I feel fucking disgusting and inhuman right now. I need to talk

>>726877627
what did you do OP?

What did you do?

What the fuck did you do?

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>>726877627
Let out that nasty shit nigga.

>>726877746
>>726877748
>>726877801
>>726877824
i posted in a rekt thread
it was fucking badass

>>726877627
Can't be as bad as me

>>726877627
wat do op

What happened?

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you fapped to sea pea didn't you?

>>726877746
>>726877748
I didn't do anything. Nothing at all this whole week and it suddenly hit me how disgusting I am, having been in bed for 7 days, not showered and only eaten shit. I'm greasy disgusting smelly and I hate myself

You got the herpes didnt you anon

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>>726877948
post a picture of your left hand for reference

>>726877948
get up and go take a shower right now and change your sheets

>>726877948
Yee fam u might be slightly worse than me.

>tfw no moar ID's so hard as fuck to tell who is who in these threads

-scumbag j

>>726878035
I can't because someone is sleeping in the livingroom (its next to our only bathroom) and its 5 am, I cant wake them up.

I changed my sheets and im sitting on my fucking floor cause I'm too disgusting to get into a clean bed

>>726877948
man you need to take control of your life. have a shower and go for a walk

>I hate blacks and Jews
>worship hitler
>extremely judgemental of people
>addicted to alcohol and sex
How much of a hypocritical degenerate am I?

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>>726877627

> degenerates
Go to /pol/

>>726878327
You are in the right place.

>>726878193
Fuck them. Go shower.

-scumbag j

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I feel like I'm going fucking insane. I opened the window to clear put the disgusting smell of me and it's fucking freezing and I'm on the goddamn floor ROCKING BACK AND FORTH AND I FEEL LIKE I'M LOSING IT

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rope
chair
video camera
be famous brother

Open have you considered exercising? Torrent DDP yoga, no gear required. After one week I promise you will feel motivated

>>726877948
Signs of depression. If you can't find the reason to get out of bed, let this be it:

The world wants you. They're waiting for you. Not for you to do anything, just for you. No expectations, not one gottdam one!!

Get yourself up and be. Just... be.

I don't know what to do I feel like throwing up just talk to me

>>726878193
If taking a shower to better yourself waitress them up, them the problem is theirs, NOT YOURS!

>>726878193
that sounds like an excuse. but if you are that noisy of a bather then at least go wipe yourself down with a washcloth. that doesn't make any more noise than running the sink, and if they can't handle you running the sink with the door closed then tell them to get some fucking earplugs. personally I would rather be woken up by someone showering or running the sink than live in a house with someone who goes a week without showering. at least I'd know they got clean.

>>726879034
Here here!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uee_mcxvrw

>>726877627
so you bought the new mass effect game too huh

>>726878983
he is their fucking problem

>>726878467
>you are in the right place
You know I have to be honest I don't know if 4chan made me this way or I was this way before I found 4chan.
I'm not an originalfag but I have been lurking since 2008 when I was 14. Pretty much have been visiting daily since. That puts me at probably well over 3000 hours spent on this god forsaken website.

>>726879217

this nigga

>>726879217
No it's all you dude. this website is for degenerates it doesn't create them.

>>726879217
Idk, I was probably a shitty person before 4chan but at least over the past few years here I have realized that I'm not alone and far from the worst.

And I feel with OP, he wants to use the bathroom but doesn't want to wake anybody up. I can't sleep and I want to play the drums but it's almost midnight and neighbors will probably call the police

-scumbag j

>>726878876
He has been just " be " ing, he needs some expectation put on hom and goals not " everyone had value" coddling.

Here's an idea. Bath, leave the house and apply at the first help wanted sign you see. Do that every day until you have a job.

>>726879456
I am surprisingly functional though.
I make about $70k a year, getting married soon, have my own house and a new truck.
I just have mental issues lol.

