Good evening, Anonymous. How was your day? If you'd like

i'm tryna fap myself into a coma
whaddap

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>>726747184
Why into a coma? That just sounds dangerous.

>>726747525
imagine what the hell goes on in a coma
might be pretty dope

Okay. Yours?

-phi

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>>726747710
Or you just spend a whole lot of time not being able to do anything.

>>726747785
Not too bad, trying to adjust my sleep pattern though so it's a little tiring. Have you been up to much recently?

>>726747081
Well good evening! How are you tonight?

>>726747785
How are you tonight phi? I skipped out on last night's thread due to work. Feel any better today?

My day was pretty relaxing. Got some work done, ate tacos with roommates, watched JoJo's with said roommates...how was your day?

>>726747950
OR i enter into some sorta fantastical dream land straight outta the silmarillion

Alice?

>>726747950
Nothing exciting. Just class. Why adjusting?

-phi

>>726748013
A bit. Who is this again?
Is this who I usually talk to in Alice threads?

-phi

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>>726748013
Not too bad, not too bad. Sleepy, but that's how it always is.

>>726748045
For the most part I spend the day in meetings. My team interviewed a couple of people who wanted to work with us, so that's quite interesting.

>>726748080
I'm not sure I'd call what's in the Silmarillion a dream land.

>>726748115
Nope, Saber.

>>726748345
Because my partner is adjusting to a daytime schedule and I have the week off, it just made sense.

>>726748404
Yep, I'll just moniker myself as Sky. Nickname from childhood. LPC level advice (in a strictly non-professional setting as licenses are only state level of course!)

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>Mfw Saber gets rekt by the banhammer

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>>726748651
You'll get rekt in a minute I swear to god!

>>726748580
your dream land and my dream land are not the same i suppose

>>726748580
That's fair.

-phi

I've decided that I'm going to hang myself if I flunk out of college again, and I'm in danger of doing so. I failed two exams in two separate classes due to poor study habits, even though I literally gave it my all.

If I don't graduate with a four year degree, I have nothing else to fall back on. I'm not physically strong enough to do skill trades and I can't make a living working at fucking mcdonald's. I have medical needs that have to be met and I won't have the money to keep getting the medication I need.

I'm fucked, guys.

>>726748594
I'm doing a bit better. Class helped me feel a bit more relaxed. How are you?

-phi

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>>726748838
No, I just don't really think that having to deal with Morgoth and Sauron is a dream land really...

>>726749064
Got any plans this week?

>>726749131
that would be dank as fuck, i'd gladly get smitten by some dark overlord
glorious

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>>726749113
What is it that you study? And how much trouble are you having with it? Is there nobody at your college that you can talk to for help?

>>726749272
I really don't think you would. Especially as Morgoth had a tendency towards torture...

>>726748580
ooh, meetings are no fun.

>>726749116
The last few days, well maybe week have been... interesting. Thank goodness things have been slow overnight. I feel sick from when I wake up (4-5pm) until about 4 in the morning. Stomach upset, headaches, fatigue..., but I don't think I'm physically sick. I'm trying to stay positive though. I might have missed it in the past, but what are in classes for?

>>726749131
Just class tomorrow and helping out at a tournament Sunday.

-phi

>>726749377
you underestimate my stupidity

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>>726748828
As if you could.

>>726749431
That sounds dreadful. I'm sorry you are going through that.
Class is just martial arts. I'm not smart enough for real studies.

>>726749113
don't give up. It takes a lot of motivation sometimes. I was failing classes left & right in my first 2 years of college, then the next I was about to be kicked out. I found motivation though and pulled out a 3.4 gpa by the 5th year of university & went on to a 3.96 in grad school. I have faith in you... echoing saber what are you looking to do?

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Sup 2nd best (fate) girl.

I'll be getting my PC in a week or so after not having one in 8 months, I'll be moving to a bigger room and getting some nice furniture and I'll finally get to play video games again. I'm pretty happy dude.

Phone is almost dead but I'm in the hospital with a fractured ankle. I'm at a very low point in life right now. Will take 6 weeks to recover and I won't get to see my kids.
-fae

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>>726749413
It was a pretty relaxed meeting, but it was still a little tiring. I tend to get called in for them even when I'm not needed.

