I just got diagnosed with depression yesterday and i feel like a little bitch... I feel as though i can only rely on my gf and we are having a shakey period.. i'm convinced she either likes another guy or has cheated on me. Only thing that makes me think otherwise is that she isn't that type of girl. Between those worries and uni i feel like pathetic scum i guess.
Everybody thinks I am a normal, decent human being. Until I was 23 I never kissed a girl.
By now, I sucked cock, went to over 20 prostitutes. Currently fucking two girls on tinder. Used to be three, but one stopped talking to me for some reason. Working on fucking a new third one. Tomorrow I will fuck a mature guy's wife and he will watch.
>>725017997 Ditto. I larp like I'm porking my slaves. Very satisfying feeling. Meaningless sex might be emotionally damaging otherwise - but if they're just objects then no different than masturbating.
>>725017992 huh. So if an undercover cop was like "send me some CP, I really want to see it, come on, download some for me and send it to me" then that isn't entrapment? Cos it sure sounds like entrapment.
Bizzarro childhood. Forced into all sorts of nasty shit. More sexual partners before aged ten than i expect most have in their whole lives. Now trying my hardest to keep it all together, marriage just broken up, started going off the rails so wife left, feel like I'm failing miserably. Also, pretty meh about sex. Hate doing it.
I've got a gay friend and he's so fucking annoying. I used to be meh about faggots but I've realised he's turned me into a homophobe. He's a fucking depressing pos always playing a victim. Says everyone hates him and his friends never stick by him. Been saying he'll an hero every month since school ended ten years ago.
I'm meeting him for lunch tomorrow. Its going to be the last time I do anything with him.
Just don't need faggot drama in my life. Also he fucked up big time when we were in Subway. When the server asked what we wanted he turned to me and said in a lispy voice "oh honey I don't know, you order for me. You always know what I like."
I was like, imma let that pass, won't say anything about it coz I'll look like a butthurt homo in front of all these people. But made a mental note, friendship ends.
>>725016741 >she isn't that type of girl Spoiler: she is Been down that road before friend. Yes she's either fucking someone else or planning on it. Get Out Now. And yes, your depression WILL get worse. I was in your same position this past November, it gets tougher. My best advice is go do something. Go to a gym, find an indoor pool, ride a bike, hell Anything that gets your body moving. It will, at the very least, begin to mitigate the symptoms of your depression.
mi novia y yo tenemos una relación muy estrecha con otra pareja, mi novia tiene una forma de ser y gustos parecidos al chico de la otra pareja y a mi me pasa lo mismo con la chica. Estoy enamorado perdidamente de la otra chica, no dejo de pensar en ella. Mi novia esta empezando a sospechar...
lol. that made me laugh. but dont worry it used to make me diamonds too.
her dad caught her rubbing against the carpet when she was small and used to make her do the same thing to him after. he would also drive with her into the woods and have her give him blowjobs in the car. fucked her when she was 13.
one time we were messing around on her couch and i told her "show me how you used to do it with your dad" and the bitch came right on the spot just by rubbing on me with her clothes on.
she was a really really good fuck but then she wanted to go out and been seen and I just wasnt comfortable with that. always felt awful, but i couldnt help it.
anyways, true story. if she ever reads this she will probably know i am talking shit about her. lol.
> be me, male age 9 > family friend had access to me every Saturday for an hour > yeah like thats a smart idea > end up training me in oral > one night he's getting stoned and drunk at our place > jumps into my bed at 3am > takes this shit to a whole new level > afterwards he passes out, I lay awake squashed under him for hours, don't sleep at all > later that morning parents wake up with hangovers for breakfast and coffee > anon wake up its morn..... > mum starts screaming 'get the fuck out of my sons bed aaaaaahhhhh wtf wtf no no no' > I was like, OK I'm in huge trouble here, how do I explain my way out of this? > nothing ever mentioned by anyone > never saw him again Found out recently that way back then he went off the rails, had a motorbike accident and lost a leg. Then an heroed couple months after the accident. I still feel bad, shits fucked up but I genuinely liked him and always looked forward to our private time together.