>>726878553
get a job. problem solved

>>726879186
Not if they deny him basic living standards, stopping him somehow from a freaking shower, even if it's only psychological.

i feel like the thing this site lacks is actual human advice instead of memes and autism and people making up tons of shit so they don't feel alone in the vast emptyness of lonelyness we call 21st century humanity. the best advice i can give you is that if you feel like a piece of shit either because of your actions towards yourself or others or just sick thoughts that you cant control i would suggest trying to channel it all into creativity so you dont kill yourself , from the age of 12 ive wanted to kill myself. ive stood on a chair at home alone with a noose i learned how to tie off of youtube and just wanting to end it so bad but always stepping back into a pit of self hatred and anger and depression ,i spoke about it once to a close friend and it was the worst mistake i ever made (even though he did so with the best intentiond) there isnt a system in place to help people like us so we just fall by the wayside into either drugs , suicide or worse we fall prey to our own worst depravity the only true advice that i can give you is that we dont matter , we never will and no one cares ... this is true no matter what you feel , think or discover on your pointless journey so i find the best course of action you can take is just forcefully channel all of your emotions into any creative outlet you can find that can hold your attention because in the end the only thing that can give our worthless existence meaning is and i hate myself for saying this but its true is eachother so use your darkness either to help others or entertain others or even just to make them think ,ive personally always found writing helps me but of course to each his own. I hope this helps . I'm not going to say that i know what you're going through because no one can know what anyones going through but just know that i cared enough to write this to help you and hopefully this is enough because its all ive got in the end . look after yourself lad

>>726877948

damn son, and here I am feeling like a disgusting fuck just because my dog doesn't wipe its feet after coming in from outside.

also I feel like a fucking slob because I don't have a porn actress's waistline

>>726879577
Agreed.

>>726879456
This!

Also, check um!

>>726879633
thx for taking the time to write that

>>726879704
Jeezus! Here come the "tits or gtfo"s!

>>726877627
Quit bitching
>Here is your solution (presented in multiple options, all of these will make you feel better)

Exercise 30 mins everyday
>Do something you enjoy
Meditate 30 mins everyday
>Use Theta waves online
Get on an SSRI and Pregabalin
>Bestdrugever.jpg
Spend time with people
>Family, friends, volunteer
Adopt a fuck it attitude
>"Fuck it"
>That's your new mantra to everything you have no control over
Go get councilling
>if poorfag, use online resources

Quit bitching and solve your problems
>or not, fuck it

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>>726879615
Nigga you went on a rant about being at the end of your rope. How the fuck are you gonna get married if you don't shower for weeks at a time?

yess tits

>>726879966
thats not OP

I want to get forced femenized and raped by a guy who used to be my friend

>>726879633
pathetic
>you want actual human advice? Read below
>>726879960

>>726879573
I honestly don't know man.
I remember the first time I saw 4chan I was fucking appalled. First thread I saw was the perfection girl or whatever she is and the thread full of "too soon bro" comments. At the time I had thought 4chan was full of hackers and murderers and they kill people and post them on here.
For some fucking reason I came back and I just kept coming back and haven't stopped. Ironically enough I have never held any routine except for 4chan. Every fucking night I'm on here.

>>726878327
Tbh, you sound like your life's pretty shitty

>>726880151
inb4 hard as fuck to tell anymore

>>726879966
Not OP lol different guy.
I'm fucked up but functional enough because I have a love for material shit to fill a void in my life so I have to work my ass off.

>>726879948
Nah. She hasn't showered in 7 days. I bet her boobs smell like vinegar and cheese.

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>>726880250
righto

>>726879217
You are among friends my fag I don't know the year I landed here but it was during the Tom Green raids whenever the fuck that was. Pick your shit up out of the gutter anon. We are all fucked up here or we would not be here. This is /b/

>>726879615
>not the anon you replied to but
you sound like me about 3 years before I had a complete breakdown.

