Its a tradition that OP MUST be a faggot. In every scenario it always happened so its an empirical fact. Doesnt matter if you were straight before starting a post. When you are OP, you immediately become a fag/gay
Got an FFM 3-way sorted out for next Saturday but she's also constantly messaging someone she may or may not have a crush on so theres a slim chance this might not happen and the uncertainty is a bitch to handle.
im a handsome 22 yo guy whos a virgin because I didnt lose virginity a few years back and now tgat puberty is gone and chicks are all over me I cant lose the vcard since im too scared to be embarassed in front of them because im a virgin
I hate Fucking mexicans... They are that nastiest pieces of shit to ever walk the planet. They wipe shit on the walls of the bathroom in my store.They steal and they let their 15 fucking kids tear my store up. They are fucking rude and they never have enough money to pay for the shit they bring to the register. They fucking grunt at you when you welcome them into the store and they fucking stink. I hate those motherfuckers.
i hate what my parents have become and cannot for the life of me figure out why i am the way i turned out because all of my siblings are like them and i constantly feel alien to them despite my best efforts to form some form of connection i always feel they hold me at a distance unlike my siblings.
>>726880902 -Nasa was created by Republicans. -the Clean Water Act was created by Republicans. -Republicans freed the slaves. -Republicans defeated the Soviets in the Cold War. -Republicans ended Vietnam, which was started by Democrats. -The Republicans in Congress went on to pass the nation’s first ever Civil Rights Act and I have a source to back it up. http://www.politicalbase.com/forums/topic/historical-republican-accomplishments/4277/ -Republicans passed the Constitutional Amendment that allowed Blacks to vote. -Republicans passed the Constitutional Amendment that allowed women to vote. -Republicans created the Tuskegee Institute -Republicans repealed FDR's orders that Japanese Americans could be held, without habeas corpus, in internment camps
i go everyday just thinking if i'll die a happy man, if i'll ever find love or leave a legacy or if i'll die young and never experience alot of things most people do. does this make me a faggot, or am i just depressed?
>>726876485 I'm 43, live with my dad, unemployed, have severe OCD along with some physical heath issues, frequently depressed and virtually never leave the house. Healthy weight fortunately (thanks OCD!), unlike my obese mother, who is a shell of a person with literally no interests in life other than eating. She lives in a nursing home despite her relative youth because she can't take care of herself. I'm stuck in a downward spiral with no hope that my life will ever improve and I'm terrified I'm going to end up as bad as her. All I really want to do is die.
>>726882768 No, you don't. What you want to do is find meaning for yourself in your life. You wouldn't care about ending up like her if you really wanted to die. You obviously want to change or you wouldn't be trying to be better than her.
And if you wanted to die you'd have killed yourself by now. What you want is change. Once you admit that then you can move forward.
>>726883309 One failed suicide attempt so far. The only reason I haven't tried again is because of what it would do to my dad. At this stage I'm just waiting for him to die so that I can kill myself without concern for the consequences to anyone else.
being poor is very tough, man fuck life. Its hard living in an uncomfortable situation. But still theres more people who are poorer than me and Im still complaining maybe its that, even if i get a job and workhard I still wont be able to live a life that I dreamed about when I was a kid, life is hard.
Militarization of police in America drives me crazy. Someone needs to follow the money and turn it off. Departments are getting waaaay too many war tools. I also want the media to expose police UNIONS and their leadership. They're the ones really fucking things up by pushing the "blue line" and "brotherhood' shit to keep the unions flush with dues.
i just turned 26 and my fucking life is a mess. 9 months without fucking and had to go back to my mothers house after running out of money because of stupid life choices. 10pm on a saturday night and here i am, once again, sneaking while everyone sleeps just to get high, check this malaysian aboriginal paintings forum for warmup porn, before finishing with an orgasm watching some random xnxx video i found after hopping through 20 other videos, to finally clean myself in sadness/disgust and going to sleep.
>>726886343 And we're not talking packing the back pussy of a perfectly shorn hot looking trap in heels and a choker. We're talking full up face to face, penis to colon faggotry while 700 club plays in the background.
