Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes,

>>734402982
Have you ever done any psychodelic (and which) drug and if so how has been the experience?

Do you fear you may harm someone?

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>>734402982
>Have you ever done any psychodelic (and which) drug
I have not. But I intend to try LSD at some point in my life.
The only recreational drugs I've tried are weed and cocaine.
>>734403193
>Do you fear you may harm someone?
No.

>>734403219
And how do those drugs affect your condition?

>>734403219

>No.

Then what's the point of being schizophrenic? What does make you special? What do you feel that sets you apart?

who do you main in super smash bros. melee for the nintendo gamecube?

>>734402982
Why you are such a feg?
Why havent killed yourself yet?

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>>734403322
>And how do those drugs affect your condition?
Weed makes me pretty psychotic but makes me feel sane. It's a little hard to explain.
>>734403408
>Then what's the point of being schizophrenic?
...What?
None of your questions make sense, anon.

>>734402982
gimme my (you)

>>734402982
>Ask a Schizophrenic anything.
>Schizophrenic
>you've literally made this thread at the exact same time every single day for the past week
>mfw you're actually Alice with MPD

>>734403587

I'm not OP but I can afford to sacrifice one.

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>>734403517
>who do you main in super smash bros. melee for the nintendo gamecube?
I didn't play it on the Gamecube, I played on the N64. I don't remember who I played though.
>>734403519
>Why you are such a feg?
Why not?
>Why havent killed yourself yet?
Don't feel like it.
>>734403587
>gimme my (you)
nou
>>734403589
>you've literally made this thread at the exact same time every single day
No, I'm pretty sure I haven't.
>mfw you're actually Alice with MPD
MPD and Schizo are nothing alike anon.

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>>734403659
thanks

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>>734402982
Did you just missgender me?

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>>734404004
>Did you just missgender me?
Shit, I didn't mean to offend you, anon!

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>>734402982
when is the last time you showered?

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>>734404489
Yesterday morning.
When was the last time YOU showered?

>>734404361
that is not art...

what medication you taking? How big of an improvement does it make?

>>734404361
do you have a liberal arts degree?

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>>734404573
I can't shower, the water demons will eat my balls

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>>734404666
>that is not art...
Get out of here, Satan. I won't be having any of your negativity.
>>734404737
>what medication you taking?
None, I avoid all medication if possible.
>>734404750
>do you have a liberal arts degree?
Nope.

>>734403408
What are you even talking about?

>>734402982
Are your hallucinations, be it auditory or what have you, present all the time or just in episodes?

Also I've always wondered if my really bad manic episodes parallel schizophrenia, but I know it's way too subjective to actually find out.

>>734404573
yesterday afternoon after a nasty particularly wank session.

>>734404824
My "best" episode had me stand up in class and claim I knew the door, which makes no sense to me now, and then claim it was too loud, which I remember a loud knocking sound which I think was the kid next to me tapping his pencil. Manic depression keeps shit interesting at least. Never know who you'll wake up as.

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>>734404790
>I can't shower, the water demons will eat my balls
Shit, you need to get your shower exorcised.
>>734404824
>What are you even talking about?
Heh, At least I wasn't the only one who didn't know what the fuck he was saying.

>Are your hallucinations, be it auditory or what have you, present all the time or just in episodes?
My visual ones are primarily when I have episodes. They still happen when I'm not, but they're much, much less vivid. The auditory ones are kind of always around. I always hear music, voices or an annoying ass ringing in my head.
>Also I've always wondered if my really bad manic episodes parallel schizophrenia
I would imagine they are similar in some regard. But, I myself have never had a manic episode so I can't really say. If you want to explain what it's like a bit I'd be more than glad to elaborate on any similarities.
>>734404996
>after a nasty particularly wank session.
Ew anon, that's lewd.

>>734402982
Can you check my dubs for me please?

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>>734405196
Nice try.

>>734402982
Ever smoked skunk?
Favourite colour?

>>734402982
Do you ever get 'nice' hallucinations?
Eg: voices telling you "You're a cool guy. Don't do drugs. Stay in school. You have beautiful eyes".

Explain schizophrenia to me, as detailed as possible.

I'm curious.

>>734405283
What's this Chinese cartoon character you're obsessed with? Do they have schizophrenia?

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>>734405292
>Ever smoked skunk?
I sure have.
>Favourite colour?
Green

>>734405398
>Do you ever get 'nice' hallucinations?
I've had "nice" auditory hallucinations, like hearing pleasant music or a voice talking about something I found interesting
>Eg: voices telling you "You're a cool guy. Don't do drugs. Stay in school. You have beautiful eyes".
Kek, not quite like that.

Do people treat you differently after hearing you have schizophrenia?

Are you scared of telling people?

Does it affect your everyday life?

Or is it chill af?

>>734405476
>I sure have
Do you think it made the schizophrenia worse? Studies have shown blah blah blah

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>>734405410
>Explain schizophrenia to me, as detailed as possible.
That's a really broad request. It's a mental disorder that's categorized by social withdrawal, disorganized thinking and or speech. People suffering from it can (but not always) suffer from hallucinations, both visual and auditory.
I'm sure there's a list of the symptoms somewhere on the interweb.
>>734405455
>What's this Chinese cartoon character you're obsessed with?
Oshino Shinobu.
>Do they have schizophrenia?
No, she's a vampire.
>>734405534
>Do people treat you differently after hearing you have schizophrenia?
Sometimes, I don't really tell many people though.
>Are you scared of telling people?
Nope, I just don't, it makes things easier. The only people I tell are people I am close to.
>Does it affect your everyday life?
It makes it difficult to be social. I often wind up having anxiety or paranoia attacks in social situations.
>Or is it chill af?
To an onlooker it looks chill, I don't display my symptoms outwardly. If I'm having an anxiety attack, for example, no one would ever know.
>>734405547
>Do you think it made the schizophrenia worse?
I'm not sure if it made it worse overall, but whilst I am high it does make it worse.

>>734405547
Studies have shown correlation between smoking and schizo. But no causation. It might be that schizos just like smoking the dank more.
To OP:
You talked about weed, how about the effects of other drugs? I have heard that heroin completely stops the voices that's why there're so much schizos on H. Have you ever gotten violent? Why are you not taking medication? Have you ever had a sexual hallucination?

>>734405736
Can i take a shit on your chest? While a homeless guy fap to us?

