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Funny thing is though
I have no secrets
Only ones that cannot be learnt or taught.
My secrets are wisdom and insight.
My life is an open book.
A book written by cunts
Beyond jealous of my natural ability.
If you were to ask them
Theyd say that we made you who you are.
True to an EXTENT.
But I was born this way.
And if I could start again
I would tell them only this.
Stop trying to Influence and control.
I am beyond you.
And for all you're trying
You've caused nothing but issues.
So there you go guyz.
This is my only secret.
the people in the forums and chatrooms I post in think that I'm just edgy and a loser.
they always tell me to kill myself and to fuck off
I pretend as if it wouldn't bother me, but it does
I don't want to be alone, I want to talk to people, I want people to understand how I feel and share their stories with mine.
but as soon as I start posting about such things, people just laugh at me. I can't stand it anymore, but I can't quit with those places, there's nowhere else to go
my life is a fucking joke
I watch interacial porn, specifically I watch black on white rough gangbang and scenes where the nig is so big its legitimately painful for the girl to take him because its as close to my favorite fetish, orc rape, as I can get in the 3D world.
Porn for public interest.
Im middle eaterns living in a white country and in so ashamed of how people of my ethnicity act. I think a white ethnostate with maybe 15% foreign born would be good. My people dont assimilate at all and they just give us a bad name
Emo friend who claims he is suicidal just to get attention. He doesnt have a job, watches cartons all day and doesnt take care of his body. Fuck man he is so gross he has a perminant skin condition that gives him blisters, acne and rashes. The only reason he isnt on the streets right now is because he is half native and his mom, brother, two sisters and myriad of dogs rely on his native gibsmedats so that they dont have to get full-time jobs.
He always goes from admitting he has a huge crush on me and admitting he wants to kill himself on /b/ , he even went out of his way last time I dared to visit his house just so I would feel bad for him and stay overnight.
Im really fucking sick of it, and I want him to (a) just fucking do it already or (b) do something to improve himself so he doesnt have to rely on my sympathy to feel good about being worthless bottomfeeding scum.
When I was a kid, I manipulated my psychiatrist into letting me onto a mentally disturbed program at school (for Schiz/Bipolar students), then dropped out.
Half my family doesn't know. I told them that I graduated in an accelerated program, then started work for a tech startup. In reality I became a NEET for 6 years.
Having a hard time in life, hard to stop making shitty decisions, friends are mad with me because I don't hang out, but I'm dealing with confidence/ health problems feel like I'm dying ( literally shitting blood rn) no money for doctor etc... feels like a never ending fuck up.
Another girl. Honestly, since it doesn't seem someone is intrested this is the last picture I will post.
>had a brief informal gay relationship with my cousin in our teens. we're still good friends and we never talk about it
>committed statutory rape against a 14 y/o girl when I was 17
>fucked a crazy chick I met on omegle and she may have an hero'd after I dumped her
>I miss smoking pot
>just barely keeping my head above water in law school
>I'm legit hands-flapping autistic but I hide it pretty well IRL
I washed out of the military twice before I even hit age 20.
my dad caught me and went nuts. started testing me and watching my dick while I piss in the cup. I'm 20 but still live at home. rent is too high in my city for me to move out
it was only rape in a legal sense, I'm not that fucked up
fuck that man, if my dad insisted on watching me piss id go sleep on the fucking streets.
i assume you're a murifag? cant you just convince the prick that weed is harmless and thats why its legal in many states?
or just do what i did and tell them every day that as soon i leave you are all dead to me
>22 britfag, ive been through the same as you nigger
nah I'm actually Irish. but my dad has the attitude of a 1950s American towards weed. he's not a bad guy otherwise tbh (apart from forcing me into law school). but hey, at least he's paying for it and letting me stay rent-free in his house. my life could be a whole lot worse
You would be surprised of how many people have problems with their PC, especially stupid things.
so am I, but it's the norm in my country. once I was sexting an American girl and she asked to see my dick so I showed her. then she said "ew gross, you're uncut. that ruins it" and blocked me lol
During puberty (12) I had a intense lapse of homosexual thoughts for a brief time. I used to fantasize about blowing my brother's friend, and I think he was into me as well but he never had the guts to do anything, looking back there was some pretty weird energy between us, and I think we both pretty much fantasized about it.