>>726749458
What kind of tournament is it that you're helping out with?

>>726749481
I tend to just have faith.

>>726749565
I totally could! But you know I couldn't bring myself to...

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>>726749763
Soooo... you can't!

>>726749113
Join the army. They're hurting for people they'll take you.

>>726749643
>>726749431
Phi of course.

>>726749763
Martial arts. I help officiate.

-phi

>>726749643
Smart is such a... relative term. Like IQ & such it's just soooo general. I believe it takes a lot of focus / skill to do well in martial arts... It's just another type of smart! I wish I had gone though with Kung fu, maybe I would have had more discipline & wouldn't just now be getting stable at life.

>>726750058
It helps echo out into life and it's never too late to go back into it. I always recommend martial arts.

-phi

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>>726749706
Oh? What kind of specs does the PC have? A bigger room sounds quite nice as well, I've been stuck in quite a small one for a while.

>>726749759
What is it that caused a fractured ankle? And why is it you won't get to see your kids, can't you have someone bring them to visit you?

>>726749838
I'm quite sure that not being able to bring myself to because of how I feel about you is different to not being able to.

>>726749955
What kind of martial arts though?

>>726749377

I'm a social work major, but if I survive this semester, then I'm going to look into software engineering. I'm barely passing my classes right now, and my essays are what's keeping my head above water right now. My midterms for my classes ranged between 70-75%. "C"s earn degrees but I'm one fuck up away from it dropping below 70%.

There's nothing anyone can really do at college. My issues are retaining and recalling from memory but I have trouble even remembering what day it is. There's no tutors to help you with that.

Things are just really starting to close in and I'm wondering if I'm even meant for this world.

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>>726750274
Technicalities you fucking faggot. <3

>>726750274
No I have to be supervised with them because of my ex wifes lies. So with a cast and all I can't stop my youngest from playing with something he could get hurt etc.

I skipped on ice this morning and my ankle went too far so I've got like 3 broken bones.

>>726750274
Tournament is just karate.

-phi

>>726750305
well as much as this seems like a self plug. Have you tried going to the uni counseling dept/ a counselor? I always advocate that not just people with a mental health d/o can benefit from counseling. In my work with foster youth I helped with academic work, studies, general life problems and everything there forward. Should be free for students as well.

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>>726750274
I'll spare you the boring stuff but
>i5 7400
>GTX 105ti 4GB
>16gb ram
And finally
>got me a ssd you fucking cumdumpster slut

The onky issue us I may have bought a medioctl case.. What do you think of the specs?

Also is it true if it's not ssd, you must hang from a tree?

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>>726750305
Hm... Well software engineering can be difficult, but it's also something that's quite accessible to learn. There are a lot of resources on it, and I know I tend to look things up as I'm coding anyway.

If you have extreme issues with retaining and recalling from memory then I'd consider consulting a medical professional, because a memory issue like that sounds like an actual problem.

>>726750437
You wouldn't be able to either, you faggot! <3

>>726750475
Ouch. I'm really sorry to hear that you just won't be able to see them. That honestly sucks. At the same time though, I respect you for wanting to see them. My dad never cared enough, so it's nice to see someone like that.

>>726750523
I tried karate when I was younger, I never took to it though. I had a lot more success with judo.

>>726751047
Judo is pretty rad. I was never good at it. I'm too fat. It really depends on style and teacher though.

-phi

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>>726750956
Those specs don't seem bad. If I were able to go for something a little more powerful then I probably would, but that's more than enough to last you a while.

Having an ssd is nice. I had to go back to a regular hdd after my ssd died on me, and I'm really feeling it.

>>726751047
I pretty much just raised them on my own so yes I care about the alot. My oldest is my stepson and youngest is my bio.

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>>726751047
I couldn't for a multitude of reasons~

>>726751309
>I'm really feeling it.
>>>/toasterloadingu/

ITT: Greasy weebs roleplaying their own tulpa that they will never have

mods

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Good evening or morning....

Anything interesting happen today?