>>734405736
If you had a super power, what would it be?

>>734405736
Do you have a job etc?
Ever tried lucid dreaming?
Do you have to see a shrink?

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>>734405774
>how about the effects of other drugs?
The only other drug I've tried is cocaine, and it just made me feel like I wanted to go really fast and made my mouth feel funny, and it tasted like shit.
>I have heard that heroin completely stops the voices
That's a pretty big tradeoff though. I'd rather deal with the voices than to be an H addict.
>Have you ever gotten violent?
I have, especially when I was younger. I had no impulse control and if a violent thought came into my head I just acted on it. I got into fights at school and tried to kill my younger brother numerous times.
Now, I still get the thoughts, but I rarely act on them anymore.
>Why are you not taking medication?
Side effects, and I don't take any medication. Not even pain meds, nothing at all unless it's for something life threatening.
>Have you ever had a sexual hallucination?
Yes, I have actually came without touching my dick because of them.

>>734405963
It's obvious. He can bend reality with his mind, duuh.

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>>734405891
>Can i take a shit on your chest?
That's nasty anon.
>While a homeless guy fap to us?
Why tho?
>>734405963
>If you had a super power, what would it be?
The ability to bend and shape time.
>>734406027
>Do you have a job etc?
No.
>Ever tried lucid dreaming?
I have, but no success.
>Do you have to see a shrink?
No, I don't have to.
>>734406069
Pretty close, actually.

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>>734402982
My dogs talk to me, should I be concerned?

>>734406069
Kek

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>>734406188
>My dogs talk to me
I think most dog owners say that.

>should I be concerned?
Isn't that something you should decide?

>>734406059
>Yes, I have actually came without touching my dick because of them
your making being skitzo sound fun.i had a sexual hallucination, or more of a sexual blending of the senses on lsd.twas spectacular.

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>>734406188
Depends on what they are saying?

Is your name Gabrielle? If that's you why aren't you coming back to us. It's been five years and it still keeps me up at night.

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>>734406182
Any skills or hobbies you're particularly good at?
Have you a gf?

I wish I could be schizo. Then I would have an excuse for all my dysfunctions.

>>734406383
>'I came without touching my dick'
Unlikely that's a Gabrielle m8

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>>734406336
>your making being skitzo sound fun
It can be, anything CAN be fun though.
>>734406383
>Is your name Gabrielle?
Nope.
>>734406449
>Any skills or hobbies you're particularly good at?
I'm pretty good at reading people, and really good at analyzing stuff. My hobbies mostly include vidya.
>>734406454
>I wish I could be schizo
No you don't.

>>734405736
I see.

That's not really what I was wondering about, actually.
I should've formulated it less broadly.

I know someone that's schizophrenic as well. I was wondering why when they withdraw socially, when they isolate themselves they become.. let's say bitchy. Is it common for schizophrenics to become psychotic and self-destructive? To say things they don't mean?

They always say they regret their words afterwards and apologize but it's very hard to trust someone that can be so hurtful during episodes.

Their hallucinations can be both visual and auditory. I don't know how frequent however I do know shit's frightening.

I don't really know how much it's possible to help a person affected by it, so I'm asking you.
I'm still fairly clueless on the subject but trying to understand it better.

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>>734402982
well OP i was schisophrenic aswell 3 years ago, then i did shitload of mephedrone, cocaine, heroin and some mdma + acid for like a year while being on abilify antipsihotic. Then i read a study online how mental illnesses are usually caused by lack of certain mineral/vitamin in the body, so i began using selenium + zync + magnesium + vitamins B complex, C, E, D, went to rehab where I had many hours of talking with my therapist and voila - no meds or psichosis/schisophrenic traits for over a year now, epic win

>>734406742
Is it true that H stops the voices?

>>734406575
>Good at reading people
Give example pls?
>Good at analysis
You mean literary analysis?
Also fave book?

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>>734406588
>why when they withdraw socially, when they isolate themselves they become.. let's say bitchy
It's hard to say, as I am not that person. But usually, when someone with Schizo withdrawals it's because they have a lot going on in their head. And dealing with people can be really taxing, and irritating.
>Is it common for schizophrenics to become psychotic and self-destructive?
It really depends on the person, and what kind of Schizo they have. It's pretty common though.
>To say things they don't mean?
Yes.
>They always say they regret their words afterwards and apologize but it's very hard to trust someone that can be so hurtful during episodes.
If they say they didn't mean it, they probably didn't. But, I'm not that person, so I don't know.

>I don't really know how much it's possible to help a person affected by it, so I'm asking you.
You can help a lot by just being around, and trying to understand. If they pull away, don't try to force yourself on them. That will only make things worse. Just let them know you're around, and make yourself known. Try to understand what they're going through.

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>>734406742
Well, Schizophrenia can just go away on its own.
There's not a lot known about it, there's no known cause, or cure.
Glad you got past it though.
>>734406848
>Give example pls?
Like being able to read people's "state of mind", knowing how they feel just by looking at them, and watching their movements, the words they use, etc.
>You mean literary analysis?
No, just analysis of stuff in general. Finding patterns in things, etc.
>Also fave book?
I don't read.

>>734406978
Do you have a lot of free time?
Do you know any programming languages?

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>>734407177
>Do you have a lot of free time?
Too much.
>Do you know any programming languages?
I dabbled in Java a while back, but not enough to say I "know" it.

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>>734406845
well in my case i didnt hear the voices under the effects of H because i was loudly saying stuff that the voices would usually say to me, so while high i would often accuse roomate of being an egoistical dickhead because of reasons and then we would yell at each other. So basicly the effects weren't really what i expected sometimes.
Once i was hanging with a guy, we shot up and then i spent more than 3hours being completely spaced out and talking to nearby bushes because i thought they were people... nice fail huh.

also i dont think voices should be called voices but instead be called 'loud thoughts' lol

>>734407273
Nice dude, Java's where it's at.
If you're living that neet life, you might as well learn it, see if you can make some money on the side.

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>>734407450
>Nice dude, Java's where it's at.
I know, I want to learn it, but at the same time I can't be bothered to.

Not being rude, genuine question - why do you make these threads?

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>>734407689
>why do you make these threads?
I don't really have a specific reason. It's just to kill some time.

>>734402982
You ever jerked off to that anime girl?

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>>734408051
>You ever jerked off to that anime girl?
Nope.

