I think about killing myself every day. I think I will do carbon monoxide if I can't get nitrogen gas.
I have no purpose living. I will always be alone, no matter what I do. I'm trapped in this state in life. Some of it is because of obesity- even if I lose enough weight, I'll have worthless stretched out skin. And that's not even the worst part. It's hopeless.
I haven't gone out in years. I don't have any friends. I get anxious around new people and in big groups.
Dont bro.Go outside and try to put yourself in a situations where rooms are full of people like waiting rooms a nd shit like that.You need to pratice socialization.And remember if you kill yourself therenis a chance you get raped in hell by Hussein and Randy Savage.
>>725012618 I disagree, there's nothing of value out there. People are at best unintentionally exploitative and at worst purposefully exploitative so if you intend to exist in the world you're obligated to take a standoffish stance against everyone, from your family to your coworkers, to management, its essentially a war from start to finish and its better to avoid all that strife because its not like you're going to subvert or replace that system
>>725012213 ive thought about doing myself out at 30, if i cant make something happen for myself. i figure if im 30 and have nothing going, i should just die. if i happen to die before i get the chance to do so myself - even better
Honestly... if you're bitching to /b/ about how bad your life is... I think it's time. Listen, your parents (and your family) will not understand. But it's okay man. Deep down you always knew you were a failure right? Think of it this way, now you don't have to worry about failing anymore. You can finally be at peace.
> haven't been on /b/ in years > decide to get on again see what its like > ooooh a good kill yourself thread always loved these > more people saying don't do it than do it > what has this place become?
My partner is a psychotherapist in Europe and you sound exactly like one of her patients. That person made great improvements and is happy to be alive. Anxiety is an illness with one of the best results! Don't spent your time on 4chan where assholes tell you to kill yourself. Try to go for a walk outside. Next step: try to find a therapist. Your condition is well understood and possible to change. That's why fucking try!
>>725012213 First off, stop it. Maybe man up, and fix your issues. Weight a problem? Get a manual labor job, and fucking HUSTLE. Problem solved in under a year. Also, working in a field, any field, and working HARD actually gets you places in life, the trick is to work HARD. At the same time you're earning money and losing weight, you'll be in the world, making possible friends, and entering relationships in a natural way. I did all that, went from 350 lbs and homeless, to 240lbs and doing just fine. Even found a woman or 2 on the way. I'm 40 now, in good shape, with a good job, and more friends than i have time for, and you can have it too!
You're a waste haha why so scared of failing? Just go to the gym and get off your fatass... that's how you start going out.... go and make purposes from your interests, use your brain, you don't meet woman because you don't love yourself enough to love them
Alright listen up man. I'm about to crack an egg of knowledge on you.
You only get one shot at life. There is no afterlife. There is no do-over. There is no second try. If you quit now you will never know what the happiness you know you deserve and crave feels like. I don't think this is a perfect world; getting what you want will not be easy. But to truly admit that you can never see yourself putting in the effort to obtain it? That seems so wasteful. You have so much life ahead of you. There have been countless humans who have turned their lives around. You're not always going to win, you're not always going to get what you want. But I promise you that if you try- if you really start putting the effort in to living, then you'll see great rewards come your way.
I turned 34 in December. I'm almost completely broke and I'm moving into a cheap place tomorrow. I'm not close to my family. I have like one friend. I watch people who are happy everyday live their lives. My best friend got with his smoking how wife when they were in highschool. About to have their second kid. I can't find a job. Im retarded and have no skills. No plan. I haven't seen my dad since I was 19. My mom doesn't care and is a pill head. Everyday I know there's no reason to go on. I don't have it in me to love. Therapy doesn't work. Medication made it to were I couldn't get an erection or have an orgasim. I like dumb shit people my age don't like. Drink too much. There's no hope. I can't sleep. If I ever tell people how I really feel they get really awkward. Friend can't handle that I have suicidal day dreams of putting a gun in my mouth. Can't shake the feeling that I'd go to hell so I'm scared to go through with it. Life is cruel. I don't see a point in anything. These are the thoughts I have at 4am. I don't understand the concept of love. I hate this planet.
just kill yourself faggot. if you aren't part of the solution then you're part of the problem. why put this shit here on 4chan? this is the bullshit 4chan has become, with so many attention-whores who think killing themselves is a fucking game. just fucking do it and stop being a little bitch.
I went from being an alcoholic living on minimum wage to getting paid to go back to school, teaching college classes part time, and well on my way to a MA in under 2 years by just putting myself out there and taking chances, being in uncomfortable situations and working hard.
Things can change, and quickly, but you have to try. You won't always be alone if you choose not to be.
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