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>>726751305
We had some quite large people at our club who were rather talented at it. I think it's all about learning to approach it in a way that's right for you. If you're at a club that adheres strictly to kata then you're going to have problems, but mine was always about learning to adapt the throws into something that you can personally use.

>>726751337
You raised them on your own? Why?

>>726751479
Exactly! So you can't say anything! Or wait, were you trying to say something there...?

Don't be mean to my toaster, she's just been through some hard times!

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>>726751756
Maybe I was!

>>>/usedandabused/

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>>726751309
Umm all in all it got up to £1020 all together so I already blew past my budget but I think it's a great build for the money. It's 1080p without having to pay boatloads. And I sprung for some smaller goodies like a cheap liquid cooler and some extra fans.
What do you recommend I install on my SSD (aside from the OS)?

>>726751756
Don you still do it?

-phi

>>726751665
More like what didn't.. I was hoping Alice would be better for her thread/stream tonight, but I'm she's not.

Not really much of anything though for me. I assessed one walk in last night that only need outpatient services and then like many a night before I was done around 12am in the morning 2 hours after i started...

>>726751756
Well my ex was there but she mostly was with her friends. Sure she brought the money in with a job but she only worked long enough to milk sick leave etc.

So I was left to care for their daily needs.

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thank you for doing this tonight, aneki. please take good care of anonymous. <3

>>726752014
How are you feeling Jill?

-phi

>>726749763
Why is that?

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>>726751992
So, basically paid for nothing then?

I'm not sure what's worse, a deadly slow night, or and extremely busy one

>>726747081
Oversaw a text message between girlfriend and her friend where they agreed I was ugly but was a prize anyway

I feel like fucking death

I had to send my 16 year old son to JDC today. Awful day

>>726751047

Yeah, I've heard it can be difficult but I think it's something I would excel at. I love technology.

My memory issues are medication related. I suffer from a mood disorder, and I don't have time to find an alternative medication. Getting on a new mood stabilizer, antipsychotic, or anything else I'm taking would not only take time to get into my system, but I'll have to fight off side effects for a month and I just can't afford to do that if I'm in college.

Thank you for being here, anon. I haven't talked about this to anyone. I'd bring it up to my therapist and prescriber but I don't want them to suggest that I visit a hospital to get stable.

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>>726751645
I'm not greasy, or role-playing. I'm 100% authentic! I'm so authentic that my girlfriend is talking shit to me as I'm doing this!

>>726751665
Evening! Not much happened today. My team interviewed two artists and an audio engineer which was interesting. We ended up taking on one of the artists and the audio engineer, because they seemed super passionate and talented. The other artist, well, let's just say he was interesting.

>>726751895
You were?

I'll use and abuse you in a minute!

>>726751951
Yeah it's a fine enough build. Are you putting it together yourself or getting someone else to?

I tend to just put the programs that I use the most on the SSD, because it speeds up load times. If I remember right, you want to avoid putting files on there that you change a lot, because writing things to the hard drive is what wears it down.

>>726751968
I had to retire when I moved for university, unfortunately. I miss it a lot.

>>726751994
That honestly sounds like a really shitty situation to be in. I'm so sorry to hear it. I bet they'll grow up seeing you in a much better light than her because of the care you've put into raising them.

>>726752014
It's just the same as always, nothing special.

>>726752311
I just kind of do.

>>726752345
Psych admissions generally fluctuate like that. I run the entire department myself at night, so if things get busy,....they get BUSY, but if we are full (which is sn't hard, we're the highest quality treatment in the metroplex and half the size of other hospitals). I generally do get paid to do be a placeholder until something happens or I go home... I'll reiterate this half the reason I come to these threads. I like being helpful and my work isn't too much on self fulfillment right now...

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>>726752552
I don't know!

L-Lewd!
>But I approve.

>>726752552
>I had to retire
Granny Saber retired years ago.

I don't see any point in life. Why not just end it now?

>>726752552
What belt are you?

-phi

>>726752476
That sucks, but remember apparently looks aren't everything. I'd challenge you to work on your perspective. despite that the insult you were just told basically that there is something so redeeming about you, that it overcomes one of society's biggest hang ups!

