Why haven't you killed yourself yet, /b/?

I dont think im ready to say goodbye to someone ive never met
Miss you sister.
Always

Because anything is better then nothing

>>734477240
Don't have a gun yet. That's it

>>734477240
never got the chance
whenever I decide to something important comes up

idk just hoping one day I wake up with the courage
also undecided on the method. I'm a road runner and everyday I think about just heaving myself head first into oncoming traffic, but I don't want to ruin the person who hits me's day.

Voices in my head told me to wait some more time.

I'm saving for a gun.

My parents care too much, but I think I'd spare them the pain of watching their child become a heroine addicted useless bum if I become an hero.

Cuz am not a wuss lmao

I'd have to throw out all my embarrassing sex toys and crossdressing clothes first

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>>734477240
I don't know how to get a gun and it'd be too hard to get (gun laws)

i don't want to kill myself any other way, i'd pussy out of a hangin

>>734477240
Moms still alive.

>>734479664
>>734478497
Just buy a 12ga flare gun and file out the tube, that's what I did. Shells fit perfectly. No need to register it; it's a signalling device. This plus ammo is 65 bucks give or take. Got both at walmart, just an ID check (bought them separately so as to not raise suspicion). Now I just gotta do prep work

>>734480838
See
>>734480972

>>734477240
I made a promise not to until you do first

>>734477240
The trash doesn't get picked up until Tuesday.

>>734481018
im not american

>>734478497
>>734479664
>>734480972
Go to a shooting range you idiots.

>>734481556
That is reason enough to kill yourself.

>>734478716
dude exactly the same

It's a selfish act. To off yourself and never get to speak to loved ones ever again is unfair to them. I can't and won't just leave like that.

>>734477240
cuz my parents

>>734477240
Because a life is better than no life.

>>734481596
Why would I do that when I can do what anon said here?
>>734480972
Idiot

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>>734481970
That's such a ridiculous trope.

What of the selfishness of keeping a miserable person alive just so you can be around them. My life, my choice. Period.

>>734481970
So what's keeping you alive? To be happy? You work hard to be happy but it's all temporary. It's all a fucking rollercoaster of highs and lows, and knowing about overpopulation, I feel as if the world is better off without me. But I won't give in to my suicidal tendencies. I don't know why.

>>734482101
You have no idea if that's true.

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I don't fucking know /b/ bro something is holding me back though.

Cus of my family. Also u dont need a gun just jump in front of a train

>>734477240
Because I fucking love my life

>>734482103
Then do it faggot. Make a homemade shit tier gun that may not work properly and blow off half your face.

You won't do that or the shooting range thing because you are a coward.

You will just whine online. Bitch and moan with no action.

Cuz my mom, only

>>734477240
I'm really wondering it

because I have daughter to worry about

>>734477240
because i have kids

>>734482917
Murder suicide?

>>734478381
This is fucking bullshit.

Those single shot zip guns are pretty cool. Build one yourself

>>734480838
If you're actually black you shouldn't do it by hanging anyway tbh. Would be kinda fucked up.

>>734478381
>>734483009

Everyone in this thread should listen to Louie CK here.

>>734482209
Based post.

>>734483172
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PabHo3FHX6Q

Forgot the link

>>734482495
Fuck off.

because watching trump win is too much fun.

>>734483005
I'm not white.

>>734480694
This

>>734483271
What race are you mate?

>>734482209
then go ahead faggot

>>734482561
Why you gotta get mad

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Smells like summer and newfags in here. Look at all them edgy cunts trying so hard.

>>734482441
I know what you mean, OP here is feeling you on that shit. Is it the fact that you're no longer conscious once you die?

>>734483271
Inb4 some /pol/faggot tells this anon to kill himself.

I mean you probably should, it's just not because of your race is all I'm saying.

>>734482721
What is the first thing that comes to mind when you think of a reason to live?

I'm going to admit I am a newfag litterally just figured out how to reply to people fml,can't even green text either

>>734483458
I'm not mad.

I'm intentionally trying to provoke this faggot to kill himself so I can not think about how much I hate my own life.

Also, I meant what I said. He will just whine online. I get easily annoyed by people saying they are going to do something and not following through.

I don't tell people in my life or online that I will kill myself because I won't.
Meanwhile, there are countless faggots on here EVERY DAY talking about how they are going to kill themselves.
Just do it or don't.

>>734483121
I never said I was suicidal, speak for yourself. Op here

>>734483732
Just replied to the wrong post

>>734477240
Because my plan is to do it when I'm 33.

>>734483509
Oh look at an oldfag complain about newfags, you sound like a bitch

>>734483746
Settle down

>>734477240
>Why haven't you killed yourself yet, /b/?

That's a very good question. I was wondering that very thing today.

>>734483777
Nice fucking trips. I think you should get to choose one person in the thread to an hero and they have to do it.

