Ask a p-psychologist anything!
Are you hurting? Are y-you scared? Are y-you alone? Do you n-need a hand?
I'm here for you Anonymous <4 D-don't suffer in silence!
A-ah? It's j-just easier to do it like this after a s-stream.
I hurt all the time I just dont talk about it because im a boy and I was told that im not allowed to have feelings
>The Doc is in
I l-love you too Anonymous <4
Will you an hero on cam?
I have suicidal ideation and am very depressed. I tried Prozac but it made me feel really angry all the time and I was scared that I was going to hurt myself or someone else. What do you think I should do?
Evening Alice! Saw your stream, loved it! Badlands is such a pretty game! How are you doing today?
T-that's silly; you have feelings, y-you should experience them <4
S-some day maybe <4
W-what did your doctor say t-to do after you told him how the prozak affected you?
i have this problem when im alone , mostly in the nights were i begun to over think everything about my existence and start feeling anxious , then i just go out to get some fresh air and clear my mind... i also have the constant fear that one day ill lose my mind and end waking up in a
Y-yes. Why are y-you suicidal dear?
W-why do you have such a fear?
OP here. Go through with it. Your life is worthless anyways. You trust advice from 4chan. You are a burden on your parents so. Just kill yourself. Everyone will be better off. It will end your pathetic life and your parents wont have to deal with your whiny ass anymore. I did not include friends because I know you dont have any.
That s-sounds like an awful idea.
I do have them, I just don't talk about them at all.
Y-yeah, that isn't me.
W-why not dear?
W-well why not? G-get to it!
I have irrational social anxiety. I really thought I was past it, but I'm not.
I've tried sitting down and rationalizing it, talking myself through it, but apparently that's not enough.
I don't know what else to do anymore.
how often do u get lit af? im tryna get fukt up for the weekend cause midterms r over ya know what im sayin lmao
S-silly, I'm n-nothing special.
Have...y-you...been to a doctor?
I'm n-not that kind of g-girl.
Well, w-what are you doing currently?
C-can you explain further?
Have y-you tried looking at the stars?
I'm old and I've certifiably fucked my life to the point that it is basically impossible to recover financially. At this point I believe it would be better for society if I freed up resources for others.
i gues i daydream to much , i dont know , ive had this problem since i was 12 , i often fear of dyin in my sleep , i wake up every night and one million tought go trough my mind to the point that i think ill become crazy
Let me tell you somethin' about odds. You've got a higher chance of getting shot by a dog than winning most forms of the lottery. Yet, you don't feel uneasy when Fido is sitting there, and plenty of people you know probably play the lottery. ODDS ARE SOMETHING HUMANS ARE AWFUL AT ESTIMATING.
D-don't go by your intuition of the odds. Just go do it, and let come what may. Or you'll regret it Anonymous. I know I do.
*hugs tightly and whispers into your ear* D-don't worry, most people don't w-want to be around you anyway, because you t-think relationships work based on some basis of what others can do for you.
Change your perspective, Anonymous. Let people in.
Stars, huh. Maybe I'll go do that now.
Yeah, it sucks. I want to draw, but I dunno what. Maybe I lack restrictions.
T-thank you <4
Most p-people don't like it, that's w-what is wrong with it.
T-tell me about it. I'm a financial engineer. M-maybe we can work something out <4
You should go to a doctor.
N-no, I asked what you are doing. Not what you were forced to do.
Always h-helps me <4
I'm the only Alice I've ever known <4
*kissie* G-good to hear <4
Because its just the life of growing up male. Having feelings is a nono
I am just so sick of being spied on, gossiped about, and hated on. Come hell or high water, I intend to make it in the music business; it's just discouraging that nobody supports me just because they disapprove of my attitude and tactics. Just wish someone believed in me.
That s-sounds stupid and like you s-should change your perspective r-rather than conform.
I've had some light counseling back when I was in school. I've tried to seek help before, but not since I was a minor, and as I'm sure you know, the mental health system in the US isn't exactly great.
I can't really afford to go see someone anymore. Nor do I really have the means to get there. I'm a bit of a shut-in, and my family isn't exactly supportive.