>>734402982
Good morning, anon! How have you been? And how was your interview yesterday?

>>734407749
Ever considered making a graphic novel or taking up writing?

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>>734408110
but she's so cute

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>>734408206
>Good morning, anon!
Morning
>How have you been?
Pretty good, can't complain.
>And how was your interview yesterday?
It went fairly well, shit took forever. Gotta wait for a call from them to see if I got the job.
>>734408279
I've thought about it, but I don't like writing.
>>734408337
Yes, she is.

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>>734408337

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>>734408379
she can also change her from to make Hiitagi mad.

I've talked to you before, you're pretty cool.

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>>734408517
>I've talked to you before
Oh? Who.ru?
>you're pretty cool.
You're not the first one to say that.

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>>734408612
Just an anon. I sometimes talk to you as Araragi but not always

And I'm sure I'm not the first to say that. It's fun to talk to another person who likes the series.

>>734408379
>...Gotta wait for a call from them to see if I got the job.

Good luck to you, anon! Can you give a hint of the position you want?

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>>734408677
I see.
I really need to finish the series one of these days. I can't bring myself to sit down and watch it though.

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>>734408783
>Can you give a hint of the position you want?
Data Input clerk
>Good luck to you, anon!
Thanks pal

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>>734408823
You'll like Shinobu Mail and Nise. There is a lot of Shinobu in there. How far did you get? You might like some of Koyomi. I enjoy some of the other girls more than Shinobu but she's such a great person. I have a few figurines of all the girls

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>>734404792
>Satan.
>>734404792
Are you a person of faith?
Have you considered that you may actually be hearing the voices of good and evil?

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>>734408907
I got up to Season 2, Nadeko. It was the last thing that was released when I was watching the show.
I like most of the girls except Koyomi, she's kind of annoying. Hitagi and Shinobu are the two best I think

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>>734409040
>Are you a person of faith?
You can say that. I am Pantheist, but I don't believe in any personal God, such as Jesus or Mohammad, etc.
>Have you considered that you may actually be hearing the voices of good and evil?
I do kind of believe that on some level, of the voices I hear, one is "good" one is "bad" and one is "neutral".

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>>734409047
Koyomi is the guy's first name. Did you mean Tsukihi or Karen? They both have the last name of Araragi.

Ah so you saw Kaiki handling Nadeko but not the stuff after. Check out Owari you might enjoy some of the Ougi stuff.

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>>734409190
>Koyomi is the guy's first name
I meant Nadeko. Had too many thoughts going at once. kek
>Check out Owari you might enjoy some of the Ougi stuff.
I want to rewatch from the start before I continue, it's been too long since I've seen the show. That's the reason I haven't picked it back up yet, been waiting for everything to be released.

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>>734409169
>"neutral"
Yep that's "us" in the middle.
The holy and the unholy spirits tugging us back and forth.

Trying to force us to choose.

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>>734409511
>Yep that's "us" in the middle.
No, that's not me. There are a total of 4 voices, including my own.

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>>734409446
Eh, ignore bake. It ain't helpful if you remember Shinobu and Hiitagi. You can jump in whereever if you remember what Kanbaru is up to.

Owari part 2 is coming out soon. Have you checked out the Kizu movies? They're all Shinobu, Araragi, and Oshino all the past of the series. They'll be fun for anyone who watched bake in the past.

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>>734409446
Yeah Nadeko is arguably the worst girl of the series even if she is the most realistic girl. Makes sense when you think about it lol.

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>>734409691
>Eh, ignore bake.
I like Bake though.
>It ain't helpful if you remember Shinobu and Hiitagi.
They're my two favorite characters.
>Have you checked out the Kizu movies?
Nope, I haven't seen them. I'll probably wind up watching them at some point.
>>734409867
>Yeah Nadeko is arguably the worst girl of the series even if she is the most realistic girl.
>most realistic
I mean, in some ways she is. But her personality feels just bleh, and overthetop qt. I generally like the quiet cute grill, but not her.
Hitagi actually seems the most real to me, personality wise.

What is your opinion on this song?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTHkAsn9lHk

>>734406383
Do you mean Gabrielle Salsman?

>>734410016
how does someone knows if hes actually developing schizophrenia or its just depression/anxiety?

>>734410016
Nadeko's whole thing is that she is disgustingly cute as a defense mechanism. It is every effective for what it is.

Thats what i mean. If you remember and enjoy hiitagi and Shinobu then rewatching Bake won't reinforce those characters. it is fun to rewatch to see them again but you gotta see the newer stuff to get more insight on the two. I enjoy listening to Bake when I'm drawing. it's such a great opening season.

Watch the Kizu's they're really fun. I'm still waiting for the Kizu 3 on BD.

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>>734410220
Oh shit i forgot my doujin.

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>>734410073
It's pretty nice. A bit strange.
>>734410148
>how does someone knows if hes actually developing schizophrenia or its just depression/anxiety?
A psychologist is your best bet. If you only have depression or anxiety it probably isn't Schizo.
>>734410220
>Thats what i mean. If you remember and enjoy hiitagi and Shinobu then rewatching Bake won't reinforce those characters.
It's less about reinforcing anything, I haven't seen the show in over a year, and I don't remember anything about the show other than the names of the characters and really vague descriptions about them. Shinobu is a vampire, Hitagi is a self-proclaimed Tsudere, that's it. I won't pick up the show from a random point. That's the whole reason I stopped watching it. I can't stop watching something from season 2 and pick it back up at season 2.
>Nadeko's whole thing is that she is disgustingly cute as a defense mechanism.
It's what makes her annoying. It works on Ararararagi though, cus he's dumb.
>Watch the Kizu's they're really fun.
I plan on it at some point, I just don't know when. I'll probably watch them after I finish the animu.

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>>734410540
Fair enough i suppose. i found watching kizu made Bake, as a rewatch, more fun since Tsubasa was more developed. Everyone has their own paces with long running shows. Take your time but I'm sure you'll enjoy either route you take. I hope you have fun rewatching Bake and watching Hiitagi win your heart again.

I am quickly crossing the fade of drunk and sleep. until next time.

Have the voices you hear changed over the years?
Do you have any kind of emotional attachment to these voices?
Do the have names?
Would you miss them in they were gone?

>>734402982
Do you have special super schizotard powers?

