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/b/ I think I am going to kill myself tonight. about an hour

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/b/ I think I am going to kill myself tonight. about an hour ago my girlfriend killed herself because of her depression. She was the love of my life and I feel horrible. This is worse than her cheating on me /b/. She was so happy with me and still wanted to die. Everything is crumbling around me. I've been struggling with depression since I was 14 and now this happens it has finally tipped me over the edge. I have a loving family who would miss me if I died but there is no solution to what I am feeling right now. I am holding the pills in my hand and everything about this world is telling me to take the pills and die. Life is hard /b/. Help. You are my only friends.
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>>724778147
Life gets better. Stick through it.
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turning to an image board for help instead of your "loving" family? pathetic, just take the fucking pills loser.
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>>724778147
kill yourself. it doesn't get better.
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are those Seroquel?
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Go see a therapist. Everyone should
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>>724778147
This >>724778233
Try posting to /adv/, /b/ is going to tell you to do it but that's what you really want, an echo chamber not actual decent advice
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Buy some weed, tune some music and play fucking video games like everyone... no one needs friends
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>>724778147
tbh if that happened to me id top myself. not sure what to say to you bro. things will prolly get better, hang in there for your family if nothing else
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No one should have to go through the pain of losing a loved one alone. You have a good reason to reach out for help. Please do so, OP.
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>>724778147
that amount of zolpidem probably won't kill you. you want to chase it down with some alcohol and getting your hands on some opiates would amplify its effects. the idea is to cause respiratory depression. you'll gasp for air and freak out as the breathing reflex shuts down, but you'll die quickly and painlessly once its sedative effect makes you fall asleep.
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Fuck that shit! You can kill yourself whenbyoure 65! Talk to your family, talk to a therapist. If its helping talk to /b. But dont even think of suicide
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>>724778147
I don't think you are. The reason you won't is because you are here. So you obviously don't want to die. If this is real anon, just remember that ending your life won't bring your gf back. Life is pain. Sometimes you have to endure to get to the good parts.
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Don't do it OP. I know it's cliche, but it really fit: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. This is our only chance at life, live it to the fullest and keep going. Confide in your closest friends/family hoe you are feeling and seek professional help. You can do it man.
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>>724778147
Wow man nice bench
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>>724778611
it's a permanent problem, unless you can magically make his girlfriend unkill herself
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90% of ppl here are sociopaths, dont listen to them. ive been struggling with similar issues, now i study psychology and i finally know, how menal health should look like. find a good therapist, and keep thinking, that its worth to fight, good luck man!
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>>724778147
Jump off a building
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EpqQy7YbPo
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>>724778147
Same here, Anon. My ex cheated on me while she was away in Germany and I got shitfaced drunk then tried to drive, but a friend stopped me. Unfortunately, she stopped me by dragging me into bed with her. Six months later and I've done so much for this fucking bitch because I love her to death, but she still wont leave her boyfriend, who is in another state. On top of it, I have a chronic skin condition that made me have to go on medical leave from school and caused me to lose my job. The pills I'm on have increased my depression and caused me to have psychotic breakdowns, which are only driving my friend away from me. I broke into an apartment a few nights ago, blanked out, and ended up on my ex's couch. No idea what happened in between. Tried slitting my throat back in January, but my friend stopped me. I lived with her that whole month until I had another breakdown and I had to be forcibly removed from the building. I tried the throat cutting just last Saturday, again, and this time she just straight up called police, even after promising she'd never do that shit to me. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get expelled over this shit. I've already lost my job, girlfriend, best friend, degree, physical, and mental health; I don't know if there's anything else left to lose.