>>726752544
I'm really sorry to hear that. I dealt with JDC a little when I did work with foster youth. Do you think it was better than w/e alternative was at play?

>>726752751
What's going on? Are these feelings chronic or do they come in episodes?

-Sky

>>726752751
What if you miss out on finding your point later on in life? You'd miss out on happiness

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I probably need to go for a while now. Feel free to stay in here! I'll probably be back at some point.

>>726752476
Ouch. Just... Ouch. I can't imagine how much that would suck, I already get worried enough that my girlfriend doesn't like how I look.

Have you spoken to her about it?

>>726752551
If they're medication-related then you probably do need to look into changing it. I know you're worried that you won't be able to manage with college, but if it's impacting your college life this badly then it might be worth the risk.

>>726752748
You're approving of it now are you? About time.

>>726752916
Black belt.

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>>726752552
Ah. How was that artist interesting?

>>726752617
Ok. So your here partially to be helpful, and partially to kill time?

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>>726753166
Shush.

>>726753166
That's no small feat. When do you intend to start again?

-phi

>>726753042
>>726753065
It's not that I'm not happy, I just don't see a point.

>>726747081
My day was great because I didn't go to jail! Stay out of trouble kids.

>>726753042
until she leaves me for someone better looking

>>726753166
yea I asked her about the text, she said don't worry she doesn't care about looks

what the fuck am I supposed to take from that? she does care about looks. her ex boyfriend was buff as shit too

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>>726753236
When I say interesting I mean that he was an egotistical asshole whose whole everything seemed condescending.

>>726753271
You know, you only need to ask about these things...

>>726753334
When I can find a place where I can do it.

I could use some advice on some very serious mental problems I have, you know outside of, "kill yourself".

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>>726747081
Will you love me?No ones in love with me and its kinda bumming me out.

>>726753462
I never made it past orange in Judo. My brother stopped just before his black belt test.

-phi

>>726749113
Try harder and start exercising this weekend. 15 minutes a day is enough.

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>>726753462
Oh, so not actually interesting, just an asshole. That's no fun...

>>726753480
Try consulting a medical professional instead of seeking answers from no-life shitposters on 4chan.

Other than that, you could 1: Do drugs
2: Not kill yourself
3: Control yourself

>>726752476
Dump her.

>>726749113
You don't have to be strong for some trade skills, glass blowing or bartending might be up your alley.

>>726752476
Girls can be heartless. The one will find you. Don't search for one. Oh and dump that slut

>>726753236
no no, I don't get on 4chan at work! I like the people here is the other half of the reason.....though if there were enough interest maybe a thread ever so often on an off day could be arranged past 3am...

>>726753433
Maybe try asking her what it is that makes you such a catch? I mean, it's not going to change how she feels about your looks. Sure you can work on that to an extent, but maybe focus your efforts on something you have more control over. Such as improving on things she already loves about you!

....still I feel, I've had a similar experience before. As far as other posting about dumping her. I'd guess that would be up to you depending on how much you value her knowing that your looks aren't why she is with you..

>>726753504
I can give you unconditional positve regard.... It's like love, but you don't have to do anything for me feel like you are deserving of hapiness...

>>726753480
While I am an LPC I can't give serious therapy / advice online as it's an ethical / legal violation, but what is up? I do agree if you feel you need help you should at least call a general doctor for a referral..

>>726753949
>>726752781

>>726753042
Unfortunately it was our only option anymore. He refuses to admit that he has behavioral and mental health disorders that need to be addressed. I have sought out help for him only to be told there isn't anything available or he would flat out fight me to go.

>>726753733
1. Nice dubs

2. Right now I'm living with other members of my more distant family because my father pulled a gun on me and the rest of my family. I grew up abused by him and never had many friends. My mother had panic attack disorder and neglected me while my bipolar father abused me. He did a lot of hard drugs too, and was a part time drug dealer. I have been raised in a shit hole and it's obviously a cause for my mental problems. They only reasons I have not gone for treatment now is because my mother never let me and now that I'm 18 living with other family I have no insurance.

