im dumping what i got
hows everyone feeling tonight
ayee same except my finals are on Tuesday
Kinda shitty but in a mellow mode at least
im gonna post unitl i have no more pics
I just wish it was different nothing major but just a few differences you know but i fuck up every time... i just graduated highschool and I hope it gets better from here I just wish I had the same ambition and talent as the people I saw on TV when I was young my class graduating was small (88 kids) I just really hope it gets way better I'm finally going back to the city :) hopefully I make some friends..
ya but I'm about to check out
can't keep my eyes open, I just watched Logan and it made me sleepy
No friends, gf, etc. Just watch anime to try and fill the void as I know I could be so much more productive but I am too depressed to try
>i just graduated highschool
You literally just finished the easiest part of life. Unless you're very lucky things from here on will only get more difficult. On top of that you'll wake up one day and realize you're 25 or 30 and you'll see high school kids and you'll hate and envy them, because they're young and beautiful and full of optimism and your best years are already behind you. All you have to look forward to is getting older and uglier.. and it will happen in an instant compared to those years you spent in school.
I have a great life. Being an adult with a good job and all can be pretty great, but being young is where it's at. Once everybody around you and yourself gets older and ugly and they all have kids you'll realize nothing was quite so beautiful as when you were all young, pretty, and free.
>Once everybody around you and yourself gets older and ugly and they all have kids you'll realize nothing was quite so beautiful as when you were all young, pretty, and free.
Thank God for suicide
>oneitis of a year texts and asks if i'm going to some party tonight
>tell her i'll be there
>she's nowhere to be found
>wander around with other friends
>walk in on her hooking up with my friend
ooh, got something along those lines
got a desktop background along those lines, too
this is a good thread op I'm feeling mighty comfy
will help you dump more comfortable melancholy pics now that it's sad boi hours
Hit the strrets, be wise, and work hard. Its easier than you think to have this view. Top floor lifestyle that comes with champagne and women. All you need, dedication and bravery .most of b lacks it.
shitty, but thats to be expected.
I love the mountains of Virginia, but Im a city boy at heart. The girls, crowds, beaches,music food etc. I love little suburban neighborhoods too. I hate being alone, oh and rainy days make me nostalgic. 6'0, 133lbs 19m, tell me about yourself /b/
not to be a dick but youre wrong.
if you want more stuff like this, search trip hop. if you think this is good youll blow your load over some of the other stuff out there. this is pretty average. really cool artwork though.
im playing a drunkthrough of Dank Souls 3. Every death is 1 sip of jack, every boss kill is 2 sips. Wish me and my liver luck gentlemen.
where do you live anon?
5'8 20m 170+lbs Hate my life, im too fucking scared or nervous to get a job and just move out but staying makes me feel worthless. Im jealous I wanna stay in a city lol Im from VA too, Newport News
i like this one
love Caravan Palace
Beach boy born and raised, stuck in the mountains of Utah. I hate the crowded streets and the giant buildings, give me the ocean and small comfy houses and tiny neighborhoods anyday. 5'11, 155-ishlbs 22m
GOOD JOB YOU FUCKING FAGGOT, FUCK OFF SUMMERFAG
jk, yeah its a nice thread.
i got a huge folder with comfy pics,dumping
There used to be a place like this in my town.
We're that fucking backwards, that the games hadn't been changed in over 10 to 15 years. I loved going in there.
Then some fucker bought it and replaced all the games with gambling machines and ruined it.
Cigarettes make me nostalgic. They remind me of my old favorite anime FLCL, and when me and my friends would get home from school and hide from parents lol and an old gf hated my habit , sigh..
have you ever gotten to that point where you realize that none of your friends really genuinely care about you, but you're pretty sure you don't even care anymore? I'm at that point, maybe it's for the better. not the biggest issue, but I thought that I might as well put it out here.
I tripped on weed and mdma
Saw the tree Infront of my house and it morphed into where the wild things are
Ever taken a trip into the mountains/wilderness for a full week? It makes a world of difference.
Slightly late to the party, I am honestly tired of UK, such a shit hole.