Despite all that shit, I'm still going to say that you probably shouldn't kill yourself. I want to die, too; but I can't fucking kill myself. Subconsciously, I definitely want to live, and I think you do, too. I'm sure she'd want you to continue on, no matter how cliche that sounds. Just find something; anything, to keep yourself grounded. We might all be fucking sociopaths and ironic memers, but we're still human.
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>>724778147
Don't do it. It gets better and a lack of existence is probably horrible.
Well, it's nothing really. But nothing is worse than something.
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>>724778147
Just move, start a new life on some tropical island banging Chicks and selling beach coconuts
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I found this for you OP

https://youtu.be/NDHY1D0tKRA
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>>724778677
What I mean is he can get through it. His current feelings and pain heal with time. Obviously there is no bringing her back and things won't be the same, but he can survive this and eventually move on.
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>>724778816
you have acne and you're on accutane. lmao you little pussy trying to make it sound like cancer or something.
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>>724778964
i wish lol
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>>724778816
Holy fuck. Slitting your throat is probably one of the last ways I'd pick for my suicide. Glad you didn't do it.
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>>724778147
Well, why don't you just do it right now? I'm sure you'll do fine
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>>724779010
Ended up gashing my leg pretty deep instead. Had to go to the hospital for that shit and lied to the doctors about what had happened.
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just do it and post it to liveleaks faggot
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>>724778677
His pain is temporary
The feeling of loss is temporary.
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>>724779082
Never ever lie to a doctor.

Unless you're trying to get drugs or something.
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>>724778147
We're all gay in the end
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>>724779131
right now it doesn't feel like it.
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>>724778320
See a psychiatrist more like it, a therapist will just make you happier for the day, wont cure shit.
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>>724779146
Why not? What's the worst that could happen?
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>>724779146
I'm trying to stay off fucking drugs, and by telling them that I'm fucking crazy, they're just going to put me on antidepressants. All that shit does is mask the symptoms instead of getting to the root cause of the issue.
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>>724778964
this

also stop attention whoring. If you wanted to kys just do it in the forest or w/e. People can't really "stop" you unless you want to be stopped
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>>724778147
if you're truly convinced to do it, livestream it
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When my ex said she was suicidally depressed, it crushed me. She didn't do it, so we're leagues apart in terms of pain, but you can still find a reason to live anon. People who survived jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge realized that their problems were solvable. At the very least, give it a try. Survive a few months, learn to live again a year or two later. See if you can't make someone's life better.
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>>724778147
Do it nigger
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>>724779239
True, see a psychiatrist, explain that you don't want anti-depressants and explain your whole situation.
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>>724778147
Don't do it OP, I know it seems impossible but you'll move on. I'm sorry, but killing yourself won't bring her back.
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Kill yourself u faggot
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Listen. It's your choice. Do it if you want, no one on /b/ or the internet can really help you.
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Stream it
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>>724778147
Do you think your girlfriend would want you to kill yourself? It sounds so hard to deal with but I don't know. I'm so sorry for what happened to you. Hang in there anon,
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>>724779337
I've been through that shit before and it didn't help.
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>>724778313

Zolpidem looks like.
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>>724778147
why was your gf depressed in the first place? why didn't u help her?
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>>724779411
No you haven't, cocksucker. Stop trying to play psychiatrist and step aside
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>>724779411
Do you have any hobbies? any movies that no matter what will cheer you up? video games? I wouldn't suggest music that tends to make people more depressed at this sort of time, leave that to about a month after once the initial shock as worn off.
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U still here?
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>>724779502
fite me irl then
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>>724779481
Interesting questions. OP sounds like a shitty person
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>>724778147
People get over things. That's just how we are. At the moment, things seem unbearable and impossible to survive through, but month later you have completely different feelings towards same situation. Don't make quick decisions, you can kill yourself whenever you want. Just wait a bit and see if you still think killing yourself is the best idea. Your girlfriend wouldn't have wanted you dead, she probably wanted you alive well and happy.
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>>724778147
If you were a friend you would not be this selfess. You would also lend me that fiffty bro
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Teenages and their mental issues. yeah it was messy back then but it will pass if you wont fuck things up with drugs or something.
Its part of growing up
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>>724778147
Put the pills down and talk to me for 5 minutes.

