>>721403634 My girlfriend is driving me fucking crazy and if I didn't live with her an entire time zone away from where I grew up I'd probably be gone by now, but no, I had to get my new career so I moved to this God forsaken FUCKING tundra where it never gets warmer than 40 degrees for most of the year. I thought that the sex would make up for her short comings, but it doesn't... Today she drank 3/4s of a bottle of gin randomly, tried to get all over me with her gin breath and needy fucking attitude... Gag. She drank so much she could barely walk and was slurring her words, it just comes off as desperation and mental illness and wtf, I'm 30 soon, I'm 2 skinny minutes away from being purposely single for the rest of my life.. Or at least avoiding relationships to go back to the party scene and pick up some women younger than me for meaningless fun that won't drunkenly look me in the eye while talking about how great it'll be to still look at me when I'm 65. Fml
Between the ages of 11 and 16 I actively hoped older women would attempt to coerce me into sex. It only ever came close once but she got caught, I gave up on my hopes around 16 sadly enough. Four years later and honestly my only hope of that is to get/act shitfaced drunk lads. If I could go back in time I would've made sure to prevent her getting caught and let her do as she pleases with me.
I've accused you of cheating the past 4 years because I've cheated on you twice. Once on the trip to Nashville and with your old best friend 2 years ago. I'm probably a complete sociopath, but I do love you. More than I love myself. I'm so sorry.
>>721403634 I wonder if in case of a nuclear strike being imminent it would be okay for me to rape my next door neighbour. Given we are friendly enough I most likely wont have to but I wanna be blown up fucking if I have to be blown up.
For a long time, I truly enjoyed learning Japanese and about Japanese society and culture. Frankly, I'm bored with it now. Anime is boring the crap out of me these days (watching it is more like a chore), the dramas don't even come close to Korea's, and the general politics of Japan as well as the nature of interpersonal relationships are enough to turn me off. As great as Japan is and always has been, it's a dying country with a myriad of social and legal problems whether you like to acknowledge it or not. It will never return to any time of 'perfection' because there never was one, and the Japanese people aren't as 'pure' as the most bigoted nationalists would think. Japan wouldn't even have what it has today if it weren't for cultural/social/linguistic/religious imports from the mainland. All this, and I didn't even get into how USELESS the JLPT is unless you're taking N2, and that can only be done after living IN Japan for a considerable amount of time.
But, I digress. I'm sick of Japan and its BS at this point. Dokdo is Korean, Diaoyutai is Chinese, Roppo-Hyodo is Russian, Nanking did happen, and it is the EAST SEA. I need to focus my efforts now on re-learning Korean, learning about Chinese and Korean societies, and build a brighter future for myself. I regret ever studying Japanese, especially in college.
And I see now that weeaboos truly are cancer. I regret ever calling myself one, and will donate my anime clothing the first chance I get.
>>721409403 I wish I could be more optomistic towards my chances, at most for me it'd be 60 where my enjoyment cuts off but yeah, basically same. To think I was so close to getting to cum in that cute nurses mouth :/ Curse you, office staff.
I feel so much apathy over the plights of the world because they are all self inflicted. We don't have any great enemies, we just have other people, and yet we're fucking each other over like it doesn't matter. I used to think that as time went on and the internet gained in popularity that more people would be able to come to this conclusion. However, after having a real job for almost 2 years, I've discovered that people don't really care that they are ass holes and the world is fucked up because of them. They just want to play the same roles and have the same conversations have the stereotypical friends have the predictable boring and unfair life. There is so much more to this that I can't put into words.
When I think about this too much, I apply it to myself. I don't see a reason for me to be alive. I don't add anything to society. There are jobs that I can do, and I do really well, but I get no satisfaction because the job itself is pointless. It's like being good at rocking in a chair or running in a mouse wheel. I get this feeling every now and then and just stop. I want to die.
>>721410566 Can't blame ya, I would as well but I can't really get off to the idea at all without it being an older womans genuine attraction and at first something of forced sex. Though I mean, it's not rape if I'm into it personally :x
>>721410918 My best friend was a hitman for one of the cartels and he's different, he is the same but sometimes when we used to smoke meth he would go crazy hearin shadows and shit, he also started to hear and see them without being high, but still you are a faggot, cunt, loser, kys, <edgy bs>
>>721407673 Was it accidental nudes? Or is it full on "I'm horny" type of nudes? If it was meant for you I'd totes send the dick pic, but I'd just be mindful of how it could influence family life. Also, I know it's fucked for a /b/ro to ask another for pics of their mom, but pics? If you feel the need to censor it I get that.
I find no joy in life anymore, food is tasteless, music is boring, movies are meaningless, relationships are overrated, video games are so empty...
I fucking hate life, I did what everybody told me, go to college, get a scholarship, get a good job, get a nice apartment, get some "friends". I keep feeling like there is nothing worth living for. But I'm still here just I'm cruise control.
