High school drop out 10 years ago, successful climb to system engineer management, have awesome supportive wife, used to be real fat, got real fit, now kinda chubby again. penis is thick and regular length. I'm a decent person that understands peoples needs and y'all are a bunch of self consumed retards that would do much better if you could manage to figure out your autism to the stretch of human interaction and listening..... otherwise..... dildo in ass til dead? IDK, you do you.
Whaddu talkin' bout anon? Christian homes are pretty stable aside from the bullshit you'll hear from popular celeb edgemeister jewbag assholes. Atheist parents are pretty horrible from what I gather as are gay parents.
>>734579443 >Be 30 >Was doing fine on my own >Mom found dick BF >Told her he was a dick >Didn't believe me >She wants to marry him >He cheats on her >She goes mental >Almost dies of Alcohol poisoning due to depression >Spends all of her savings because she can't find a job due to bad shoulder/ankle >Move back in with her so she doesn't break down again and can afford to keep her house
Sometimes anon, we must sacrifice ourselves for the ones we love. Do I miss my old life, sure. But if she were to die and I wasn't there when I could have been, it would be worse than anything imaginable.
For a young, sexually active male, not using a condom is dangerous and stupid, but you already knew that. You dodged a bullet so far, but haven't yet ruined your entire future. For a young, sexually active female, not using a condom or hormonal bc leads directly to fucking your life for good.
I was guessing some place where bc is expensive/illegal or socially stigmatized. Here in the US, that excuse doesn't fly.
>29 >decent apartment >white knight real life spend 50% of income to help others >decent job >educated electrician, teacher and mech engineer >no gf/bf i dont like relationships >bisexual, family doesnt know because im a pussy
Your religion isn't my concern, as I'm guessing you're not too worried about God punishing you for non-procreative sex. Young women who somehow think birth control is more sinful than making babies they're incapable of providing for..... that's the problem.
I'm just really confused as to why the females in your life don't take even the most minimal steps to protect themselves. In your case- simply being on /b/ is a testament to poor life choices overall. Like all the rest of us faggots.
>Just turned 29 >Been getting strung along by my ex from 6 years ago >We reconnected last summer, went to san fran for her b-day, had sex a few times >She wanted me to go back to school like her >I was too afraid >Things just kind of simmered out over the last few months >I haven't worked since october. cashed out my 401k and racked up credit card debt >down to my last 8k 401k to cash out >I am in demand as a trucker, but I don wanna for some reason >I like driving trucks >But I wish that my parents were dead so I could kill myself without hurting anyone.
>>734580488 Joining the army doesn't suit unstable minds. Switch country and get medical attention. Anxiety is payed for by the state in my country you get to live with fulltime payment. It's impossible to get work if you have anxiety and you need support.
>>734580985 You can't help anxienty by joining the army. It doesn't make you normal it's a medical condition. You need speciel attention to help get over it. Tell your friends and family about it and figure out a plan.
>be me a year ago >18, socially autistic and kinda chubby >shitty job >parents kick me out for reasons >had to get better job >actually enjoy it >going to gym and actually starting to look like a gym rat or pt or something >actually have savings
Parents kicking me out finally got me out of my shell and turned me into a man, you autistic faggot.
>TFW still no gf because social anxiety still lingers
>>734578403 Lol a 22 yr old trying to tell me how to live my life.
I was on my own at your age, and i had 2x as much with a girl of 2yrs She's gone, the jobs gone, and so is my money and beautiful beautiful luxuries, all by choice Still trying to find "happy" Soo shh until ur little bubble pops
>>734580817 My parents were apostates. Ex-christfags who basically didn't give a shit anymore. They did reasonably well at raising me despite my own myriad of issues. Thing is, everyone I knew growing up either used birth control or else did not fuck, so your story just sounds foreign to me.
Aside from JEESUS, being lazy, having a latex allergy or being clueless, I'm not sure where it comes from, is all.
Christians who understand there are more important things in Heaven & Earth than interrupting the sacrament of coitus are /b/ros. Ones who don't, are kinda frustrating, tbh.
From what I witnessed it apparently has a lot to do or helps. I'm in America and I've seen plenty. They tend to be way more stable than any extreme atheist I've seen. The most fucked up people I've witnessed were niggers.
