Ask a p-psychologist anything! Are you hurting? Are y-you scared?

I love your casual outfits tbh Alice

>>724966126
shut up fucking nigger

/thread

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>>724966214
A-ah? It's j-just easier to do it like this after a s-stream.

These threads are cute. You are cute. Keep doing them.

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nice top

ehugs are fine alice

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I hurt all the time I just dont talk about it because im a boy and I was told that im not allowed to have feelings

>The Doc is in

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>>724966272
I l-love you too Anonymous <4

>>724966431
T-thank you!

Opinion is the medium between knowledge and ignorance

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>>724966126
Will you an hero on cam?

>>724966126
I have suicidal ideation and am very depressed. I tried Prozac but it made me feel really angry all the time and I was scared that I was going to hurt myself or someone else. What do you think I should do?

>>724966126
check dubs

I am a coward Alice i can't tell her.

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Evening Alice! Saw your stream, loved it! Badlands is such a pretty game! How are you doing today?

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Hey alice! Nice stream today

Would it be considered rude to kill myself on my birthday tomorrow?

most of the time i think about shit but from time to time i don't think about anything at all

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>>724966476
T-that's silly; you have feelings, y-you should experience them <4

>>724966473
*hugs tightly*

>>724966533
S-some day maybe <4

>>724966534
W-what did your doctor say t-to do after you told him how the prozak affected you?

>>724966594
T-thank you!

>>724966647
no. t-think of it as your b-birthday present to y-yourself.

>>724966126
i have this problem when im alone , mostly in the nights were i begun to over think everything about my existence and start feeling anxious , then i just go out to get some fresh air and clear my mind... i also have the constant fear that one day ill lose my mind and end waking up in a
an asylum

>>724966647
Yes, you shouldn't kill yourself this year, try the next one.

>>724966731

My thought is to not show up for work. To blow the money I have left on fun things then end it that night.

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>>724966647
Y-yes. Why are y-you suicidal dear?

>>724966655
Okay...?

>>724966749
W-why do you have such a fear?

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INVADERS MUST DIE!

>>724966534
OP here. Go through with it. Your life is worthless anyways. You trust advice from 4chan. You are a burden on your parents so. Just kill yourself. Everyone will be better off. It will end your pathetic life and your parents wont have to deal with your whiny ass anymore. I did not include friends because I know you dont have any.

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>>724966845
That s-sounds like an awful idea.

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>>724966659
I do have them, I just don't talk about them at all.

>>724966126
>>724966565
:c

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>>724966870
Y-yeah, that isn't me.

>>724966895
W-why not dear?

Just came to say I love you and thanks for being in my life Alice.

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>>724966936
W-well why not? G-get to it!

>>724966126
I have irrational social anxiety. I really thought I was past it, but I'm not.

I've tried sitting down and rationalizing it, talking myself through it, but apparently that's not enough.
I don't know what else to do anymore.

>>724966126
I felt very unmotivated lately, any tips?

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how often do u get lit af? im tryna get fukt up for the weekend cause midterms r over ya know what im sayin lmao

>>724966126
She dosn't like me back. I have to do illigal shit or whip myself to be happy.

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>>724967006
S-silly, I'm n-nothing special.

>>724967014
Have...y-you...been to a doctor?

I'm lacking inspiration, do you have any clue how I could find it again?

>>724967010
Odds say i'll fail if i try right now.

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>>724967050
I'm n-not that kind of g-girl.

>>724967025
Well, w-what are you doing currently?

>>724967055
C-can you explain further?

>>724967070
Have y-you tried looking at the stars?

Ive been feeling really alone alice, its partially my fault because I have high standards for people. I wish I didnt

thank you for being a cool person Alice <3
I have no problems today, I just wanted to make sure you know you're amazing and appreciated!

What is wrong with being a lolicon in modern society. I don't understand.

>>724967070
Same here buddy, same here.

>>724966848

I'm old and I've certifiably fucked my life to the point that it is basically impossible to recover financially. At this point I believe it would be better for society if I freed up resources for others.

>>724966848
i gues i daydream to much , i dont know , ive had this problem since i was 12 , i often fear of dyin in my sleep , i wake up every night and one million tought go trough my mind to the point that i think ill become crazy

>>724967151
Bullshit

>>724967151
Browsing 4chan. Nothing bad yet.

>>724967178
Go smoke crack and chill with the homeless

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>>724967140
Odds?! ODDS?!

Let me tell you somethin' about odds. You've got a higher chance of getting shot by a dog than winning most forms of the lottery. Yet, you don't feel uneasy when Fido is sitting there, and plenty of people you know probably play the lottery. ODDS ARE SOMETHING HUMANS ARE AWFUL AT ESTIMATING.

D-don't go by your intuition of the odds. Just go do it, and let come what may. Or you'll regret it Anonymous. I know I do.

>>724967172
You secretly want to have sex with children. It is truly a product of a sick mind. Seek help.

>>724967151
>>724967025
Going through college. It just feels more and more pointless. Not sure what I wan't to do and all.

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>>724967165
*hugs tightly and whispers into your ear* D-don't worry, most people don't w-want to be around you anyway, because you t-think relationships work based on some basis of what others can do for you.

Change your perspective, Anonymous. Let people in.

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>>724967151
Stars, huh. Maybe I'll go do that now.
Thanks

>>724967176
Yeah, it sucks. I want to draw, but I dunno what. Maybe I lack restrictions.

>>724967316
ur not alice

>>724966126
I have this immense hate for you because you w-write like t-this. I want a fucking throw things at the walls.

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>>724967170
T-thank you <4

>>724967172
Most p-people don't like it, that's w-what is wrong with it.

>>724967178
T-tell me about it. I'm a financial engineer. M-maybe we can work something out <4

>>724967197
You should go to a doctor.

