>>721171370 How is Valium? I've only ever had Ativan and Klonopin. The shits just way too hard to find around where I am. All anybody ever wants is either weed or coke. I found Ativan to be almost like an Ambien kind of high. I took it at work one day and the entire day was like one big haze and I couldn't really remember much. I took klonopin for a week and felt fucking awesome.
>>721171669 Valium is just like Klonopin except you get like 3 times the effects for about half the duration. Ambien is fucking crazy I have done hours of bs I had no recollection of, and this is from someone who can fully remember a night of benzo's and alcohol heavily combined
>>721171848 You can get benzos from the doctor usually. Just say you're getting on a plane and they'll give you 5 or 10 pills. If you're looking for a steady hookup just tell them you have an anxiety disorder. As far as stims go a lot of college kids sell them. You can probably also get them from moms with kids who have add. Sometimes they will try several different medicines with the kid before either stopping or deciding on a medication so they have a surplus of pills. Can't tell you where to find psychedelics, usually they're easy to find around hippies and shit.
>>721172166 Just out of curiosity anon, could i mix some fent from a 100 mcg patch into some ejuice and drip it on my coils and vape? I love smoking them off foil but this would be way more convenient and I could do it in public.
>>721166725 weed makes me feel schizophrenic and i don't know why. I am not schizophrenic. I want to smoke because aside from paranoid delusions about the people I'm with and life in general it's really fun. how can i get rid of that shit?
>>721172904 Powdered stuff is better for vaping. If you ever have the time, go on alphabay and look up furanylfentanyl. 3rd potency of fent hcl but its 36 a gram, us domestic shipping, and doesnt have the additives. Great for vaping or nasal spray
>>721173251 I believe so. I would try nasal spray first, mix a small ammount into water to see if it dissolves completely. Fentanyl is a salt and dissolves well in water, but im not sure about the gell
>>721173286 No. People get legit scrips for them and sell them. People used to doctor shop and get several prescriptions although they've cracked down on it. Also dealers buy scrips from other people and sell them.
Oxycodone is oxycontin.. but oxycodone is in other things..
Hydrocodone is a synthetic opiate and is best known as vicodin.
I've done plenty of both and Oxycodone is great, had a bunch of perk from people at an old job, place was a drug fest. Vicodin is what you take when theres nothing else around because hydrocodone is shit.
>>721173510 I'm the guy who said he's a codeine addict, how does mushrooms make you feel? Really trippy? I don't like too trippy cause I want to be able to function somewhat (be able to converse with people etc)
>>721173522 Man as much of an opiate addict as I am I just can't get into Codeine. It's so weak and the histamine flush is unbearable. I love a good itch from opiates but codeine makes me want to rip my skin off.
>>721173132 He's not probably right, he is right. It's not shit now, it's still made the same way depending on your scripts.. now you just really exposed how much of a faggot you are because you have no idea what youre talking about.
>>721173676 I'm not crazy into it, I don't take a lot, but I take it every fucking day pretty much at the same time every day to get the feeling. It's lame I know. I haven't got to the point (that I know of) where I get an itch. I don't think I'd like that, but who knows, I enjoy the Beta-Alanine tingle (the workout supplement that cause parastysia)
>>721173582 I love perks and roxis cuz of the instant release, but I've been getting OP Oxy 80s for super cheap and I prefer them. Dissolving them in soda kills the time release, and you can snort them with a little extra effort.. they cost the same as blues for me but get me higher. Fucking love em. Also a third of the drug is released instantly, so like 27 mg. So there's nothing wrong with just popping one or two and enjoying a long lasting buzz. Fuck I love oxy.
>>721167045 That's the same idiotic idea that every single person addicted to drugs thinks. Have fun losing your left foot and right arm as it eats you from the inside out. Switch to weed if you really can't handle life.
>>721173652 shrooms are definitely not a conversational drug. for about 4-5 hours (at least for me) you will be very sensitive to stimulus, for example people talking to you will sound very vivid. one night my buddies and I were all smoking pot and I ate some shrooms with my girlfriend, and for about 15 minutes one of them was just spinning a playing card and waving his fingers around. best magic show off my life. be careful though, apparently you'll look like you're scared out your mind, even though you're having a blast. eat shrooms surrounded by friends who can 1) make sure you don't do anything too stupid, and 2) mess with you just a bit to make your trip more fun
>>721174335 What kind of reprecussians did you face? I'm not going to judge because I smashed into a tree blacked out on 6 mg of xanax and a bunch of Ativan and alcohol. Thankfully I didn't hurt anyone but I could have.