I can show you the way
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Excluding mental issues, how is your life like? Are you good at school/have a career?
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lol /b/ros op isn't responding... did he an hero?
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>>724779548
ironically, music is my hobby
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>>724779739
oops spoke too soon
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>She was so happy with me and still wanted to die.

Well one of you had to be an egoist. Also pills are a pretty retarded method of suicide.
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>>724779855
What does that mean?
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>>724778147
Kill yourself with a gun you faggot pussy bitch
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>>724778147
>happy with me
>cheated on me and committed suicide
Kek
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>>724778486
Fucking retard why would respiratory failure happen prior to loosing consciousness?
>it wouldn't
And most retardedly, how the fuck could sedatives render you unconscious WHILE you are awake and panicking due to respiratory failure?
> it wouldn't. OP you shouldn't kill yourself, this guy should.
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>>724779855
OP has to be the selfish bastard, nigguh
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>>724779987
respiratory depression, not failure. basically, you can only breathe manually, there's no automatic reflex. once you fall asleep, you obviously can't force yourself to breathe anymore.
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Livestream it and be an hero.
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>>724779855

>pills are retarded method

Those pills maybe. Perc 30's on the other hand? Smoothest sailing into the abyss as ever there could be. Maybe some slow release morphine..
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>>724779912
if she's killed herself then either they werent as happy togeter as he thinks or she didn't care about his feelings
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>>724778147
Post nudes of your now ex gf
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>>724778147
>was happy with me
>cheated on me
what a fucking contradiction
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Here lies anon, he was pussywhipped to death
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>>724778147
sorry if this is a sensitive question, but is her suicide on the news?
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>>724780156
>>724779984
>This is worse than her cheating on me /b/.
Does this imply that she had cheated or that her sudokuing is worse than if she had cheated?
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Post her nudes so we can all have a better day! Then you can an hero knowing you made /b better for 27 seconds.
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Pray to God for help & accept Jesus as your saviour
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>>724780247
if my basic english language skills taught me anything, it should be the former.
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op here, this is the only time ive replied to this thread. I've taken the pills in the original pic and moree. i also cut my legs i want to die i am not streaming this i dont want people to see.
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>>724778147

Not your friend.

Do a flip faggot
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>>724780343
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>>724780343
rip u were an hero
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>>724780343
>>724780375
welp, i tried to help. see you in hell a bit later then, anon.
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>>724780343
good luck
>>724780375
my cat scratches harder than that. it didn't even break the skin
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>>724780343
pics or didnt happen
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>>724780343

stream it pussy
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>>724778147

DO EET FAG!
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>>724780375
lol why was this pic removed
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>>724780565
Do you know what it was?
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>>724780375
cuts from surface.
you wussy
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>>724780375
wtf that's just a scratch u should amputate your leg
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>>724780614
yeah
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do it fgt
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>>724778147
Op there is objectively no reason for you to kill yourself. You can't comprehend your life being worth living for its own sake because you're dependent on the validation of others. That's not only arbitrary and weak, it's the worst kind of selfish because you expect others to give you happiness in spite of your own inferiority complex.
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pussy ass faggot
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DID I MISS THE PARTY?
>>724780614
Judging from:
>>724780425
They were just cuts
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>>724780678
>intrinsic value meme
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>>724780614
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>>724780776
gay af but thanks anon
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>>724779180
Psychiatric medicine doesn't exactly garner booming results. SSRIs help the same percentage of patients as sugar pills.
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>>724778147
>724778147
>Everything is crumbling around me.

The perception of your value to others based on your preconceived notion of how you think they should see you is what's crumbling.

You're the only one that has said you *must* have a girlfriend, or a wife, to be worth anything. Nobody else is holding that gun to your head.

That's your own imagination acting against you. That's all you.