HELP! So I am stuck. I need to run an analysis testing contextual effects of a level 2 model using the program WHLM. I have been trying for so long but I can't seem to tel if I'm right or if I'm doing it wrong or what the freaking interpretation of this is either!
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Attempted suicide twice last year, no one knows but my parents, who live in another city. I'm not really close to anyone in this city, wouldn't really say I have friends, most of them I wouldn't feel comfortable talking to about my problems...so I don't.
>>726876485 Just got dumped after a year and six months because she needs to focus on herself and her study. Yet she still talks to me like im her boyfriends (Calls me babe etc.) and its like we are now just in an open relationship its fucking weird man. Not sure where to go from here
>>726876485 I fucking hate the Devotion in titanfall 2. It's the most stupid fucking thing in the entire game, and at this point, I want it to BE REMOVED. It's the most OP gun IN THE ENTIRE GAME. The damage, recoil, everything. It's gotta go.
>but muh playstyle
Nigga, no one fucking cares, ok? Real talk, you use that argument because YOU SIMPLY AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH TO GO FAST, SO YOU USE BULLSHIT TACTICS. Plus, you could use the Spitfire if you reaaaally wanted to use that style of play.
>>726889889 yeh thats kinda my current plan. i keep giving myself weird goals to kinda distract myself from looking at real kids. i'm trying to learn to draw loli at the moment as a sort of coping mechanism.
>>726891554 use it with grav stars. throw on to the side of an a-wall (because everyone who uses the devotion also uses a-wall) then shoot into it. alternatively just use smgs and movement, especially the r97, works great with phase and stim
Some people say Mexican smell bad but the truth is niggers smell bad have you ever stood next to one in the middle of like a Subway on a hot fuckin day that's not a dead body son they just smell that way
PS anybody thinking about fuckin a nigger just to say you did it would you stick your dick in a rhino just to say you did it
It's not quite that. Its more I can't stand the hypocrisy of christians who hand wave all the troubling shit in the OT as "Cultural" but the gay stuff is still there. I love me some Jesus. I hate me some christians. Ever seen the movie 7th seal?
> I want to tear Him out of my heart, but He remains a mocking reality which I cannot get rid of. Do you hear me?
God is (was?) such a big part of my life tearing him away feels like tearing away my arm. IDK fuck. I have no clue what to do. Sometimes I want to throw it all out and other times I just want to ignore the shit.
>>726892642 have a think. do you really believe that being gay is wrong based on your faith? if you do, you would have offed yourself by now. even if god is real, you're fucked now anyway so why bother believing any more. also see >>726894060
not needing to abide by a set of rules in life gives you the ability to have your own perspective and opinions. you also get to laugh at dense people spouting religious bullshit.
>>726895513 look. i don't know how easy or hard it is for someone to just stop believing (especially you since it was a big part of your life) but all i can say is that i can live worry-free. i don't need to consider what some invisible man in the sky thinks about what i do, who i love, or what i wank to, i can focus on other shit in my life.
i'm not going to vehemently argue with you about why atheism is better, but that's just my take. it's your decision, not mine.
>>726896389 >That's all you can really do in the end huh? pretty much. what are you going to gain? a good afterlife? reverse ageing tech is being tested on animals now and let's be real, you'll probably be able to become a robot or some shit before you die, assuming you're not 50 already. enjoy life, mang
>be me >socially awkward beta >able to have really good conversations with people but i just cant start them >meet the girl of my dreams >I cant even think about her sexually because i love her so much >know that i have a great shot with her >mfw cant even start conversation to get contact info >mfw chad takes her a month later
Should I give up on women temporarily and get my confidence up? Or should I go for it?
My "best friend" started dating my sister about a year ago, since it started our friendship has eroded to the point where I barely call him a friend, and my sister, she's just a moody bitch. Thx anon that felt nice to let out
ive been talking to this girl and i really like her and i got to know her some and i really wanna date her but she told me that she only likes mexicans and blacks because if she has babies with them they will be a pretty color. both me and her are white btw
>>726876485 I get a massive boner from watching videos like this https://youtu.be/xmlcxnhg0yU but my girlfriend is so annoying all the time that I can't enjoy sex with her, so I end up fantasising about other girls like the ones in the video in order to cum.