>>724967228
G-good...good...

>>724967400
N-no, I asked what you are doing. Not what you were forced to do.

>>724967454
Always h-helps me <4

>>724967474
I'm the only Alice I've ever known <4

>>724967476
*kissie* G-good to hear <4

>>724967476
The stuttercunt sucks

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>>724966957
Because its just the life of growing up male. Having feelings is a nono

I am just so sick of being spied on, gossiped about, and hated on. Come hell or high water, I intend to make it in the music business; it's just discouraging that nobody supports me just because they disapprove of my attitude and tactics. Just wish someone believed in me.

>>724966126
tits or gtfo

>>724966126
Can you help me log into my aol account?

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>>724967558
That s-sounds stupid and like you s-should change your perspective r-rather than conform.

>>724967066
I've had some light counseling back when I was in school. I've tried to seek help before, but not since I was a minor, and as I'm sure you know, the mental health system in the US isn't exactly great.

I can't really afford to go see someone anymore. Nor do I really have the means to get there. I'm a bit of a shut-in, and my family isn't exactly supportive.
I just want to live life normally. I know I have nothing to worry about, but my body refuses to listen to reason. It's frustrating.

>>724966126
How would you analyse our new lord and savior Donald Trump?

>>724967613
Conformist

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>>724967591
I b-believe in you Anonymous <4

>>724967607
Nope.

>>724967603
L-learn the rules, newfag <4

>>724967633
F-figure out how much it'll cost, and I'll p-pay for it. Email m-me at [email protected]

>>724967655
S-sorry, I'm n-not into politics <4

whats your stream

>>724967613
fuck, I hate these threads

>>724966126
> do you need a hand

How about give me a handjob

>>724966126
f-f-fruitcake

22 male sweden

I've been suicidal for about 5 years now after my friend died in a train accident, gone to a psychologist 3 times and got cbt therapy.

I'me in love with my childhood friend who broke up and cheated on me 1.5 years ago after a 3 year relationship, since then I've had one fuck budy and one girl I fucked once and dated for 2 months.
I couldn't come with none of them and I usually can jack off to anything anytime.

Recently I've found myself that I still love my ex, doped out of university, unemployed and starting to think of suicide again; the thought is really soothing and I get calm, the only way I'm able to fall asleep if I'm not drinking (which was the reason I dropped out of uni )

I couldn't go through with suicide before bc of feelings for my mom and family but now It feels like I really need to commit too it.

pls help I dont know what to do with myself

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I'm feeling sick today Alice - dono :(

>>724967633
you have to dive in deep before you actually do something. Find yourself between and rock and a hard place continiously and slowely trapping and pushing on you there's a point you either snap or move.

>>724967400
>>724967545
Well not much, which I guess is part of the problem. Maybe I should find something to do, suggestions?

>>724966126
Alice, where do you steam? I would like to catch it sometime.

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>>724967768
CeltyPlays on Twitch <4

>>724967784
B-but I love you <4

>>724967807
Sorry, m-my hands are small, b-but not THAT small.

>>724967825
I'm a g-girl dear <4

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>>724966126
>failing uni
>have some "friends"
>never invited to go out
>people joking about me I thought it would end in highschool
>join irc and shit post on /g/
>only find comfort in shit posting and ricing my desktop
>I want to kill myself
What do?

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>>724967613
I guess I should but its been so long that its kinda hard.

>>724967784
"ALT-F4"

Having difficulty controlling my emotions. I lash out at ppl, then feel bad about it and try to reconcile, but things are never the same afterwards.

>>724966126
get a life you stupid retard
>stupid nigger

>>724967740
Pay me

>>724967545

Not super hyped about explaining my finances on a forum full of people who love nothing more than expose the misery of others.

I have quite a story explaining how I got here and no solid idea how to get out of it. I'm on the verge of an engineering degree but I can't raise the funds to get the last few classes done.

>>724967926
thanks, luv

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Still tired Alice?

>>724967926
You have man hands

>>724967545
It was too cloudy to see the stars, but I saw the moon through the clouds.
It gave me an idea.
Thank you.

>>724967975

Electrical engineering specifically.

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>>724967852
W-why would you NEED to commit to suicide?

Look, I sympathize. I feel suicidal every day. Even right now, I'm eating some steak, and boy does this steak knife look pretty appealing. I'm not saying that to be edgy; this is just something I live with.

But that doesn't mean in any way that I'm going to "commit" to doing something that would ruin my future. And neither should you.

Find something you want to do. Anything. No matter how stupid or asinine or worthless. Guess what? That's better than dying. So go do it. Then find something else. Then another thing.

Once you've hit the bottom, literally every other choice is on the table dear. Don't waste the only valuable resource you have left.

Time.

>>724968025
the moment i realized my hands are pussies i stopped masturbating

>>724968085
how's that mesh analysis, anon

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This thread is gay as fuck it is now the property of the great Banana.

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>>724967890
W-why not make a game? <4

>>724967894
Twitch and Youtube.

CeltyPlays on Twitch.

>>724967945
N-not as hard as suppressing emotions forever <4

I don't really trust anyone to tell my problems with in person, so I hope you don't mind hearing mine. But to make a long story short, I am in love with a girl that my best friend also likes. He went for her first, so I don't know how to stop liking her.

>>724967852
you need more help than you can get in this thread. talk to a therapist or something

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>>724967784
So don't come into them? Feel free to hit that tiny "x" in the corner of the window.

I have urges to kill people on a weekly basis and i get angry easily what should i do

>>724967316
Yeah but can't say i'm a man who wagers humans :c

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>>724967938
Oh m-man, can you help m-me make a new rig? I've been streaming and c-could really use a hand <4

I run gentoo on my server btw, /g/ represent <4

>>724967950
H-have you been to a doctor?