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>>734410689
>I am quickly crossing the fade of drunk and sleep
sleep well, anon.
>i found watching kizu made Bake, as a rewatch, more fun since Tsubasa was more developed.
Hmm, I may consider watching Kizu first then. I'll see.
>I hope you have fun rewatching Bake
Thanks, anon, I'm sure I will.

>>734410822
He can manipulate reality with his mind in realtime

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>>734410743
>Have the voices you hear changed over the years?
The "voice" changes, yes. But not the personality associated with it.
>Do you have any kind of emotional attachment to these voices?
I do. Sometimes they take the voice of someone I know, or like.
>Do the have names?
Nope
>Would you miss them in they were gone?
Probably... It would be like a part of me dying.
>>734410822
>Do you have special super schizotard powers?
I have the ability to traverse through universes.

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>>734410863
Awesome, have a good day there Shizo-Shinobu-Anon.

are you dom or sub

Describe a psychotic episode, is it overwhelming fear?

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>>734410822
>Do you have special super schizotard powers?
Oh, I can also read people "state of mind" and read their emotions too.
>>734410993
>are you dom or sub
Probably sub, but I flip back and forth between both.
>>734411027
>Describe a psychotic episode, is it overwhelming fear?
That's a really tough thing to describe with a broad question like that. Do you mean what emotions are associated with it?
It's mostly anxiety and paranoia. Not really fear

>>734402982
No questions here. Someone in my family got diagnosed with some sichizophrenia conditions after years of being a druggy. Shit's better now but occasional episodes still happen.

So... yea take care mate.

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>>734411517
>diagnosed with some sichizophrenia conditions after years of being a druggy.
Yea, drugs, and Schizo don't go so well together. Especially prolonged usage, I doubt the drugs caused it, but I'm almost certain they played a role in its onset.
>Shit's better now but occasional episodes still happen.
Glad to hear things have improved a bit though, that's good.

>Wants to be a data input clerk
Isn't that a little dull and underpaid?

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>>734411721
>Isn't that a little dull
It's better than dealing with people in customer service, or some other shitty job.
>and underpaid?
The pay is pretty decent. The places I've seen hiring are around 13-16 USD/H. Which is more than enough for me.

Ever been on holiday? Did you enjoy it? Where was the best place you went?
Favourite meal?
favourite god/s?
favourite film?
favourite song?
Have any objects you have a sentimental attachment to? What is the object(s)?

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>>734412055
>Ever been on holiday?
I went on holiday with a friend and his family, we stayed in a nice ass condo in Orlando, Fl
>Did you enjoy it?
Hell yea, it was a blast, until his sister stabbed him in the eye accidentally in the pool.
>Where was the best place you went?
See above
>Favourite meal?
Chicken Alfredo with Parmesan, mmm..
>favourite god/s?
Thanatos
>favourite film?
Oh that's a tough one. I have a few.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Number 23
The Aviator
Inception (I love Leo, fite me)
Fight Club
Shutter Island
Just to name a few.
>favourite song?
Lyrical song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UzGFEr9oy14
Favorite Artist and song by him: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAeybdD5UoQ
Just a random song I love: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nMewZkHMmqk

>Have any objects you have a sentimental attachment to?
A yellowish bunny rabbit I've had since I was a child.

>>734412420
K, continuing with more weird questions
Favourite equation?
Favourite numbers?
Ever had an inexplicably lucky or gleeful moment?
Favourite sport?
Bike, scooter, rollerblades or skateboard?
Favourite language?
Favourite myth?
Fav flavour of jello/icecream?
Fav subject when you were in school?
Have you ever made a list of people you disliked?

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>>734412693
>Favourite equation?
It's one I found myself, I'm not great at math but it's something that really intrigued me.
2*x=n
add the numbers between x and n
Example
2*2=4
numbers between 2 and 4 = 3
Another example.
3*2=6
numbers between 3 and 6 are 4 and 5. 4+5=9
you'll find something quite interesting if you do this with other numbers. I don't know how long this pattern continues.
>Favourite numbers?
3, and any number divisible by it.
>Ever had an inexplicably lucky or gleeful moment?
None that I can recall off hand.
>Favourite sport?
N/A
>Bike, scooter, rollerblades or skateboard?
Bike
>Favourite language?
Japanese
>Favourite myth?
Can't think of one off the top of my head.
>Fav flavour of jello/icecream?
Jello: watermelon
Icecream: Vanilla
>Fav subject when you were in school?
In normal school it was science.
In college it was Psych.
>Have you ever made a list of people you disliked?
In my head.

>>734413185
Dude that equation's pretty fuckin' lit
--x-- --f(x)-- --f(x) / x--
2 3 1.5
3 9 3
4 18 4.5
5 30 6

>>734413589
Well that didn't work, but f(x) = (x-1)*1.5x

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>>734413589
>Dude that equation's pretty fuckin' lit
Is it?
>--x-- --f(x)-- --f(x) / x--
>2 3 1.5
>3 9 3
>4 18 4.5
>5 30 6
What's all this mumbo jumbo?

>>734413800
Yeah soz tried to format a table but failed tragically
but the equation to find your value is
f(x) = (x-1)*1.5x

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>>734413800
HEY OP im schizo/bpt too hehehe we have a lot in common!!!

hi every1 im new!!!!!!! holds up spork my name is katy but u can call me t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m!!!!!!!! lol…as u can see im very random!!!! thats why i came here, 2 meet random ppl like me _… im 13 years old (im mature 4 my age tho!!) i like 2 watch invader zim w/ my girlfreind (im bi if u dont like it deal w/it) its our favorite tv show!!! bcuz itsSOOOOrandom!!!! shes random 2 of course but i want 2 meet more random ppl =) like they say the more the merrier!!!! lol…neways i hope 2 make alot of freinds here so give me lots of commentses!!!!
DOOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <--- me bein random again _^ hehe…toodles!!!!!

love and waffles,

t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m

>>734413868
Sorry OP just revelling in my autism
3, 9, 18, 30, 45, 63, 84, 108, 135, 165, 198, 234, 273, 315, 360, 408, 459, 513, 570

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>>734413949
>this pasta again
REEEEEEE
>>734413868
>but the equation to find your value is
>f(x) = (x-1)*1.5x
Still mumbo jumbo to me, I can't into algebra, really.

>>734402982
why do you keep posting every day ?