I met the most wonderful girl ever a few months back and I've been talking to her literally every single day since then. There hasn't been a single day we haven't talked and we have never argued once. It started off as me comforting her because her ex-boyfriend, who she had just broken up with, had plans to cheat on her one night and lied about it, saying he was staying the night at a friend's. He got caught and sent to jail because he was on house arrest and she found out and broke up with him instantly. Since then, she and I have had an amazing friendship and she's known for months that I've had feelings for her and she reciprocated them for a while now as well. When she went to bed just now she said, "Goodnight, my love" and I could not be any happier right now. Tears are almost coming to my eyes because I have been so afraid to get close to women for the longest time since the last girl I was involved with was manipulative and abusive as all hell and fucked me in the head. She showed me a kindness I have not known in years.
hey wondering why i was put on this earth to fucking suffer so "god" could torment me by having everyone else succeed lose their virginity have a first kiss and have me just sit their and watch because i have weak genetics a small dick and 2/10 by most standereds
ive honestly wondered why people like me are born only to suffer until we die
Shit quality pic but hopefully you guys get the late night drive feel from it. It's from a drive back home from one of my schools marching band competitions. These are my favorite parts of them.
life does have a meaning to reproduce and survive
I've failed at reproducing and will eventually fail at survival
feels pretty bad that ina game of survival of the fittest
It's a little more than that I feel. After the week, you realize just how much you like other people too. They seem more...worth while afterwards? I'm not sure, just it doesn't matter as much being surrounded by apathetic people who just want to be heard. At least they're there. It's a little hard to explain how I feel afterwards.
I'm from New York originally, but now I live in New Jersey. I'm 19. 170 pounds (Last time I checked), 5'6. In a really bad time in life right now.
My life is going well. I finished a toxic relationship, I'm meting a nice girl and we're spending really good time together, but man, I'm still feel empty. I get drunk or drugged alone al most everynigh til four or five AM and no one really knows that. I'm just keep attending to my classes and my grades are fine, I guess. But, everything is so... unreal? I used to think that when things in my life went good I'll would be comfortable with my existence, but that time is now and I'm still depressed. I know I need professional help because this is not normal, but, I do not want to use medication again. I do no want be sick again, but it's happening and all I can do is wacth.
More like I want to be acknowledged as a human being. The fact I'll be known as "that guy who flew into space" would give me some sort of validation of my humanity.
I was 12 and lived in govt subsidized housing apartments. It was snowing one day, which is kind of rare for my area, and I saw this girl that was around my age dressed in full body snowsuit trudging through the snow. I kind of teased her about the suit and we became fast friends and were pretty much best friends from the moment we met. She was beautiful, but a little overweight and she was self-conscious about it. She had large cat like eyes, and hands and feet like porcelain.
I often imagined myself kissing her all over her body, on her feet and her neck, her hands, her lips, such glorious skin. Eventually, I had girlfriends and she had boyfriends, but we always remained friends. Once, we were all together and I lived in this old house on campus. Everyone was drinking, and it was a loose party type atmosphere. I lost track of her, and I started looking through the house for her.
I found her in bed with my cousin. They had been fucking, and I was rather angry about it, but I shut the door and never mentioned it to her about how badly seeing them together had hurt me. It has always been very hard for me to be affectionate with someone that I actually have feelings for, and always made the pain that much worse when they were involved with other men due to my inaction. I moved to another part of town, and we slowly lost touch. This was in the 80's and early 90's, there were no cell phones or social media that made it easy to stay in touch then.
hey thats too close to what im planning im seriously waiting for my mother to die and im taking my own life
im a genetic failure so nobody will care
I ran into her one night as I was leaving a restaurant with a girlfriend. She was with her mother, and we all spoke very briefly and then went our separate ways. Many years later, 2005, I had moved about 100 miles away to another city and lost touch with everyone I knew when growing up. I was working a shitty loan company job and I decided to run a credit pull on her. I had her student ID from many years ago, which had her full name and her social security number on it, which made it very easy for me to do this. Plus, I didn't care if I was found out because I hated the fucking job anyways. I found 3 addresses for her, one of which I recognized as her grandparents and the others that appeared to be in very bad parts of town. It also showed that she was paying state child support. Not a good sign.
I wrote her a letter, made 2 copies, and mailed them to each address I had. Maybe 6 weeks later, I get a call from her sister. She told me that she had some bad news, and that my friend had been beaten to death with a hammer by her ex-boyfriend. I was gutted. I go to the funeral, and it was an open casket. I am not sure how they pulled that off because he had beaten her in the back of the head with several hammer blows. She was heavily made up, but as I approached the coffin and looked inside I was struck by her beautiful porcelain hands. They were still the same as I had remembered. I had never even kissed her out of fear of rejection I suppose. That is one of my regrets.
I don't take joy in helping people. I'm a selfish person actually. I'd gladly move away from my family and cut any contacts from them if I ever get a chance.
no thanks, shitty stories need to be stopped. At the end it´s your fault for not asking her for a chance; movies now show that girls can ask at boys for a date but we all know that´s just pure bullshit.