3. Again, nice dubs.

>>726754111
Read >>726754200

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>>726754111
Oh, I thought that it may have been so slow that you can slip onto here for a bit.

>>726754200
1. Nice dubs

2. Do you live in a country where free or affordable insurance is available?

3. Again, nice dubs.

>>726754200
So you ever visit the shrine?

-phi

>>726754651
The fuck do you visit a shrine for?

>>726754182
Oh that sucks..... I deal with a lot of individuals who, to everyone around them, seems to need help but refuse. It's never a fun ride, for the person, their loved ones or those of us in a position to help. JDC is a hit or miss kind of deal. I'll let you know that people don't change until there is reason too so strong they can't reconcile their way of life around it. How old is your son?

>>726754200
I'm really glad to hear you have good insight into this! That makes your prognosis pretty good. I'd consider calling your local MHMR (I know, I know, no one likes doing so b/c its for intellectual disabilities too) and asking what they can help with. Also counselors offer sliding scale and some may be able to offer pro-bono work (we have to as part of our license). If you don't need medication assisted treatment (only let a MH professional or a psychiatrist make that call) you may be able to get a lot out of therapy..

>>726754534
I probably could.... but my shift is from 10p-630a, so unless I make a thread... there probably isn't one!

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>>726754895
What timezone you in?

I've seen these last till like 1 AM EST at times

>>726754651
I think it's time i joined the stream group I guess..

>>726755061
I'm in central so that's 12a for me... I'm uuusually still calling insurance at that point. I typically get done around 1-2am EST.

-sky

>>726754824
It's what we call the tarot card reading threads. The reason is that there is a small paypal fund for donating to people in need. I figured the could help.

-phi

>>726755202
As for not having insurance, the shrine has a small fund for helping people. It's not much but could help

-phi

Well, since the shrine isn't open and there aren't any other threads, I'm going to hang out here

Hello

-Sweet Roll

>>726754895
I'm pretty sure today was his breaking point and realization that enough is enough. He is 16. Sadly I admit that he needs to go through this to understand that there are consequences to his actions.

>>726755741
Hi

-phi

>>726756028

Hello Phi

How are you?

-Sweet Roll

>>726756330
Eh.
You?

-phi

>>726747081
Hello. I'm fucking bored and I have nothing better to do.

- Vanux

>>726756510

I've been better, had this weird feeling in my chest and when I breathed in for a good chunk of the day, still kind of do

Thread seems to be dead

or at least dying

-Sweet Roll

>>726755869
16 is a really hard time. Men generally don't stop development of crucial frontal cortex systems until age 25 and that'll definitely effect his ability to see the problem, but that in mind if nothing like this has ever happened before I'm sure this could be the kick needed. At least I hope so. I'd advise you to look into co-dependency and en-abling behavior. Not just the loved one's of those affected by addiction are capable of such things, and enabling behavior almost always comes from a place of love so it's hard not too..... just something to think about for the future..

>>726756880
Saber hopped out for awhile and advice requests (my specialty) are fading out a bit, but I'll be here for the next 15 mins or so.

-Sky

>>726756880
What kind of pain exactly?

-phi

OP ded

>>726747081
Im really depressed tbh

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Where is Reimu?

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>>726757949
I can't stay any longer tonight... Time for work... I'll post this again since I can't stay I hope you can get something out of it, if you can read my terrible left-handedness...

>>726758449
I think Reimu still B&

>>726757949
What's wrong?

-phi

>>726758528
Thank you

>>726757426

I do believe the problem will solve itself

It actually almost has

But if you must know, In the morning, it was in my upper chest and lower neck, it only somewhat hurt to breathe or swallow, but it was more of a sore pain, now it is only at my lower neck, only hurting sometimes, a more precise location would be where the neck and body meet at the front

I think it might've been caused by sleeping in an odd position

-Sweet Roll

>>726758741
Have no friends, school is hard, stressed everyday, family's still intact. They dont know im depressed though. My classmates make fun of me for being introverted and suicidal

>>726758862
It is more like muscle pain though?

-phi

>>726758914
What grade anon?

-phi

>>726759000
Tenth.

