I posted about this last night and got a pretty good response. I'm gonna be vague but I have behavior issues, ADHD and ODD mostly, some OCD and depression in there too. I had and still have some pretty violent outbursts so between seeing a therapist and medication my parents also use these. Will answer questions but not going to get too specific on here.
>Gf cheat on me > dump gf the worst way possible 1ex. > get new gf > after two years, relationship sucks > dump 2gf > alone, broke, and depressed, went to contact 1gf > she sends me to hell and warns me to call the cops and accuse me of harasmment (only tried to contact her two times. One on whats app, second on sms)
>>736672735 When I was around 10 I had these twin girls as my neighbors, same age. They were very nice people and their parents were really chill. I hung out at their backyard with them a lot.
One day, I was running a fever and had to stay home from school. When I woke up I found my mom left me a note saying she went to the store and will be back very soon. I looked out of my bedroom window (which had a view of the twins' house's master bedroom) and saw one of the twins completely naked, lying on her parents' bed. Then, her dad's naked body crawled up on top of her.
I was so shocked I ducked from the window to get out of sight. When I got my wits about me, I tried to sneak another peak out my window, but the curtains were closed. To this day I don't know which twin I saw in the nude, being molested by their dad.
They moved shortly after and I never saw the twins again until about a year ago. They're Youtubers now and has quite the following. The two of them seem just as happy as when I knew them.
I left my hometown at 18 and by 19 i had 0 contact with any of my highschool friends due to them straight up not talking to me. Sucked because i thought we were actually good friends and shit. Now I sit at home and play games with a dude on the other side of the world i never met almost nightly now. So at least i got that going for me.
I don't talk to people much so I guess it's kind of on me. I like being by myself now though.
>>736676537 i know what you mean. during college a couple of still hung out but afterward i rarely see/talk to any of them. last time was our 10yr reunion and even then i only hung out with them for a couple hours. havent hung out with any of them at all in the past 5-6 years. we just went our separate ways. ive been living with my sister and her husband and we have a nice group of friends we like to do stuff with so im not sad about my old friends. i also enjoy being by myself
In my last year of high school I seduced and got fucked by the metal trade teacher. He was about 38 and I was 17. I'm female and did it just coz I was bored. Was pretty good, I let him cum on my face and tits. If I saw him again I'd prob have another session.
I wrote the first draft of Batman v. Superman, until Snyder decided that he thought it was a slap in the face of his vision and didn't have the Superman = Jesus imagery...there was still Doomsday and Wonder Woman but Snyder threw a bitch fit until it was rewritten. There was also a namedrop of Green Arrow too.
mostly-closet bifag here; ive never really done anything very sexual with another guy but i really enjoy letting other guys see me nude and me seeing them. doesnt really matter who, such as friends/family/strangers. Showering together with them is my favorite and I have done/do it a lot especially with my younger bros and nephews and 1 or 2 of my friends. id never do anything sexual with any them most likely but it's still really fun. Sometimes have to help them if they arent old enough but I dont purposely molester them.
Half-sister one year younger than me let me feel up her boobs on the condition she could see my dick. This happened a few times and I got to cum on them. I wanted to do more than that but she chickened out.
On the way to a party I gave the guy driving 10 dollars to go into a store and by me a 6-pack of beer, we stop 10 minutes later and I give him some more cash to buy another six pack, this happened multiple times in one one night in intervals of 10 minutes.
I have told /b/ this once before. Im gonna share it again.
My mother and step father were fucking idiots. Always stoned, drunk, moved all the time. We were never settled. When I was 9 we lived in the one town for a year straight. It was a nice change, got a cool gf called Catherine, I felt like I owned the place had lots of cool friends. It was real rural mining town us kids spent all our time exploring the bush, riding bikes everywhere, swimming in the river, it was fucking awesome. One of my stepdads workmates took a shine to me, he figured out something wasnt quite right and weaseled his way in. I was cool with this coz i hated my step dad and this dude treated me real good. Kinda became my best friend. Or he told me he was, sure whatever. Found out pretty quickly kids are supposed to give their adult best friends bjs. He molested me for the entire year.