Most of the Christians I've talked to were usually like their own motivational speakers or doing some sort of community outreach.
>20 >I do a lot of drugs but not irresponsibly >College student, generally worthless major though >Unemployed, but looking for a job >Kinda fat, but working out now >Got a few minor mental issues, cost me my girlfriend >Still fucked up about it
Life sucks but I'm trying to do better for myself. Doesn't seem like it's helping though.
>>37 years old >>self medicated with weed alcohol and meth >> 6 years ago I took bath salts and Killed 3 people on a random spree >>hid the body parts in various locations >>every once in a while I dig up the parts and masturbate on the bones and dried flesh bit. >>Scared that I am going to get caught made me stay awake for days trying to think of a way to permanently finish the job >>like fapping on the remains to much to really clean it up >>started taking cymbalta to try and curb the anxiety of my guilty conscious and black heart >>Started taking opiates to dull the pain and numb out the anxiety and evil thoughts >>lost my teeth because of meth so totally stopped the meth >>have the urge to face peel someone and video tape it >>Stalking a few people as targets and learning their patterns >>spend all my time now outside of work fapping to the idea of torture and pain >>burn myself to accentuate my orgasms >>now only on H to keep the evil at Bay >> Be me and never love life ever again except through death
>>734581896 I've seen stable christians, wack-a-doodle christians, okay mormons, severely deranged mormons, every imaginable kind of jew, and a few non-jihadi muslims. And agnostics, atheists, buddhists, etc.
Some of these faiths have teachings that can lead people into trouble. The "birth control is evil" meme is one of the shittier Christian afflictions, but even then you have a range from reasonable to batshit insane. Protecting Islam by ignoring 3 of the Pillars and massacring everyone you disagrees with you is another shit-tier meme. First grill i ever dated was a Muslim who didn't follow that meme.
Islam isn't itself a cancer, but there are some incredibly retarded concepts that some Muslims cling to. Same with Christianity. Same with all the others.
I'm not defending or attacking Jesusfags, but when they DO preach faggotry, I will stand up to it.
>>734580234 why do you spend so much on other people? fuck the others anon, just take care of yourself. sure, it sounds selfish, but you'll be better equipped to help others if you work on yourself first (if thats what you do with all that money, anyways)
>>734583433 >>734583528 Ha, ha. She liked sex and she is certainly tougher than I am. Yeah, she was more assertive in almost all aspects of her life, but she knew that my lacking will was an inferior adversary to do battle with.
>19 yr old >spent all of high school doing drugs and chasing tail >Basically failed out switched to charter school for diploma >decided to get my shit together, Pretty smart in school >Community College class first semester failed 1 class but besides that all As and Bs >just got a shitty job but pays $11/hr >plan to work 3rd shift and go to school during the day >trying to get a PHD Its a gonna be hard as hell but can't kill a kid for dreaming right?
>>734584271 if that's you, you're not even remotely ugly you would slay so much puss under the right circumstances for the career stuff, think of what you want out of life then go get it maybe you want to own a house one day or retire or something
>>734585301 That is me, still have hard time getting chicks idk why man i feel ugly or something. Idk what career to take dude :( I feel like i want something that pays well that isn't miserable... I'm 21 and i'm already late starting don't even have my g.e.d dunno what to do.
>>734585123 >>734585421 Lmao, solid plan? This kid failed a community college class, there's no way he's getting a PhD, i doubt he dropped out of highschool failed a community college class and just suddenly "got his shit together"
>>734585508 For what it's worth I think you're really attractive~. As for what to do...maybe a trade school? It'd only take 2-3 years for certain tracks and you'd get a decent salary/might not even have to get a g.e.d. or stuff. I'm thinking of past friends who went into welding, something with cars...basically anything manual you can take at a quick trade school. Close friend of mine was 23 with no direction...got himself into community college tech course and now does x-rays and such for people at around $30 an hour for a private clinic (now 29). Not bad I think~. Look into tech schools anon~.
