I don't enjoy anything though. I lose interest in everything very fast. I bought GTA earlier this month, and I played it for two days and got bored. The only time I enjoy anything is when I'm high.
>don't enjoy anything though
Then you have no reason to live. I don't know what else to say.
that's gettin' saved
Well, I don't enjoy anything yet. I kinda like looking at and watching motorcycle stuff, but I don't have one yet.
I have a decent amount of Octamous.
Hmm. That would count as enjoying something, so don't be modest: say you enjoy that.
Read as many articles on optimal motorcycling techniques as you can. Become the best motorcyclist ever, even before you get one.
>weed helps to be very creative
>The only time I enjoy anything is when I'm high.
yea i know this feeling.
literally have no motivation to do ANYTHING unless you're buzzed.
this was the major factor that pushed me over the edge and made me want to get sober.
even right now i have a dozen fun and entertaining things to do, but they just frustrate me when i try to get into them because all i can think is, "man this would be so much better if i was stoned. why even bother trying..."
i can't even have a good fap anymore
I don't really enjoy it so much as it's something to do. I've already learned quite a bit as well. I know a lot about hitting the apex, lean angles, and optimizing lean by kinda standing on the pegs rather than hanging of the bike. It's more tiring, but allows for lower angle thus sharper turns, and in turn allows for faster lap times. Being the fastest biker ever is my goal.
It really sucks. Being sober is so boring.
I'm still sad they are gone. Missed grabbing all of their art by about 2 months.
You just gotta know where to look. You can still access the Kiln and Magicscir accounts.
Like I said: it's merely something to do for now until I get a bike of my own.
Can anyone e help to please to identify the raptor
Well yeah. I can still access their FA and DA accounts, even the tumblrs. The main issue is that I KNOW where stashes of art are, but can't remember exactly where. I remember a "secret" art dump tumblr they had which had no connection to them, which recorded all of their art and sketches on the tumblr.
Eh, you'll find it eventually.
your brain is used to the massive dopamine release when you light up.
and then zero dopamine when you're sober
so you feel miserable 24/7
it's so easy to use it as a "cure-all" that you get accustomed to the feeling
I was feeling like shit before I ever started smoking. It didn't really change anything for me honestly. Hell, it may have actually help with my depression, and definitely helped with my sleep. But I'm not really a stoner. I haven't smoked in over a week, which is okay with me, and I only smoke at night. I'm not a 24/7 smoker.
Yeah probably. I'd probably get bored of it as well, until I find something faster. Going fast is what I want. I want to go fast to escape. To escape the darkness.
Well, the goal is to enjoy something in life, and if you truly stop enjoying anything, then to end life.
Living for no reason is a bad life to live. You should always live for something, or not live at all. While good luck is an empty phrase, I wish you good luck.
Man I'm bad at posting tonight.
i was such a fiend for pot, i would actually steal my freinds pipe just so i could scrape the resin out of it and catch a quick buzz
The octamous went fucking crazy theory may have some weight to it.
Wow. Yeah, luckily I'm not very inclined towards addiction like that. I'm one of those people who can consume massive amounts of caffeine, sugar, anything considered addictive, for extended periods of time, and completely quit whenever I want. I just don't have an addictive personality. I'm lucky in that regard. But that sure as hell doesn't stop me from wanting to try everything. Weed got boring for me anyway. I wanna try DMT and LSD.
There are theories behind him?
This pic always makes me sad.
Because a huge cat girl will never sit on my face ;_;
The only theories I hear were:
>left fandom, started over as a new artist with their style being the only give away
>stopped drawing due to leaving old life behind
This is where I tried to restart part of my collection.
>tfw might be inclined towards addiction and NOT willing to find out
Some people in my family got addicted to cigs and alcohol.
it's kinda the opposite for me
i have a lot of chems under my belt, but it always comes back to ganja.
i personally think it's the only drug worth doing
DMT is intense, the first time i did it was on accident
LSD is fun
Cigarettes are garbage and you should never smoke them.
what the fuck do you mean by "you people"...?
See, that's what's weird for me. My mom used to smoke cigs, and obviously smokes weed now, and my dad traded his alcohol addiction for weed. Yet I'm completely not a part of that.
Yeah, I can't wait to get a hold of it, somehow.
Degenerates that the Fuhrer should have eradicated along with those pesky jews.
It doesn't matter what my sexuality is to you as it's none of your business.
You have absolutely no power over what I do, fuckboy.
I'm gonna sleep now. Found 3 new pictures. One day when google image search lets me load up entire folders to compare and search with I'll probably find the old stash.
and have the two versions of that image that aren't a mosaic.
I am going to sleep. nearly 8 AM, that's one third of a day after midnight, or one sixth of a day before noon.
which ones? America's been awfully exciting the last few weeks.
Have you ever fallen off of or out of anything?
I've jumped off a building before. It wasn't big enough to do the job properly.
You suck, james. Go be passive aggressive and share your flatulent opinions somewhere else.
i need to find something to eat that's not beer & caramel milky ways before i get sick.
See you guys later,
Take it easy
Coming from you, that's a compliment.
I mean it was during a fight. I wouldn't say I started it, but I wasn't guiltless in the whole situation, and I only got tossed down the stairs after I socked the guy in the dick, which was probably a step or two too far. We made up though.
My mind is kind of fried out right now. Plus there's the stress of getting a high quality photograph of the painting, and I'm out of golden ocher paint so the piece I'm working on is stalled until I can get to the store to buy more.
We've all been there. I have an arabic test in an hour and a half and I can't remember one of the three things that's on it and cannot find any edification on blackboard, so I've resigned myself to a dismal day.