I thought this shit was normal and ended up trying it out with Catherine's older brother who was about 17. He never said no. I was a regular kid as far as anyone knew but spent a lot of my time sucking off two guys, neither of them even knew about each other.
One night we had a real big party at home. My parents friend was there getting really boozed up. He ended up sneaking into my bed at the end of the night. Trouble was he was way too drunk and passed out after sex. Was still there in the morning. My mother found him and I naked in bed. She freaked the fuck out and started screaming. He noped the fuck out of there real quick.
We moved towns pretty soon after that. I was never asked what happened, they just put it under the carpet and acted like it never happened.
I'm straight despite all that. Kinda living a normal life but its had a huge effect. My marriage has just ended, I'm starting to drink a lot, not sure where too from here.
>>736677966 i feel like the combo comes from escapism. they're escaping their real identity through their furry persona and escaping their real problems by misdirecting the blame and anger toward "the jews"
I bought condoms for my 12yo niece who just recently started having sex. her parents would flip the fuck out if they knew about any of it, they are pretty religious, she's not. made her promise to always use one, and I know she will. told her she could come over to my house if she needed someplace safe/secret to fuck, or just hangout in general
There's no "trying" pedophilia. You're a fucking pedophile and you always will be. The only difference is assaulting your niece makes you a sexual predator. If you gave a gun with one bullet to an average person and you were in the room with Hitler and Donald Trump. Guess who's getting shot?
we spent christmas at my wife´s parents house with her family, started feeling sick so i took some medicine, left her with the kids there, and went home to sleep, by the time i got home i was feeling better, so i spent christmas by myself drinking eggnog and watching die hard. it was the best fucking christmas i´ve had in a long time. i know its stupid, but i was feeling guilty.
Had a bitch ex, broke up with her cause she was nuts. She stalked me for a bit, so I got sick of her and started telling everyone about her "secret" tumblr page where she would post nudes. She took it down relatively fast, but everybody knew from then on how attention hungry/cock hungry she was. Labeled a whore. Oops
im a 20-something male and regularly use my 20-something female roommates vibrators and dildos, shove her toothbrush up my ass, use her hair ties as cock rings, and just generally abuse her personal space for my sexual pleasure when she's at her college classes. i'm pretty sure its just rooted in mental illness because i'm in no way attracted to her, physically or otherwise. i also like to wear a hair tie around my dick and balls when i go shopping so my package is prominent and sensitive. i wish i had a vibrating butt plug so i could wear that out too
>>736684844 If they did get caught it wasn't because of her. According to her, she made 11000 dollars in 8 weeks. She stopped because she couldn't explain to her mom where she got all of the extra spending money. Babysitting could not explain the stuff she was buying.
I have intimacy issues. I deslike the idea of been naked with someone else, even got uncomfortable with a prostitute once, I was drunk and I didn't get an erection, basically 100 bucks for a bj. 23yo, good looking I guess, 1.95, I was fat, lost around 35kg, maybe Average dick 13~14cm, Virgin, never even kissed. People say I might be gay, today I even don't know my sexuality, maybe bi, maybe a phase. Depression, sleeping pills, I don't have a job, I don't talk to anyone "romanticly", I keep turning down some good opportunities to hookup idk why. That's my shitty life.
I grew up with a brother that didn't ever give me a moments respite from his horseshit. i was the but of every joke that was told. i also never really had friends until junior year of high school. so instead i hung out with my brother and his friends. which made the issue multiply by 10 at least. and this included some physical stuff as well. lots of fist fights. now i can't really connect with anyone, because i just assume that they will make me the but of their jokes so instead i make them the recipient of my jokes. all the friends i have are just asshole who like to make fun of each other. there is no capability for connection, and if i were to try i'd just fail anyway because i have no experience connecting with people.