>>734585508 It's literally never too late to do anything. It's only too late when you're a cold dead corpse bro. Just remember that, even if people make fun of you. You might become one of these guys that are stuck in their late thirties thinking they will never get anything because they think it's over for them and they won't consistently try. Remember, for anyone, people WILL make fun of you. Take a stand, grow some fucking balls, and accept where you are. You are a very late bloomer. You are unsure of your life. You are not good with women. If you practice and decide instead of wallowing in your sadness, it may lead to results. Think positively constantly. Obviously it's hard, but if it was easy you wouldn't get anything out of it.
all that aside, >over 50k in debt >never been in a real relationship >somewhat a virgin (I have done oral) >puts baby powder in undies every day. >out of shape with no time to do something about it besides diet which, being so busy have no time to cook healthy. also lazy af
Not sure where you'd place me. I mean, i have the money for shit. i just have zero free time and been this way for a couple years.
>>734578031 >32 >Associate's degree >working on communication major, specializing in business comms >3.7 gpa >employed at hardware store >Overweight >No GF >Parents keep me around because brother an heroed and I make them laugh, help with their shit.
I don't like where I am- I'm not content with it. But I don't feel like an heroing.
>>734586333 No probs c:~ but yeah tech schools might be the way to go. Even fresh out of tech school after 3 years my friend was starting off at $14-$18 I believe...he just kept working and building references and exp and got offered a high salary from a small clinic and stuff c:. Also good to note that although education is great there are certain tracks where exp is much more important (had an ex who never did uni and flopped at hs but got paid 50k a year to put together 18-wheelers and previously he did trucking and got 90k a year for that)...so don't freak out too much about your past education flops and look to putting in some hard work for a few years but getting a great payout if you push yourself~.
>>734586981 You'd be looking into vocational schools I think..sorry I thought they were similar but Google said otherwise~. So apparently both are shorter alternatives to post-secondary education but vocational gives you a certificate of completion and gives you hands-on training whereas tech schools seem to give you like associates degrees or pre-college stuff. So yeah...vocational schools are what you're looking for. Wish you the best of luck anon! Just think about stuff you're naturally good at and if anything you find matches up with it :).
>>734578031 >18 years old skinny white skeleton man >kissless virgin >go to one of the top 10 schools in my country (USA) >see people all around me pursuing careers in medicine and law and receiving high academic honors while i receive none >feel worthless and inadequate even though most people would think i'm fine and not a loser >no ambition or goals, poor confidence and social skills >tend to think people that like me actually hate me >always feel like shit due to undiagnosed mental illness, also i'm too much of a pussy to get it checked out >no vision for the future, going into uni just to waste time but at least its super cheap in my situation >always feel like killing myself but would never do it since i don't want my family to suffer >whatamidoingwithmylife.jpg
I'm not trying to be all "look i'm a poor smart kid who thinks he has it bad when he doesn't", but I genuinely feel like I offer nothing to this world and am destined to rot alone. what some would call a loser.
> Be Me > 37 > went to uni to be a software engineer during the dotcom boom > shit is worse than working at mcdonalds > got a CDL, and now i drive truck > 9000% happier > own my house > no gf. dated too many psychos, and lost faith in women. Have the odd one i bang from time to time (no commitments) > 0 fucks given
I enjoy my peace & quiet, no bullshit lifestyle. Pays better than working some bullshit mcjob, and i can tell people to go fuck themselves.
>>734578031 >26 >Live with parents >Have job >Make decent pay >Always broke because shitty spending habits >Just a general piece of shit and feel like a waste of oxygen most days >Dwelling over a girl from 4 years ago >Probably gunna just kill myself soon
>24 >still live with parents >skinny shit >don't like being around many people so gym is a pain >cannot for the life of me attract a girl whatsoever >can't find anything i'm good at. some people are naturals at things, while i'm shit at everything from the start >will probably get a boring job in some cubicle to which i'll commute for 2 hours in traffic working for a boss i can't stand >99.9999% chance i'll amount to nothing in life could be worse though. at least i'm not black
>>734588361 I'd like to get into real estate too. >dropping out of college >did a lot of youtube-watching on REI What did you do for your first rental prop? Any advice or tips for a 21 year old thinking about moving back home to st.pete FL and looking to start REI? I was thinking I'd live with parents debt free and just work a job and save money (im very frugal) and then use that to somehow get started.
>>734584271 Known quite a few people in similar and even worse situations man. Itll get better. You at least have a job. Depending on your age and location there are resources for high school dropouts that will help you get a GED for free and set you up with therapy and a better job. Also some will pay for college if you jump through the hoops,
>>734580021 I would leave her to die i fucking hate it when someone dont listen me when im telling the truth i started only to warn people 1-2 times they dont listen to what is obvious i lett them do it when it happens it best feeling ever
>>734578031 30 Good job Bitch wife that drives me insane. Made me punch a wall from anger. Threatened to leave last month.
