Green text time. >Let's call him J. >It was a casual night between J and I, staying up all night playing games and watching movies. >We usually get high during these nights. >This particular night J decides to hold back a bit on getting fried. >Eh, whatever, more for me. >I need to add here that J is a very cocky guy. He is somewhat fit and thinks he's a lot more muscular than he is. >Either way, J manages to be a lot more muscular than I am. I'm all skin and bones, weighing in at 134lbs at 5'7 >He has a habit of showing off his muscles, even to me. >I've known him since childhood so I'm used to it and try to play along to avoid hurting him. >He tells me I should bulk up, and asks me to try and lift these 25lb weights he has. >I struggle immensely and get embarrassed as he hardly struggles at all with them. >We get on the subject of physique through all this and end up dicking around and wrestling. >He obviously wins, but, instead of just pinning me and getting up as per usual, this time he pins my wrists really hard on the ground. >He leans in a bit and I freak out and I ask him what he's doing. >"Do you find me atteactive, anon?"
>I didn't respond at all, I felt the vibe he was sending out, and wanted nothing of it. >"I think you do. I mean, you're hard, aren't you?" >His lower legs wrapped around me a bit tighter and he grinded on me a bit. >I was diamonds, but who wouldn't be after being pinned down and being so close to someone? >I was pretty much too shocked to speak. This guy was always so alpha that I hadn't even thought about the possibility of him being bisexual or gay. >J leans in more kissing me. >I reject the kiss multiple times, and finally tell him >"Please don't do this." >Guess how well that worked? Not at all. >Suddenly he uses one of his hands to hold my head somewhat still and force kisses me. >This was the point where I realized it's pretty much over. I'm not at all strong enough to fight him, and doing so would only make it even more painful. >I kiss back somewhat hoping it'll eventually make him stop. >I was very wrong. >He lifts up, and moves a bit forward, sitting on my chest. >I feel his erection through his shorts. >J stands a bit and pulls hit shorts and boxers down enough to reveal his dick. >ohshitimsoraped.jpg
>we share a moment of kinda awkward silence as he strokes his cock somewhat close to my face. >"will you blow me?" J asks. >"can we please stop?" I reply. >He responds negatively to this, scooting up a bit more before his cock is literally an inch away from my mouth. >"Come on, just do it." >I open my mouth to reply and he shoves his cock inside it. >I pretty much accepted fate here and blew him for a few minutes. >He pulls out of my mouth and stands up. >"Sit up, on your knees." >I do as I am told and sit on my knees. Little do I know this is where things get really uncomfortable.
>J puts his cock in my mouth again, this time a bit rougher though. >I gag multiple times. >It goes on for a few minutes that felt like forever. >I sort of adapt and don't gag as much. >He takes this as a signal to advance. >J grabs my hair (I sleep in a ponytail but usually wear my hair in a bun or down.) >Pulls me off his cock then pushes me 10x harder onto his cock. >I gag over and over and eventually almost fall onto my back from my knees. >J grabs my head very hard. >"Stick your tongue out." >I knew what was coming next. Or should I say cumming? >He strokes his cock for half a minute then cums on my face and tongue. >"Lick it up and swallow it." >I do so, the taste wasn't terrible, but it wasn't exactly good either. >I suck him off a bit more to cleanup. >He goes and lays down on the bed we shared. >I head to the bathroom and cry for a minute or so. >I use the restroom and come back out to find him half asleep. >I decide to just go to bed and try and never think about this ever again. >Just as I'm about to fall asleep I feel his erection rubbing up against my butt.
>>736384593 Not OP but for example I share a bed with my male best friend. We are both straight as fuck. That is just the living situation we are in. Imagine Frank and Charlie from Always Sunny but in real life
>I audibly gasp, hoping he didn't hear me. >J gets up real close and spoons me from behind. >His hand goes from my shoulder to my face. >I feel his finger inch over to my mouth. >He forces a finger in my mouth and makes me relive the blowjob all over again, but this time, with his large fingers. >The entire time this happened he was practically dry humping me. >I feel him head for my waist and he tries to unbutton my jeans. >He struggled with it for a minute then finally unbuttoned them. >He unzipped my pants shortly after then yanked down on them. >He then pulled down my boxers so that my ass was exposed. >His cock was pulled from his shorts yet again. >It rubs up near my ass for a while. >He teased me with it over and over. >I hear him spit into his hand and stroke his cock. >He then began to finger my ass, trying to I guess lube it up with spit a little? >Full throttle cock into my ass after some fingering.
Not exactly comfortable going on from this point because it was insanely painful and resulted in me crying from pain and shame.
>>736384316 >ck for half a minute then cums on my face and tongue. >>"Lick it up and swallow it." >>I do so, the taste wasn't terrible, but it wasn't exactly good either. >>I suck him off a bit more to cleanup. >>He goes and lays down on the bed we shared. >>I head to the bathroom and cry for a minute or so. >>I use the restroom and come back out to find him half asleep. >>I decide to just go to bed and try and never think about this ever again. >>Just as I'm about to this is either a tumblr bitch or a fag
Am I the only one here who suspects that a tank top wearing twink that masterbates to this sexual encounter, blew the guy without any actual physical violence, and then returned to a shared bed where he pressed his ass up against his dick, might actually himself be a repressed faggot?
Like i hate to be that guy, but it sounds like you wanted it.
>>736387411 I mentioned this earlier in a response to a question, but I at the time was not completely sure what I wanted. I was under the influence of a bit of alcohol and a ton of pot. I didn't know what I wanted sexually and there was so much going on so quickly that I was unsure what to say or do.
I need to think through things or else I freak out under pressure.
OP... Just remember to pay more attention to the people that you drink and smoke weed with... See, shit like this, what i can say is: Blaming yourself, won't help...matter of fact, throwing blame around won't change anything nor solve anything. Learn from it and be honest and give yourself time to see what it all meant to you. Maybe if he was more nice and less aggressive you would had enjoyed yourself...don't feel guilty trying to understand how far the whole thing was good and bad for you. You need to be honest to yourself. Plus if i was you, i would carry a taser or some non lethal tool that at least gives me something to reach in a moment like that, strength is not just muscles, being prepared is strength too...but that's just IMHO.
In the end man, don't drag yourself into a shitty mind frame, bad things happen and good things can happen to...take care anon.
>>736387587 Thank you very much for that. I have learned from it and promptly moved on from it. I don't feel like a huge victim or anything. But I still feel somewhat shameful and afraid to get into relationships.
>>736387752 I don't know about technicalities but he did say no. I ain't a stickler for consent laws, frankly I could give a shit but I think saying no but not physically resisting due to fear or otherwise still makes it count towards rape. If this did happen, give the guy a break.
>>736387776 For you to be in a relationship, the other person needs to want to be with you too. And yes, we live in a world full of jerks, so your experience won't change the fact that you may encounter more shitty people...manipulating, aggressive, confused, insecure, distant...you name it, there's always that chance. but the thing is, if you try and keep going, you can eventually find amazing people. Friends, loved one...just remember to pay attention at people around you. Remember to be honest with yourself and respect those around you...having friends that you can really trust can help a lot anon. Don't give up when there's still time to go on...or something like that, it's all IMHO.
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