>>724967973
F-for what?

>>724967975
[email protected]

Email m-me and I'll d-do my best to help <4

>>724967976
<4

>>724968302
D-Do it you will make the news!

>>724966126
How do I ask someone to date me?

>>724968222
this isn't your real attitude its too happy and positive and I don't like that, it scares me. so show your real attitude otherwise your just a pussy if you don't.

>>724968448
By asking them.

if you're an actual psychologist, thank you.
I wish I could work in that field, but my empathy levels are too high. I'd have issues separating the issues of my patients with my own.

should my cock be bigger than my turds?

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>>724968025
M-my hands are literally small enough that a can of coke is t-too big to wrap around fully.

But go on about my "man" hands; maybe they are manly compared to yours, manlet.

>>724968229
W-why would you need to stop likin gher?

>>724968302
S-seek medical attention.

>>724968314
Y-you are doing just that by s-saying "the odds are against you"

>>724968448
W-with your mouth <4

>>724968382
Good advice!

Hi alice long time since you have been on here

>>724968372
What's your budget for new pc. If your upgrading drop specs and budget.

>>724968448
by chopping your balls off, frying them, then give them to your crush

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>>724966126
I'm hurting alice but that's probably the start of my opiate withdrawls. I shit post and avatar to kill time till my dope man get here.

>>724968502
I want to know as well

>>724967740
Alice, no, stop it. You're too nice for your own good.

I can't take money from you, you don't even know me. It's seriously incredibly sweet that you offer to do this for people, but it's too much.
Just tell me everything's gonna be okay. To be totally honest with you, I sometimes wonder if I just had someone in my life who actually cared for me, would I still have all these problems?
Or would I be able to finally work through them? But maybe that's just me being bitter. I don't know.

I just kind of wanted to vent a little.

>>724966126
How do ask girl out when her beauty is near intimidating

Alice I still love a girl that I broke up with (I initiated) Weve both changed alot and I dont know if I should try it again with her. Waht do you think.

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>>724968472
That says way more about you than it does about me dear <4

W-who said I am happy? W-who said I am positive?

I'm a realist. I see a problem, and I work to fix it. I don't focus on what I can't fix; I focus on what is within my power to change, to shape, and to improve.

S-so feel free to call me a pussy <4 I'll j-just hug you and l-love you anyway~

>>724968501
M-my empathy is infinite dear; w-who says you need to seperate?

>>724968534
I've b-been on every day f-for months dear.

>>724968575
NO LIMITS! M-my bonus just came in~

>>724968594
M-maybe stop the drugs.

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>>724966280
I wish Alice was in my game.

>>724968222
Making a game could be interesting, have had plenty of ideas in the past, just no idea on how to actually make one. Where does someone with the intent to create a game start?

>>724968652
Holy fuck, you are gay. This is absolutely hilarious. I'm saving this

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>>724968382
You're a really terrible impostor.
>>724968652
I care! My name is Sakuya. I'm always lurking~ *hugs*

>>724968504
The reason I need to stop liking her, is because my best friend and her are trying to start a relationship, and they both rely on me for advise and just someone to talk to. I just feel like I'm betraying both of them. And it doesn't help I think I have depression

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>>724968652
I'm not nice; I'm kind. And you, sir, are a person in desperate need turning down someone willing to help you up.

Venting won't fix the problem. Being bitter won't fix it either. Put your thinking cap on, figure out a way to fix the problem, and work towards fixing it.

That's what I'm offering to help you with <4

>>724968671
I t-think you need to let go.

>>724968657
Use w-words and mouth sounds

How do I motivate myself to get out of the stagnat state in which my life dwells. The dullness makes me feel more and more distant with the pleasures of body and soul by every minute. Im afraid that it will inevitably lead to me becoming a mindless survive machine that does not care for anything in the world.

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Morons believing "alice" is a real psychologist. Kek.

>>724968701
you're not harsh enough and even tho you give good advice most time, overall you're too soft and that pisses me off since I can tell its an act. no one is really like that, why don't you drop the act and act natural, ok

>>724968701
Alice I want to hate you sometimes but I just can't

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>>724968701
That's an option if I wasn't so far down the hole that cold turkey would set me in bed I'll for a week. I'm proud to say I'm starting a taper this weekend after I found out I can blow half a gram in one sitting.

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>>724968910
Its nice to have someone to talk to no matter what..

>>724966126
K-kill yourself, A-Alice. :'^)

>>724968504
Ive sought help they tell me to find a happy place

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>>724968701
i have been searching but could never find you :(

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>>724968805
W-why don't you send me an email at [email protected] and I'll w-work to hook you up <4

>>724968851
S-so why are you not going t-to the doctor?

>>724968884
Motivation comes from DOING, Anonymous.
So s-start doing <4

>>724968950
T-try harder <4

>>724968948
Except t-this is me dear <4

>>724968953
I've b-been far down that hole t-too Anonymous. I know it isn't pretty.

But you better get out of it soon. Or I'll be mad, okay?

>>724969028
W-who did?

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>>724969024
Winrar

>>724968504
Ok ok i should, i don't even know if she likes guys tho.

>>724968872
I tried words with mouth sounds and i have her number, but i havent texted her in 3 months, i'm so afraid of messing up. How do i get rid of that fear, other than alcohol?

>s-stuttering o-on t-the i-internet

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>>724969024
KEK

>>724969065
I don't feel comfortable talking about any of my problems with people in public. I feel that they would just judge me.

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>>724969059
www twitch tv / celtyplays

Y-you can't search very well huh?

>>724969115
Nothing y-you can do but try <4

>>724969128
B-by doing it. Why would f-fear prevent you?