I just want to live life normally. I know I have nothing to worry about, but my body refuses to listen to reason. It's frustrating.
I b-believe in you Anonymous <4
L-learn the rules, newfag <4
F-figure out how much it'll cost, and I'll p-pay for it. Email m-me at [email protected]
S-sorry, I'm n-not into politics <4
22 male sweden
I've been suicidal for about 5 years now after my friend died in a train accident, gone to a psychologist 3 times and got cbt therapy.
I'me in love with my childhood friend who broke up and cheated on me 1.5 years ago after a 3 year relationship, since then I've had one fuck budy and one girl I fucked once and dated for 2 months.
I couldn't come with none of them and I usually can jack off to anything anytime.
Recently I've found myself that I still love my ex, doped out of university, unemployed and starting to think of suicide again; the thought is really soothing and I get calm, the only way I'm able to fall asleep if I'm not drinking (which was the reason I dropped out of uni )
I couldn't go through with suicide before bc of feelings for my mom and family but now It feels like I really need to commit too it.
pls help I dont know what to do with myself
I'm feeling sick today Alice - dono :(
you have to dive in deep before you actually do something. Find yourself between and rock and a hard place continiously and slowely trapping and pushing on you there's a point you either snap or move.
CeltyPlays on Twitch <4
B-but I love you <4
Sorry, m-my hands are small, b-but not THAT small.
I'm a g-girl dear <4
>have some "friends"
>never invited to go out
>people joking about me I thought it would end in highschool
>join irc and shit post on /g/
>only find comfort in shit posting and ricing my desktop
>I want to kill myself
I guess I should but its been so long that its kinda hard.
Not super hyped about explaining my finances on a forum full of people who love nothing more than expose the misery of others.
I have quite a story explaining how I got here and no solid idea how to get out of it. I'm on the verge of an engineering degree but I can't raise the funds to get the last few classes done.
W-why would you NEED to commit to suicide?
Look, I sympathize. I feel suicidal every day. Even right now, I'm eating some steak, and boy does this steak knife look pretty appealing. I'm not saying that to be edgy; this is just something I live with.
But that doesn't mean in any way that I'm going to "commit" to doing something that would ruin my future. And neither should you.
Find something you want to do. Anything. No matter how stupid or asinine or worthless. Guess what? That's better than dying. So go do it. Then find something else. Then another thing.
Once you've hit the bottom, literally every other choice is on the table dear. Don't waste the only valuable resource you have left.
This thread is gay as fuck it is now the property of the great Banana.
W-why not make a game? <4
Twitch and Youtube.
CeltyPlays on Twitch.
N-not as hard as suppressing emotions forever <4
I don't really trust anyone to tell my problems with in person, so I hope you don't mind hearing mine. But to make a long story short, I am in love with a girl that my best friend also likes. He went for her first, so I don't know how to stop liking her.
So don't come into them? Feel free to hit that tiny "x" in the corner of the window.
Oh m-man, can you help m-me make a new rig? I've been streaming and c-could really use a hand <4
I run gentoo on my server btw, /g/ represent <4
H-have you been to a doctor?
Email m-me and I'll d-do my best to help <4
M-my hands are literally small enough that a can of coke is t-too big to wrap around fully.
But go on about my "man" hands; maybe they are manly compared to yours, manlet.
W-why would you need to stop likin gher?
S-seek medical attention.
Y-you are doing just that by s-saying "the odds are against you"
W-with your mouth <4
I'm hurting alice but that's probably the start of my opiate withdrawls. I shit post and avatar to kill time till my dope man get here.
Alice, no, stop it. You're too nice for your own good.
I can't take money from you, you don't even know me. It's seriously incredibly sweet that you offer to do this for people, but it's too much.
Just tell me everything's gonna be okay. To be totally honest with you, I sometimes wonder if I just had someone in my life who actually cared for me, would I still have all these problems?
Or would I be able to finally work through them? But maybe that's just me being bitter. I don't know.
I just kind of wanted to vent a little.
That says way more about you than it does about me dear <4
W-who said I am happy? W-who said I am positive?
I'm a realist. I see a problem, and I work to fix it. I don't focus on what I can't fix; I focus on what is within my power to change, to shape, and to improve.