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>>734483780
Here is a guide for you bro.

Try a few of them out.

>>734483858
Why not sooner? Or maybe find what makes you happy and do whatever the fuck you want. Live for yourself, and don't get hurt by shit. Leaving yourself vulnerable is simply isn't worth it.

Good question OP

I have seriously considered it over the last month, went as far as getting the noose ready and planning the time to do it. But yet here I am.

After every dark episode in you life, there will always be something better that will snap you out of, I guess I am kinda living from one of those moments to the next until its not enough to make me go on.

I have come to terms with death already, I have prepared a will and made sure that if I die my loved ones will not be faced with the burden of burial and all that entails.

Emotionally speaking for the loved ones is the one that I still struggle with. This is the most selfish thing you can do, ever. You will be hated and cursed since that's part of the grieving process, and some people will forgive you. But if you decide to be selfish, may as well go all the way.

What helps me right now is to numb the pain with gallons of liquor and chain smoking, I guess as long as I am alive, I am alive, even if its just a shell of its former self.

apparently idk how to tie knots lmao fell on my ass

>>734483930
What is your reason to live? In curious, op here

>>734483874
Oh, Im sorry to take away from your shit entertainment. Bitch.

>>734483894
I'm chill for the most part. But do you actually disagree with me about this cancerous suicide talk every day on /b/.

People love getting sympathy and wallowing in their own pity. This is why people who are really close to killing themselves are sometimes ignored. Because faggots like many of the anons in this thread constantly whine about being suicidal and never do it.

It's something you don't say unless you really mean it.

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>>734482254
Maybe we have to become buddhists or something and find a bliss of neutrality and no thought. who knows

Soon, don't worry, /b/. JK you cock hole.

>>734484088
OP here and do yourself a favor a smoke some weed instead. Do DMT, do acid or something, live for yourself, no one is more important than you. As for me, weed is what's keeping me stabilized arm. With my ADHD and anxiety, along with depression and anti social tendencies, the medications I'm prescribed tend to conflict with each other. That's why I smoke weed, it soothes everything, it almost turns the volume down in my head, you know?

If I blew my brains out on webcam for you niggers right now, would you unironically enjoy that? Or would it be too edgy for your taste?

>>734484109
Rent a motel with a tub, fill it up with warm water, slit your wrists real quick, and lay in the tub. Your blood with flow out easily that way, so you'll bleed out real quick.

>>734484723
Enjoy

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>>734477240
Because I fear death.

>>734484088
>What helps me right now is to numb the pain with gallons of liquor and chain smoking
>chain smoking
You're underage, aren't you?

>>734484629
Not the anon you were responding to but I am in a similar situation.

I live in Central MO and moved here 2 years ago so I lost all of my drug contacts gained in high school.
I have a weed guy but he just does that and has no other connections. Not even great weed.

Any tips on finding DMT or acid in places like MO or other shit tier states?

>>734484853
I don't fear death nearly as much as I fear life.

>>734484723
I would enjoy it.

I am really bored and depressed. Maybe your suicide will convince others to not kill themselves or turn their lives around.

You should definitely do it anon. Give your life purpose.

>>734484723
I'd masturbate to it, I don't give a fuck, OP here

Was hoping to tomorrow. Would be a lot easier.

>>734482209
This. What's more selfish. Wanting someone who's in pain to remain in pain because it would put you in pain otherwise... That's selfish

>>734484748
This seems like a bad way to go. Who actually wants to cut themselves that deep and be conscious through that much bleeding? I mean I guess I sound like a squeamish bitch, but I don't really think I'm squeamish. I just think a gun to the head would be better.

>>734477240
anti-depressants and marijuana.

>>734484878
Op here and idk what to tell you, I live in Cali

>>734484273
is that not the point of an online forum. For community and connecting with people? Get cancer.

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>>734477240
because this suicide meme is so fucking old! When will you damn /b/tards learn the difference between funny jokes and too far? does anyone on this damn board have any concept of what too far even is? I know most of you are serial killers, but can we please stop this meme? thank you.

>>734485141
This, and also weed, alcohol, and sex. Boys and girls are welcome with me, OP here

Can't think of a good way to do it. Something quick, painless, easy.

I dunno, maybe jumping off some high shit I guess, I don't wanna dive in front of a train and fuck up the conductor's day big time or anything like that.

>>734484748
that's fucked up. next im gonna try heroin/fentanyl at least that would look like an accident and not leave a mess.

>>734482254
If you're like me and don't believe an after life, the fear of nothing keeps me alive. I would rather live and experience all the shit that happens than rather be in a dark void dead, blind, dumb, and numb.

>>734484878
>I live in Central MO
This is enough to make a person want to die, I'm sure. Missouri and Arkansas are both fucking dogshit ugly states with nothing there.