>>734414119
y not

>>734414100
Really? This is highschool algebra.
replace x with the value you want to find the value for.
(x-1)*1.5*x

>>734402982
What meds are you on, and what side-effects do you experience from them? I was diagnosed with psychotic disorder not otherwise specified, and I'm on zyprexa 10 mg. Made me eat more and gave me the occasional erectile dysfunction.

>>734414187
>>734413185
Also
bike master race,
surely you must have a favourite sport, language not a surprise considering,
you like plain vanilla?

How do you cope with the symptoms with out using medication?

Is it difficult to function on a daily basis?
Particullarly at work, or socially.

How do you deal with the paranoia and manic episodes?

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>>734414119
>why do you keep posting every day ?
I don't post every day.
Checkmate
>>734414187
>Really? This is highschool algebra.
I'm pretty retarded when it comes to algebra. Everything I know is self-taught, the public schooling system failed me, so I basically dropped out in middle school.

>replace x with the value you want to find the value for.
That's what I thought but the f(x) bit threw me off.
>>734414308
>What meds are you on
None, I don't take medication for anything, unless it's absolutely necessary.
>Made me eat more
I think that's a common side effect for most anti-psychs
>gave me the occasional erectile dysfunction.
yo that sucks anon. Have you tried to get any other meds?
>>734414340
>surely you must have a favourite sport
No, not really. MMA is kinda cool, but I don't watch it.
>bike master race
I love me some bikes mang.
>you like plain vanilla?
I love plain vanilla.

>>734414500
What keeps you goin man? Also any cool dreams?

>>734414500
here you are middle school dropout


>>734413185
here you went to college

>not the same guy

>>734414642
i guess (((he))) had a schizo episode

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>>734414642
>Middle school dropout
>Psychology in college
Nah, it checks out

>>734414705
"it checks out" ?

what does that mean

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>>734414415
>How do you cope with the symptoms with out using medication?
I'm used to most of them, so they don't really bother me. The only things that I can't really deal with too well are the anxiety and paranoia.
>Is it difficult to function on a daily basis?
It can be. There are times when my anxiety levels get so high that I can't even leave my house. I won't go hang out with friends, or answer my phone, etc.
>How do you deal with the paranoia and manic episodes?
It's difficult to put that into words.
>>734414639
>What keeps you goin man?
Doing stuff I enjoy
>Also any cool dreams?
Not recently, but when I do have dreams they're really vivid.
>>734414642
yes, I officially dropped out of school in the 9th grade. But I basically never attended school from 6-9th grade, I missed over half the days.
I went to get my GED and studied Psych for a year in college then dropped out of that too.

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>>734414761
People who take psychology in college
a) Can take it in a college that would accept them with bad grades
b) Don't have to be very smart

>>734414500
You ever have a poop so big that it feels
Kinda gay?

hi, OP! i was diagnosed as schizo not too long ago actually and am pretty sure i'm only in the onset stages of my dealio. i think i've got a decent handle on myself so far, possibly, but was also wondering if you had any particularly terrifying visual hallucinations and how you deal with them? it would mean a lot!

>>734414875
i dont understand.

where i live, the numerus clausus is something about 1.0

>>734414875
college is university right ?

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>>734414992
Yeah
>>734414969
Where I'm from psychology is seen as kind of a joke.
There are a few state institutions near me that only require you to have passed science to take psych

>>734414992
Yeah.

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>>734414879
>You ever have a poop so big that it feels
>Kinda gay?
I'm sure it's happened at least once or twice. But I don't keep a log (kek) of my shits so I don't remember specifically.
>>734414895
>had any particularly terrifying visual hallucinations
I wouldn't say any were terrifying per se, but I've had scary ones, like having animals appear on me, (snakes, spiders, etc) and I occasionally see faces in windows (can be kinda spoopy but I'm used to it)
>how you deal with them?
You just have to be aware that what you're seeing isn't real. When they first start happening you'll get overwhelmed and won't know what to do. But try to remain calm, that's really all you can do. Being afraid is okay, but try your absolute best not to act on that fear.
>>734414992
>college is university right ?
Yes, and no.

>>734415069
why is it seen as a joke ?

>>734415133
>yes and no

explain ?

My boy! My comrade

My question is did you finish my picture yet

Hey OP.. Is there a way to contact you besides 4chan? I wanna talk/write with someone.

>>734415140
It's thought of as a relatively easy subject that the sort of people who take English Literature take.
Also tons of people take it in college and don't put it to use

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>>734415179
>explain ?
https://www.studyusa.com/en/a/107/what-is-the-difference-between-a-school-college-and-university-in-the-usa
>>734415216
>My boy! My comrade
Ayo, friend
>My question is did you finish my picture yet
Nope, I actually wound up losing the paper somehow.
>>734415217
>Hey OP.. Is there a way to contact you besides 4chan?
You can add me on Kik: SchziOP

>>734415373
Ill send you pick dics

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>>734415460
>pick dics
I don't want your dick pics

>>734415133
thank you, OP. it means a lot that you answered!
>try your absolute best not to act on that fear
that's actually really good advice, but, is fleeing that bad? usually i stiffen up and close my eyes really tightly. i'm always seeing spoopy shit (e.g; figures, sheet-white aliens in hoodies with chasms for eyes, hands curling over the edge of my bed). sometimes i can even feel/hear the bed or the floorboards creak behind me.
my partner helps me deal with these when he is present but, that isn't a reliable safety i can fall back on, really.
oh, and the laughter. the laughter is terrible.

>>734415373
Make a new one then. Requesting a forest of your thoughts, partially colored where ever you see fit

>>734415569
why dont you post only the cute vampire girl avatar ?

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>>734415569
Wht?? Are you a fegget??

>>734415587
Not OP and have no clue about schizophrenia, but I used to get sleep paralysis a lot as a kid.
When I started seeing those terrors as a gateway to lucid dreaming, I stopped seeing anything. Food for thought.
Also, when I used to see really scary stuff I just ridiculed it by imagining it in a comical situation, e.g. when I saw long-legged eldrich abominations I imagined them in roller skates.

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>>734415587
>that's actually really good advice, but, is fleeing that bad?
Fleeing is bad, don't try to run from your problems. They will just follow you. Learn what your hallucinations are, so you know when you shouldn't be afraid. You will probably still be afraid, even after you've dealt with them for some time. But it will be a lot easier.
>>734415663
>Make a new one then
I may at some time. No promises though
>>734415720
>why dont you post only the cute vampire girl avatar ?
What? 99% of my posts are of Shinobu.
>>734415747
Anon, dicks are gae.
I'm not gae.