I stalked her for a few months before I finally asked her out. Got her information from a mutual friend, like job, home address and college. Obsessed with her the same today as 8 years ago. Won't ever let her leave. Told her if I can't have you no one will have you. I'm safe though. She doesn't work and relies on me too much.
>>734587762 Thats what I do....the first few minutes before the life is gone....there is a certain warmth its feels alive then slowly gets cold with ambient temperature...kind of like spaghetti you dont eat right away but you pretend its warm and its still tasty and fulfilling...I want to make out with a face peeled chick...maybe cut her tongue out next time...and fuck her face...
>32 and live at home with my mom >Only working part-time >Working on a creative career that may never happen, but I can't stand normal jobs. >Almost certain that I have undiagnosed anxiety and depression.
>Job pays about $15/hr >Have an associate's degree, so it would only be a couple years for a bachelor's >Feel like I am getting better at what I want to do for a career. >Go to the gym somewhat regularly. Only a few pounds overweight.
26 Stationed in shitty southern spain Living alone in big empty house No waifu or kiddies to care for Can only spend money on trips or Exotic sluts that ill never love. Meeting strange ass every night that only wants me cause im american Tfw all european young girls want is sex and not love or families Constantly reminded that ill be alone in europe and forced to take stupid trips around here and bone random euro whores for some type of fulfilment. My life is a fuckin joke
>>734590999 >>Almost certain that I have undiagnosed anxiety and depression. Nice. Just sharpie your skin black and become a nigger fucking useless nigger. Pointing blame is as low as a nigger. Why are you even alive also? Just fucking do it man. Wasting my tax money.
no one is safe In one quick turn of events all that material can disappear and I will laugh as you realize you are just as equal to me as I am to in the nude...But the difference is Ill take your life as you beg and we will see who the true loser is...
>>734589900 So what. She's a lazy bitch. Doesn't cook or clean. I cook for us. She hired a cleaning lady. She does nothing all day, but order crap online. She ordered a gumball machine last week. It was $200. What fuck would she need with a gumball machine? She refuses to walk the dog that she wanted.
lol... not in north america... the roads are extemely shit tier here. Listen to a lot of podcasts.
Moved into my house a couple years ago, after the 3 year process of evicting a welfare recipient that was in there. I will never rent a house out again. After the process of getting someone out, then doing all the rennovations. It's not worth it.l
>>734578031 Where do I start... I was actually fairly popular in highschool but most of my friends turned out to be thugs so I ditched them. I'm not exactly a perfect person myself but these dudes were pushing murder status but on top of that my Girlfriend offed herself last year and after that I've completely disconnected from soceity. I'm not talking "oh I'm too shy to talk to people" no I'm legitimately fearful of making relationships. Outside of work I probably haven't communicated with another human being in 7 months, the only thing that keeps me going is browsing this place(going on 11 years). Which just depresses me more when I see how your lifes have turned out. I feel my only reason for being here is proving that I'm not like the others, that my life isn't just a statistic but honestly it's hard. I don't know where I'll be next year but I just hope it's not underground, I don't know why but something tells me to keep going. Despite literally all signs telling me to stop I still find reasons to get out of bed, I don't know if by social standards I'm the biggest loser on this site but I can tell you one thing. Just by pure life quality no one can compete.
>31 >married, have an apartment, 2 cars >fit, cycle 150 miles per week, good paying job and combined household income of 200k >did everything right, played by the rules, went to university, never broke the law >intense need to isolate myself >don't feel sad, don't feel happy, don't feel useful, don't feel anything other than occasional annoyance >have mortgage, paying off cars, can't afford to leave >wife is the only thing keeping me from anhero >feel like a fucking cunt because I have things that everyone seems to want but still can't find contentment >going to continue doing what I'm doing until wife dies, or I die >if wife dies first, going to anhero but dunno how
At least you guys who don't have anything can set a goal and aspire to pull yourself out of your rut. I've got nowhere left to go.
