brink, bring new light into their darkness but it never feels like they tell me about it, like they don't trust me or come to me, i tell them how much i care and how much they mean to me but they always discard that thought, I only want to help but no one wants it
god fucking damnit.... why does this have to hurt so fucking much?
You used me.
No other way of putting it.
I gave you everything and made my intentions clear and you always accepted! You suddenly break away and you accuse me of things I never did! You attack me like I don't know and you attack people I care about and I'm still so fucking scared of you. You ruined a part of my life and made me scared. How come you get to walk away from this.
It's not fair
Im not in love with anyone and for some reason my motivation has gone down because i have no idea of what to do.I don't even known what interest me anymore.I have complely loss perpection of who am i and what i stand for when i look myself in the mirror thats what i think.Everytime i look at it i don't recognise myself,my face isn't showing any of the emotions im thinking just a shallow person and the memories i had has a child slowly begin to seem like if they from another person.
I've told a couple of people the way I felt. They either think I'm lying to myself, or shrug it off, thinking I'm a little bitch, or baby, or something. Then I'll stop trying to initiate conversation them and they disappear from my life forever. Wish they had been more like you anon.