I wish I could be a weeb. It seems so cozy, so fun, and such a great thing to embrace. Plus it is filled with so many waifus to make you happy. But I cannot get over the overreactions it seems occurs in your general anime. What is wrong with me and how do I fix myself?

>>734415883
Nothing.
Try the mainstream shit like Cowboy Bebop and One Punch man then ease yourself into it.

>>734415949
So Angel Beats is too extreme for someone of my level I assume? That was one of the big ones I tried to get into without success.

>>734415854
is this anime where shinobu is good ?

on a scale 1-100

>>734416013
Yeah I tried watching that but couldn't take it.
Just look around for something you like.
Weebiest shit I ever watched was Kanokon (nsfw btw). I don't want to talk about that.

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>>734415883
You just gotta find the anime that fits your taste.
>>734416057
It's a good one. I give it a solid 90/100

>>734415854
When we gonna play lol?

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>>734416197
Have you added me yet?

>>734416128
>>734416170
Indeed, I guess it is just a hunt. Weebiest for me was Yuru Yuri. I got nightmares from that series. I felt I was part of some bomb diffusing unit and had to cut a wire while a bunch of young girls kept yelling at me that every wire I try to touch is the wrong one.

>>734416272
Anme?

>>734415789
hmm! i'll give it a shot! i actually really dig monsters and spooky shit, it's really always the initial ice in my stomach sensation that gets me. the primal fear of "there's something wrong" and i can "see it" not two feet from myself.

which is why, OP, i get so inclined to flee. you're right, though. i should bear with it and tough it through. it scares other people, too, if i suddenly get über pale and ditch bc i saw/heard something

>>734416339
Laxeris
>>734416322
>I got nightmares from that series.
What the fuck, anon?
Try Psycho Pass or Gakkou Gurashi

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>>734416467
Fuck forgot pic

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>>734416467
Oh i remember now you are on na
Sad

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>>734416668
Aw, well that sucks.

>>734416785
You say you play games. What type of games anon?

>>734402982
If you had to explain your illness to a stranger that had no idea what schizophrenia is, how would be the best way to explain it to him, but still so that in the end he wouldnt think that you`re a total nutcase?

How well informed about schizophrenia are most people that you meet? Do people still mix it up with multiple personality disorder?

Also: What is your favorite human organ?

>>734416968
The D.


Shinobu.jpg

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>>734416901
>What type of games anon?
Recently I've been playing mostly LoL and Eve online.
I like dark RPGs the most, Fallout, Darksouls, STALKER, etc.
>>734416968
>how would be the best way to explain it to him
I'd keep it brief with something like "I have hallucinations, both auditory and visual, and suffer from panic and paranoia attacks" then elaborate on anything else if he had any further questions.
>but still so that in the end he wouldnt think that you`re a total nutcase?
Well, it's a given, being as I am a total nutcase. kek
>How well informed about schizophrenia are most people that you meet?
Not at all informed. Most people think that we're dangerous.
>Do people still mix it up with multiple personality disorder?
All. the. time.
>What is your favorite human organ?
The brain.

>>734417222
why did you drop out of middle school ?

whyd you drop out of college `?

>>734402982
Have you forgotten about this thread yet, OP

>>734402982
Have you or will you ever fuck a dog?

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>>734417316
>why did you drop out of middle school?
I hated the way things were taught. I hated the curriculum and I hated 90% of my teachers.
>whyd you drop out of college `?
I wanted to study Psych, but spend more than half the time studying non-psych related things. Waste of my time. The "higher education" schooling system is garbage, and is nothing more than a cashgrab.

>>734402982
Has anyone sucked your schizophrenic dick?

>>734417513
>but spend more than half the time studying non-psych related things

in order to learn how the psychology works,
you need to learn how the brain works.

for that, you need to learn how the biology and neurons works

for that you need to know physiology and physics and biophysics and mathematics

or ?

>>734417513
I hardheartedly agree. You didn't really miss anything, high school is just a time when they involve the police and threaten you for being a free spirit. You cannot be permitted to have free will in high school.

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>>734417579
>Has anyone sucked your schizophrenic dick?
Nope, I'm a virgin. (surprise)

>>734417687
Do you live alone?

>>734417687
Not a surprise depending on age. How old are you? Early 20s I assume?

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>>734417681
>you need math to know how the brain works
I see you've been brainwashed by the schooling system, anon.
>biology and neurons works
Sure that's a given, but why do I need a foreign language, math, and art classes?
over half the shit you study in any schooling system is just garbage to get your money.
>>734417685
That's just another reason I left school. I had the police involved when I was in 6th grade.
>>734417771
>Do you live alone?
For the most part, yes. My brother lives with me but he doesn't pay any bills and isn't here half the time.
>>734417825
>How old are you? Early 20s I assume?
25

>>734417685
college isnt high school

>>734417917
Why havent you paid a whore to pop your cherry?

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>>734417951
>college isnt high school
It's just a glorified high school that isn't mandatory.

>>734417951
It is if you do community college. Also known as high school, version 2.0.
>>734417917
Not too bad anon. Takes a while to find females. I am not even sure they leave their houses.

>>734417917
>you need math to know how the brain works
>I see you've been brainwashed by the schooling system, anon.

no, i was in a course (which wasnt neccesary) about neural simulations.
if you want to understand the time dependent potential of neurons in order to describe their spiking behavior you can simulate it on the PC with non linear dynamics and differential equations.

tbh its a thing i want to do for my bachelor thesis

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>>734418011
>Why havent you paid a whore to pop your cherry?
sex isn't a physical thing for me, it's emotional. I'm not interested in losing my virginity just for the sake of losing it.
>>734418072
>I am not even sure they leave their houses.
Well, I never leave my house either.
>>734418125
Sure if you want to get into NeuroSci that shit is important. But outside of that? Not at all.

>>734417917
and yeah about the language stuff i generally agree, we dont have this stuff in natural sciences in the universitys where i live.

but again, i dont know what you need gor psych cause i never studied it.

>>734418242
Well, you need to leave your house for food, right? I mean that the females do not know how to scavenge for food and thus starve after high school. It is the only way we have such a shortage. Or there is an underground sex ring. Either way, all the females are gone.

