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How do you feel every single day of your life 19 I feel nothing

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How do you feel every single day of your life

19 I feel nothing can't cry, never sad, never happy, plus I don't know what stress and depression feels. Not sure if I'm even alive sometimes
I dream once every two months. Also 19
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>>734214982
Welcome to the club,let me get you a drink.
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>>734214982
85% of people on /b/
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>>734215188
Actually everyone on /b/ says they are depressed and I can never relate
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>>734215321
Forgot to mention everyone wants to kill themselves too I dont
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>>734214982
Feeling nothing is a sign of depression anon.
Could be a sign of you avoiding all emotions to the point that you don't feel them at all.
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>>734215550
I also don't care about anything
So if I don't care why would I care about depression
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>>734215381
I always thought feeling nothing would be great, no pain, so sadness, then came no joy, no happiness...just nothingness absolute and complete nothingness .
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>>734215647
Not caring is also depression anon.
Look at it this way, do you think you current way of being is desirable or good?
If not you should seek out help to remedy it.
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>>734216192
Well when I'm around my friends I'm a completely different person
Just when I'm alone or at home or in the street I have no soul
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>>734217086
Go look for help anon, I'm not saying you should be happy 100% of the time, but you should at least be fine in a neutral sort of way most of the time.
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21, had a shitty kinda crazy ex that accused me of raped, i moved a long distance to be near her. i have new friends and i workout a lot now but im really emotionally dampened and i can tell because i saw her yesterday and it felt like a wash of feelings and emotions swept my head and made me feel a whole lot of shit at once. i dont interact though shes just a hoe now.
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Lol loser dickshit
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>>734217086
Hey anon. I understand you cause iv been there still am. Our outside persona is suppose to be different. The numbness you feel may seem shit and faggoty but ya know what iv come to love my numbness it's better than being a normal happy freak. Us depressed numb losers are different and maybe fags also but AT least we are different fags and not the regular happy fags . Ya know what I'm saying.
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Hollow. Hopeless.

Pretty sure I married a woman like pic related.

Now I'm stuck.

Don't marry kids. Don't do it.
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Sometimes I get sad.

Usually swimming in my rooftop pool, going for a drive in one of my classic cars, or fucking my girlfriend or a random chick makes me feel better.

Try doing one of those things OP, should cheer you right up.
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>>734217445
Your not stuck my with her my friend. Best thing for the kids is for the parents to be happy . Staying and being unhappy is not fair on your children. You need to man up and get out if you care about them, her and yourself.
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>>734215381
Depression isn't just sadness. Depression is quite a lot of nothingness.
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>>734217625
Agreed man good advice. If you can't get random chick get a hooker. If you don't have classic cars drive a regular car unlike rich fags and swum in the ocean to centre yourself pools are for fags
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>>734214982
Same case, here.
Haven't dreamt in 6 months ( I've been counting it).
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>>734217625
Mehh back when I had friends
Have no friends because I moved to a town with only 500 people in it with 2 shops
Used to walk around town with my friends that nocked for me every day and we did nothing at all.
And that was chill for me
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>>734218116
Weed makes life much more enjoyable. I'm a fag so I know this
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>>734214982
Whoa this kid is edgy
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pretty high i take methadone and xanax evry day. wish i never started but now im content pretty much with what ive become. nodding out is fun
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>>734218116
When ever I dream like never
Its always something strange
And I always remember to the point
Only had 2 dreams this year
>>734218213
Shit got me paranoid
Looked over my should every second
Couldn't feel my legs
Only did it for a week
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>>734218156
I agree . Rich fags think things make people happy. Things are just things . Things fucking suck ass. I like weed I like tits and I like pussy . Fuck cars and money.
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>>734217625
>claims to have all this
> on/b/
Fucking degenerate
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>>734218404
We gotta show our fellow fags some faggotory feels. Stop being a prefag and just fag out for a sec
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>>734218322
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>>734218598
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>>734218848
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>>734214982
i felt this way for a very long time, constantly trying to figure out what was wrong and attempting to fill my emotionless void of a life. that all changed once i fell in love and started the relationship im in now. now im pretty happy and have started feeling emotions like longing and sadness as well as joy and pride. most things are temporary i guess. heres hoping you escape emotional limbo soon enough, OP.
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>>734220272
i know this is the kind of sappy bullshit that doesnt belong on this site, but i felt like sharing my testimony.
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>>734220272
Op here
Never had a bitch in my life. Back in the day wasn't bodered just wanted to go outside and chill
But I actually thought to my self if I find a girl I would be fixed
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Oh how wonderful, a (What is this Called? Topic? Dunno.) about being Depressed and stuff?
Well then i shall contribute: (Note: To keep it light, i will be Optimisic about it)