>>724966126
I have 1g of potassium cyanide hidden in the ink compartment of my printer give me one good reason why I shouldn't take it.

>>724969065
I just fucking can't

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>>724969195
S-so email me. [email protected]

>>724969065
The problem is I am DOING, but I dont do anything that I want, because I honestly dont want to do anything. I do to live.

>>724969196
Fuck, that actually makes sense almost. I guess I'll text her soon. Thanks, and have a good night.

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>>724966272

>>724969065
1 docter 2 therapists and a few friends

>>724966126
I have slept the last 2 days away. I feel horrible. Dealing with not wanting to be trans. I don't want to live. I feel very alone and at the same time anxious. I have no reason to live.

my cat is staring at this ''you won't get caught'' porn ad where the guy is just slamming the girl in the duck pajamas. should I just let her watch it or should I hide it from her ?

>>724969024
>>724969091
>>724969179
Samefag

how bout we both jump of a bridge

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>>724969224
B-because in a f-few hours, the sun will rise!

>>724969248
Y-yes, so you aren't doing anything. So w-why would you be motivated to do anything?

You gotta do stuff for YOU, Anonymous. Not for others.

>>724969237
Y-you can do it <4 I b-believe in you!

>>724969331
No p-problem <4

>>724969346
F-find a better therapist then dear. Ask t-them about CBT.

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>>724969065
We will see a taper might take willpower I don't have but worst case I could try to get subs from my guy. Or I'll blow through these 2 grams over the weekend and wonder what the he'll happened to that much dope.
At the highest point of my addiction I could blow 3.5 grams in 2 days.

>>724966126
I have a question? How did you stutter on a silent p?

>p-psychologist

>>724969418
That isn't really helping

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Alice, how can I be a kinder person? I have zero friends because I lack empathy and everyone says I'm to brutal.

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>>724969196
i guess not :(

reply to this post if you think alice is a trap

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>>724969368
W-why do you want t-to be not trans?

>>724969379
N-no, it's fine. Let her watch.

>>724969458
T-that's an awful lot dear.

>>724969470
V-very carefully.

>>724969480
W-which part.

>>724969405
Been t-there, done t-that.

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>>724969536
Oh y-yeah, that bitches elbows just YELL trap.

>>724969504
H-have you tried putting yourself into t-the other persons skin and walking around a b-bit?

Metaphorically of course.

>>724969504
try going full emo mode and that includes bleach

>>724969536

>>724969418
But how can I do stuff for myself if "myself" doesnt want anything. Its all just keeping myself alive for unknown reason.

>>724969418
Cbt?

>>724969542
The part that I need to try to hate you but you motivating it

>>724969536
She's a cute trap tho, i'd die between her legs.

>>724966126
h-hey alice. i wish y-you could help me with my n-non-linear, h-high dimensional regression using neural nets b-because it g-gives me the ouchies. have y-you got any tips?

reply to this post if you think your mother would die otherwise

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>>724969634
T-that would be called "depression", and y-you need to seek medical attention.

>>724969662
Cognitive Behavioral Therapy.

>>724969665
W-why do you need to hate m-me dear?

>>724966126
If I can get just 1 picture of your soles I can forget this depression for awhile.

>>724969613
you cant tell a gender of a person by there elbows, stupid

>>724969613
Not really. Guess I'll try harder

>>724968146
Because I've have been this way for so long, I can't take it no more.

That's the thing, I do have a lot of things to do.
I'm actually going on a base-jumping trip this summer.
I should be happy.
It's the day to day life that bothers me, and the lack of love and social life is just a cherry on top.

Since my first suicide attempt I've decided to end my life by dehydration, it takes about 10 days.
A month ago I came to day 4 before I decided to contact my ex again.
I made peace with her and we talked for a bit.
Shes doing fine and living the life, had lots of guys 7+ and dating a new one right now that she starting to have feelings for; and here I am almost apathetic waiting for my summer trip if hold out for so long.

>>724968244
I already have and I'm afraid that if I do again I will just get another cbt treatment and bee good again for 3 month before it starts over.

If I get ssri's will I be able to feel passionate about stuff? How do I find a good psychologist?
Why can I never enjoy any hobbies or stick to anything?

>>724969797
emo fag

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Huzzah for the tail end.

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>>724969542
I know! I don't shoot so imagine trying to smoke that much in a day. I'm surprised my lungs are shut down and I have aliztimers.

>>724969729
How does it work

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>>724969720
S-sure, what sort of neural network are you using <4

>>724969754
W-well, with an Alice Feets Account, y-you'd be entitled to such a picture! Look at my patreon f-for details: alicemargatroid

>>724969770
S-SAYS YOU!

>>724969774
*nodnod* T-that's a good thing to try <4

>>724969797
Pills aren't magic d-dear; they help, b-but they won't cure you. I r-recommend talking to your PCP or GP about a professional psychologist; t-they'd be best able to recommend you one <4

And because you have anhedonia, a symptom of depression

>>724969729
Im not depressed. I dont feel sad. I just go on without a purpose. I could go on like this literally forever. But I know it is not the way it is supposed to work.

>>724966126
Her identity is the biggest mystery of my life rn

>>724969729
Well, sometimes when I see this I just get mad, no idea why, with no real reason inside me

>>724969418
Lovely seeing your threads on /b/!
Just wanted to drop by and leave us all with some neat-o 80's Japanese Jazz-fusion.
Casiopea - Mint jams
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4cO1GezFfY
Casiopea - Crosspoint
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ED12lvpFaIo

>>724969973
arnt we all like that ?

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>>724969788
W-wait, why do you think therapy ends? You....f-for someone with severe depression, CBT d-doesn't end dear. You keep going back.