S-so feel free to call me a pussy <4 I'll j-just hug you and l-love you anyway~
M-my empathy is infinite dear; w-who says you need to seperate?
I've b-been on every day f-for months dear.
NO LIMITS! M-my bonus just came in~
M-maybe stop the drugs.
You're a really terrible impostor.
I care! My name is Sakuya. I'm always lurking~ *hugs*
The reason I need to stop liking her, is because my best friend and her are trying to start a relationship, and they both rely on me for advise and just someone to talk to. I just feel like I'm betraying both of them. And it doesn't help I think I have depression
I'm not nice; I'm kind. And you, sir, are a person in desperate need turning down someone willing to help you up.
Venting won't fix the problem. Being bitter won't fix it either. Put your thinking cap on, figure out a way to fix the problem, and work towards fixing it.
That's what I'm offering to help you with <4
I t-think you need to let go.
Use w-words and mouth sounds
How do I motivate myself to get out of the stagnat state in which my life dwells. The dullness makes me feel more and more distant with the pleasures of body and soul by every minute. Im afraid that it will inevitably lead to me becoming a mindless survive machine that does not care for anything in the world.
Morons believing "alice" is a real psychologist. Kek.
you're not harsh enough and even tho you give good advice most time, overall you're too soft and that pisses me off since I can tell its an act. no one is really like that, why don't you drop the act and act natural, ok
That's an option if I wasn't so far down the hole that cold turkey would set me in bed I'll for a week. I'm proud to say I'm starting a taper this weekend after I found out I can blow half a gram in one sitting.
Its nice to have someone to talk to no matter what..
i have been searching but could never find you :(
W-why don't you send me an email at [email protected] and I'll w-work to hook you up <4
S-so why are you not going t-to the doctor?
Motivation comes from DOING, Anonymous.
So s-start doing <4
T-try harder <4
Except t-this is me dear <4
I've b-been far down that hole t-too Anonymous. I know it isn't pretty.
But you better get out of it soon. Or I'll be mad, okay?
www twitch tv / celtyplays
Y-you can't search very well huh?
Nothing y-you can do but try <4
B-by doing it. Why would f-fear prevent you?
S-so email me. [email protected]
I have slept the last 2 days away. I feel horrible. Dealing with not wanting to be trans. I don't want to live. I feel very alone and at the same time anxious. I have no reason to live.
B-because in a f-few hours, the sun will rise!
Y-yes, so you aren't doing anything. So w-why would you be motivated to do anything?
You gotta do stuff for YOU, Anonymous. Not for others.
Y-you can do it <4 I b-believe in you!
No p-problem <4
F-find a better therapist then dear. Ask t-them about CBT.
We will see a taper might take willpower I don't have but worst case I could try to get subs from my guy. Or I'll blow through these 2 grams over the weekend and wonder what the he'll happened to that much dope.
At the highest point of my addiction I could blow 3.5 grams in 2 days.
Alice, how can I be a kinder person? I have zero friends because I lack empathy and everyone says I'm to brutal.
i guess not :(
W-why do you want t-to be not trans?
N-no, it's fine. Let her watch.
T-that's an awful lot dear.
Been t-there, done t-that.
Oh y-yeah, that bitches elbows just YELL trap.
H-have you tried putting yourself into t-the other persons skin and walking around a b-bit?
Metaphorically of course.
T-that would be called "depression", and y-you need to seek medical attention.
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.
W-why do you need to hate m-me dear?
Because I've have been this way for so long, I can't take it no more.
That's the thing, I do have a lot of things to do.
I'm actually going on a base-jumping trip this summer.
I should be happy.
It's the day to day life that bothers me, and the lack of love and social life is just a cherry on top.
Since my first suicide attempt I've decided to end my life by dehydration, it takes about 10 days.
A month ago I came to day 4 before I decided to contact my ex again.
I made peace with her and we talked for a bit.
Shes doing fine and living the life, had lots of guys 7+ and dating a new one right now that she starting to have feelings for; and here I am almost apathetic waiting for my summer trip if hold out for so long.