>>721174345 i always wanted to try shrooms. one tip i heard was that, for first timers, you should try them with someone/people that you really trust, and have a sober person present, so that if things go south, they can calm you down, and reassure you, and remind you that you took a drug and it'll all be okay
>>721174345 Thanks for the heads up. When I get a regular group of friends again (been going through some social problems, work, injury, family etc) I will try it this way. I think I'd love that experience
>>721174136 Me too man. I get so focused on things to when I'm high off oxy for whatever reason. I can concentrate more and I don't have any anxiety.. just chills me the fuck out and I get shit done. I'm so much more productive when I'm on them. I pay about $500-600 for IR Oxy 20's every month. Usually bang them out fine and snort those fuckers up. The only downside is I've become so addicted to snorting them I never eat them.. shitty habit but eh. Sometimes it kills your fucking head/sinuses though. The only thing that sucks is after going through 600mg in a bout a week and a half I feel pretty shitty the next few days after.. Not sick to the stomach or anything.. just cold, unmotivated and tired. If only I could just legally buy them I'd be getting a lot more shit done around here..
>>721174507 unfortunately i havent been able to experience that, as of yet. mainly because of two reasons: one is that we're too busy laughing and goofing off, and two is because my body temperature fluctuates like a motherfucker. ive tripped like 6 times or so, acouple of them only being a half dose, and every time, i get super hot, and start to sweat, and then ill get instantly cold, and it just goes back and forth
>>721174779 Yeah I know the feeling. Withdrawal sucks. I have come to the conclusion that I'd rather deal with all the bullshit and have oxy in my life than not. I love it so much I don't want to live without it. May sound pathetic but whatever. I get my shit done and I'm a responsible drug addict so whatever.
>>721174663 YES this is very important. people like to say that shrooms and LSD are the same sort of high, but they're very different! LSD is more of an audio visual high, and shrooms alter your perception of reality. for example, in my circle of friends we have a running joke which involves saying my name in a high pitched voice. the first time I had shrooms, they all made the joke and I thought they had all turned into witches and were casting a spell on me. it's very important your first time to have someone sober who can babysit you and make sure you're okay. if helps if it's your significant other. seeing her face (if you really do care about her) can ground you and help you remember that you're okay.
>>721174507 also, ive never tripped in public, how is that? the chili peppers concert will be my first time. we were gonna do it at warped tour last year, but we live in nc, and it was too damn hot for that
>>721175041 If you can afford the habit and not cause anyone else bullshit because of it, why not? You sound very similar to me. Thing that sucks to is no one even knows I do them. I miss having friends to just chill out with and get high together.
>>721175280 Make sure you have a safe space and it's not the best in higher doses past 200ug. I've been up to 2000mics where I can't see anything and I'm completely lost. I would try 100-150mics in public and get used to it before venturing to higher doses.
>>721174663 >>721175140 yeah, thats kinda what ive heard. i love acid, so im interested to see how shrooms is. one thing my gf loves to do on acid is stare into her reflection. the first time i did it was with her before we dated, and she dissapeared into the bathroom for like 30 minutes while i was tripping balls watching scooby doo, thinking the monsters were running around the living room lmao
>>721175429 Yeah I've one friend I do them with and he's also my dealer. Other than that I tell no one. Everyone else is so into adderall and molly, but god forbid I talk to them about painkillers. Then I'm labeled a disgusting junkie. Just keep it to myself. It's okay though I'm kind of a recluse anyways so I don't mind getting high alone.
Both are absolutely amazing, while it's very hard to explain, you pop either MDA or MDMA at the peak of your acid trip and it gets quite euphoric. Acid sort of magnifies the MDMA trip and is really nice all in all, I'd try it if you ever have a chance.
>>721175184 YOu seem like a good guy to ask since weed is pretty mild in terms of drug use and addiction....What does adderall do for you? What kind of feeling does it give you? I'm an alcoholic (under control) and codeine addict (apparently pretty mild one). Tell me more.
>>721175532 i definitely dont do it in high doses. idk what the exact strength hers is, but she gets it in tabs (obviously) and i often favor doing halfies. but thats because i still live at home and have to try to stay mellow. when we go to the concert, we have a hotel right next door to the venue that we'll be staying at
Anyone else a codeine addict? I heard that guy from Jersey Shore was....I started from Percocet then was downgraded by a dr cause he probably caught on I was getting addicted (needed more). I definitely have an addictive problem, it's in my personality I think.
Oxycodone is definitely my favorite. Not opiates, specifically oxy - it treats me different than any other opiate I've ever used. That energetic euphoria is fucking amazing, and nothing has ever gotten close to it.