>>734418242
math is important in general

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>>734418306
>but again, i dont know what you need gor psych cause i never studied it.
A lot of pointless bullshit. I think it can be said about all degrees though.
>>734418371
>Well, you need to leave your house for food, right?
I leave the house for like 1-2 hours every two weeks to go shopping. Apart from that I basically never leave.

>all the females are gone.
They're out there somewhere.
>>734418496
>math is important in general
Yes, and all the math that you'll ever need (outside of some math intensive degree) you learn before the 5th grade.

>>734418582
What do you eat? I don't have an oven personally, so I live off sandwiches. Am I alone for eating "hamburgers" made with a slice of ham and two pieces of bread?

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>>734418837
>What do you eat?
Frozen pizzas, TV dinners, Hamburger helpers, etc. A lot of unhealthy shit

Do you regularly work out or do something to keep fit?
>>734418582
And yeah, I agree with you fully on the math point. Problem is, I want to do shit with computer that needs really high-level math

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>>734419051
>Do you regularly work out or do something to keep fit?
Nah, I mostly just sit around on my ass
>Problem is, I want to do shit with computer that needs really high-level math
I originally wanted to get into compsci as well, 2math4me tho

>>734419275
>I mostly just sit around on my ass
Would you say you're fat?

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>>734419321
>Would you say you're fat?
Not even close.
I'm 5'5" 115ish LB

>>734419397
Borderline underweight. huh.

>>734419397
How do you stay skinny? I am the real-life version of Jabba the Hutt, except without the whole having people to serve me thing.

You ever had an experience where you lived your life normally but then something happens and you snap out of it and realize that you hallucinated the past few hours/days/weeks? Like some sort of time travel

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>>734419735
>Borderline underweight. huh.
Yea, I could do with putting on a bit of weight.
>>734419737
>How do you stay skinny?
I don't eat a lot, usually only two meals a day.

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>>734419868
I can't say that I have. My hallucinations aren't that intense, thankfully.

Are you actually diagnosed OP? And taking a survey online doesn't count

>>734419891
>No regular exercise, lots of free time
Dude get ripped

>>734419891
How do you not eat? When you sit there, how do you not see a bag of chips and be like "I want to consume that, I want to feel it inside me." Don't you ever have a big of chips taunting you, being annoying with its presence, so you eat it simply so it isn't looking at you anymore?

I have a hotdog roll. I want to eat the hotdog roll. Explain how not to eat the hotdog roll. My stomach demands a sacrifice. Am I alone for having thoughts of them actually having thoughts and feelings? Am I alone in reveling the fact that I am ending many tiny lives every single day?

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>>734420067
>Are you actually diagnosed OP?
Yes.
>And taking a survey online doesn't count
Of course, it doesn't.
>>734420086
>Dude get ripped
Meh, don't really feel like it.
>>734420206
>How do you not eat?
By not putting food in my mouth, and eating it..?
>how do you not see a bag of chips and be like "I want to consume that, I want to feel it inside me."
I only buy chips and junkfood once in a blue moon.
>Don't you ever have a big of chips taunting you
Nope, a bag of lays will last me like a week.
>Explain how not to eat the hotdog roll.
Just don't. Only eat when you NEED to eat, not when you want to eat. Only consume enough calories so you don't die.
>Am I alone in reveling the fact that I am ending many tiny lives every single day?
Probably not.

>>734402982
Does my anus hve hymen?

>>734420403
Yes. The priest and your parents can tell if you take it up the ass.

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>>734420403
>Does my anus hve hymen?
No...?

>>734420402
How can you buy chips so rarely? Do you actually put effort into making your food? How do you tolerate that much when you are hungry?

What if you feel pain? How do you get rid of the pain? What if you have gotten so used to eating that your stomach now feels pain when you don't eat constantly?

>>734420206
Eat healthy, organic foods and you won't feel an urge to eat as much.
e.g. lentils, chickpeas, matzoh crackers.
Don't ever buy candy bars.
Buy crisps very rarely

I was fine when I came here, but now I have a throbbing erection. Can someone please explain this? I am living in a AMA thread and getting sexually aroused by it.

>>734402982
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>>734420642
The problem is that stuff is expensive. Plus organic stuff makes you sick. There is a reason I avoid Marketbasket. I don't want to spend $20 on organic dog food.

>>734420403
>>734420669
>>734420724
Are you 12?

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>>734420601
>How can you buy chips so rarely?
Because I spend my money on actual food.
>Do you actually put effort into making your food?
Sometimes.
>How do you tolerate that much when you are hungry?
What do you mean?
>What if you have gotten so used to eating that your stomach now feels pain when you don't eat constantly?
Then you have an eating disorder and should probably see someone about it.
>>734420642
>crisps
Spotted the britbong
>>734420669
The fuck is wrong with you, anon?
>>734420724
Nice attempt, newfag.
>>734420747
>The problem is that stuff is expensive.
Just buy NORMAL food and don't eat so much. It's literally that easy.

>>734420747
Unlucky dude, I live right next to a community greengrocers and Infinity Food.
I grew up on organic stuff so I actually like it, plus I like eating tasteless food in the way that I am eating purely for function, not for pleasure.
>It's expensive
No? Lentils are the cheapest thing around and rice crackers/matzoh are pretty cheap too unless you buy stupid brands.
>>734420818
>spotted BritBong
You caught me. Normally I get away with it.

>>734402982

Are there any websites you haunt?

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>>734420905
>You caught me. Normally I get away with it.
You would have gotten away with too, if it wasn't for those meddling kids.
>>734420969
>any websites you haunt?
>haunt
What am I a ghost now?

>>734421038

No, not a ghost.

>>734421038
Btw tips for spotting my fellow Britbongs:
Spells color as colour
favorite as favourite
mentions "sixth form"
mentions ASDA, ALDI, LIDL, Tesco, Morrisons
Says Petrol station
Maths not math
Has basic geographical knowledge and talks proper English
Hates the fucking French

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>>734421147
>No, not a ghost.
Then what?
>>734421223
>and talks proper English
Uhm, I think you mean speaks proper English.

>>734420818
You confuse me. Chips are actual food, they are edible and serve as a good meal when you don't feel like going to Burger King. Plus some of us find that route expensive as well.