Also, checked

>>726759094
Wow. I never get trips. You must be giving me good luck anon.

Why are you depressed? What about school is hardest? The subjects or the experiance?

-phi

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>>726758575
What did she do to get b& ?

>>726758914
>>726759000
>>726759094
Underage B&.

>>726758971

I think so, I'm no expert

-Sweet Roll

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Drunk crusader checking in

>>726759290
I hope it's only that.

-phi

>>726759287
Everybody Is 18 on 4chan.

-phi

>>726759373

Why? Is it something bad?

Also, I can really feel food when it reaches that spot

-Sweet Roll

>>726759197
School is hard because i have no friends to share my thoughts with.

>>726759698
Well if it is just a bizarre location for a muscle knot then it's fine. If it's your throat closing up that's not ideal. I highly doubt it's the second though. Throats don't just close up without cause.

-phi

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Guys... The tread...

>>726759197
And also the subjects are hard. I go to a prestigious school in our country and they have high standards. Its just making me more depressed

>>726759939
Are you in any clubs? Why not your classmates? Personally in made most of my friends through clubs or the extra credits I enjoyed.

Also you always have me for a friend. I'm dreadfully boring but still a friend.

-phi

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>>726759698
Its probably nothing, but see your doctor anyway.

>>726760033
High grades aren't everything. They matter on paper but not really in the real world. My father doesn't have much of an education, but he is constantly offered fairly prestigious positions because of his personality and work experiance.

Basically being a good person is more important in life and is just as important in the job field.

-phi

>>726760054
I'm in a music club, but nobody relates to my music taste

>>726760232
What do you listen too? Them?

-phi

>>726759942

Well, I hope it really isn't anything

I think it might be gone by tomorrow

Well, let's hope

I also don't think I've done anything that would make my throat swell

-Sweet Roll

I had a great day until I got home then it all turned into shit. Now considering suicide

>>726760033
don't fall into the trap of thinking that you aren't good enough compared to your peers. that's a common feeling when you're in a prestigious place with high standards, surrounded by similar students that meet those standards (that includes you btw). So an "average" or "below-average" student is still pretty damn talented. So focus on your personal improvement and not how you compare with others. also think big picture and see where youre trying to go (easier said than done)

>>726760365
Then it will probably fade.

-phi

>>726760308
What do you mean them?

My taste is basically mu and fantano/scaruffi

>>726760449
How can we help you?

-phi

>>726760460
This.

-phi

>>726760505
What do they like?

-phi

>>726760510
Trying to help my parents get out of being alcoholics, been trying for 15 years now but I think it's too late.

>>726760571
Stuff on the radio, average listener type. I'm the one with the weird music

>>726760612
It's never too late. Tell me a bit about you anon?
Also somebody else's failing is no indication of your ability.

-phi

>>726760692
I know that feel. Can you not bond over a love for music in general though? Have you explained why you like what you like to them?

-phi

>>726760898
I have a decent job, but I have too much trust issues to find a partner. I just have my closest friends and thats it. my parents messed me up from the beginning and now I dont trust anyone

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>>726760612
Do you go to Alanon?

I'd like some advice from fellow anons about my predicament, I met a female heroin addict that actually really likes me and wants to take my virginity but I don't know if I should. I'm also 21 years old

>>726761113
Na, I've tried to get my parents to go to such meetings but they cant realize that they have a problem and constantly live in denial

Just shakin off my ban

>>726761098
That's understandable. Why do you feel it is up to you to fix them?

-phi

>>726761177
Do you like her?

-phi

>>726761442
Well someone has too.

>>726761580
But why you specifically? How long have you been trying?

-phi

>>726761678
Since about 02'. That's when it started to get worse. Noone else can look after them and I dont want to lose them. I dont have many people in my life. :/

>>726761504
Besides the fact she's a drug addict she's a very nice person and on top of that has a great body, first female in my life to show any kind of enjoyment around me.

>>726761794
Do they want to stop drinking?

-phi

>>726761906
Mom has tried, dad refuses.

>>726747081
i need advice on how to flirt with random girls better. anything?