I'm actually doing pretty well.. I live a shitty life as a 20 yr old with a shit job w/ decent $12/hr wage that my grandpa got me, so I know I've got my family to back me, though my dad's in town today, he's sleeping in my room, raging on BOIII while I sit on the computer and play stupid games, and we bullshit and fuck around. I'm just glad he's here, I get to go see my cousins. Don't need a GF, don't need friends, just need these guys to have my back.
does any one here not find joy in masturbating any more
ive been jerking off because cuming helps me out
but now its starting to get really dull. its not even pleasurable
ive started lasting like 1 hour before anything actually happens and then after that the affects roll away fast
this isnt a troll post im actually serious about this
>It started off as me comforting her because her ex-boyfriend
let me stop you right fuckin there.
im going to get the mean part out of the way because you make it hard not to be: holy shit you are a naive fucking faggot.
ok sorry but it had to be said. anyways. umm...youre the rebound. yeah. youre being used because she's lonely. im warning you, dont get too invested in this. i have multiple friends who thought they were playing hero, that they were gonna save this girl who was in a shitty relationship. thats stupid. it doesnt work like that. take a step back for a moment and get ahold of yourself. youre just setting yourself up for more pain when (and i dont mean if, i mean when) things go to shit.
I've stopped masturbating, not entirely, just for a good while. Haven't found anything to get me going, and don't really care much to perform.
I guess you could say yeah, I've lost all joy.. But maybe it'll come back after I've given it a decent hiatus.
that shit of being liked because you did something to be liked. It's tiring man, and nobody will remember you.
So, after a while, why don´t you go to Africa to help those people? At least you will die a fiery death at hands of some backward idiot, and will be remembered as someone that shouldn't have helped people.
I want to drive somewhere with a pretty animu gurl in the driver's seat. Don't know who she is, whether she's a lover, a friend, or a total stranger. But it doesn't matter. We're just sharing a space where we watch the lights go by, headed to an unknown destination. The night will last forever.
These comfy threads give me serious feels because they have these moments I want to spend my life in but in the end they're just pictures. But somehow this one in particular reminds me of a dream I had sometime long ago and it's strangely nostalgic as a result.
never touched another human sexually so i imagine it would be ten times better than anything i can do by myself
Maintain structure and frame, beat of luck to you
Imagine having one those houses that are sort on stilts next to the bridge, raised just above the treeline, with a big modern window facing the cityscape.
I think that would be a perfect view for me.
Alright guys Op here
im going to sleep i hope you liked my thread
love all of you to death
I think part of the feeling comes from that improbably beautiful girl with a particular look to her that real people just don't have. I don't think of it so much in a romantic light as just spending time with someone like that. So yeah, not necessarily an anime girl, but certainly beautiful and strange.
Well, we can always imagine, right?
I think I like the idea of her in the driver's seat because I can safely look at her framed against the background, without having to keep my eyes on the road. I'm just sitting there relaxing, not even saying anything.
I can defend myself in my native language, thank you. I like to practice english, I find this idiom very expresive, and at the same time, very limited by its actual bocavulary.
Man, I´ve seen people I love getting a lot of innecesary shit for helping someone stuck in their own mistakes.
heres something i dont get, anons.
we find ourselves in these situations a lot. chilling at home, watching a movie while it rains outside. stuff like that. why is it that it never feels cozy when youre actually doing it? at least it doesnt for me. you see other people doing it, you see pictures of it, you want to be there so badly. but when it happens, you dont even think about it. its just another point in time. am i the only one who feels this way?
idk ive always imagine her picking me up when im all alone walking at night (i actually do this sometimes)
and her telling me something like <"Anon its not safe to walk alone at night, wanna spend a night at my place"
gives me sense of someone caring about me
It's all about framing and presentation, the content is secondary. If you take a photography course or read about it you'll start to understand the differences between reality and pictures.
Well photos of everyday moments wouldn't be very interesting. If you want to be get weird with it, you could try to appreciate the beauty that exists naturally in life instead of picturesque representations of them, but that's a different game entirely.
I'd say that these moments aren't unattainable, they're just temporary. In real life, moments are moments. Maybe a few seconds, or a few minutes.
That being said, I've definitely had times when I sat inside and watch rain or snow outside a window and just felt content in that moment. But it was never really at home, partly because home was never a comfy kind of place. So escapism might be part of it. I wonder if I lived at those places I would still get the same feeling. I think I would, but they would lose their magic as I got used to the place and the novelty went away.
But maybe it's just because they were actually nice places and that's what most of these comfy photos are of. I've always lived in a kind of desert region that's almost completely flat. It makes it so I kind of want to move somewhere hilly and snowy, maybe the kind of place with big pine forests.
>Well photos of everyday moments wouldn't be very interesting.
these are everyday moments is what im saying. but its so routine to us that we think nothing of it. we'll never appreciate it the way we do when we see it in a photo.
I think I would like it to be a stranger too. Like someone who just picked me up off the side of the road, where I was completely lost, and she chooses the destination and brings me with her on a trip through the night.