>>734484088
But are you really alive?

>>734484629
I concur. Do some psychedelics or entheogens.

There is still work to be done yet brother

>>734484943
OP here and this, I feel you on that shit.

>>734484878
Cop off the darknet. My buddy bought acid numerous times, very easy to do with bitcoin. They shipped it to him in a little envelope disguised as a wedding invitation (acid).

>>734485285
Risk receiving brain damage? K

>>734485168
I guess I need to move again.

The only way to self medicate here is with whisky.
I wish I could go get a prescription for weed or find some acid again. I did some in High School and it was amazing.

>>734485083
I totally agree.

>>734485332
Op here and hell, even opiates for fuck's sake

>>734485463
OP!!!!!! [zalgo] why your post so friggin relatable?
nigga [/zalgo]

>>734485266
Oh. Yes. I forgot I just found someone else into BDSM. It also helps with the not-suiciding.

>>734477240
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>734481813
You mean to live, I'm an amerifag and this country is a joke, as are americans

>>734477240
im too lazy to make the effort

>>734483967
%triforce

>am I newfag yet

>>734485241
You completely missed my point anon.

Reread what I wrote. I'm not speaking against connecting with others or feeling a sense of community online.

I will say it one last time as direct and compacted as possible - either kill yourself or stop fucking whining about it. If you are suicidal, you can seek legitimate help or you can kill yourself.

Posting on /b/ is not seeking help when it comes to suicidal thoughts. It is seeking attention and mutual pity.

>>734485768
>/thread

>>734485313
Yea, I moved here to work with a charity service.

I thought helping people would help my depression but it has just made it worse.

This place is terrible.

>>734485891
Second this.

>>734485285
this would be the optimal way to go, fuck guns and all that messy shitty, doing a gram of heroin as your first time straight into the vein will make you blissfully fall asleep and never wake up

>>734486027
What's wrong with comiserating? If anything that can alleviate depression realizing you're not alone

>>734485549
Too much of a pussy to do this.

Thanks for the suggestion though anon.

>>734486178
Maybe try helping people in a less depressing place? It's a noble goal you had...

>>734477240
Because I love life.
Everyone who commits suicide is a pussy unaware of the complete irrelevancy of their own existance.

Things are never too bad not to go on.
And if you wanna end it anyways, why not do something you always dreamed of but never dared to do?

Even if it's dangerous, you wanna die anyways so just go for it.

Enjoy every second, they are limited, you will die anyways, you don't need to do anything to achieve that.

Don't be lazy, seize life, it will be over soon enough.

>>734479491
this

>>734483746
/thread

>>734486221
Nothing wrong with that at all anon.

I think we should discuss suicidal thoughts and depression openly.

My issue is with these anons who not only say it is a thought, but that they are also going to actually do it.

There was one faggot who posted shitty threads 3-4 times a day talking about how he was going to kill himself. He did this for months. Don't say you will if you won't.

>>734477240
I'm the world's worst procrastinator.

>>734486248
Op here and sounds like you need to work on yourself more. Your self esteem is low, isn't it?

As for me, I receive satisfaction from succeeding. It makes me feel better than others, it's an emotional rollercoaster I put myself in.

I feel like life is just you trying to convince yourself that you're not a bad person, is there something that you feel guilt of?

>>734486772
love you

>>734486533
Op here and I agree with you, like the youngsters say, "YOLO"

>>734486772
Fair enough. That could be easily interpreted as attention seeking. But at the same time maybe those threads kept him alive because of the commiseration?

>>734477240
Too coward. Also, curiosity. And hopes that the next day will be better.

>>734487046
Don't hope it will get better.
Make it get better.

>>734486825
My self esteem is not particularly low.

Don't read into me calling myself a pussy too much. I just don't trust the dark(deep) web and am paranoid about cops.

I do not feel like I am a bad person. I spend a lot of my time helping others. I work closely with a charity here.

I appreciate you reaching out anon.

And I am not going to kill myself.

I am also this anon here >>734486772

>>734487007
Maybe so anon.

>>734486928
Love you too /b/ro
Wanna fuck?

>>734487177
Op here and you're welcome, I'm simply trying to help, and the cool thing is that you're anonymous, so you can easily converse of your emotions and opinions

>>734487046
Do you do anything to stay happy? Elaborate please

>>734487383
yah we can fuck in the back of my bimmer

>>734487595
So are we all at least partially homo here? Op here

>>734487682
not homo if we all say no homo before anon blows a load on your chest. sooo 3some?

>>734487423
Nah, I appreciate it, but I have a licensed therapist that I go to for that.

>>734487682
No, I was actually joking.
I wish I was bi though. Twice the amount of options.

Do you have a preference?
How would you weigh your interests in men and women? Like 60-40 or 70-30, etc?