That's probably your problem, you think there is a cure for this. There isn't. Only treatment.

>>724970048
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JdhhCCiIx40
give it a listen

>>724969729
I'm worried that I've spent all my life thinking I have chronic depression, when I actually don't.
I've seen a counselor who suggested I might, but beyond that, I can't say I've ever had a real diagnosis. I've never been to a psychiatrist or anything.

Do you know anything about what methods they use to diagnose things like depression or bipolar? Any GP or therapist I've been to really just took my word for it, and I'm worried that after years of telling myself that something's wrong with me is going to cause some kind of bias or something.

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>>724969973
D-depression isn't sadness. Depression is w-what you are feeling RIGHT NOW.

>>724969908
Ask a d-doctor <4

>>724970014
I'm Alice.

>>724970042
S-so? W-why does that mean you n-need to hate me?

>>724970107
No.

Someone please doxx "alice". I am sick of this little fagget.

>>724970048
this is good shit, and I'm not even into jazz

f-fucking k-kill yourself you cringey cunt

>>724969965
there's none listing it so I wouldn't know the tier to go for.

>>724969965
ok I'm using ReLU activation functions, 6-7 layers with 512-256-128-64-... nodes, learn rate scheduling, dropout; accuracy is mission critical; no time-series so just a normal feedforward and backpropagation.

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Why can't I stop playing Yu-Gi-Oh? What is wrong with me?

o-ooga b-boooga?

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>>724970248
G-GO TO A DOCTOR YOU IDIOT

>>724970255
I d-doxxed myself. Twice.

Try harder.

>>724970304
You t-too, I'm disappointed in y-you.

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>>724968701
>no limits
Okay
https://pcpartpicker.com/list/Bg7mBP

>>724970251
alice if you could kill all your haters, explain in detail how you would do it ?

>>724970251
I wouldn't know either Alice

>>724969788
have you ever seen a rekt thread? dying fucking sucks, you don't want that. are you getting enough exercise? it can really help, go for a run.

>>724969873
Nou
>>724969965
I got two recommendations from my gp but online the two have bad reviews online

>>724966126
LPC that lurks your threads sometimes here. I'm just throwing this out there so no need reply if you don't want too (food for thought). Lot of people ask you why you do this & replies generally consist of altruistic content. If this helps you feel good about yourself (helping people, socializing) that's okay. As a society we have a fucked up system of believing rewards for doing good things is bad, but reality shows that true altruism doesn't exist (we always get something out of actions). So in short, I enjoy these threads and just wanted to put it out there that no one has to feel less than perfect for seeking some internal gain for doing something good for another (as long as it's not exploitative in nature). PS I like your streams

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guys why are you being mean? she hasnt done anything wrong

I am mentally fucked up from the constant stress of the military. I have chronic anxiety and suicidal thoughts quite a bit. I dont want to die, but i want some help. I just dont want to be on medication.

>>724970553
I know

>>724970477
exercise is boring and sleeping is peaceful

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>>724970354
Y-yes, that was t-the joke.

>>724970369
H-have you tried GRU's? They m-might give you some better s-short term error propagation.

What is y-your NN API? Torch? TensorFlow?

>>724970417
T-thanks a lot!

>>724970432
I w-would hug them <4

>>724970502
J-just because they have bad r-reviews doesn't m-make them bad.

>>724970268
some fun shit lies on 34:40 on Mint jams

>>724970417
1080 down to 400 feels good

do you treat people with drug addiction? what do you think about addiction as a disease?

>>724970609
why would you tug at my heart alice, giving me hope.

What kind of autistic faggot types out a stutter?

>>724970553
with peace comes violence and haters will always exist, isn't that human nature ?

do people still not know this is a fucking twink giving bullshit twink advice for twinks

>>724969542
Being trans is no life. I'm ugly now I'll be ugly then. People don't understand me, and I'll get to be the 'trans ambassadsor' for everyone in my life. I will never get laid, for lack of a partner and being comfortable with intimacy. I hate my emotions. What I desire causes me great pain. Even my doctors don't help me. My life is over. I either kill myself now or wind up a freak or a mess.

>>724970206
The avant breakdown towards the end is quite interesting.

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>>724970590
S-so you want help, b-but not the most effective form of help? okay.

>>724970548
I d-don't feel good doing this dear. If anything, d-doing this hurts me. A lot.

>>724970700
It's a d-disorder, not a disease.

>>724970706
Y-you could always get an Alice Cobalt Account!

>>724970398
Fake as hell.

Post the street address or GPS coordinates you faggity b-roll shit-posting contractor.

>>724970598
trust me you'll feel better afterwards.

>>724970398
How can i learn to interact with my female coworkers without acting like a creapy stalker?

>>724966126

Ok, so I confess that I am pleased that I happened upon your thread.

My brother killed himself on Friday (71% carbon monoxide in his system - I won't say how he pulled it off, but it wasn't exhaust from a car), and it gets a bit hard to confront, especially since our parents are dead, he left no will, and it's down to the closest next-of-kin (there's another brother and a sister, but they live out of town), it means that I am having to deal with all of stuff people have to do to 'get rid of a body,' if you know what I mean.

That last part is rather flippant, but it beats confronting my feelings about the situation.

I am saddened by the loss of him, I am frustrated by the inconvenience of it all, and I feel like a crummy person because I am irritated by it all.

I'm not looking for platitudes - I will not vilify or idealize the guy. I just feel like a bad person.

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>>724970770
I've l-literally dated trans people b-before dear.
Plenty of p-people assimilate w-with no problems, going into the woodwork.

Being trans isn't a death sentence. It is frankly insulting for you to act like it is. Seek medical attention.

>>724966126
Gamertag?