I already have and I'm afraid that if I do again I will just get another cbt treatment and bee good again for 3 month before it starts over.
I know! I don't shoot so imagine trying to smoke that much in a day. I'm surprised my lungs are shut down and I have aliztimers.
S-sure, what sort of neural network are you using <4
W-well, with an Alice Feets Account, y-you'd be entitled to such a picture! Look at my patreon f-for details: alicemargatroid
*nodnod* T-that's a good thing to try <4
Pills aren't magic d-dear; they help, b-but they won't cure you. I r-recommend talking to your PCP or GP about a professional psychologist; t-they'd be best able to recommend you one <4
And because you have anhedonia, a symptom of depression
Lovely seeing your threads on /b/!
Just wanted to drop by and leave us all with some neat-o 80's Japanese Jazz-fusion.
Casiopea - Mint jams
Casiopea - Crosspoint
W-wait, why do you think therapy ends? You....f-for someone with severe depression, CBT d-doesn't end dear. You keep going back.
That's probably your problem, you think there is a cure for this. There isn't. Only treatment.
I'm worried that I've spent all my life thinking I have chronic depression, when I actually don't.
I've seen a counselor who suggested I might, but beyond that, I can't say I've ever had a real diagnosis. I've never been to a psychiatrist or anything.
Do you know anything about what methods they use to diagnose things like depression or bipolar? Any GP or therapist I've been to really just took my word for it, and I'm worried that after years of telling myself that something's wrong with me is going to cause some kind of bias or something.
D-depression isn't sadness. Depression is w-what you are feeling RIGHT NOW.
Ask a d-doctor <4
S-so? W-why does that mean you n-need to hate me?
ok I'm using ReLU activation functions, 6-7 layers with 512-256-128-64-... nodes, learn rate scheduling, dropout; accuracy is mission critical; no time-series so just a normal feedforward and backpropagation.
Why can't I stop playing Yu-Gi-Oh? What is wrong with me?
G-GO TO A DOCTOR YOU IDIOT
I d-doxxed myself. Twice.
You t-too, I'm disappointed in y-you.
LPC that lurks your threads sometimes here. I'm just throwing this out there so no need reply if you don't want too (food for thought). Lot of people ask you why you do this & replies generally consist of altruistic content. If this helps you feel good about yourself (helping people, socializing) that's okay. As a society we have a fucked up system of believing rewards for doing good things is bad, but reality shows that true altruism doesn't exist (we always get something out of actions). So in short, I enjoy these threads and just wanted to put it out there that no one has to feel less than perfect for seeking some internal gain for doing something good for another (as long as it's not exploitative in nature). PS I like your streams
guys why are you being mean? she hasnt done anything wrong
I am mentally fucked up from the constant stress of the military. I have chronic anxiety and suicidal thoughts quite a bit. I dont want to die, but i want some help. I just dont want to be on medication.
Y-yes, that was t-the joke.
H-have you tried GRU's? They m-might give you some better s-short term error propagation.
What is y-your NN API? Torch? TensorFlow?
T-thanks a lot!
I w-would hug them <4
J-just because they have bad r-reviews doesn't m-make them bad.
Being trans is no life. I'm ugly now I'll be ugly then. People don't understand me, and I'll get to be the 'trans ambassadsor' for everyone in my life. I will never get laid, for lack of a partner and being comfortable with intimacy. I hate my emotions. What I desire causes me great pain. Even my doctors don't help me. My life is over. I either kill myself now or wind up a freak or a mess.
S-so you want help, b-but not the most effective form of help? okay.
I d-don't feel good doing this dear. If anything, d-doing this hurts me. A lot.
It's a d-disorder, not a disease.
Y-you could always get an Alice Cobalt Account!
Ok, so I confess that I am pleased that I happened upon your thread.
My brother killed himself on Friday (71% carbon monoxide in his system - I won't say how he pulled it off, but it wasn't exhaust from a car), and it gets a bit hard to confront, especially since our parents are dead, he left no will, and it's down to the closest next-of-kin (there's another brother and a sister, but they live out of town), it means that I am having to deal with all of stuff people have to do to 'get rid of a body,' if you know what I mean.