>>721177286 Oxyfag here. I know exactly what you mean. It doesn't matter what you want to do, oxy is PERFECT. If you need to wake up and go, oxy. Or if you want to lay around, nod off and watch tv, oxy. Best drug ever. I also really love the euphoria of heroin.
>>721177179 Seriously, I appreciate it. What's your drug of coice? Addiction a problem for you at all? As I mentioned, I know I get addicted to shit easily, so it's mostly alcohol and pain meds for me. I hate it but I handle it so well it's not a problem in work life, social life, family life....I assume it'll just stay this way forever.
>>721177453 not a whole lot, i did write myself a note saying things like "you're just tripping, you'll be okay, its' just the lsd" etc, i have a playlist of music prepared, im planning on some video games and just chilling with the music
>>721177473 I'm an enthusiast, but honestly opiates are my favorite. Yes I've had problems with addiction, mainly oxy and heroin. Also struggle with alcohol. I'm currently highly functional but using oxy pretty much every day because I love it too much to quit. It isn't interfering with me paying the bills or any responsibilities I have, but I am undeniably addicted.
Oddly, I get restless when I take it. Other opiates get me really drowsy, but I tend to have trouble sleeping if I'm on oxy. It's perfect for earlier in the day, when I'm fighting off still being fucking exhausted because mornings are shit, though.
I wish I had some. Shit's too expensive to make into a habit.
>>721172981 I had this problem. I used to think my friends I was with were behind me with a knife and was going to shank me. Just tell yourself it's just a drug and everything will be ok. Works every time. It's a mindset.
>>721177657 i know it sounds hipster as fuck, but do you vape? its amazing to play with the smoke lol. i also love to color. ive hot a pile of those fuzzy felt posters for my trips. id also suggest watching cheech and chong up in smoke. its a staple in my trips with my gf
>>721175412 yeah I wrecked a car on xans and liqour too, rear ended some girl with a kid in the back, girl broke her nose, kid was in a car seat but didn't have shoulder parts buckled, broke her neck and dislocated both shoulders, she'll walk probably. I was fine except my insurance went up 60$ a month.
What's upsetting is (besides the fact I'm 42 and on this message board) that I realize now we are all tools of capitalism. Somewhere along the way we were tricked into being addicts...that once we get bad enough or when someone who cares about us stupidly enough, will bring us to a facitlity that will deem we need another drug to help with our "condition". It's sad and pethetic that we are ALL going through this. Doesn't matter what aspect of life: food industry, medication, insurance, finance. WE ARE FUCKED BY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO FUCK US....and they keep it a secret cause it keeps making that very small part of the population wealthy....not rich but wealthy.
>>721177734 Yeah me too. Like I said I can't go a day without codeine, would most definitely abuse percocet if I had a prescription for it. I try to focus on trying to do good for society in some way....but I know that right around the corner I could be a bum in an alley way looking for change. I don't believe that will ever happen because I know how to function and even excel, but I know part of me somewhere dark could fall that hard.
>>721177959 i've never really looked into vaping much, and as for the coloring i like to draw using a sharpie pen, i always come back to the drawings the next day after a trip and i'm amazed by the patterns and stuff i make while tripping, its even more amazing while on the acid
>>721178265 i know exactly what you mean lol. i actually hang all of our stuff on my bedroom wall, and i have a batman sign in my room with lights behind it that have an amazing effect on things lol. oll post a video of it, if i can
>>721178250 It's hard man. Just don't let it get worse. I don't even kid myself into thinking I want to quit, I don't. But I definitely don't want it to get worse so I try and set boundaries for myself and it works pretty well honestly.
>>721178245 It would make sense since I am probably (hopefully) going to make it to 84 lol. I don't know man, shit just starts to become more apparent every day when you start looking for it. I don't know if it's a glitch in my brain that just started but it all seems dark now. But the good thing is I want to do something that helps the community, even on a small level....but make it my purpose in life to do that because I want to battle the dark side of life (which I'm starting to realize is capitalism)
>>721178607 as of right now im feeling pretty floaty, just a sort of warm feeling, lights ive noticed seem to be brighter and theres some very slight color blending and the colors are also a bit more vivid, it's only been like 35 minutes though so no full blown visuals quite yet
>>721177983 speak for yourself, i'm not an addict, i just like it. i can and have quit for months. i relate it to not having advil when you want/need it. sure it sucks, but it's no different than before i discovered it and nothing i can't live through.