>>725021786 I was either 9/10. Nothing green text worthy but I do remember one guy was called Tayto something and being an Irish crisp brand I figured he must be Irish, I'll talk to him. (I'm Irish too). After talking for a week or so, I decided to suggest we meet as it turned out he lived locally and he agreed. I told him a time and a place and watched from afar as he sat there looking at his watch for a hour. Yes, I am a weirdo haha.
>>725016026 I suspect I have... >Schizoid Personality Disorder >Borderline Personality Disorder >Narcissistic Personality Disorder I mean I can see the parallels but I would never claim to be one or get diagnosed.
Not a p*do, but I shower with/wash my younger brother most mornings and it feels nice when he looks at my body like he is impressed/curious. No GF to impress and he is the only one I'm ever nude with, so meh.
>>725022004 was my thought too, if she wants to be whore why not get some cash, wasn't like i was asking much 50 to 100 depending on the sluts, but did make awkward situations when you are trying to act like this stranger is a friend of yours
jerked off on my mom a few times, after her divorce and she was dating, she would come home drunk and pass out sometimes while changing or just pass-out naked in her room, other times she would bring a guy home and when he left I would jerk to her passed out naked. She was pretty sound sleeper without alcohol
19yo white male, I've been in this relationship with this girl of the same age/race for a little over a year now- started off bdsm, then our relationship became Dd/LG (or daddy dom little girl). Now, I've given her different names for different personals, and Ive hypnotised her to respond to each immediately. There's Amber, which is her name, Harper, the cock loving whore, and Lala, my 11 year old little girl who daddy visits at night after mommy falls asleep. To carry out this last fantasy we regularly fuck in the living room of her parents or my parents house, while I press down on her mouth, saying "shh, mommy might hear us, be a good girl and be quiet like daddy taught you" Other times I've raped her in the middle of the day in my room with my whole family home, and she tells me later that she loves being treated like an object. Besides all that kinky stuff, we are incredibly close, do everything together, essentially best friends. Shes incredubly loyal and supports my being clean (recovering addict, clean now 9 months) I'm really really in love with her, and I think it would be stupid not to marry her- but there is plenty of time for that Pic related, Harper was getting something out of the car (Don't mind the string, it's not a tampon or anything just a stray from her jacket
>>725022392 Sorry, I forgot to add that in. I honestly have no recollection of how I found the site. You could move your avatar from room to room and I loved making people follow me when I went from place to place, almost like hide and seek. Makes sense being that I was a child haha. Yep, overly. Weirdly enough I didn't lose my virginity until I was 17. It was almost torturing myself pushing until that age.
>>725021127 >>725021162 I thought about killing myself for a while out of depression for not being able to truly date this girl because of my own fuckups, then again later after the faking bullshit started. I ruled that out because that's just hiding from my problems in the most extreme way imaginable, but chemical castration is still on the table. I am a fucking obsessed animal. My last ditch effort was to try and date her again later on but I inadvertently self sabotaged and so rather than the rare case of actualization that some limerent people have, my mistakes have remained compounded. I wouldn't mind being beaten savagely over this, admittedly.
I pay a mexican lady to let me have her daughter. Ive been doing this for three years. The girl speaks next to no english, and isnt enrolled in any school. The mother is a drunk, and gives no fucks as long as she gets paid. Im considering buying her outright for a few thousand, but I dont know if I should.