I appreciate these threads. I feel you guys appreciate life a little more than the rest of the place.

Maybe it's because these threads can keep substance and not degrade into some trivial stupid shit like most other threads.

>>734487834
I guess so, Op here and I am Mexican and sorta brown, 5'11 and 165lbs, broad shoulders and a 7 inch cock with good girth, hby all?

>>734477240
Because i like beating off too much

>>734487999
checked, not really gay, I like women but you do you man. am like 130lbs

>>734487999
This is now a hook up thread anons.

These trips will it so it shall be from here on.

>>734487906
Is say I am around 25% gay, and honestly guys are just girls with dicks, and would you fuck a girl that looks like a boy, a tomboy? Op here

>>734487999
whats the first letter of your name..

>>734487917
Yeah, I enjoy the civilized discussion as well. I'm listening to some mellow ass rock and I'm high as fuck so that might partially explain my behavior, Op here

%triforce

>>734488501
im listening to Green day bcuz edjey

>>734488501
Even though, ironically, the thread is about ending life. But I feel people who are connected with their mortality are more complete people. If that makes sense?

>>734488301
I would have to disagree with you on that.
Men are not women with dicks. I mean a trap kinda is but not exactly.

Men and women have very distinct and different smells to them. Their skins feels different on average. And their is the obvious difference of a vagina and tits.

I have been doing Jiu Jitsu off and on for 6 years and I have had a handful of sexual partners so i have been close to a lot of men and women.

100% straight unfortunately. I get along with guys so well that I wish I was gay sometimes.

If you are asking if I would bang a trap, the answer is no.

>>734488511
Kek

>>734477240
>Why haven't you killed yourself yet, /b/?

Thinking about it. No one to look up to. Nothing to look forward to. Why not?

>>734488686
I agree with that.

There is also a connection between depression and intelligence. You have to be quite intelligent to really hate life properly.

>>734488501
What you listening to?

>>734488856
This is a hookup/feels/life discussion thread now anon.

>>734488131
Op here and this is my second trip, first one being >>734483777>>734488131

>>734488947
Andy Sixx's new album - Logs Stackin Up

>>734488306
G, why do you ask?

>>734489126
nevermind Anon hahaha

I'm a trap in 303 suicidal/painful/bloody sex wanted

>>734489232
When are you free?

Waiting on a chance something positive happens in life this year, if nothing does then I'll probably end it

>>734488900
Op here and I completely agree with you, I taught myself how to read and I learned two languages by four years old, I consider myself to be more astute than the average 18 year old

so lonely

>>734477240
because i don't wanna

>>734488743
A trap is not a woman with a dick.
There are no women with dicks, just men with tits.

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>>734489401
Op here, try some acid, get yourself a good partner, drink and treat yourself. Get a job, don't be a slob, feel as if you're worth living for once.

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>>734477240
>pic related.
Also, you're all nigger faggots.

idk i kind of want to have sex and put out some music first

>>734483122
pretty sure that's the first time i've seen "black" instead of "a nigger"

I can't before I have a chance to bone my best friend. We have been around each other for years and never got naked but she is finally wondering why.

>>734489338
any time bb <3

>>734486533
Words to live by

>>734477240
I'm a coward.

>>734491558
Op here, what are you afraid of?

>>734486533
>existance
Fuck you, I'll kill myself when I feel like it. Also, it's
>existence

What was the point of this thread op?

>>734477240
because there are two left to be found

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>>734481970
With you, I'd rather wait for some freak accident to kill me than to bring that pain on my family that has given me so much. Yeah it's my life but I can't do that to the ones that love me. Until some shit kills me, I'm going to do me and say fuck the world

The idea of stop existing scares me,
even if i don't have a purpose yet.

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didn't stop my mentor...

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Because I'm a virgin, no shit as soon as I get laid I'm slitting my wrists

I don't want to ruin other people's life's because of my self being upset

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>>734483746
truth

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>>734483874

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Because of hatred. Why should I die and not all them bastards around me?

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>>734484048
>>734483858
... its the dubs and anon is older than 22

>>734493339
>I don't want to ruin other people's life's because of my self being upset


That only leads to more misery. Clue them in. Talk openly. You'd be surprised who listens

Left my gun at my parents house when I move out.

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>>734489553
you're not alone here

>>734488856
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hiN_dgGKGQ

Because I fucking love binging crappy foods and raiding on Destiny and I'm not a nigger

I don't want to hurt my family. I know they care about me. I know my brother loves me enough that if I committed suicide I'd mess him up. He is a smart kid, I don't want to jeopardize his future. Sometimes I wish no one loved me because they are the only thing that is keeping me here. I haven't been happy in years. Maybe soon I will get fucked up enough to forget about my family and hang myself.

>>734491684
>Op here
Stop saying this you fucking faggot. Just post whatever answer you have and leave it at that.