When I mean tolerating that much when you are hungry, I mean that it is quite hard to try to use a cutting board and then sizzle something over an open flame for a couple hours when you are absolutely desperate for food. It only makes sense if you are preparing it long in advance, but even then, how do you not get hungry from cooking?

I don't have an eating disorder. I just eat a lot. My family would be unhappy if I needed to see anyone about anything. I don't need doctors. I just need to somehow convince myself to eat less. I just don't see how that is possible when it makes you light-headed and desperate to eat. Right now I haven't eaten in about 2 hours. I have already imagined eating a human, the mouse, and other impossible objects in my desperation to get something inside of me. All I have on hand is a hotdog roll and it is taking everything in my power not to eat it.

I am trying to eat less. I am trying to have control. But it is hard and I have no understanding how one can make it through a whole day with this torture. I only torture myself a couple of hours a day. You know you have problems when your thumb looks delicious and is even more tempting because it rhymes with plumb.

>>734420818
That is what I am trying to figure out. So you don't have some subliminal sexual thoughts in the posts that you make? I don't get aroused by all the porn posts here, but a AMA does, and I don't even know what this fetish is.

>>734421319
Spotted the Britbong!

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>>734421330
>Chips are actual food
They aren't, anon. That's the root of your problem.
>they are edible
So is grass, that doesn't mean it's something you should be eating for a meal.
>sizzle something over an open flame for a couple hours
What the hell are you cooking that needs a couple of hours? Most meals can be prepared in like an hour or less.

>I don't have an eating disorder. I just eat a lot. My family would be unhappy if I needed to see anyone about anything.
Anon.. You're in denial, you should really see a psychologist. There are clearly some underlying mental problems to your eating. Either that, or you're baiting me really hard.
>>734421441
>So you don't have some subliminal sexual thoughts in the posts that you make?
It's interesting that you would spot that.
>>734421523
>Spotted the Britbong!
Nope, I'm 'Merican

>>734421330
>Chips are actual food, they are edible and serve as a good meal when you don't feel like going to Burger King.
Is this a fucking joke?

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This is my last post, I'm off for the day.
Goodbye to any anons still lurking, catch you guys around

>>734421330
This really confuses me. Can you not possibly go through a day not eating anything at all?
>I don't have an eating disorder
I think you might. Try not having food always at hand and do something intellectually stimulating enough to get you to forget about food.

>>734422329
Bye Anon, from the Britbong

>>734421761
I guess I don't understand what "actual food" entails. As I mentioned, Burger King isn't much healthier. So what defines one as being real food and the other not?

I don't know how long it takes to cook things, mainly because I don't have an oven and thus am entirely reliable on what I can scrounge up. Most days are sandwich days. To survive the rest of the day, I eat a bag of chips, some candy (salt water taffy right now), some bread, and some cake. Sadly I am not around the cake right now, so all I have is bread and chips. The chips are a flavor I absolutely hate, I figured it would help convince me to eat them only out of desperation and focus mainly on the healthier bread.

On 4chan, you never know if it is bait. But I stand by what I said. Doctors are expensive, I am not shelling out a lot of money and possibly getting into debt because something "might" be wrong with my head. I feel we are too quick to go to the psychologists with our problems, when they mostly don't even care and will just text their friends through your session and rush you out so someone cooler can show up. You are just a money sink to them, they don't care, and they won't help with your problems. I don't trust psychologists, I feel they will just give me pills and tell me I need them to see the world happy. It is like the Matrix where they are going to demand I take the blue pill. I rather eat food than that, psychologists are the worst human beings.

>>734421768
You don't eat healthy if you don't want to wait for long periods of time for food to cook. You also don't eat healthy if you want to not spend over $100 on food. As it is, I spend $70 a week at the grocery store on chips and sandwiches.

>>734422975
saging this is really my last post, now.
> I don't trust psychologists, I feel they will just give me pills
Psychologists can't prescribe pills. That's why I said Psychologist and not Psychiatrist.
>I eat a bag of chips, some candy (salt water taffy right now), some bread, and some cake.
This is why you are overweight. All these things are major contributors to weight gain.

>>734422975
Idk here a week's worth of healthy food costs $100

>>734422340
I don't think I could handle a whole day. I could try, but I have horrible memories of trying to not eat before my annual checkup because the whole "can't eat 8 hours before" thing. I ended up breaking down and buying three bagels and a doughnut from the local coffee shop about 5 hours in.

I could potentially not eat, but the problem is that it causes so much pain and psychological distress. It is one of the hardest things for me to endure.

I try to do intellectually stimulating tasks, you are quite right that you will eat and eat if you don't have something to think about. The problem is that it affects those stimulating tasks to the point that I cannot do any, it is an overwhelming sense where you cannot think straight until you eat something.

I eat about 5000-6000 carbs a day. That is with me dieting and trying not to eat as much as I have been. I have no idea how you people eat so little.

>>734423230
In America it is expensive. I think it is a conspiracy, they want you to get fat so you are easier to control. But there is no escape unless you are rich and able to afford decent foods every single day. A clementine is nice, but is sadly a rare delicacy due to the fact that they are about $7 for five of them. Plus then they require running water to wash and a lot of effort to peal, which is not ideal when starving.

>>734423167
Have a good night anon. I know I don't eat healthy, but it is hard when your choice is between $3 for a whole bag of chips and $7 for five of those clementines. The fruit lasts about a day and you will still be hungry, so 4 days is probably the max you can get for 4 boxes at $28. I can last about a week on 4 bags of chips, which only costs $12.

>>734423346
Obviously we aren't space aliens created to deplete the planet of resources.
How much water do you drink? Are you sure you're not mistaking thirst for hunger?

>>734424315
Not sure what you mean about aliens.
I drink about 3 liters a day.

>>734424483
>3 litres
Jesus. Are you sure you're not a space alien trying to deplete Earth of resources?
>Not sure what you mean about aliens.
Looking more and more like you're an alien.

Dude I don't know what to say, if you have as little self control as you claim I'm not sure you can help yourself.
I'd talk to a nutritionist if I were you.

>>734424822
That is bad? I thought 3 litres was still within a good margin.

How on earth does one get a nutritionist when they are poor? We can't throw our money on problems we may or may not need someone else to help us with.

>>734425452
Idk man, that's your problem. All I know is I'd never have let myself get to that point in the first place.

>>734425802
Gonna abandon thread now, bye

>>734402982

Hey OP, are you the same personality that started the thread?

>>734426211
OP left