Want a life worth living? First make good with yourself. You don't have to be friends, just learn to live with each other.
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I don't understand how people have feelings so strong. It's literally just emotions I don't get it.
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>>724780877
yawn
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Everything is alright, there are people who loose loved ones, wheather it be a girlfriend, boyfriend, husband or wife, parent or brother. It is not the end of the world OP, I promise you, life is unfair, but we will live it to the fullest, please be safe, i wish the best for you. If you need anything else, its Folix...
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>>724781054
He's already dead anon
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>>724781098
sauce?
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>>724778147
Please don't kill your neighbour.
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>>724778147
would be fun if this doesn't kill you but destroy your brain and u get to live like a vegetable for the rest of your life

also, if u are retard in this life u will be in the next one too, or whatever comes next, nothing will change for you unless u change it yourself, so get educated or whatever and be smart from now on
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>>724781242
>next life
loving every laugh
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>>724781128
Kek
>>724781279
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>>724778147
Dont do it its not worth it
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>>724778147
Are those fucking allergy pills
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>>724778147
are you kill?
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>>724778147
OP, why take all those advil, when you can take just 3 aleve for all day pain relief
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>>724778147
Read Marcus Aurelius and Seneca's Moral Essays first.
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>>724781492
or Spinoza's Ethics
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>>724781491
I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico
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>>724778816
dude man up, dont rely on people to live your life. Loose that bitch, try to change, eveyone thinks you're a psycho you should stop acting like a maniak and do something of your life
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I crai evrytim
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Listen to Black Metal OP
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>>724781700
checked
i cry sumtiems and am also cri
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Do like Maruseru (Marcel Hesse) !
Murder some fag and time post here before kil yourself !
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>>724778147

dont kill yourself, just play videogames and do drugs until the pain is bearable, we can all survive
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>>724781869
basically this
we need more Hesse's in the world
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OP is truly a faggot. Instead of spending time with his family that actually loves him he's here on /b/. Go talk to them about it or just end it already you cuck
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Just say fuck you to your feelings, remember it's all in your head, shit that happens around you doesn't affect you in the now. It happened it can't be changed don't give in to feelings from the past. Just say fuck it and move on.
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>>724778147
You're lucky
You have no connections left
You can go do whatever. the. fuck. you. want
Go do a mass shooting
Become a Bank Robber
Become a pirate
Go out into the bush and live off the land
Go join ISIS
Go kill ISIS
The world is your oyster
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>>724778792
Did he died?
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>>724782162
I think he injured
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>>724782132
listen to this guy
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>>724778147
Don't kill yourself, don't follow her.

Be a man and do your own thing.
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>>724778147
depression is a fake jew disease. donT let (((them))) win
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>>724778147

Sorry bout your gf man
>Here is your solution (presented in multiple options, all of these will make you feel better)

Exercise 30 mins everyday
>Do something you enjoy
Meditate 30 mins everyday
>Use Theta waves online
Get on an SSRI and Pregabalin
>Bestdrugever.jpg
Spend time with people
>Family, friends, volunteer
Adopt a fuck it attitude
>"Fuck it"
>That's your new mantra to everything you have no control over
Go get councilling
>if poorfag, use online resources

Quit bitching and solve your problems
>or not, fuck it
>op is lyin anyway for attention i'd bet
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>>724778147
If i roll dubs kill yourself and stream it
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>>724778677
Lost
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>>724782500
Kek dosent lie faggot OP DELIVER
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>>724782500
JACKPOT
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Did he do it yet?
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>>724778236
This
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>>724778147
Good luck OD'ing on fucking zolpidem, you are just gonna sleep for a week straight
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Anon don't do it we will miss you
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Don't do it! I've been bashed by life in every possible way.Im 29,tons of health problems,the only girl I loved fucks another guy now.But still I'll keep on fighting.Life is too short anyway.
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Fuck it, OP. Just do it, motherfucker. Kill yourself already. You wish to die by your own hands not by nature or fate, then so be it. Burn yourself so that no one bothers to bury you later.
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Only nigger faggots and cookie cutters kill them self's man up suicide for cowards
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What are u a man or the bitch women who's on her God damn period people say money don't make u happy well it fucking does so get out there get your hustle on and get rich and have every female at your feet
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