21, had a shitty kinda crazy ex that accused me of raped, i moved a long distance to be near her. i have new friends and i workout a lot now but im really emotionally dampened and i can tell because i saw her yesterday and it felt like a wash of feelings and emotions swept my head and made me feel a whole lot of shit at once. i dont interact though shes just a hoe now.
>>734217086 Hey anon. I understand you cause iv been there still am. Our outside persona is suppose to be different. The numbness you feel may seem shit and faggoty but ya know what iv come to love my numbness it's better than being a normal happy freak. Us depressed numb losers are different and maybe fags also but AT least we are different fags and not the regular happy fags . Ya know what I'm saying.
>>734217445 Your not stuck my with her my friend. Best thing for the kids is for the parents to be happy . Staying and being unhappy is not fair on your children. You need to man up and get out if you care about them, her and yourself.
>>734217625 Agreed man good advice. If you can't get random chick get a hooker. If you don't have classic cars drive a regular car unlike rich fags and swum in the ocean to centre yourself pools are for fags
>>734217625 Mehh back when I had friends Have no friends because I moved to a town with only 500 people in it with 2 shops Used to walk around town with my friends that nocked for me every day and we did nothing at all. And that was chill for me
>>734218116 When ever I dream like never Its always something strange And I always remember to the point Only had 2 dreams this year >>734218213 Shit got me paranoid Looked over my should every second Couldn't feel my legs Only did it for a week
>>734214982 i felt this way for a very long time, constantly trying to figure out what was wrong and attempting to fill my emotionless void of a life. that all changed once i fell in love and started the relationship im in now. now im pretty happy and have started feeling emotions like longing and sadness as well as joy and pride. most things are temporary i guess. heres hoping you escape emotional limbo soon enough, OP.
Oh how wonderful, a (What is this Called? Topic? Dunno.) about being Depressed and stuff? Well then i shall contribute: (Note: To keep it light, i will be Optimisic about it)
I am completely Emotionless. I also lack complete Empathy (Its Proven). I don't Recall ever to have had a Dream. According to the Docs who cared (Medicaly) about me: "Its a wonder how you're even still alive" Thats Proberbly because my Inability to feel pain normaly ... for me i can (If i want to) give you the exact musical Tone the Pain Plays in. My Favorite is the Thumping Bass of 40°C Fiever with the Flu. I also see Shadow Inmages since the day of a Horrible Wound on my Head ... wich only gone worse after some Human hit me with a shap Stone on my Temples. Fucking Amazing. And for some reason unknown, to a random time. I loose Focus and hurt eveyone around me, without me remembering. (I only know that because people say i do)
I am Proberbly a Organic Robot or something. I don't even know. I don't care (Not that i actualy know what it means to care anyway). I am just me, a Emotion- Empathyless Machine of Destruction. And i guess i don't want anything to change. I am quite fine.
>>734220638 having someone show you love really does encourage emotional response. the challenge is finding a relationship that isnt just monotonous sex and noncommital trust issues. its out there for you though, no doubt. it doesnt matter what you look like, so long as youre capable of treating someone kindly enough that they want to spend most of their time talking to you and being vulnerable with you, you can find it.
>>734221091 Well atleast very good any Many things, and am Highly Intelligent. Also my Knowlegebase is Filled (Exept in the Parts with Empathy and Emotions (Makes sense doesn't it?)) with ... knowlege about nearly anything. (If i heard of it, i may already know much about it).
Also thanks to that, i learn at a fraction of what others need in case of Time.
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