>>726876485 i've been with my boyfriend for nearly 5 years and i'm over it. he's boring, selfish, lazy, narcissistic, he's just like his cunt mother. i've spent countless hours trying to cheer his sad ass up plus thousands of dollars on gifts. he's never bought me a single thing in 5 years and once proposed to me with the ring his car key is attached to. what the fuck is that. i'm not a priority as far as he is concerned. he treats me like shit just like he does every other woman in his life. i'm going to break up with him soon.
A long time friend of mine was so upset about his wife cheating on him he asked if I would help get revenge by raping her. He was already going to divorce her but he knew I lusted over her for years and she hated my guts. He set up the whole thing and I went thru with it. I raped her as hard as I could and was not gentle with her. She asked him to stay with her after it happened and he got to tell her he'd be there as a friend but not a lover because she hurt him to much. We laughed about it over drinks the next weekend.
Sometimes, I think it's the area I live in. Sometimes, I think it's the People that live here. Honestly, even though I haven't lived here for a comparatively long time to others, I hate this place. I strive to see the world, I want to see what everyone else is doing. When people say that spending too much time on the internet is bad they are right, and wrong. The Internet is a great place to see who's out there, and to see what their doing. Yet, many still tell me to go outside and do stuff with other people. And I know, I sound edgy because I don't want to spend time with others around me, we all get like that. But it's so great to see what everyone is up to and what their doing. And it upsets me when those who choose to stay in one spot their entire lives, want to live that way. Today, someone told me that playing video games is a stupid activity. I told them that if they choose to think that they can, and I'll let them. I also told them, that If you play them with a friend, that memory of spending time with them is one you treasure, then treasure it. I've met some of my best friends over the Internet. And I know, this is turning into a rant about how cool it is to meet new people. But when you live in the same place for years on end, and hardly get to go and see the world, you end up resorting to that Alot. Everyone thinks differently, and that's okay. But we all need to step outside of our comfort zone sometimes.
My bf walked in on me having sex with his best friend. He didn't get mad he just walked in said "I knew it" grabbed a back pack of his stuff and walked out. He left me the next day and never talked to me again after he left. I tried to salvage something out of the situation and date his friend but he said my bad had forgiven him and he just couldn't do that. I was very upset and angry. Then maybe four months later I get a friend request on sc from a girl I'm not sure I know. She sends me a series of snaps of her having sec with my ex and his friend at the same time one of which was her had the message" you should have just asked slut" written on it. I was so devastated I quit sc and fb and didn't date for 8 months.
>>726876485 I just want to go home and be with her. I been away so long, our calls and messages are becoming rarer and less energetic. I'm losing her and I can't stand that thought. Another year left before I can come home but by then it might be too late. I wish I could just pack up and go home and just take her in my arms and say it's OK I'm home. Instead my only comfort here is an endless supply of brews and novels I have read to the point I can recite them by heart. I will be home soon my dear, just wait for me another year
>>726899990 Think is his wife isnt ok with the poly thing which I would tolerate just to be with him. Just choose one anon. It may cause pain, but it's far more merciful in the long run. My heart does go out to you, though, considering I am madly hopelessly in love with a guy in a similar situation. At least you aren't married.
>>726900071 I mean, what you did was wrong, but at one point you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and forgive yourself because guilt is fucking selfish and obsessive. Own up to it and learn from it, be a better person.
I just got back from a party. The party I went to last weekend I slept with a beautiful girl, and I wanted to see her again, so I came to a party at the same place a few hours ago. She was there, but when I showed up she was all over a different guy, and barely even looked at me the whole time. Like fuck man
>>726876485 I want to apologize to my daughter and ex. >be me years back, 24 >drunk and horns looking for gf >find daughter instead >get caught by gf >thrown in the party van >get 10 years >daughter and ex disappear
I don't want to be in their lives I just want to apologize for what I did and being a piece of shit. Not a day goes by that I don't cry knowing I ruined my daughter's life and forever scarred her.
I keep dreaming that I am loved and accepted. Then I wake up and I'm alone and the few people who know about me hate me.
I tried just sleeping as much as I could but my dreams suddenly turned boring. It's like I was locked out of them.
