No. Realize that part of what you think is delusional and always will be. Learn to cope with it by not having weapons, make sure somebody checks after you regularly. Avoid distancing yourself with your paranoia and "I shall force you too" attittude from other people. Use the good parts of your disease - your head recombines everything into a spy-novell- write spynovells. Your head can recombine other stuff- become a inventor.
Do not feel special or unique- you are not, you are just part of a fucked up group the human species spawns everytime a crisis is upon it- like the bubonic plague or something similar. Try to keep yourself self-disciplined. You are not the center of the universe and the fbi and cia got better things to do.
>>725023212 with me it's not the FBI or CIA but the people around me. they want me to hear these hidden messages, actually it's more liek everyone is always talking about me. dunno if paranoia, psychosis or something else
First of all, you're NOT psychotic. That's what they do, they use doctors to diagnose people, making them think they're crazy. It happened to me. I've been followed by them for years. They still have an eye on me sometimes. But it's gotten much less since they know not to mess with me. See, what they do is unconstitutional and against the law and they know that exactly. So there can be no trace or evidence of them observing you. They will deny that anything has ever happened. You can arm yourself and shoot their agents, they will claim not to know that person or even confirm that the death. It will be as if they never existed. I shot plenty of their agents who have been tailing me. They can do nothing about it. It's what you should do, because as soon as they come close... boom! They poison you with radiation. It's no joke. Don't let them ever come close to you, OP. And arm yourself asap.
Before you do something horrible like kill someone and eat their face. Seriously. That is your future. God will tell you that the dude behind you on the bus is CIA and that you have to kill him and eat his face.
>>725026407 I'm only going to tell you once anon. They didn't want be to say anything, and 4xhan is the only way I can think of reaching you. They've been staked outside your house for a few months now. They figure you won't notice because you'll rationalize that is a delusion. FIND THE TRUTH. STAY SAFE. Use your instincts. If you don't trust them, they must die. Good luck.
>>725024232 It's funny that your trapped using the faculty of language. You need to break down your qui/language barrier and break free from the constraints of syntax. Your still trapped by the new world order. And I know where you are. I'm comming for your documents and I can decode them through your languages symmetric nature.
>>725023462 OP. >>725023965 is a good answer. I'm sorry you're suffering man but you just gotta accept in the end if they're going to do some bad stuff it's gonna happen. You should try a course of medications. Keep a journal, look back on the journal when medicated. Keep writing when you're medicated, if you ever go off your meds look at your medicated journal and compare thoughts. You gotta learn to separate what is reality and what is your illness. Is there anyone you truly trust?
>>725023212 are you diagnosed psychotic in the delusional, paranoid sense or the anti social personality disorder sense?
From what I gather it's the delusional, paranoid sense, as am I.
Personally a lot of my delusions are based in reality (my abusive ex is stalking me, the government tracks everything we do, ect), but I have delusions that are more physical as well, like constantly feeling like my skin is crawling and seeing stagnant things moving all the time.
I'm currently trying to come off of Seroquel and when I get particularly nervous or paranoid I take Valium. Benzos aren't that bad so long as you're sensible about how you take them, and if you're sensible then you won't get addicted.
>>725023212 Crazy never gets better. You may as well KYS because crazy means you are doomed. Meds don't work.
We all die, drink the sweet release of mortality and reincarnate as a god. Sleep dep is god calling you to be god among gods. Wubba wubba weeba whee! Nom hot death and fap thereby as Temple OS demands for sweat releef queef reef spleef.
>>725027750 Yeah, this sounds overly dramatic, even for a psychotic. Unless you are totally off the walls insane and locked up, you couldn't be THIS fucking bad and not think there's a problem. Or at least realise that maybe it's you who's deluded and not the rest of the world.
I typically realise that my paranoid delusions are just that, paranoia. The only reason I wasn't diagnosed as totally schizophrenic was because I can apply JUST enough logic to a situation and realise that something is off.
>>725028179 i tend to agree that there is something amiss here. for one, whoever op is it's obvious that he can't formally speak or read english. personally if this was real then we should expect word salad but thanks to his bad english i don't think we'll be able to tell the difference. maybe if op takes the time to really think and explain as clear as he can what is is he wants in better detail, maybe we can offer legit advice, if this is real of course.
>>725029038 are you fucking stupid?. you understand you have a problem but you ask what are they really?. then you ask what is truth. do you even know what the fuck your talking about?. im starting to think you are drunk and not having a moment of delusion.
>>725029229 why did you put the number 24 three times in a row? why did i need to see those numbers?. and no, you don't need a blog. you need something to slow your mind down and maybe read a book or two to help with your thoughts.
yeah, you put my number in the beginging and put your two numbers in the end. Understand I know you are a troll. If I had it investigated you would get disproven and I would have had your number posted for prank calls.
>>725029888 investigated by who?. im no troll. im calling you out on your bullshit and you just ramble about nothing. your post was first because obviously i was writing a retort to your post. i asked you a simple question and you cant answer it so you attack me.
i am not a linguist, but has anyone else noticed to two completely different speech patterns here? we might be dealing with multiple personalities. the original poster types in very broken english, not just gramatically, but phonetically as well, where as this "lucid" poster is posting in well written english.
>>725025164 >See, what they do is unconstitutional and against the law and they know that exactly. So there can be no trace or evidence of them observing you.
I was actually placed under court mandated surveillance. They were legally allow to observe me at work, home, etc.
I used to always tell a paranoid friend of mine(who knew I was under surveillance) that they were just paranoid, that no one was after them. Until one night we were stopped, split up, and interrogated. They point blank told me that I was not doing anything wrong and that they were just after my friend(that was probably a lie). Afterward I told them, "you're right, they are after you."
A few years later they tried(they never found anything) to take them down. I got on anti-psych meds shortly after that, as it started making me paranoid. By far the most paranoid one in this situation was the government. They wasted a lot of time and money on a wild goose chase.
Had a agent identify themselves about a year after that. It was someone I had know for a few months. I distanced myself from them, never saw a badge during that particular incident and still question their legitimacy.
Yeah OP is probably crazy or just screwing with us, but paranoia like that does not pop out of thin air. My legal trouble is over but it still messes with my head sometimes.
>>725031988 lol. you couldn't be more wrong. hawking suffers from ALS which is a serious neuro-degenerative disease. in fact, how it started is quite known and many of his early co physicists who have known him his whole life have been there to witness this disease. and when it comes to god, stephen hawking in many of his books, which i have, never seeks to disprove god, hawking has stated that he is open to the idea that god exists, and even admits that intelligent design is possible. you are retarded and no matter what you think can stop that from being the TRUTH. you have no idea about anything and you should just leave this site and go seek help. you know nothing. and that my friend i do understand 100%. no lies, no trolling, no misinformation..just pure truth.
>>725023212 You should consider the very real possibility that your psychosis is at the root of why you feel persecuted and don't trust logic. Logic would tell a normal person that CIA, inept an agency though it may be, would not be wasting their time on someone like you. Are you a double agent or some shit? No, you're not. You're just some mentally disturbed toolbox who thinks people are after him. That's what the drugs are for, dude. Take the fucking drugs you mouthbreathing piece of shit, before you shoot up a school.
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