Kind of glad nothing happened although I have a weird thing that if a guy is feminine enough I'd have no problem giving him a BJ. I theorize that if something happened I would be a full blown faggot by now, as the brain was obviously doing some wiring during that time.
i masturbate to lolicon pornography and fantasize about killing people with knives
not necessarily at the same time
My thing is that I am quite good but not into the fame and all that shit respect though.The fame and all that implies it makes me hold on and do it privately.but if you really need it go for it.
I despise spanish as a language, I love their culture, their food, heck, even their shitty currency, but the whole you have 20 billion ways to fail in writing and how they sound like shit when talking makes it a no-go for me.
I also had like 20 crushes in my life and didn't talk to none, no stretch here, literally 20, became friends with all of them, then cut contact immediately when I knew I'd not make it.
I also have constant gay fantasies with some friends of mine for no reason whatsoever, seriously, I admit I'm bisexual and shit since I've fapped to some gay porn and shit like that, but even guys who I have no attraction sometimes I imagine them frotting me/how their dick looks like, I guess because of curiosity?
My mind is a constant fight between my lazy self who tries to achieve as little as possible without becoming a total fuckup and another more tryharding self who visions being really smart and successful in general.Most times the lazy ones win but some days where I say something with wisdom above-average the tryharding part gets a little pumped up.
I despise people who fight too much for their beliefs, like those right wingers who spend years and years ''trolling'' leftists on their own forums and vice-versa.
I also despise forced inclusion of people who are just pieces of shit E.G: have downs or some shit like that. I mean, they aren't even able to reliably understand a conversation, why bother trying to understand how their day was like and vice-versa?
I've mentalized myself killing almost all of the guys who talked to the my crushes all these years with second intentions, mostly because I overinterpret them and always think something around the lines of ''you don't fucking care about her grade at the test you just want that pussy'' and beta stuff alike.
I'm army special forces won't say what country. Not US. I told everyone I wouldn't get deployed because they would get terrified, now I face 9 months in Iraq and I don't know how to tell them without scaring the shit out of them.
Nice, I wish I had a growing from child to adulthood relationship like that, imagine waking up when you're like 20 besides your wife and she says ''wow hubby remember when you were 16 and your dick was this big?'' or something like that lol
I'm a fat cunt whos fapped to degenerate stuff like furry, core and mlp
Most people think I'm pretty normal and online nobody knows I'm fat and they think I'm just gay, not a total degenerate. I've even been called cute which is pretty dumb
I'm 23, male, unemployed and a good programmer.
I know how to make videogames (6 years experience with unity and 3 years in animation and 3D modeling/sculpting).
I'm a piece of shit, I wake up at 8:00 just to browse the internet untill 14:00 so I can eat pretending all is right. Same goes for the afternoon, I don't do shit, I could do some game or app, but my procrastination makes me hate myself becoming impossible to achieve my goals.
Also, I think I might be a little autistic.
>be at club
>its a pretty shitty place that all the old people hang out to relive their youth
>be 21 just stoked to be at a bar
>outside having a dirty cig
>old hag walk up and demands a lighter
> light her smoke for her like a queefy faglord
>she gets closer and runs her hand through my long Aryan hair
>i pull away a bit, but try to act like im not disgusted by her putrid stench
>she leans in closer and asks for a little kiss
>her stupid fucking teeth showing dumbass 50 year old lipstick stains
>i fail to act nice and alwost run away but hold my spot and hope she will leave me alone
>she does, turns around to talk to some 20 somethi g bitches and relive her youth
>shes right in front of me with her back turned
>i have a few of my friends beside me now, making me feel the courage
>i pull out the lighter and pretend to light my smoke, flick it once, then again but further from the smoke closer to where the Hag is standing
>third flick i bury the lighter in her hair for a second and pull it away quick
>i see flames rise as one of the twenty somethings goes to put out her stupid hair fire
>one of the other bitches happened to be watching the whole thing
>yells something about me doing it on purpose, suddenly the three youthy cunts and the old bitch are up in my face and my friends are off to the side just busting a gut, tears in their eyes
>just as im about to be torn apart, based god bouncer "saw the whole thing as well" and said the bitch was drunk and stumbled into me while i was fagging
>at first the bitches all dont buy it, still freaking out, so much that the bouncer asks them to leave,
>calls the drunkest one a taxi
>later on i thank him and give him a fist bump and he just says no problem didnt wanna see some poor fag ripped apart by some catty bitches.