Even worse I know that dying won't fix anything. I still won't be accepted or loved, it's just people will say false platitudes for a few week then vanish.
I keep living only because there is a tomorrow. Somehow I keep hoping that the tomorrow will improve and keep trying to make friends but it never works.
They say doing the same thing over and over while expecting new results is madness. If I am mad why can't it be the fun kind of mad?
I'm starting to think I should strip the last of my morals/humanity away and go be a bastard. If I'm going to never find anywhere to belong and be hated at least I can make money or have fun at doing it. Sadly I don't want others to be miserable because of me...
I hate not being the monster everyone thinks I am sometimes.
>>726900545 It's not the guilt I've dealt with that. It's that what his friend did was just as wrong as what I did but he get forgiven and then they have a threesome together with some skank. I'm the only one who was punished it's not fair.
>>726902154 It is fair cause he never gave 2 shits about his friend , he knew his friend was a piece of shit but he did not feel that way about you . He trusted you and you betrayed him for some cock . And as for as the other girl goes she is just that a skank someone who he uses for sex but he thought more of you than that .
If I get this job I'm moving states and might break up with my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years. She doesn't put nearly as much effort into the relationship as I do, I have a high sex drive and she puts sex off to the point of once a month if I'm lucky. She gets random mood swings and cops and attitude with me even when I ask her basic shit like if she wants food before she goes to work. Just a bunch of small shit that normal relationships have, but I always dreamed of moving away and starting a new life and that would include leaving her behind too. I'm 22 now so it could just be wishful thinking but I feel like I could do better than her if I really tried, the only thing is that if I do love her a lot and I feel as if she's the woman I would marry, it's just that I don't know if she feels the same and if she does she shows absolutely no sign of it. She supports me in getting this job but that she doesn't know that I've been actively considering this. She said she would follow me if I moved to get a new career, but when I told her that I have a really real shot at getting hired I get a "oh a 5 hour drive isn't that long". So I don't know. I'm conflicted and have been burned in the past, so my theory is a preemptive strike but not burn the bridge or move states and keep my options open while having her in my back pocket while I look for something new. Not really fair to her but it's convenient for me and all you really have is yourself in the end.
>>726879368 It's all in your head. My first time when I was seventeen, I was in a car and I lasted about 50 minutes, she came and we stopped. Literally you will do fine. I thought I was fucked because I can make myself come almost instantly when masturbation is in the picture.
I sneak into my moms room while she's sleeping and I smell her feet while I masterbate , for a while I think she knew something was up cause she started wearing socks to bed but for the last month or so she's back to sleeping bare foot. Some nights I just patiently wait for her to fall asleep then give her 2 hours from when she first falls asleep and then I go in and do my thing . I fucking hate myself for doing this but I can't fucking stop and don't want to stop
It's time to get this off my chest I love Jenna Wentz of NYC of Jenna Wentz Photography , I don't care about her shitty cheap tats , the fact she makes horrendous music and cause she hates white men . I'm in love with the WENTZ .
>>726903195 I wasn't thinking. No sane person would have done what I did. >>726903387 My gf walked in on me. She called the cops and the rest is history. I didn't get raped in jail but I did get the shit beaten out of me by CO'S and inmates. I took my beaters though. After a while I wanted them because I deserved them for what I did.
>>726903968 What is it you don't get ? He trust you he did not trust his friend ! His friend probably would stick his dick in anything and he knew that , but you were his gf your not supposed to behave like some skank . It's all about Trust , there is so much cock out there why would you cheat on him with his friend ? All a women has to do is say I'm horny and guys will gladly fuck your brains out . Trust it was all about Trust and you failed .
Just shut up. Stop it. Stop being so fucking retarded. What's your problem? Who hurt you? What did the world do to you, personally, for enough of the cognitive ability in your brain to shutdown to the point that you've become a willful idiot? Go fuck yourself, you subhuman, incongruous, incomprehensible, unrelenting piece of shit.