I know free advice is worth what you paid for it, and maybe you will be just fine, but I just want to say: if you want to keep everything you worked for, keep a close eye on your stress levels and don't let yourself get roped into a "golden handcuffs" situation where you hate your job but don't wanna quit because the money is nice. some people can weather that, but if you legit have mental issues it can make you burn out faster than normal and push you off the edge. start building up a shit-ton of savings *now* even if it means a bit of austerity. so if your job starts to suck ass you have a cushion and can switch to something less lucrative but less stressful. you will thank yourself later.

random words from a random anon, and I don't mean to butt into your life. but I wish someone had taken me by the ear and told me this a few years ago.

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>>726880215
Some of the other boards can be relatively *normal* but yeah I must say now that I'm not quite as disturbed by pics of assholes as I may have been before.

Most normies are fucking terrible people anyway. At least the people here are willing to admit it.

-j

>>726878553
dude, go take a shower. If your so insecure about waking up your roommate, then take a wet washcloth and clean yourself, as said by another anon

>>726880363
Mah bad anon. But honestly you sound like a normal dude considering.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qi5mU_btjE

>>726879910
i appreciate that you saying that man but im no genius its just my opinion its not a code to live by , thanks for responding i was just expecting to be called a faggot tbh

>>726880436
>Tom Green raids
Holy fuck I remember those. They were the fucking best. That and the habbo hotel raids.
I thought 4chan didn't do funny shit like that anymore but they proved me wrong with that whole taking down the HWNDU flag.

>>726880604
faggot. expectations met.

>>726880750
hahaha that was funny man :)

>>726878712
Good man, tho don't stop with ddp, move on to method yoga

>>726878327
Don't worry. Your hate will shorten your lifespan.

>>726878193
Quit your bitching and go wash your ass op.

>>726880478
I had a bit of cash saved up but we're in the slow season at work so I had to dip into it. Should be picking up again here soon but I'll take that advice. My to be wife makes wicked money too. Combined our income is around $150k before taxes, so I'm not too worried about the event of burning out.

>>726880500
I think that's one part of why I like people here so much. They're fucking real. Most people I talk to in real life are fucking retards. I swear they don't have souls or something because they are no more intelligent than animals. Don't mean to sound edgy but it seems like most people can't think beyond eating, sleeping, and fucking.

>>726881169
good deal, you sound like you got it covered

>>726880958
Lol sorry I had to.

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OP here

It's 6 AM now so I think it's "late" enough for them not to complain if I shower

Will come back a cleansed man

>>726881379
Movin up in the world!!!

U a britbong?

-j

>>726881030
I don't doubt it.
I think of it from an objective viewpoint.
Progressivism has done absolutely nothing for society but degrade it. What are we doing in the name of freedom? Why are we letting inferior cultures into our countries? Why do feelings have to influence people's decision making? European men have advanced civilizations to incredible level and it's almost like these bored unemployed white kids need something to bitch about so they start fighting for things they don't understand.
Shit like this is constantly on my mind but I realize I'm powerless to do anything about it.

>>726881379
Did the people that live with you not complain about your smell?

>>726877627
Do you have more pics similar to that? I like it

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My cure for feeling like a degenerate shit is lots and lots of masturbation. I jack off at least 5 times a day, every day. It makes the bad thoughts go away.

Today I think I went about 7 times, and I'll squeeze in one more before I go to sleep.

Daddy needs his medicine.

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>>726881379
i expect an update when your clean, along with more Junji Ito pics.

also, fucking brush your teeth.

>>726881916

how is your dick not sore? That might have health effects

>>726881916
Dude that's fucking terrible for you. I mean I thought I was bad at once a day but you take it to a new level. You are definitely going to cause yourself health problems doing that shit. Men are ideally supposed to only have 3-4 orgasms a week.

>>726881916
I smoke a shit load of weed. I figure if it makes old games fun again, shitty entertainment good, and makes almost everything taste better i'd rather be a stoner than some bitter asshole.