>>721178578 I comepletely agree with your train of thought. It's how I treat my drug use: I have a set time I am allowed to take something and won't let myself go beyong this amount of pills at this (general) amount of time. It's somewhat safe but it's every fucking day. I know it could easily fall apart. Keep in mind...I've never had an uncontrollable break down where everything went bad and I'm some disgraced drug addict. But isn't it funny that we consider ourselves functional but could easily fall into a full on addict status with a few more pills each day. I KNOW this is what the pharm companies are counting on. They KNOW how addictive this shit is and count on it to make more money off our asses. I love ranting about it because I feel like lately I've had the blindfold lifted off my eyes....but I'm still taking codein every fucking day lol. Oh well.
those of you on heroin what was your first trip like? how'd you make sure you didn't od? if a friend of mine happened across some, how would he confirm it's actually what he thinks it is, or potency? were you instantly addicted or do you recommend checking it out?
>>721178771 Yeah, honestly I don't remember very much, don't even know how much xanax I had taken, I had a habit of forgetting i had taken a full bar 30 min ago and just taking more. Apparently I was unconscious and taken in an ambulance which i woke up in and had an apparently rational conversation with the paramedics. Got to hospital talked to doctor, said I was severely overtired, slept the night and went home the next day. Helped I appeared injured and the roads were icy, never admitted anything and nothing came of it so far except an at fault accident. guess I got lucky
>>721179454 Its brutal man but I'm thankful honestly. Oxy has added a lot to my life. If the shit weren't so addictive and easy to OD on it would be the greatest psychiatric medication ever. It obliterates stress and anxiety and it makes it so I can go out and face the world. I know that it's wrong and that I should seek help elsewhere but it's such an easy fix.
>>721179830 Very lucky. Do you feel bad? Honest question on an anonymous board lol. I guess I can see that happening to me some day if I let things get out of control. You'd think it would be enough to stop us from doing something stupid but it doesn't. We are all ignorant....wish we weren't
I have ADHD and take (by prescription) 30 mg over the course of 12 hours everyday. I take some breaks though, usually for about a month at a time where I'll only take 10-15 (5 mg every 4 hours) a day just to make sure I don't build up tolerance too much. I smoke weed 2-3 times a week, drink 2-4 days a week (I rarely get absolutely smashed). Did 1/16 oz shrooms for the first time a week ago. That was pretty fun. It reminded me of an amplified the feeling you get after you haven't smoked weed in a month and go really hard really quick. Had some pretty whacky visions when I closed my eyes, but when they were open reality seemed real enough to me. Plan on doing it again next weekend with a few buddies, taking a little more than I did the first time.
>>721180107 advil example guy. i actually prefer vicodin, i must be the only one, it's even made it harder to get since so many prefer oxy. i agree 1000% with what you said. best antidepressant in the world and takes everything off my shoulders so i can dig myself out of the hole i'm in and get level with everyone else. to me it's a crime it's not legal to use as i please. stigmas and drug laws are complete bullshit to someone with an iron will to never be an addict.
>>721180418 i meant the collective "they" doesn't have me addicted to anything. to me it's like alcohol. it's a tool to feel a certain way. if it's not there it's not the end of the world, but it would suck ass that it was gone, that's all. nobody has me by the balls and it's because i never let them in the first place.
>>721180605 Shit man hydro is great. Might not be as strong mg per mg but same deal. I feel you. If only there was some way people like us could get our fix safely without persecution. We'd be so much happier and wouldn't have to hide!
>>721180361 Keep that "smartness" about your pills use. Don't ever let it go beyond that. Be careful of drinking 4 times a week. Thats way too much and will fuck with your heart and blood sugar levels. Keep it to 2 if possible, 3 at the absolute most. Eat healthy.
>>721180882 this. also know that people with ADD generally can't "abuse" adderal. if you get a high from it, in my experience that means you didn't need it to begin with. i use adderal every day and it doesn't do anything i would consider pleasant, it just sometimes allows me to focus better. if i take too much i have the same reaction as drinking an absolute fuckload of coffee. jittery and uncomfortable.. sick feeling. usually just want to lay down and sleep it out until it's over.
>>721180752 Ok sorry, makes sense. I didn't know what way you were coming in there. Are you healthy otherwise? Over weight? Socially functioning? Making money? Work for a big company? There's a point here, don't be negative to it, I want to have a no holds barred conversation.
>>721181134 I just don't see how anyone goes from coke to coffee dude, reason i got my own addy script .... lack motivation with stimulants but even 3 cups of coffee (8 scoops of arabica every morning ) ain't doing do shit for me
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