>>726876485 I'm a music producer but in reality is not worth it to be famous or a meme. I want to become a great meme for all my viewers on YouTube but it seems there's so much hate on what's going on in reality and that people what they see in me really hate me. Is it racism? My personality? Or you just being a jerk? Seriously, if you're just gonna hate on me like that cause I'm weak well it makes you weak so you might as well just end yourself now cause living doesn't last long. Nothing lasts long. Sad to say everyone's gonna die someday for what actually? Nothing really all a bunch of nothing. I guess making friends is pointless. Life is pointless living is pointless TBH I want to kill myself but my hearts content doesn't want me. I don't mind genocide tbh suicide in general is never an answer and it's pathetic why not commit genocide and fight? It doesn't hurt to fight and use your skull does it? I wish I was the Dankest meme. Dreams never come true but genocide doesn't stop you does it? Suicide is never an option. You never get back on suicide
>>726905747 Think of life as a video game. detach yourself from it all, little buddy. If you're playing a vid and you need to do some shit to get some shit, do you ponder the meaning of it all, or just do it without even really thinking about it, because you know it's what you need to do?
Since getting divorced, I've been living at my parents place, working part time as a tutor, and desperately applying for full-time positions pretty much anywhere in the country.
The whole dating and female companionship thing is purely an afterthought at this point. I just want to be a self-sufficient person with a place of my own. It's been over half a year, and I'm going crazy.
My boyfriend lets me take control of EVERYTHING!!' Tell me what to do take FUCKING control you fucking pussy wiped bitch! I get it he loves me and doesn't want to upset me BUT ITS FUCKING UPSETING WHEN I CONTROL EVERYTHING!!! grow some balls and tell me What to do!!! In other fucking cultures I'd never get to talk back to you. I'd be fucking stoned! Slap me show me that you're the god damn person in charge! Fuck I don't want to be the one responsible for everything all the fucking time!!!!! Dear men why are you all such pussy whipped little bitchez? -love A seriously sexually frustrated female
>>726906320 >Since getting divorced, I've been living at my parents place, working part time as a tutor, and desperately applying for full-time positions pretty much anywhere in the country. >The whole dating and female companionship thing is purely an afterthought at this point. Strippers
I haven't been going to school (college) for almost a year, been lying to my parents about it, been single for a year from a wretching heartbreak, and I honestly don't know how okay I am. I've just been working at a deli, playing vidya at home and letting myself go a bit. And my current loans to the school mean I can't take a step up and go back just yet. I'm just masturbating every day or so, getting stoned to forget it all, and think at times how I'd like to just start over and move somewhere far away as someone else. But still, I don't even know if I'm okay or even happy at times. Suicide isn't an option either because I'd rather have done something at least remotely exciting before I die. It's not like my life is hard financially, I can pay my bills just fine but I can't help but wonder what can get me motivated to wake up more...so I'm decent I guess
>>726909474 This probably wont convince you anything at or, but she's not gonna change. So you can either deal with the abuse for years to come assuming she stays with you that long, or let it sting now and find someone else who truly appreciates/loves you. You deserve better, anon
I am going on a 2 wk /nofap/. I was fapping mainly to shota, and gay porn despite having no attraction to males.the concerning part for me was the shota, and the final straw was when I found myself twice on /bl/.
>>726909861 Sounds like you're just spoiled. And poor kids generally earn work more than rich ones because they hand more to work for instead of things being handed to him. The only problem you have is living in delusion, privileged spoiled fag
I miss my ex of 5 years, despite it's been nearly 2 years since we split. Been with my current gf for a year, and I hate it. I just moved states away from home, and she came. All I want is for her to go back, but I'm too much of a pussy to do anything about it.
>>726881974 >lists how republicans have done lots of liberal stuff
You just proved his point. All those good things you listed are liberally minded and motivated. You just proved to yourself that "liberal" is meaningless as an insult. None of those are conservative policies whatever party they were introduced by lol.
But you don't even understand that, do you? You literally only see the word liberal as an insult, meaning you don't even understand the point you just made.....
>>726911140 fuck, I don't think someone w/o standards would even consider me. It's normal to panic have you tried explaining that it was your first time I find bluntness to be the best course if action 9/10 times
>>726897627 you're likely idolizing her more than you realize. Give it a break for awhile, but talk to girls in the meantime without falling in love with them. Try tinder when you get your hopes up, dog pics if you got em.
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