Can we get a depression thread? I'm feeling lonely..
>have social anxiety
>live in foster care
>used and abused
>cry myself to sleep every night
>play vidya all day
>watch youtube all day
>no sense of self worth
>just want to sleep and never wake up
I just need someone to talk too, I feel so broken and beat up :/
If anyone wants to chat here is my steam
the reason I use steam is because whenever I give out skype people pretend to be nice and show cock and I dont like that :/
I'd smash. I've been dealing with depression too. My psych put me on some meds, helped a bit. It just takes time and effort. You're gonna have to try and push yourself slowly but surely. Don't try to change your whole life all at once, just little things at a time. Example: Instead of watching that third re-run of Seinfeld, go and just jog, or go to the library and check out a book. Just shake things up a bit. Hell, you can just go to the library and sit in a small secluded area in the adults only section they have for 18+ people so you can sit alone and not socialize. Just little things to make yourself more integrated with society as a whole. Take things one at a time.
tbh op I have extremely similar circumstances and I'm not depressed. I just stopped giving a fuck about other people and enjoyed what I do myself. I am very content, hope you feel better soon
>be an accomplished chemist
>country goes to shit in the hands of radical islamic terror groups
>immigrate to Turkey
>no job prospects
>don't play video all day
>get laughable welfare
>ugly and schizophrenic
>schizophrenia makes the most basic things difficult to do
>have to live with my dad because mom is sociopath
>dad was chad in highschool and has no problem reminding me what a waste of human flesh I am
>try and make friends
>people are assholes
>multiple attempts at suicide
>browse /b/ until I have enough money to buy a gun
play 550 hour of CSGO
NOT RECCOMENDED. IT WAS TURRBILE.
I have no pity for sad sacks of shit that waste that much time on a game they hate.
Why would I stay and fight to protect some ideal that wants to crush me with all it's might? It's not like there is a good side, each have their own shitty agendas usually with extremist opinions
They'll stone an atheist like me without a trial
All I wanted to do was to research fringe science topics in a personal lab
>pissed op wrote bad review about game
get off the internet for a second
>Big and athletic
>No feels, never cry.
>The life doesnt look interesting for me
>Live in another country
>Make friends easy, dont have care with there.
>All people are the same for me.
>Dont have a real reason for live.
Post your tits or fuck off. Also, if you actually believe the dumb shit you post on that dumb ass profile then just post your tits then GTFO. You're far too stupid to talk to. You're literally only worth being used as a living fuck doll with a cock in your mouth to make sure you don't say anything else so stupid.
ok so you have friends and your in shape
and your STILL bitching?
Know that feeling. In theory I should have it well, good education, decent job, can likely retire early because of inheritance. There's zero motivation to do anything, no reason to do anything, mostly doing stuff just because.