>the day i got away with Arson
Im pregnant. No one knows and I shall get rid of this cancer tomorrow by the morning
i stumbled into a burger king once time just fucking GONE on dirty ecstasy pills years ago, i had to take a piss. i dont even remember how long i was in there but it was legit closed when i came out. i like blacked out or something. im surprised they didnt find me in the bathroom i unlocked the door and bolted outa there
Most of the female friends I have, I keep around to stare at their tits
I'm about to end a 6 year relationship because I'm finally getting my life together and I'm finally in a position to live the way I've always wanted to: my own place, good money coming in, my own car, real career, etc. I want to try online dating and random sluts, I want to fuck the random sluts that I always pretended not to be interested in because I was in a relationship. I want to go out drinking when my buddies invite me and I want to be independent.
Shit dude it's so much easier said that done. I'm about to pick up some pills and I've been without all day. I'm literally crawling out of my skin. And I can't quit coughing for some reason. Like a dry gagging cough.
Wrong. Not shitposting. Cancers like him must be annihilated.
>Be me around 18 years old.
>Math class, bored as fuck.
>Talking with some friends about this one cancerous guy who wouldn't stop spewing 9Gag-tier memes.
>That unfunny autist won't shut up.
>Decide to punish him.
>Come up with the idea of dropping a turd in his pencil case.
>Have my friends distract the janitor while I sneak into the classroom.
>Search the fucker's bag and get the pencil case.
>Open it and, quickly, take a nice dump.
>Small, hard pellets.
>Hide them under a pile of pens and put the case back.
>Wipe with that tard's bag, just because.
>Run from the crime scene and act normal.
>Recess is over.
>Autist sits down and gets ready for the class.
>Autist opens his case as we choke back tears of laughter.
>Turns to one of my friends.
>"Has anyone touched muy pencil case?"
he can't ruin that anon's life so don't worry. what's he gonna say? somebody on the internet said he did something illegal?
i've murdered before. oops. guess i'm gonna have to serve 25 to life now.
I'm really into the idea of sibling incest.
I was an only child growing up so I think it might be because I always wanted that sibling closeness but since I never had it I think of it as sexual?
Also I used to do really sexual things with my cousin when we were super young so that might be why too.
My earliest memory is from nursery, or kindergarten for american folkes. I was in one of those little plastic house things with two girls, two brunettes, and we were playing like kids do. However, at one moment i grabbed one girl's ass, so she jumps and looked at me before lifting her skirt and the other girl copied her. Not really knowing what to do I spanked then and used fake doctor equipment on them. I was caught by the nursery carers in the midst of it. I didn't get to go outside and play for it. Beyond that I don't remember much of that time but it's something that has haunted me since. I've been rendered useless with women when it comes to even being social. I'm certain my family know but I don't think they know that I remember it as I was extremely young.
Thread is dying soon so fuck it.
I raped a girl one time kinda after school (it ended pretty late) The girl was also muslim which made it alot more exciting. To be honest, i loved it.
Actually my secret would be that while I was serving in Vietnam a woman, whom I had fucked while out drinking one night, approached me on my last week there. She was pregnant and demanding compensation. So I shot her. We went back home and that was that.
And, to boot, the story became so widespread that, the next day, some guys from the neighboring high school (friends of the pencil case guy, if I recall correctly) came asking if it was true, only to laugh their asses off when they found out that, indeed, it was.
When I wasn't young, a friend showed me his penis and we tried sucking each other. Since then I instigated sexual experimentation with my brother and other friends especially through puberty. I remember masturbating with one particular friend more than once and as an adult, I began to desire experiences like that again. I've met a couple guys of cl and had some good times and born so good times but I've always wanted to jack off with my one buddy from teenage years. We are still friends and would often drink and toke and watch porn together but I could never get him on board with whipping our cocks out and I never had the guts to just whip mine out and see how he would react. I hope he just goes for it some time becuase I think it would be fun and would be great to have a bud to be comfortable with like that.
yeah i said easier said than done in my previous reply. ive been there too man. i was right into oxy's and dillys. then i started doing fentanyl. thats when shit really hit rock bottom. i eventually got help