That last part is rather flippant, but it beats confronting my feelings about the situation.
I am saddened by the loss of him, I am frustrated by the inconvenience of it all, and I feel like a crummy person because I am irritated by it all.
I'm not looking for platitudes - I will not vilify or idealize the guy. I just feel like a bad person.
I've l-literally dated trans people b-before dear.
Plenty of p-people assimilate w-with no problems, going into the woodwork.
Being trans isn't a death sentence. It is frankly insulting for you to act like it is. Seek medical attention.
Y-you may want to l-look on the date on t-that post <4
B-by treating her as a p-person, not an object.
Y-you aren't. That's no comfort, b-but it's the truth.
*hugs tightly, resting her head on your back* I'm s-sorry Anonymous, I'm so so s-sorry. But don't b-blame yourself; you can't h-help how you feel.
You probably think you’re quite the comedian, don’t you. I hate internet attention seekers such as you, always posting mediocre comments that lack any informational value whatsoever. It’s people like you that turn the internet into the disorganized wasteland it has become today. You probably think your witty comment is rather entertaining or funny to the average user, however I can safely assume that you are wrong. As an expert in linguistics, I can confirm that your posts lack many of the proper attributes for a form of speech to be considered hilarious. I have been evaluating speeches for years such as Barrack Obama’s inauguration speech, I know what I’m talking about, kid. Please promptly log out of your computer, reconsider your life choices, and go take some college level English courses. Or maybe you aren’t even completed with highschool or are currently enrolled at a university, in which case you should spend less time participating on the internet and more time studying. I’m tired of unintelligible brats like you ruining the sophisticated network that is known as the internet, and I hope that one day it will become less polluted with such poorly constructed discussions.
I argue that it's a brain disease. drugs hijack the reward system of the brain and rewire it to make them seek the substance theyre addicted to. Do you treat people with substance use disorders?
March 3rd seemed to be a specific day that he had a hard time deal with. He first tried hanging himself, like, twenty years ago, and ever since, it was a good chance that he'd try again the following March 3rd.
What makes today even shittier is that it is his birthday (this is not bullshit - none of it is).
I go there for about 5-10 sessions then they say that I dont need to come anymore, the talking gets really pale then anyways, feel good for a time then I'm slowly descending to "me" again.
I truly believe that there something wrong with me, with the wiring or something in my brain.
Or Y am I not happy?!
If there's no cure for me then im fucked, I don't want to go to a therapist for the rest of my life, I just want to be normal
Not dehydration, i've come to day 7 and its pretty bearable.
I tried, It keeps up for 3 weeks then I lose motivation like everything else
I don't really feel bad. I just don't feel much at all and when I do it is mostly fleeting moments of happiness or pain.
So t your perspective what does it mean or say about me?
Alice do you go to any conventions?
3+ months since i broke up with her and now right as Im about to sleep every time she pops back into my head, its like my subconscious wont let me forget her, it doesn't help that everyone is talking about her and her new boyfriend
Recurrent networks j-just throw loops at t-the problem until it works, I'm afraid; the GRU w-would be good for learning the problem better though. Here!
It's theano n-not TF, b-but the basics are pretty easy.
It's a d-disorder; those with D2 and D3 receptor malformations are d-drastically more likely to become addicted. It's c-clearly a disorder.
Just t-treat her the same way y-you treat everyone else.
T-there is something wrong; you have depression. It's a life long illness dear, one you have to fight tooth and nail till the day y-you die.
....y-you realize that people with chronic illnesses, of all types, want to just be normal, right? No one likes injecting insulin or emptying a colonoscopy bag or showering for 5 hours a day just to make their skin feel right.
We do it anyway, and keep living.
It's in m-most pictures <4
I s-streamed for an hour!
W-why do you think enjoyment is necessary t-to do something?
...or y-you could ask me.
W-welcome to being in a break up!
P-pretend she is wearing a burka!
but aren't RNN for sequence modelling? I only ever saw LSTMs in the context of time-series or the learning to learn stuff where there's actually a sequence. What's the sequence for a regression problem?