Then there is my mom. i love my mom, but she is the most overemotional person that has crossed my path, she cries every single day about something. i don't know what, she'll find something to make her sad and cry about it. but i can't bring this up, because everyone outside my family just sees her as the cheery person she is when she's outside the house. a few month's ago my uncle (long time hero of mine) died. i felt nothing, i have lost some innate ability in me to feel for things. then i missed his funeral because my mom didn't tell me, when i asked her why she said that she thought i had school. i told her that i would have skipped for the funeral of my life long hero and she burst into tears.... making me an asshole for making my mom cry. but as it happened i realised that i can't feel, because there has never been room for my emotions. there was always someone beating them down or over shadowing them... worse than that is i know whats wrong, but i don't want to fix it. life is easier with out feeling. so i'll stuff it down and not talk about it after this. i might die of a stress induced heart attack at 45, but who gives a fuck.
I never touched a gril before 20 years old (actual gf). Before 20 years old i was probably porn addicted; in fact my sexuality now is not very satisfying. Sometimes i prefer to jerk off than fuck my gf. I think i might have a problem. Until 20 I always did pervert things. 9 years old i sucked the cock of my best friend, and sometimes I did gay things while pre-teen. I think this happens beacuse i was too shy to talk with girls. Never kissed before 17. First time sex, now at 20 years old. I still masturbate with my best friend, but we are straight. I don't know why but i think love/sexuality are impossibile to understand for me. Sometimes I got pervert things about everyone, about everything. Sometimes i don't like my girlfriend anymore, sometimes yes, i don't know. I always thought sex is not this "wonderful" thing. I think the "think of sex" is what attract us human beings too much.
>>736687390 >3 gigs of lost media that I've found/collected >wont post it because it ruins value kek because sharing it online would hurt your leverage when the chinese and russians have a bidding war over your 3 gigs of shit no one cares about
I saw some serious shit when I was like ten. It still fucks with me to this day. I'm 19 as of tomorrow. You can say it was hallucinations, a demon or a random black guy from next door. I saw a being around my house for about two years after the first time I saw it. I never told my family because I know they would think I had a nightmare and was being a pussy. It eventually left my mind entirely, I forgot about all of it. Until about two years ago. When I saw it again. I don't know what it is but I feel it pushing me to do things I don't want to do. The first time I almost killed myself because of it's push to do so. I still don't know what to do. Or who to tell. I told my gf. The creepy thing is she's seen something similar to what I did. This isn't much of a confession but it is a secret.
This is not a ghost story, I don't know what it is. It could be hallucinations. But I promise I am not making this up.
There's an alleyway at the side of my house where local youth gather to smoke and drink. I walked up there the other week and a group of girls asked me to go in the shop and buy them alcohol.
>what do I get? >one says I'll show you my tits She's chubby about 16 >OK Purchase alcohol ask her to get tits out she does >whips cock out they all look a bit amazed as I fap one is staring and I see her licking her lips >tell her to squeeze her tits together and her nipples are getting hard >blow load on the floor in front of them >they all giggle I thank them and leave
I'm thinking about staying virgin until 30 and being like Jesus, because I'll most likely fuck up my life, and find a person that I'll regret spending my time with, or I'll never find one that I'd enjoy being with, at all.
when I was holidaying in Amsterdam I went to a public pool and in the locker room a young boy approached me and asked to suck me off, I was nursing a sizable load so i let him. Only moment of faggotry in my life.
>>736689659 could tell he'd worked a cock before, the head was fairly straightforward, maybe a bit toothy. But he gargled the balls well and worked my muffler which made me cum so that was a little icing on the cake
This half breed nigger girl at college fancied me and wouldn't leave me alone so I decided to mess with her. I fucked the shit out of her did some real dirty stuff to her. Then I asked her if I could fuck her younger sister. She actually agreed, and even joined in a little.
>>736684184 I feel bad for slipping away and drinking my way through family gatherings too, anon. Something comes over me, it makes me feel ashamed to spend time with them afterwards too; but normally I love spending quality time with each of them.