>>726761815
I'd recommend against it anon. I feel it's a very risky sounding situation. Not because of disease but because emotional attachment to that can crush you. I'd recommend keeping her as a friend and trying to help her kick it.

-phi

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>>726761177
addiction is a hell of a disease. It requires good social support, financial support, and medical support to get people's lives back to normal.
having sex with someone is a big commitment, unless its mutually casual. so if you love this person and want to enter into a relationship with them, just know that it will be a huge effort to be a part of that social support

>>726761977
If they refuse help nothing can help them. Not yet. Is there a way your mother could seek professional help?

-phi

>>726762012
I'm unable to help.


-phi

>>726762079
Ugh idk. But I just got a call from the hospital regarding my dad. Thanks for the help phi.

>>726762017
I suppose so, more than likely I'd get attached to her and she'd break me.

>>726762053
Thanks anon for the advice IV been kind of lost as of late.

>>726762249
I hope things work out. Sorry I couldn't do more. I'll be here if you need me

-phi

>>726762296
Heroine mimics how it feels to be loved. I figure a relationship with somebody who is giving fake love to themselves is just...I feel it would be poor. Especially with the great dangers to her health. That is not to say she isn't a wonderful girl who is in pain. People don't just do heroine for no reason. So

This may be a good way for you to help her (and you) grow as a person. But I'd advise against anything serious yet.

-phi

>>726762738
I just wish I had met her before she was addicted, she would make a great wife if she got clean.

>>726762982
She might be clean one day. But this addiction might come from somewhere deep. I hope you can help her and things work out for you two anon. You seem very kindhearted to me.

-phi

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>>726762012
Just be yourself.
No games. No bullshit.

>>726763091
Thanks for the advice I'm gonna do my damnedest to get her clean then maybe we could live happily ever after.

>>726763384
Take things one step at a time anon. Having such a lovely goal is good but also tends to make skipping steps easy.

-phi

>>726760973
Eh, they dont care about me

>>726763384
>>726762442

no worries; I recommend you read this https://www.drugabuse.gov/publications/drugs-brains-behavior-science-addiction/preface
as a primer for understanding addiction and what current treatment is

Like shit. Just tired of living. Squandering the opportunities given to me and looking back why did i fuck up. Still miss this girl but she told me to fuck off just because i opened up to her

>>726764153
Feeling that doesn't mean it is true. High-school is difficult for sure. But I had people who liked country listening to why I liked metal. I have faith that you can do it too anon.

-phi

>>726764437
Want to vent?

-phi

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>>726747081
Good evening madam
I would love to play a game

>>726747081
Mine was great, it seems there may be hope for America after all. How was yours?

>>726764697
What kind of game?

>>726764494
Thanks

>>726764522
On the job right now. When i get off the thread will prob be deleted. I'm fine though, I'll just muscle through it

>>726765134
I know I'm not much help and that I'm pretty boring, but I'm here for you and I genuinely hope things get better for you anon. High-school sucked for me...a lot...things get better.

-phi

>>726762012
It's like acting, Do Not Act

>>726765260
I see. I hope things get better anon. No matter how hard life gets we will be here for you. Just be safe.

-phi

>>726765301
Things will get a lot better. If i live long enough to see it

>>726760612
It's never too late but don't forget they will always be alcoholics

>>726765474
Please do anon. You don't realise how valuable you are.

-phi

You the same person who did advice as reimu?

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Somebody wanna explain why Reimu is doing a cooking thread as we speak?

>>726765866
No idea. Think it's just for fun.

-phi

>>726765753
Reimu is b& at the moment. Op is a friend of hers though

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>>726766001
Oh okay, so I know who it is. An old friend and when I saw the style of thread figured it was them.

>>726766144
It's a similar style to what reimu does just different op. How are you anon?

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>>726766227
I'm fantastic, life going good, just randomly browsing /b/ while a bit intoxicated. How about yourself?

>>726765569
>>726765569
Hopefully..

>>726766387
As somebody who has been that loner in high school with no friends...it gets better. It's still hard but the reward is so much more wonderful.

Your family loves you anon and I'd hate to lose you.

-phi

>>726766374
Eh. I'm alright I suppose.