>>724970609
I'm using TensorFlow. GRUs? I haven't really used recurrent nets but I figure it won't be hard but then again I wouldn't know how to do this for a regression problem

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>>724970805
Y-you may want to l-look on the date on t-that post <4

>>724970866
B-by treating her as a p-person, not an object.

>>724970913
Y-you aren't. That's no comfort, b-but it's the truth.

*hugs tightly, resting her head on your back* I'm s-sorry Anonymous, I'm so so s-sorry. But don't b-blame yourself; you can't h-help how you feel.

>>724967714
You probably think you’re quite the comedian, don’t you. I hate internet attention seekers such as you, always posting mediocre comments that lack any informational value whatsoever. It’s people like you that turn the internet into the disorganized wasteland it has become today. You probably think your witty comment is rather entertaining or funny to the average user, however I can safely assume that you are wrong. As an expert in linguistics, I can confirm that your posts lack many of the proper attributes for a form of speech to be considered hilarious. I have been evaluating speeches for years such as Barrack Obama’s inauguration speech, I know what I’m talking about, kid. Please promptly log out of your computer, reconsider your life choices, and go take some college level English courses. Or maybe you aren’t even completed with highschool or are currently enrolled at a university, in which case you should spend less time participating on the internet and more time studying. I’m tired of unintelligible brats like you ruining the sophisticated network that is known as the internet, and I hope that one day it will become less polluted with such poorly constructed discussions.

>>724970794
I argue that it's a brain disease. drugs hijack the reward system of the brain and rewire it to make them seek the substance theyre addicted to. Do you treat people with substance use disorders?

>>724971059
The second answer, how does one do that?

>>724970913

March 3rd seemed to be a specific day that he had a hard time deal with. He first tried hanging himself, like, twenty years ago, and ever since, it was a good chance that he'd try again the following March 3rd.

What makes today even shittier is that it is his birthday (this is not bullshit - none of it is).

>>724970152
I go there for about 5-10 sessions then they say that I dont need to come anymore, the talking gets really pale then anyways, feel good for a time then I'm slowly descending to "me" again.

I truly believe that there something wrong with me, with the wiring or something in my brain.
Or Y am I not happy?!

If there's no cure for me then im fucked, I don't want to go to a therapist for the rest of my life, I just want to be normal

>>724970477
Not dehydration, i've come to day 7 and its pretty bearable.
I tried, It keeps up for 3 weeks then I lose motivation like everything else

>>724970823
not when you lack motivation, then nothing gets done

>>724970251
Well no shit, you're Alice, all /b/ knows that by now. I was referring to your face...

>>724966126
no pretty voice today? :c

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>>724966126
I don't really feel bad. I just don't feel much at all and when I do it is mostly fleeting moments of happiness or pain.
So t your perspective what does it mean or say about me?

>>724970794
why do you do this if you don't enjoy it? i just don't understand

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Alice do you go to any conventions?

>>724971247
It sounds like a mix between daria and a dog shitting.

>>724971291
maybe she likes pain

>>724970794
Now I feel somewhat sad. We shall never know why you incline yourself to doing what you do with this lil' community. We shall subsist off conjecture.

>>724966126
3+ months since i broke up with her and now right as Im about to sleep every time she pops back into my head, its like my subconscious wont let me forget her, it doesn't help that everyone is talking about her and her new boyfriend

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>>724971048
Recurrent networks j-just throw loops at t-the problem until it works, I'm afraid; the GRU w-would be good for learning the problem better though. Here!

http://www.wildml.com/2015/10/recurrent-neural-network-tutorial-part-4-implementing-a-grulstm-rnn-with-python-and-theano/

It's theano n-not TF, b-but the basics are pretty easy.

>>724971099
It's a d-disorder; those with D2 and D3 receptor malformations are d-drastically more likely to become addicted. It's c-clearly a disorder.

>>724971177
Just t-treat her the same way y-you treat everyone else.

>>724971213
T-there is something wrong; you have depression. It's a life long illness dear, one you have to fight tooth and nail till the day y-you die.

....y-you realize that people with chronic illnesses, of all types, want to just be normal, right? No one likes injecting insulin or emptying a colonoscopy bag or showering for 5 hours a day just to make their skin feel right.

We do it anyway, and keep living.


>>724971227
It's in m-most pictures <4

>>724971247
I s-streamed for an hour!

>>724971291
W-why do you think enjoyment is necessary t-to do something?

>>724971381
Otakon usually.

>>724971476
...or y-you could ask me.

My name's Alice, and I think it's kawaii and unique to stutter over the Internet like it's 2007. Please get hella of your shit on my chest, anon. :3

>>724971387
>daria

Holy shit anon, it's like you didn't even try.

Cmon, I expected more from you.

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>>724971273
Normal?

>>724971495
W-welcome to being in a break up!

>>724966126
How do I not be a sperg on my date tomorrow

Oh wow. It's seems kinda a really good thread.

Keep it on!

Btw are you a real psycologist?

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>>724971588
P-pretend she is wearing a burka!

>>724971524
Third answer, ever since I was a kid I didn't really get any social skills, let alone have a long conversation with someone

Why do i hurt there is nothing wrong and every thing in my life is happy. So why the fuck do i want to kill my self

>>724971614
No, they're full of shit

>>724971524
well if you don't enjoy it then there is no reason why you would be doing it, its not like you're getting paid

>>724971524
but aren't RNN for sequence modelling? I only ever saw LSTMs in the context of time-series or the learning to learn stuff where there's actually a sequence. What's the sequence for a regression problem?

>>724971181

That first time, when he hanged himself, he called me to say goodbye (I thought he was calling for attention), I called the cops, they showed up at his place, there was a note on his SUV, then I ended up in the back of a cop car racing to a park, where though I was clearly told to stay by the car, and not move, I shifted enough, and the backlit shadow of my brother hanging there will hurt for the rest of my life, I think.