>>736686553 Man you might find it valuable to read about lifetraps, I can't give you any good advice myself. But it sounds like you have a definite pattern of external sources of negativity in your life that impact your happiness. You're worthy of the same respect and freedom as every other human, and you don't owe shit to anyone who doesn't respect that.
>>736686639 Maybe he subconsciously doesn't want to have retard babies, and doesn't want his sister to have retard babies. Assuming she's his biological sister and thus carries some of the same genes as him, his genes probably have greater odds of success if both he and his sister mate with more genetically distant partners.
I met up with chunky/ugly desperate chicks off Plentyoffish and OKcupid with the intent to get them pregnant then disappear right before they give birth. I talk hot bullshit about how i want to raise a family with them and all this other trash. A lot of these women are in thier mid 30s and are thirsty for a husband and give me what I want way to easy.
>>736691423 Girl Probly single digits asks if she can watch my dick do that sperm thing. I say yes as long as I can see her vagoo. She agrees and sits legs wide open fingering while I fap. Blew huge load thanked her moved on. Keked about the sperm thing after.
>>736692576 We were 16 sister 14. Wasn't awkward I had joked with her before about fucking her sister. The sister would walk around half naked and had caught us having sex a few times. So I got her to give me a BJ while watching TV. Hey sister walked I and stared. I asked if she wanted to suck it to. She looked nervous at first but then her sister said go on I'll let you. I blew so hard in her mouth almost instantly. Gradually moved onto fucking her while the older sister watched. Few times I went from one to the other or had one suck the others grool from my dick
>>736693818 I knew a kid called Eddie that lived next to me. I used to play snes with him and my other friend. One day his i walked past his house and it was all boarded up. Thought they fucked off n never told anyone. Turnd out they did just just, but because good ol Eddie decided to get a bit touchy feely with his 3yo niece. Never seen him again after that.
Looked through a turbo racist antisemite /pol/ friend's internet history when I was over at his place while he was taking a piss and his bookmarks were swarming with big black cock cuck porn.
Later when he returned I was browsing whatever the fuck and made a "what if we take a look at your internet history" comment. Instant "Nooooooooooooo" from him. I didn't really know what to do or say about that fact.
>>736694496 That time was actually just me and the sister. Eldest one was asleep and we were messing about downstairs. She asked me if I'd fuck her up the ass. We used olive oil for lube. She moaned about the pain at the start but I didn't care (half nigger remember) she asked me not to cum in her ass, soon as she said that I let my cock blow. Pulled out after to her complaining saying she had to go shit to get the cum out.
im autistic and cant help being aloof and awkward in conversations with coworkers and making new friends its driving me insane i just want to know what caused me to be who i am but ashamed of it and myself for my past actions present situation and future opportunities.
>I went on a night out with my 3rd cousin, she doesnt live near me so i was showing her the nightlife >After a nice night out and a few drinks i decided to drop her off in the taxi. >She asked me to come in for a few more so i did. After a few drinks she asked me to stay over. I thought nothing of it obviously. >We was in bed and then she rolled over and kissed me. >At this point i was drunk so thought fuck it.. >we was kissing for a bit then she started kissing down my chest and was sucking me off. >it was dark so i got my phone and turned the flash on so i could watch. >she was good. she was spitting all over it and making it very wet. she sat up and started to ride me. >After a few minutes i turned her around, bent her over and fucked her doggy. >As i was about to cum i turned her around andd gave her a facial. mainly went in her mouth but it was great she sucked me dry and then she went and washed herself and we went to sleep. >it was a good night, bit weird but good
>>736696224 A couple of times I managed to force my way into the back doors. But I preferred fucking her while her sister watched (normally flicking da bean same time) I tried to get the younger one to eat a creampie but she said it was to weird.
>>736699901 Older women can look hella good if they take care of themselves. If she gave birth young and they're both ~18, she can be as young as 36-38. But even women in their early 40s can look like they're in mid 30s. Asians factually don't age until they hit 50s.
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