>>726882128
lol this fucking guy. You keep your medical dictionary next to your bible?

>>726882370

ayy that sounds fun. u wanna fuck?

>>726880643
Habbo was the best. I was late they were getting hit so hard all I could do is look at the aftermath and laugh at the swastica pattern

>>726877948
Oh is that it?
I was hoping to feel better about my self... shit

>>726882484
nah i'm good. I may be a foggot in spirit but I don't swing that way.

>>726882370
I'd smoke weed but it makes me terribly paranoid. When I get the weed from a sketchy source it's always
>oh shit this must be laced
>my chest feels weird I can't breath
>I'm going to die I think

When it's a good source it's
>oh shit I feel weird
>am I losing my mind
>my body is vibrating I don't like this
>holy shit I feel displaced from reality I'm not coming back from this

I just end up drinking a lot of booze because it makes me apathetic.

>>726882458
No my wife is pretty much a doctor.
I mean I can't judge much because I drink like a fish but if you value your health you won't do that as a man.
Actually according to her theories all health lies in your mentality. To be healthy you need to have a healthy psyche.

>>726882128

Actually I feel great psychically. I'm 30 now, and I've been doing for 15 years more or less, and nothing bad has happened because of it. I did some risky things in high school, like play with my dick through my pants and cum in class a couple times, but I never got caught.

Mentally I'm a mess though.

>>726883186
Well according to her you will experience some serious health problems sometime between now and when you're 50. But you could be an exception to the rule I don't know. I had an uncle who drank a bottle of whisky and smoked a package of cigarettes everyday for like 50 years and he lived until he was 80. Wasn't even alcoholism that killed him, was gangrene that was left unchecked.

>>726882689

damn I wish I could still get that fucking high. Both those scenarios are just you being too fucking high and one of the side effects is thinking your gonna die or some shit, that's when your waaaay ripped like smoking hash for the first time from a bong or something

>>726882689
it's either not for you or you haven't smoked enough to get over the "new feelings?". like after a while you stop being paranoid and focusing on the little symptoms because you know how you'll generally react to it. I go from being stressed and anxious to normal when I smoke. quiets my brain down and lets me focus on one thing at a time and be more level headed. it also balances my emotions and lets me enjoy more things I normally wouldent and it helps me eat regularly. like its still a drug but i'd rather smoke and know ill be happy than struggle with a ton of different prescriptions. I've been there before I'm not about that life anymore.

>>726882914
>My wife is pretty much a doctor.
>Woman
>Not Doctor

I'm supposed to believe she's the head of information on male masturbatory habits?

Sounds like you're fucking whipped and your wife doesn't want you to jerk off.

>>726883484

I'm not really "normal".

I am diagnosed as being on the autism spectrum. I live a very reclusive life, and I'm very adverse to having physical intimacy with others. I don't even like to be hugged.

I am technically a virgin. The only sexual contact I've had was with my female cousin, who performed oral sex on me several times when I was around the ages of 8, 9, and 10.

>>726883484
I'll bet your 20$ it was in his liver and you're retarded.

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>>726881705
>>726881801
>>726882108

I'm back and I'm clean and I did brush my fucking teeth

I feel like I can breathe

>>726885369
Stop being gross and this wont happen again.

>>726885508

he should just kill himself instead of breathing all my fucking air

>>726878193
I've been in your position...
you're overthinking it. They won't mind, and more than likely they're asleep.

If your showering wakes them up, it's because they were on the more shallow ends of their sleep, and they can easily go back to sleep.

>>726878553
Stop watching a name all the time and look at your future. Ya idiot.

>>726885942
>a name

>>726885942
you sound fucking 12. you're on 4chan and can't spell anime.

Don't let the mods catch you little autist.

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>>726885369
You dun good, anon. It might seem small and insignificant, and it is in the grand scheme of things, but you quit wallowing in your own filth and did something good for yourself for a change, and you should feel good about that.