>>721411926 It wasn't accidental but it wasn't horny. She was showing me the swing she bought for her and my dad. We talked about it for a bit. And another pic for a stupid reason. It's an odd situation. And I don't mind posting too much.
>>721411923 Just no time. I'm army and deal with bullshit everyday. When I'm done for the day, I have personal shit I usually need to do, and then I just want to sleep. The weekends are the only real free time I get, and it's never really enough time.
>>721412183 If you want to just chill, and be happy do weed. If you want to feel invisible, do cocaine, if you don't care about addiction, do heroin. Be careful with heroin, because you can die with your first try.
I want to play RE: VII tommorow but my dad forcing me to go to chruch.. by the time i get to the damn thing it'll be like 5:00pm cause he take to long after church over and hang around too long and mingle with peopl efuck.
>>721412191 Damn, I don't blame you, she's pretty smokin'. That's kinda weird but oddly hot to me I guess considering I've never seen someone willing to send something so... Erotic, I suppose? Certainly an odd situation. I mean, generally I suppose you've just gotta be careful here and score those cards right if you're gonna get in her pants.
Everytime I'm with my family or something or having a good time I know one day they will die then I have to go though the pain I really hope they see me die first I rather die to see the people I love die first I really wish there was more to living then to just die off like what out in space what at the end of space I heard study that space is never ends I don't believe that there always have to be end right I don't know I'm probably retarded
I have a double date Thursday with a girl I've never met, and another couple (my good friend and her cardboard personality boyfriend) and this is my first date in a year since I broke up with my serious gf. I am nervous as fuck.
>>721413010 I've said. It was the purpose of showing me the swing. I have told her she has a hot body. But just straight saying I want to see more of you naked is bit much for me. Worried about ruining the relationship. We talk to each other about everything and I don't want that to stop.
In middle school I met a guy on cLear. He picked me up that night to suck my duck. He put me in the back seat and I took off my pants entirely.when he suggested ked my dock it was the first time anyone had ever touched it. He the started to lick my butthole. He said he just wanted to rub his dock on, no penetration.after a minute of that he forced it in with lube he put on me without me noticing. The older man I had just met came in my ass while staring me in the eye.
>>721403634 I really wish i could kill my sociopathic 2 faced hypocritical spineless piece of shit of brother for all the fucking bullshit he's made go through(and still have to deal with) and thanks to my dad for that(glad he is dead cause i would've also wanted to kill him too cause he's the one that started it all)
There's also this psychopathic 2 faced fuckface who is basically continuing what my father and brother started that i wish i could kill too cause he has really fucked up my life real bad
Words can't describe how much rage i have to control daily and it's slowly starting to make me insane because I'm constantly being harassed and stalked
>>721412701 Her feeling of regret is nowhere near how you feel for what happened. I know that's not what you want to hear, but we are anon and the truth is she really doesn't give a fuck man. Just get back on the horse, brother.
>>721412183 Not him, but read your posts. Hallucinogenics, or smoke some weed man. Just a little, if you don't smoke often you'll get paranoid if you get too high. Hit it once, put it down, wait, rinse and repeat until desired effects. Hallucinogenics are basically "prepare for shitstorm" Just remember you took the ticket, you got on the train, now enjoy the ride. Over everything else DO YOUR RESEARCH, it'll help with nerves and stuff if you understand what it is and does.
i fear going back to school to being the antisocial fuck ivee always been, even though i really feel, want and push myself to be more charismatic and cheery, people eventually find out i get to be boring or awkward as shit and leave me
>>721414082 There was actually a study about this, and they did a thing with smells. Way back when, when you might not know if you're related to someone, they're smell was supposed to be repelling to you. I guess I got wired wrong, cause I think my mom smells nice.
>>721412728 You might still be misunderstanding. I'm not that other anon but making a big change in you life can help rip you out of your routine. Stop watching tv for a week or start exercising every morning or set aside 1 hr a day to read books. Perspective is everything and making a change in your routine can give perspective.
>>721412901 These are very existential questions, a lot of people have them. The unique thing about humans is that we know we and our loved-ones are going to die. How do we find happiness with the impending doom? Well here's how I do it:
Accept that some things aren't in your control. Like really accept it, everyone is going to die. And that's ok. And accept that some things ARE in your control. Those are the things to focus on. Those are the things that will bring you fulfillment. Finally, realize you can be happy while you are trying to achieve goals. In every moment there is something to be thankful for.
>>721415633 That sucks. I'm Catholic myself so I get that, but lucky for me I'm a bad Catholic. With my guy it's weird. Like he says he wants to, but he always ends up tired or doesn't have time or something. And I have really high libido as well. At this point I'm just in a constant state of horniness which is awkward. I don't think it's a problem most chicks have.
You once asked why my dick tasted weird. It was because I had fucked your cousin before I came over, basically I had u vomit incest by having u swallow your cousins pussy juice left on my cock. And I was very turned on by the thought of that
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