Last ask me anything thread As you may not have known yet, I am a fire fighter, I joined the fire department a little over a year ago, throughout my time as a fire fighter, I have grown very ill-tempered with petty bs & have grown into PTSD as I've lost a few close fire fighters close to me and my district, staying up countless hours during certain calls puts a toll on someone's life. 32+ hours would be the longest time I would have been up during a 2nd alarm, house fire with trapped victims inside, these victims, did not survive. The memory will always be played in my head, "How could I not save them?".This is me letting you know, today I will take my life and end the suffering around me. Today will be the end. Today I will be an hero.
>>724818943 OP. You are worth something. You help people in world stricken with hate. I personally look up to firefighters. I honestly think y'all are the best first responders. Don't do it OP. Get help.
What about all the good you have done as a fire fighter, the positive impact you've had on your community, lives saved, kittens rescued from trees? Despite the overbearing weight of your job, I'm sure you've done countless good things and made impacts you may not be aware of. Please don't do it OP.
>>724818943 Anon, you've spent your life helping people, you actually fucking matter man, think of all of the people you'll save in the future. Don't do this, if you die, so do all of the others you could have saved if you were alive.
>>724819947 Anon, your inability to save people isn't your fault, you're not superman, use that failure as motivation to save others in the future. If you're gonna off yourself, you better do it attempting to save someone else.
>>724819570 Onions, my friend, onions. I'd love to help you, but you will have to make your own research. There are legal alternatives like 1P-LSD, novel lysergamides or lysergi. Also, without therapy, psychedelics can be harmful. But with therapy, it is proven that it can even cure PTSD (psylocibin, mdma, etc). Do your own research.
>>724819787 I'm sure you did everything you could, and even if you feel overwhelmingly that you didn't, you can strive for better in the future. Life is so full of possibilities. Loss is inevitable, especially in your line of work. I'm sure all your colleagues have felt how you do at one point or another.
>>724820325 I said attempting, you'll have the death you desire and you'll be hailed as a hero by your friends, family, and local municipality. But how bout you don't die, and find some help, like the anon earlier said, do some drugs, get some help, there's a way out of this shit
Don't you worry about their life, God is just and and their lives are in his hand. Blaming yourself is silly, and that's what the devil wants you to do, because he himself is full of guilt and shame!
Don't take your own life, if you don't want it anymore, give it to someone who does, give it to Jesus :)
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30)
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. The righteous person may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all; (Psalm 34:18-19)
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. (Romans 8:38-39)
Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:6-7)
>>724818943 Don't be a faggot, you want to kill yourself because you couldn't save someone? killing yourself will make you unable to save anyone else, put your shit together and think that those who you didn't saved once, can be the ones you'll save later
>>724820997 Because you're fucking an heroing when you could be out there saving lives, no one on here cares when a NEET decides to end his shit because he's literally not contributing and being a waste of carbon. You're actually giving people a second chance
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