That first time, when he hanged himself, he called me to say goodbye (I thought he was calling for attention), I called the cops, they showed up at his place, there was a note on his SUV, then I ended up in the back of a cop car racing to a park, where though I was clearly told to stay by the car, and not move, I shifted enough, and the backlit shadow of my brother hanging there will hurt for the rest of my life, I think.
It's a bad day, I'm battling other family for 'what John would want,' (not my brother or sister - they're not being jerks), he gambled all of his money away the month before, and it being his birthday is making all the work that much more painful.
I'm not looking for pity, or anything. I just kinda want to talk, and maybe if someone helped make some of this make any kind of sense, I'd sure appreciate it.
Help me out man.
Its been more than a year since she left me and I just can't quit her. I think about her so much. She left me because of how overly sexual I was and now I can't even discuss anything remotely sexual with her without getting queesy.
I actually got physically sick when I heard she was sleeping with another guy.
What the fuck is wrong with me? What do I do?
Hi Alice. Nice to see you. I am going through a mid-life crisis. My marriage is strong, but it hasbeen hard on my wife (no affairs, but lack of interest in sex and some resentment of her since her career is taking off and I feel trapped in a dead-end job). Can you recommend any resources to help me steer through this?
And? S-so? You clearly are c-capable of talking to people dear. Just t-treat her like everyone else?
B-because you have depression. S-seek medical attention.
RNN's are n-not for sequence modelling; t-they model PROGRAMS, w-where as normal RNN's model FUNCTIONS.
I think you might want to look more into this.
...y-yes, because those are the only two reasons to do things. Enjoyment, or to get paid.
H-how long were you with her?
I d-don't know what this is in response to.
*blinks* H-have you been to a marriage councilor?
Is it really normal to feel nothing most of the time? Seems like people around me are psyched about many things during the day or bummed out for that matter. But not me.
So is it just that I am not interested in anything happening or something?
I've seen other threads where the question was tactfully deflected, but I'll give it a go. What is the internal motivation for your efforts (which don't fall too short, you seem to create a lot of content)? I hope I don't come off too harsh. I do enjoy these threads.
WHEW. I have a LOT to say about this, b-but let me ask first: Which painkiller? Mine was oxys.
M-most people are content m-most of the time.
i need you. what do i do ?
I am capable of speech, yes, but every conversation I have with anyone lasts a good 1 minute about nothingness, and normally I don't talk, I just watch. Also, making up a conversation is something I have a big problem with.
And professionals put me on ssri's and benzos. They say they are not working and I need more, always more. It is a death sentence for most. I feel disoriented and disassociated all day. Maybe your trans friends had more support, but this is no way to live.
I don't want to drag you down any more.
Love you Alice.
Hopefully see you Friday, cook something good <3
It sounds like he was in a lot of pain and he is at peace now. You should grieve, because it is normal, but remember thst the part of you that is grieving is capable of acceptance eventually. You will be at peace one day, too, without leaving this planet a moment sooner than you were meant to.
O-ok, I will look more into RNNs b-but if I'm too scared of w-what I encounter can I come back some time and you'll hold my hand and tell me a good night story about happy NNs that have rainbow coloured hidden nodes and a unicorn architecture?
I d-do this because there is n-no one else to do it. So I'm d-doing it.
Look, this isn't hard to understand, so I'm not sure why people don't get it. I'm doing this because there is nobody else to do it right now.
Believe me, if there was someone else who would do it, who COULD do it, who could be what I am, do what I do, and uphold this name...I'd step aside. I'd let them do it. I'd gladly give it all up and go....do whatever.
But there isn't. There's me. So I'm doing it. Even though it's been six years and I'm about 3 and a half past my expiration date. Even though everyone and their mother thinks my elbows mean I'm a man, my skin grafts mean I'm a liar, and my body is too thin, too fat, too lanky, too pudgy, and everything in between.
Even though every day I wonder if I'll be able to summon that empathy again, and wonder if instead it'll kill me this time.
...but it doesn't. And there's no one else but me. So I get out here and do what I do and hope it is enough.
My dog is the only thing in my life that makes me happy. Is that healthy?
twitch tv / celtyplays
One is innate, t-the other is triggered
H-how can I help?
T-try talking more <4
A sense of duty.