I am completely Emotionless. I also lack complete Empathy (Its Proven). I don't Recall ever to have had a Dream.
According to the Docs who cared (Medicaly) about me: "Its a wonder how you're even still alive"
Thats Proberbly because my Inability to feel pain normaly ... for me i can (If i want to) give you the exact musical Tone the Pain Plays in. My Favorite is the Thumping Bass of 40°C Fiever with the Flu.
I also see Shadow Inmages since the day of a Horrible Wound on my Head ... wich only gone worse after some Human hit me with a shap Stone on my Temples. Fucking Amazing.
And for some reason unknown, to a random time. I loose Focus and hurt eveyone around me, without me remembering. (I only know that because people say i do)

I am Proberbly a Organic Robot or something. I don't even know. I don't care (Not that i actualy know what it means to care anyway). I am just me, a Emotion- Empathyless Machine of Destruction.
And i guess i don't want anything to change. I am quite fine.
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25 here. Used to be a happy social guy but around 20 became depressed. Got to meet a psychiatrist every week and i just got off my Zoloft treatment that i took for one year. Suddenly i can feel again.

I know this is 4chan and everyone says do an hero and all that shit, but let me be serious: if you feel like shit, theres help to get. Go talk to someone and take medication if they deem it necessary.
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>>734220638
having someone show you love really does encourage emotional response. the challenge is finding a relationship that isnt just monotonous sex and noncommital trust issues. its out there for you though, no doubt. it doesnt matter what you look like, so long as youre capable of treating someone kindly enough that they want to spend most of their time talking to you and being vulnerable with you, you can find it.
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>>734220638
>>734220848
OP, do not become this guy. help yourself while you can. This kind of existence is truly meaningless.
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>>734214982
Yeah, this kind of post is extremely common here.

If you feel nothing, why are you posting about it here? Because you feel worried about 'feeling nothing'? Then you're feeling something.

You're just depressed, and you're all edgy about it because you're only 19 and are probably not yet used to it.

It's called adulthood. If you're still whining to /b/ about it, the REAL numbness hasn't set in yet. Give it a decade or two.
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>>734221516
jesus christ thats depressing
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>>734220638
As this guy
>>734217445

I can tell you that "Finding a girl" to make everything better, can really make it so much worse.
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>>734221516
this
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>I feel the same way every day
Boring, defective fuck lmao
Kys
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>>734221091
Well atleast very good any Many things, and am Highly Intelligent. Also my Knowlegebase is Filled (Exept in the Parts with Empathy and Emotions (Makes sense doesn't it?)) with ... knowlege about nearly anything. (If i heard of it, i may already know much about it).

Also thanks to that, i learn at a fraction of what others need in case of Time.
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>>734214982
18 here anon, I can relate.
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>>734222123
then youve got nothing stopping you. dont hunt for love, you wont find it. be patient and let it happen. until then, just dont off yourself. that would be fucking stupid.
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>>734217445
>women lul
blah blah I feel this I feel that so everything I do is ok and can be justified because I feel better that way. cunts
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>>734214982
>I feel nothing
>I don't know what
>depression feels
This is how actual depression feels.
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>>734222123
This is /b/ in a one post format.

You can't even tell if it's self-parody or serious.

"am so inteligent but i dont even feel like teh normal ppl but i mange to hide it coz im super smrt"

Nah nigger, you're just a depressed teenager. It usually doesn't get any better.

I definitely don't recommend you kill yourself, but do please gtfo my board.
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>>734224639
It's a big part of /b/ in a one post format, but nowhere near all of it.

It'd need to touch upon way more tranny-obsession and obsession with two or more of the same numbers in a sequence, to truly reflect /b/.
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