>20 >hs dropout >live in shitty small apartment mostly on inheritance money which I also blow on a bunch of shit I don't need >got a decent vintage motorcycle but its also my only vehicle >employed but only barely, $10/hr but like 20 hrs a week >occasionally strung along by batshit insane whales but too much autism to land an actual good gf
at least met some cool people in my apartment complex to smoke/drink and goon around on motorcycles with, could be worse
>Want to be an artist >No artistic skill whatsoever >Got a practical engineering degree instead of trying to improve art skills >Also shit at being an engineer
Do you know what it's like to technically have a bachelor's in mechanical engineering but still have to work a retail job at Walmart because your grades were shit and you never did an internship while studying? I do.
>>734585123 I got held back twice -- once in middle school, once in high school. I was too busy trying to get my dick wet and I was more interested in learning to play guitar, and whatnot. It was sex, drugs & rock 'n roll, but without the drugs. I also didn't handle the pressure well, as the school I went to was small grammar school ranked #1 in the country I grew up in.
Once in college, I got my shit together and a few years ago I got accepted to a PhD at an Ivy League school.
I'm a piece of shit. If I can do it, you can do it.
>>734578031 >30's >Live with mother and younger brother >Pay all the bills with full-time job and... Side work >Haven't had a girlfriend in years, just friends with benefits because I'm too dysfunctional >Probably have two kids, but no contact with them or their mothers due to extenuating circumstances
I don't know if I'm doing good or trapped in a downward cycle that will end badly for everyone. Wooo!
>>734596235 >Walmart because your grades were shit and you never did an internship while studying? I do. You act like all hope is lost when in reality you merely have to retrace a few steps. What's the issue?
>parents are slowly losing their mind >20 never graduated highscool >extended family excommunicated me for circumstances >wallows in depression for past 4 years >meet beautiful sweet girl if albeit kind of slow >we spend all day together everyday playing video games and fucking for a year and a half >she makes me start to care about my self and wanting to do better and be a better person >we start bickering over dumbshit >sometimes we "breakup" and get back together >2 weeks ago we broke up and didnt get back together >back to wallowing in depression
>homeschooled >socially autistic >moved out at 19 due to parents being mad at me >no college for me >move in with a bunch of tweakers >legit don't leave my room due to social anxiety and fear of tweakers >hundreds of piss bottles at any given time in room >goes on for a year >working $14 an hour job this whole time >move out after roommates uncle dies of overdose >move into shitty apartment all by myself >trying to improve now >still working same dead end job making $16 an hour (chemical analyst) >hope life will get better >forever alone >also never touched any drugs because too much of a pussy beta fag
>25 >been with gf for 2 years >daughter is 9 months old, has spent her entire life in a hospital >dad just diagnosed with prostate cancer >tonight at work I blacked out and woke up two hours away, no idea how i got there.
not sure if i'm a loser, but i needed to vent. probably just gonna kill myself.
>28 >Had to move back in with parents because of breakup last relationship >Takes me a long time to learn things and have a learning disability. >Have had over twenty jobs in my lifetime because of this. >Currently unemployed because was just fired AGAIN last week even though I was trying my hardest. >At least I have a boyfriend?
>>734578031 >25 yo >no job no gf >skinny af face covered with acne scars >socially retarded a bit autistic >can't talk to people >no courage to leave parents house >4 years going college and still freshman
>Own my own home >Have over 150K in debt, vast majority of that is mortgage
lol, if you have a mortgage, you do not "own your own home". You own some equity in a house, and you have a giant albatross named Debt around your neck. As edgeanon pointed out rather edgily, it could all change for you rather quickly. I hope it does, you fuck!
>35 >no gf >no friends because moved cities twice after college >unfit but started lifting for 5 months >decent job, have my own place (renting), but >afraid to put down roots anywhere >life going nowhere
>14 >dated girl for 4 years >gets dumped >be 20 >still not over her >still talk to her daily >think i still have a chance with her >can't find the motivation to date anyone else >too much of a pussy to date anyone else anyway because i'm afraid she'd get mad
>>734578031 >be 27 >moved to Europe because hipster idiot >met girl, married >found decent job >ff 3yrs >wife got fat and doesnt make me hard anymore, so no sex. >wife left me cause no sex >Lost new job after 1 month because "too much of an introvert". >risking being a hobo at 30 y/o because I am myself, a /b/tard.
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