I raped my brother ad a very young boy I went to college and got too into drugs, overdosed at a party while blackout drunk on 80mg oxy 2 bars but it was the meth that did it Walked for three days and three nights in miami in a drug enduced psychosis Seeing visions and shadow people everywhere No ambulance No hospital No shoes I flew home and I've been clean ever since Now I role play sex with my gf of 1 year and she pretends to be my nine-eleven year old daughter I got accepted to my dream school, but I don't think the scholarship is going to be enough for me to go so I'm going to have to do something else I'm depressed but everyone thinks I'm doing better, the truth is, I just want to get high but i have spent so much time building strong relationships with people that I love and drugs are not going to win me over, not again
>be 19 >have a car >going to school but no job >get stuck babysitting little sister and her friends (6-7) all the time >take them to the pool and have to help them get dressed >dumb bikinis need tied on the top and the bottom >see most of them nude >don't molest any of them because I'm not a degenerate
>>725016026 >be me >17 y.o. >go to VoFi party >get really drunk >dance with these chicks from school >retardmode.exe >party over >girl offers a ride home >fuckyeah.jpg >board car full of qts >get a nervous feeling >ohshit.jpg >lower window >lean out of car >mfw I still got my seatbelt on
>puke all over the interior >puke all over myself >girls all screaming >open seatbelt, open can >run.mp4
>>725022590 Um on Fridays after school would drive with fad to his work camp, a mine site. Was about 70 clicks from out town. I always spent the night there, he started work first thing Sat morning, I would get bfast in the mess hall then this guy would drive me back to town as his week of shifts had finished and drop me off home. I thought he was a cool guy, always chatty and listened to what I had to say about TV shows, sports, gaming all that shit. One day he got onto subject of girls and if I liked them. I was like nah girls are gross. He just said he should teach me adult stuff if I was interested. I was a stupid was like 'oh yeah OK, no biggie'. Before long he had me blowing him. Area was really rural, like no one around for miles, he'd often stop the ute we'd get out of the cab and fuck around out in the open. Now I'm an adult, I realise he was kinky AF.
I feel real uncomfortable about what happened coz nohomo. But back then he had trained me so well I just liked doing it and really looked forward to getting him off.
>rew ind to a few months back >walk into little brothers room and catch him and his three friends with a can of beer >end up spanking the shit out of the four of them for being retards >normally spank brother but I don't think his friends had ever experienced it >none of them can even sit for a while >never told their parents >afraid of repercussions but I don't think his friends will ever tell because their parents would punish them worse
>>725023354 she had a crush on my friends, and we all got to talking about sex and blow jobs, dick sizes and one of my friends talked her into touching our dicks, because you cant get a true measurement if not hard. wasnt long before she was sucking ( not very good at firsts) and fucking him, and well, couldn't resist when that mouth was open, and her pussy was presented was incredibly wild seeing her suck and being fucked by my friends- I was hard as hell, and kinda knew it was wrong, but had to have some of that even if it was my cousin. she was a little hesitant about sucking me, especially as I watched her on my dick. She wasn’t a swallower, more a spitter. We had more sessions with her, we all watched porn together, to show her what we like and stuff, she was pretty good at the end of the month, very confident sexually
>>725016026 >Be me >29 >Date a girl 5 years ago >Had rocky friendship the whole time >Stayed really close for 2 years after our relationship >Sleep and shower together occasionally >Nothing sexual about it >Nights we slept together I waited for her to fall asleep >Would slowly inch her pj's down and wet tip of my cock with spit >Poke her asshole gently until minor penetration
>FF to a night we got shit faced drunk >I'm not that drunk >Bring lotion this time >She passes out finally >Finger her ass while slowly fucking pussy >Pull out halfway through and slide into her ass >Makes a twitch and I freeze >Settled back down >Waited a few minutes then continued to penetrate >All the way in >Excitement got to me and I nut in about 5 minutes >Clean her up real good and went to sleep after a piss >Now has nightmares about me but no proof of jack
>be 17 >used to regularly have sex with the neighbors wife >she would get me to do gardening shit for her then pretty much pay me with sex >thought neighbor would genuinely kill me if he found out >she was around 40 at the time and gorgeous >she told me that he knows after we were done once >fear for my life >think i'm going to get in mondo shit with my parents and he was going to kill me >found out later that her husband had a bout with prostate and testicular cancer >had his prostate and testicles removed, so he was impotent >let her fuck other guys as a compromise >felt terrible after i found out >had to stop
>>725027328 I think my post didn't send ..I can't and don't want to image it. I know it's disgusting and totally not okay but the weird thing is that i get turned on a little and i really don't know why I know it's not okay and I feel disgusted by myself
I hate myself for being fat (400lbs) and want to never eat again. I've made three attempts throughout my life, my last and longest streak was 3 weeks on less than 200 calories a day. I also use overeating to cope with anxiety, and the longer I manage to do this to myself, the greater my need to cope when my resolve breaks, hence why I stay fat. I believe my resolve wouldn't break if not for my mother's disapproval; if she wouldn't make me feel so guilty about not eating, I'd have no problem doing it. I feel not eating is my only option for weight loss; my depression won't let me diet or exercise because those require executive decisions, which are easily overridden by inner cries of "what's the point," whereas all I have to do to not eat is literally nothing, to which depression is actually conducive. The reason my guilt makes me eat is because it drives my anxiety, so maybe there's a way to harness my anxiety to diet and exercise but idk.
