>>720996762 better od on opiates tho, more chill death, less mess. weather you stay with your gf or not, she will feel guilty, you basically transfer your pain to her. do something that makes it easier for her to accept your decision. you know her. you'll figure something out.
>>720997159 that's not gonna work brother, you hurt her when you break up and then you hurt her even more when she realizes you just said the mean things so your suicide won't hurt her as much. come up with something better. give it some time to think about it. not for you but for her.
>>720997340 honestly no idea if you want to kill yourself in a timely manner. break up with her and move somewhere else, give it some time so she can move on. I know this might sound like I want you not to commit suicide, but honestly I don't care about you. if she doesn't hear from you for a year and then hears that you killed yourself it might be easier. the only way to distance yourself from her and take away her guilt ("i shouldve seen the signals" etc.) is distance in time.
>>720995177 Nah, stay with her. You should blame her in the note too, but only a little bit, not the main reason make her a sidebar. Don't want her feeling too important. Just humble the bitch a little bit, you'll actually do the world some good before you go.
>>720998077 It's not about hurting her, it's about making her a better person. She's going to hurt no matter what btw, even if you're apart for years.
Have a nice song. https://youtu.be/pMFDPQk0TEs
And then really really think about what it'll be like if you go through with suicide. I mean obsessively think about what it will be like. Think what every single person you've ever known will think. And picture your body in any position you plan to do it. That's the shit that changed my mind.
Plenty of people have auto immune and live happily. Look at Montel Williams. Get off the drugs and give it a chance.
>>720995896 Fuck man, life can still be good. This is our only chance we'll ever get, ever. After this, it's nothing. Think about that. At the very least you should go travel and see whatever parts of the world you can.
My wife's got much the same. Cronhs disease, ankylosing spondylitis, osteoporosis. She's attempted suicide several times now. It sucks. I can't tell you what to do, OP, but I feel for you. I know what you're going through.
>>720995177 Here is what you should do op. Get a long (at least 6 inches) thin (at most 2 cm wide) knife. Wait for valentines day. Take her out to a super fancy restaurant. blow all your money on making it as romantic and wonderful as possible. Then take her back to your place or a fancy hotell room and make love to her. And right when she orgasms STAB HER RIGHT THRU THE HEART SO FAST SHE BARELY HAS TIME TO REGISTER WHAT JUST HAPENED. then stab yourself thru the hear real fast also and then go balls deep in her and kiss her and keep fucking her until you both bleed out and keep telling her how much you love her and how pretty and sexy she is while you both bleed out and die in eachothers arms as you fuck. Dont worry about cleanup or consequences. You will both be dead. And you dont have to worry about her mourning you because she will be dead too. Make sure you also put the knife in her hand after you have both been stabbed that way forensics will think that you both stabbed eachother in a romance suicide pact. It will be a nearly perfect death.
Option 2 Do the whole blow all your money on romance thing and also the whole expensive hotel thing. But set up the hotel with a few cannisters of helium under the bed. After yall have fucked and she has fallen asleep. Wad up a towel snd shove it under the door. Then open the canisters and go to bed. You will painlessly suffocate in your sleep together.
Option 3 same veginning as 1 and 2. But this time you get cyanide. Put the cyanide in a couple glasses of water. Fuck to your hearts content then after sex offer her a glass of water. Insist that she drink it. Make sure she does or this will all fail. After she drinks shotgun yours and then cuddle as you both die quickly suddenly and painlessly.
>>720998831 Damn, I thought you meant something serious. I have Crohn's and ibsd myself. Just get fucking used to it, I did. Been dealing with both for 27 years. Ffs I shit out the mucosal lining of my intestines this weekend the day before my birthday, and was relieved to find out the pain wasn't my liver failing.
yes. if you sincerely plan to kill yourself and don't want her to wonder for the rest of her life, just break up with her. she'll feel a crazy close connection and it will be almost the same anyways. it will lighten the blow.
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