It's a bad day, I'm battling other family for 'what John would want,' (not my brother or sister - they're not being jerks), he gambled all of his money away the month before, and it being his birthday is making all the work that much more painful.

I'm not looking for pity, or anything. I just kinda want to talk, and maybe if someone helped make some of this make any kind of sense, I'd sure appreciate it.

>>724971654
And the same way as everyone else is looking and being silent

>>724966126
Help me out man.

Its been more than a year since she left me and I just can't quit her. I think about her so much. She left me because of how overly sexual I was and now I can't even discuss anything remotely sexual with her without getting queesy.
I actually got physically sick when I heard she was sleeping with another guy.

What the fuck is wrong with me? What do I do?

>>724971456
it seems that way

>>724971524
because half normal
why do you avoid my question?

>>724971657
everyone on 4chan is like that, including myself

>>724966126
Hi Alice. Nice to see you. I am going through a mid-life crisis. My marriage is strong, but it hasbeen hard on my wife (no affairs, but lack of interest in sex and some resentment of her since her career is taking off and I feel trapped in a dead-end job). Can you recommend any resources to help me steer through this?

alice show lips

Alice where can I get cocaine?
Last time I asked you how to stay motivated you recommended cocaine

>>724966126
Im going clean from a 7 year long pain killer addiction, whats the best way to combat the withdrawals ?

Hi Alice at what point is a human being so bad they no longer deserve to be happy?

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>>724971654
And? S-so? You clearly are c-capable of talking to people dear. Just t-treat her like everyone else?

>>724971657
B-because you have depression. S-seek medical attention.

>>724971745
RNN's are n-not for sequence modelling; t-they model PROGRAMS, w-where as normal RNN's model FUNCTIONS.

I think you might want to look more into this.

>>724971734
...y-yes, because those are the only two reasons to do things. Enjoyment, or to get paid.

>>724971786
H-how long were you with her?

>>724971817
I d-don't know what this is in response to.

>>724971830
*blinks* H-have you been to a marriage councilor?

>>724971836
No.

>>724971884
Also no.

>>724971227
>>724971524
You savage meta

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>>724971587
Is it really normal to feel nothing most of the time? Seems like people around me are psyched about many things during the day or bummed out for that matter. But not me.
So is it just that I am not interested in anything happening or something?

>>724971524
I've seen other threads where the question was tactfully deflected, but I'll give it a go. What is the internal motivation for your efforts (which don't fall too short, you seem to create a lot of content)? I hope I don't come off too harsh. I do enjoy these threads.

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>>724971938
N-never.

>>724971886
WHEW. I have a LOT to say about this, b-but let me ask first: Which painkiller? Mine was oxys.

>>724971958
*bows*

>>724971973
M-most people are content m-most of the time.

>>724966126
how can i find your stream dear Alice

>>724966126
Hi

>>724971524
W-wait, I don't follow anymore. What's the difference between disorder and disease?

Did you start these threads more frequently now?
Last time I saw a thread like this was a couple of weeks ago, and the last before that was about 6 months.
Or is it just me?

>>724972110
both kill you

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>>724966126
i need you. what do i do ?

ha, oxymoron ha

>>724971945
I am capable of speech, yes, but every conversation I have with anyone lasts a good 1 minute about nothingness, and normally I don't talk, I just watch. Also, making up a conversation is something I have a big problem with.

>>724971945
Alice why haven't you killed yourself yet? Also show tits

>>724972217
isn't everyone on /b/ like this ?

>>724970933
And professionals put me on ssri's and benzos. They say they are not working and I need more, always more. It is a death sentence for most. I feel disoriented and disassociated all day. Maybe your trans friends had more support, but this is no way to live.
I don't want to drag you down any more.
Love you Alice.
Hopefully see you Friday, cook something good <3

>>724971761
It sounds like he was in a lot of pain and he is at peace now. You should grieve, because it is normal, but remember thst the part of you that is grieving is capable of acceptance eventually. You will be at peace one day, too, without leaving this planet a moment sooner than you were meant to.

>>724972264
Not sure, I don't really know anybody from /b/ or 4chan

>>724971945
O-ok, I will look more into RNNs b-but if I'm too scared of w-what I encounter can I come back some time and you'll hold my hand and tell me a good night story about happy NNs that have rainbow coloured hidden nodes and a unicorn architecture?

>>724971958
>>724972049
Oohhh this curiosity... guess I'll have to accept that I'll never really know

Alice, do you masturbate?

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>>724971979
I d-do this because there is n-no one else to do it. So I'm d-doing it.

Look, this isn't hard to understand, so I'm not sure why people don't get it. I'm doing this because there is nobody else to do it right now.

Believe me, if there was someone else who would do it, who COULD do it, who could be what I am, do what I do, and uphold this name...I'd step aside. I'd let them do it. I'd gladly give it all up and go....do whatever.

But there isn't. There's me. So I'm doing it. Even though it's been six years and I'm about 3 and a half past my expiration date. Even though everyone and their mother thinks my elbows mean I'm a man, my skin grafts mean I'm a liar, and my body is too thin, too fat, too lanky, too pudgy, and everything in between.

Even though every day I wonder if I'll be able to summon that empathy again, and wonder if instead it'll kill me this time.

...but it doesn't. And there's no one else but me. So I get out here and do what I do and hope it is enough.

Understand?

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My dog is the only thing in my life that makes me happy. Is that healthy?

Can you pet my head and tell me everything will be ok?

>>724971524
Alice dropping teh knowledge bombs

nice victim story

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>>724972056
twitch tv / celtyplays

>>724972106
H-hello <4

>>724972110
One is innate, t-the other is triggered

>>724972114
N-nope.