Also my dad diddled me when I was tiny so I have a mental connection between anxiety/guilt and getting horny, and as a result I have a gainer fetish and also a moralistic humiliation fetish, and get off on the idea of anorexic girls overfeeding me to avoid feeding themselves and then telling me it's all my fault they're starving themselves because I'm a disgusting gluttonous pig and took all their food and I'm a cruel horrible monster and a greedy slob.
>>725028395 No that's crazy I never thought about stuff like that but reading made me kinda horny .. but I have a horrible phantasy I always imagine that I'm fucking with my dad and I think that's why I get turned on .. eww so wrong
>>725028563 So why are you thinking about stuff like that now? Why are you imagining your hands sliding up soft, hairless legs? You can't help but imagine unbuttoning her hello kitty shorts and sliding them down. You can practically see her wide eyed look and the rest and fall of her chest as you pull her shirt up over her barely there breasts.
>>725028563 that's totally normal, so many girls have that. It's OK to fantasize about stuff. Fantasy isn't real and doesn't hurt anyone. Go to town, if it gets you wet and gets you off then it's all good.
Lots of daddies get to fuck their little girls and lots of girls love it. It's ok.
>>725020464 You don't need sex addiction therapy, you need to get in shape and learn how to not be a social retard so you can actually get some real pussy. Step 1: stop being fat (By any means) Step 2: there is no step 2, just stop being fat you fuckin fat sloppy fat fuckin piece of shit >fat
when ever my mom comes home from the gym i steal her sweaty panties while shes in the shower. sniff and suck all the sweat and juices off of them and cum bucket loads before she gets out. been doing this for years. Pic related, Mom.
>>725030480 Also I once gave my neighbors 10 year old daughter a piggy back ride and I accidentally started feeling up her thighs while holding onto her and I got an erection with her still on my back.
...and yeah, I get kinda diamonds over those kinds of fantasies, too. The thought of doing it actually doing it turns my stomach, though. Something about the other person not wanting it (or how bad it will fuck them up) - complete boner killer.
I'm adopted. I'm so attracted to my brother. He's white. Tall. Fit. So handsome. I send him selfies of my body all the time. I know he must like me too. It turns me on so much to know that he wants me. I'm just so scared to make a move and take things further. But nothing makes me cum harder than when I touch myself and think about him. This was the last selfie I just sent him.
>be me >currently 18 >had a crush on the same girl during 3 years >not confessing >she did fucked up things made me cry like hell >still talk as we were classmates >my vision to women have changed >me now
>me 18 >knocked up a girl 16 >fucked it up, got to marry her, cuz my parrents and shit >never loved her >after got child >one year marriage past >left her and baby girl >moved to other city >started new life there >started small selling life insurance >after 6 years got enough exp and money to begin my own company >after just 3 years of work and some tricks shitting money >started living fast life >good cars, young whores, drugs, booze >made a name of myself >shit started moving from local >spread my bussiness to other towns all around the state >build a home >expanded work >now even more money >living good for 7 more years >job takes me to my home town >i got to the neighbourhood to see how my ex was dooing >still in her parrents home >parked the car and waited curiously >saw her once with some nice hot looking girl >guess thats my grown up daughter >started seeing and noticing her around town more and more often >especially in night clubs >the word in town spread about me so golddiggers started hitting on me >among them my own daughter started giving me the looks one night not knowing shit >she did a good job getting more and more closer to me >even tho i knew somehow it made the whole thing exciting for me >i rolled with the whole game >started taking her to clubs myself >dinners too, from an escort girl i usually always have on me, she got to the point of almost dating with me >things got hotter and hotter between us so fast >i didnt stop for any fucking reason at all, i did not know what i was thinking >i ended up sleeping with her several times before i left the town >didnt tell her anything >she also didnt mention me to her mother >cuz i was her suggar daddy.....litterally
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