I see, I see. Then maybe I am picturing myself more broken than I actually am. Though I have been calling 4chan home for over 13 years now so… I guess you get my point.
Anyway thanks doc.
...SSRI's and Benzos d-do not cause death dear.
N-not till I die.
P-probably not, but dogs are pretty awesome.
He had a habit of being a right bastard sometimes, and we sure fought our share, usually because of his inclination to make everything a battle.
There was one day when we both got drunk, ended up beating on each other, I managed to kick the shit out of him, when someone kicked me in the back of the head, and within three seconds, he was up, and slurring out, "No one hits my brother," and tried to fight the asshole.
Yes, we hated each other sometimes, but that gives you an idea of what he was about. Maybe it was that he didn't finish the statement, and it should have been "No one hits my brother but me," but I never forgot the time we were fighting, and within seconds he was trying to defend me.
I miss him, and not just because he's left this last pain in the ass job for me to clean up after him for the last time, but because over the possibly thousands of times I had to fix his mistakes, this is THE LAST TIME.
Not going to lie, this is not a good time.
Sorry to bitch, and it's nice to say stuff anonymously that I had to 'be strong' and keep to myself to keep everyone on an even keel.
Not really you need to fuck your dog, then its healthy according to rest of the world
I'm tiered of fighting :(
Can you pls ad me on facebook or something?
Just to give me real advice when u have time, I've followed you for a long time and I trust you completely.
U helped me back of from my first suicide attempt many years ago.
It's hard to understand because the world (at least this shitty little corner of it) is emptying out of people like you. The young don't really "get" shit like empathy and kindness.
Hell, mine is just about dead.
*patpat* It'll b-be okay dear <4
I'm n-not a tranny.
N-no problem <4
I d-do what I can.
I d-don't have a facebook, b-but you can email me at [email protected]
Because it ends b-better that way.
show us your penis
also god im so fucking anxious recently i have this tightness in my chest and it just gets worse when i think about it. i've never had anxiety before but this has just been constant the past 3-4 days... it's crazy. i don't think it's an actual cardiac problem, it has to be anxiety. should i see a therapist?
Well, my dog and my pet mouse of course. They just make me feel happy and cheer me up when everything feels shitty.
SSRI's are pretty safe, unless you're taking MAOI's and then you can get the whole serotonin storm thing
Benzo's can be easily overdosed. or if you become addicted then you can withdraw just like you can from alcohol
Thanks for the reply, Alice. I did individual therapy, and it was enormously helpful. I am wary of joint counseling because I have substance abuse issues and frankly don't want to be that vulnerable. Modern marriage often has an undercurrent of resentment, from my perspective. When it grows, it is unhealthy, and I understand that. Trying not to feed the beast, fwiw.
N-no it isn't.
I d-don't have one, and w-wow, you ask me for advice after insulting m-me?
W-wow you are an asshole.
It'll t-take another year or s-so to get over it.
Pets are g-good <4
Benzos are p-pretty hard to overdose on; w-withdraws are usually not deadly.
W-where are you, Colorado?
...if y-you don't want to be vulnerable, you shouldn't have married someone. Go to joint counseling.
H-help them move.
Ah, a sense of duty, that there are those who must be saved & that only you can do it (not b/c of superhuman means, but that no one else bothers). I respect it. True though, there's a lot of drama following on your heels. Do you see a therapist? (shilling warning ahead!). Even happy people can benefit from a *good* therapist. Cost being a major factor though...
T-there are 7.5 billion p-people; just in absolute terms, m-more people like me exist n-now than ever before.
Tell them marriage is overrated anyway. Just leaves one party with a slit throat, shattered heart, and half their belongings.
N-not duty dear. J-just will power.
Y-yeah, for sure, b-because no marriages ever w-work out.
Y-you shouldn't try to m-make your doctor give you pills.
S-so? 4chan is d-dying anyway.
I'm a w-woman.
I'd w-wait at least an hour.
In my option our capitalistic society breeds individualism and with it sociopathic behavior. Though it comes out as a new or emerging norm it does not mean that people cannot be altruistic. Also some people help out just to feel better about themselves.
Am I right?