>>720720297 I'm nowhere as good a marksman as my little sister thinks I am.
She once saw me kill a fly on the wall with an airsoft gun; I was all "Dude, watch this shit!". I was planning on missing terribly and making a joke about the fly's forcefield, but instead I smeared it across the paint. I played it off like I had been confident the whole time; "Yeah man, I'm Doc Holiday reborn".
Ever since she's thought I'm some kind of amazing pistolero, and I know she's spread that reputation around because all her boyfriends have been visibly nervous when she introduced them to me. Truth is I actually have fairly bad aim. Mediocre at best.
I have lost fragments of memory yet I still remember my childhood quite well.
The one thing that's really fucking me though is I can recall memories I haven't lived, such as my mum's, somehow when I was in the baby making stage I had gained access to my mothers visuals and mental storage.
For quite some time I was watching my mothers life... I also seem to think that when we are toddlers we are on a strong psychedelic like DMT; the majority of my memories are me having very peculiar visuals like I was tripping, this also explains people not remembering their childhood as on a psychedelic such as LSD you can hardly remember the trip
peepee in my bumhole fill me up daddy I wanna suck the poo out of your hole. I want you to destroy my asshole make me peepee out of my poohole for the next week daddy. Fuck me before you go to give your mass father daddy.
>GFs friend needs place to stay >offer spare bedroom for super cheapo rent >couples months pass >she starts bring men home from the bar at 2am and keeping us up at night >tell her I don't want my home used as a fuckpad >she goes absolute ape shit crying and screaming at me >i have no idea how to respond to such emotional irrationale >she storms out and slams the door okay
>>720720297 I've been stalked and harassed for almost 10 years by someone who i thought was my friend and that i quit talking to several times, he would always try to manipulate me to be friends again only to make things further
All of this is a continuity of my childhood bullying which my brother is greatly responsible for having sparked
I've switched over 50 jobs in the past 4 years and the guy even fucked even more my relationship between my family and me and always resort to manipulation, slander and fake gossiping
Lately i've been seriously considering to go on a silent killing spree
I don't even give a fuck if nobody ITT believes me or think i'm lying or being edgy
>>720722280 I did bang my cousin. That's a secret i'll carry to the grave
We started sexting when i was in high school, so by the time i graduated we had been doing it about 2 years. I joined the army right out of high school but before i left for basic i wanted to "visit family" in Pennsylvania. So i drove up there to see my extended family but almost the sole reason i went up there at all was to bang her. I met her late at night and we fucked in the back of my car. Worth it 100% and id do it again too. I just wont tell anyone about it, except you bunch of assholes
>>720727097 It's a he and i have better things to do than to lower myself to this dumb fucking shit
If i ever bump into him, I already have in mind to confront him with alot of bullshit and i'll make sure to warn him that if he ever dares lying to me i'll break both his legs and dislocate both of his arms
His music career will go down the drain for every single fucking thing he made me go through
I'll even warn him that at this point i'm willing to go to jail for 25 years if the situation calls for it
>suckd my doggos dik when i was like 10 or somthng >in front of best friend >dunno y I did that, im not even homo >never talk about that with friend >fast forward 33 years at a friend gathering >friend asks "Anon, remember about ur pet dog?" >while looking at my eyes with a malevolus grin >ignore >dunno why he did that >quit talkin to him since that day that was like 5 years ago, i fear he already told all our friends i common
I use to fuck school mates at my place when I was young they all loved it. 2 of en are openly gay now, I stopped doing it and got married and shit. never as an adult felt the urge of fucking fags ever again. I don't like gay porn or traps at all
I'm getting addicted to drugs, and am starting to crave them more and more and when I don't take anything for 2-3 days, I start getting physical withdrawals, I've hid this for my family and girlfriend and I want to stop but I just can't stop taking them, didn't even realize that I was addicted until I started to get the same craving feeling as people get when quitting cigarettes..
>>720721274 How is that a bad thing yo, you have a reputation of being pretty sick with an airsoft gun only special to your sis. Gives her someone to look up to. When someone calls your bluff, blame it on the rifle.
>>720729805 I've tried that, I still get insane mental cravings & anxiety attacks if I just don't get enough. Tolerance is also building so fast so I need more & more to get that feeling off being okay.. I just feel like complete shit when I'm not on them. I'm talking about Benzo's by the way. Started abusing flubromazolams in november (taking like 25 in 5 days) then switched to clonazepam in november (4-8mg a day, took 18mg in a day once) started with etizolam at the start of january, took like 50mg in 3 days (when 1-2mg is a normal dose daily) and now I still take 6-8mg a day. I ran out on sunday and on tuesday I felt like I was dying, cold sweats, insomnia (didn't sleep until I got my hands on more) my wholy body was aching, I was feeling depressed as fuck and was getting anxiety attacks constantly. I ordered 55 2mg ones on thursday, got 13 left, after that I'm out and I'm freaking out what would happen then..
I want a girlfriend but my mental illness makes me a psychobitch if any drama happens in a relationship at all. So there's a 0% chance of me ever getting a girlfriend.
I'm not joking either. One time I got upset at a friend and sent this upset text to them. And then I felt like I had crossed a line and made the text too mean. And seriously, my face had this tension in it that I couldn't make go away even if I was rubbing it and I felt bad in general. And it got to the point where my muscles around my mouth were jiggling and very softly convulsing on their own because of having to hold whatever that tension was that they were making. I had no control over it.
It was the weirdest fucking reaction ever. And it only went away when my friend told me everything was ok. I've had somebody say 1 mean thing to me in a chatroom and it bothered me so much it kept me up at night for hours.
Like seriously it fucking sucks. So hard for me to ever show any difference of opinion in any relationship I have because of this. Constantly insecure about whether people like having me around or not. Have almost no confidence to hold a conversation with people 1 on 1. It's crazy.
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