Just you.

>>724972198
H-how can I help?

>>724972217
T-try talking more <4

>>724972258
A sense of duty.

>>724966126
are you suffering tranny cunt

>>724972365
well I assume most people are on 4chan or /b/ because they have a hard time talking and dealing with people in the real world so they spend there extra time here.

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>>724972049
I see, I see. Then maybe I am picturing myself more broken than I actually am. Though I have been calling 4chan home for over 13 years now so… I guess you get my point.
Anyway thanks doc.

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>>724972289
...SSRI's and Benzos d-do not cause death dear.

>>724972379
S-sure <4

>>724972385
N-not till I die.

>>724972400
Sure.

>>724972439
P-probably not, but dogs are pretty awesome.

>>724971761

He had a habit of being a right bastard sometimes, and we sure fought our share, usually because of his inclination to make everything a battle.

There was one day when we both got drunk, ended up beating on each other, I managed to kick the shit out of him, when someone kicked me in the back of the head, and within three seconds, he was up, and slurring out, "No one hits my brother," and tried to fight the asshole.

Yes, we hated each other sometimes, but that gives you an idea of what he was about. Maybe it was that he didn't finish the statement, and it should have been "No one hits my brother but me," but I never forgot the time we were fighting, and within seconds he was trying to defend me.

I miss him, and not just because he's left this last pain in the ass job for me to clean up after him for the last time, but because over the possibly thousands of times I had to fix his mistakes, this is THE LAST TIME.

Not going to lie, this is not a good time.

Sorry to bitch, and it's nice to say stuff anonymously that I had to 'be strong' and keep to myself to keep everyone on an even keel.

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>>724972439
Not really you need to fuck your dog, then its healthy according to rest of the world

>>724972408
> So I'm doing it.

OH WOW YOU SURE ARE DOING YOUR PART, ALICE. Y-YOU F-FUCKING A-AUTIST

>>724972487
hmmm then do you think an alcoholic should try to quit cold turkey or learn to drink in moderation?

>>724972487
I guess I'll try to do more talking then

>>724971524
I'm
>>724971213

I'm tiered of fighting :(

Can you pls ad me on facebook or something?
Just to give me real advice when u have time, I've followed you for a long time and I trust you completely.
U helped me back of from my first suicide attempt many years ago.
.com/svenjohanmood?fref=ts

>>724972565
Thanks <5

>>724966126
Why I should follow the socity's rules?

>>724972439
yes but he looks sad, give him a bone for me

>>724972408

It's hard to understand because the world (at least this shitty little corner of it) is emptying out of people like you. The young don't really "get" shit like empathy and kindness.

Hell, mine is just about dead.

>>724972565
What do you masturbate too alice

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>>724972466
*patpat* It'll b-be okay dear <4

>>724972478
Thanks <4

>>724972491
I'm n-not a tranny.

>>724972530
N-no problem <4

>>724972583
I d-do what I can.

>>724972589
Quit.

>>724972591
G-good <4

>>724972606
I d-don't have a facebook, b-but you can email me at [email protected]

>>724972647
M-my pleasure

>>724972660
Because it ends b-better that way.

show us your penis

also god im so fucking anxious recently i have this tightness in my chest and it just gets worse when i think about it. i've never had anxiety before but this has just been constant the past 3-4 days... it's crazy. i don't think it's an actual cardiac problem, it has to be anxiety. should i see a therapist?

>>724971059
So... How do i treat a person differently than any other tool worthy of my machinations?

>>724971945
>>724971786

About 6 months. best 6 months of my life because she cared for me so genuinely

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>>724972565
Well, my dog and my pet mouse of course. They just make me feel happy and cheer me up when everything feels shitty.

>>724972660
Have fun not living by them, dense fuck

>>724972565
SSRI's are pretty safe, unless you're taking MAOI's and then you can get the whole serotonin storm thing

Benzo's can be easily overdosed. or if you become addicted then you can withdraw just like you can from alcohol

I am having a break down. My brother oded last month. My dad died last week with lots of bills and no money. I am broke. Got a DUI for smoking weed. I don't wanna go on.

>>724971945
Thanks for the reply, Alice. I did individual therapy, and it was enormously helpful. I am wary of joint counseling because I have substance abuse issues and frankly don't want to be that vulnerable. Modern marriage often has an undercurrent of resentment, from my perspective. When it grows, it is unhealthy, and I understand that. Trying not to feed the beast, fwiw.

I did alot of oxys plus some hydrocodone and roxies here and there

>>724972660
well if you don't then you get hated and rejected by society then you will end up all alone, do you want that ?

Why is anon so mean to alice :(

>>724972660
Because we humans are fickle and will push you away if you dont.

>>724972717
There's a lot of crime in my area, and a lot of my friends could get hurt, what should I do to help them?

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>>724972683
Here, he's happy now

>>724972797
They attention whore>>724972853

>>724972717
Well, thanks Alice, see you later, maybe today or some other day, keep doing what you do eh

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>>724972704
N-no it isn't.

>>724972711
Usually redheads.

>>724972728
I d-don't have one, and w-wow, you ask me for advice after insulting m-me?

>>724972729
W-wow you are an asshole.

>>724972741
It'll t-take another year or s-so to get over it.

>>724972747
Pets are g-good <4

>>724972764
Benzos are p-pretty hard to overdose on; w-withdraws are usually not deadly.

>>724972777
>DUI
>smoking weed

W-where are you, Colorado?

>>724972777
Sorry to hear that. Theysay, "When it rains it pours." You deserve to be happy, but sometimes it is a struggle. Hang in there.

>>724972764
Benzos? Overdose? Lmao dude you can do 10,000 bars of xanax and you won't die