Hello /b/ I'm an alcoholic teacher from Sweden. It's

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>>720002035
Also downer-thread, I'm on benso and hillbilly heroin when I don't drink.

>>720002035
>boredom and despair
thats what you get for being a teacher. do you drink every day?

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Or rate or roast me. I'm done with this life.

sluta sup

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>>720002431
I keep a flask with me at all times, but try to keep it to pills while at work so people won't smell it on me. I'm an aspiring writer (like all teachers?) and I just moved back "home" after ten years on the road (mainly the states and China)

>>720002588
Vad ska man annars göra? Race war? Jag är tanig som fan.

I ran out of money three days ago, so I was forced to quit cold turkey. The last three days have been hell. I can't even sleep, the nerves/anxiety and really hard palpitations make it impossible.

Still waiting on a $50 payment and God I hope it comes today. I can't do this another day.

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är du högskola, gymnasie eller grundskollärare?

jobbigt läge kompis, care to share dina nuvarande problem i livet?

>>720002035
>>720002481
>>720002619
man you sound like a mess

what do you teach?

I take it you're very lonely?

Vart är du ifrån?

>>720002722

I feel for you.
You should try kratom

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>>720002797
Norra Stockholm

>>720002827
I did on a few occasions, but it doesn't let me function

>>720002035
Avsluta ditt liv, avskum.

>>720002035
What do you teach bro?

>>720002772
I am a mess, I'm teaching art and literature + English. My students love me, and I enjoy being around them, but as soon as I get home or am alone I get so fucking low I want to top myself. Got a girlfriend too, but I don't know

>>720002481
Seem like a cool dude bro. Why so down?

>>720002035
Are you from Sweden, but are now somewhere else? And if so, were you alcoholic before leaving Sweden? Or were you driven to alcoholism by your new location?

>>720002959
Misstänker Google translate, om du pratar sådär kys.

>>720003073
Maybe see a therapist or a psychiatrist to talk about what's got you down? They could help y you with the drinking too if you want it

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>>720003130
No, I recently returned to Sweden after ten years of just bumming around. Did some TEFL-jobs, but I've always been drinking. Or rather, didn't touch a drop until I was 18 because of alcoholism in the family.. Once I discovered the buzz I just couldn't keep away. Always kept a job though

i hate to say it, but maybe it would be easier if you start being sober again, the first weeks will be hard as fuck. but it sounds like quite a hard depression, and if you keep going this way, it'll end you

Being dependant on drugs is hell and you're on two of the worst, opiates and alcohol. If you got clean from them, I'm sure your mental state would improve. You would probably be much better off physically as well

>>720003177
That's a good idea. I've been on antidepressants since forever, the only problem with therapists is the commitment - I work because I have to, the rest is I just sort of try to take the easy way out

You accept that you got a heavy problem, that's step one, which you did. Now you need to get some professional help for yourself. Also talk with your girlfriend about it. Best of luck

>>720003380
I myself just recently kicked a horrible OXY habit. Been clean for a month. I feel much better overall but still deal with depression from time to time. That's to be expected but I have medicine and coping skills to deal with it. Kick the opiates at least bro. Will do you a world of good.

>>720003380
then do it, dont just say that it is an good idea, you have to do it, Because you sound exactly like the kind of person that will mark something, and then simply forget about it, or even worse think aboout it and decide you dont actually need it, because its so much commitment, time and work

>>720002035
Had the same problem, you need to go and get some hell, man. Withdrawal will suck. How long have you been drinking heavily and how much do you drink a day?

>>720003567
I agree with anon. Don't worry about your job, I'm sure Sweden has great healthcare benefits and you would be under the care of a doctor. Get better for yourself and in the long run you would be better for everyone like your students, family and friends

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>>720003331
>>720003379

First off, thank you both - might seem over the top, but I'm not drunk yet and I mean it, thank you /b/ros.

When I do try to sober up, I just get so bored I either go into a state hypersomnia or the opposite, and I get irritable as fuck. But I try from time to time, but I keep falling off the wagon. Working on a novel and merely looking at the word "beer" makes me thirsty.

is it true that the immigrants fucked up your country? is it true all your women are gorgeous ?

>>720002035
[email protected]
Speak to me op

>>720002035
>alcoholic teacher from Sweden
dude!!!! that is soooo fucking expensive in Sweden.
literally you are pouring gold in your mouth.
south-east eurofag(balkans) here. sorry to tell you but you don't have a proper drunk culture there, in the north.

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>>720003682
In China I'd drink about two six packs a day, but I'd work long hours. Here I get off early and finish a small (350ml) bottle of whisky every day. Been off and on for a few years, so I think it's "under control", but obviously, as well as "things could be worse" it could also be a whole lot better.

>>720003805
You need to be under the care of a doctor bro. I'd suggest a 1 week detox where you can kick the habits comfortably. They'll make it real easy physically and then help with the mental withdrawal. Depression is a huge part of the withdrawal and it's probably worse than any physical withdrawal which is why people usually hop back into a bottle.

>>720003979
Where from? I know, it's ridiculously expensive here.

>>720003888
Thanks mate!

>>720003790
isnt that a picture of that car accident in india?

>>720004065
Not true! I had a heavy drinking problem and when I went to detox I ended up with DTs. Crashed 3 times in the hospital. OP needs to go to a medically supervised detox or go to the hospital.

>>720002481
like a mix of Joseph Gordon Levitt and Edward Norton

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>>720002035
My high school maths teacher was an alcoholic, too. He also smoked a fuckton of cigarettes. Not many people knew this besides me and my buddies, even though he reeked of booze 24/7. When we asked him what he does in his free time he said that he ,,sleeps 'till 3PM''. He was a very intelligent individual who clearly lacked purpose in his life.

You seem pretty cool OP. If it's any consolation, I'd hang out with you after I graduated.

You have any hobbies to occupy yourself with?

>>720004175
I meant a medically supervised one. They would probably get him on ativan at first which really makes any withdrawal much easier to deal with

>>720004065
Thanks! Yes, like I said in the op, it's a whole lot of boredom and despair. In the summer I like to walk around, just to keep myself occupied, but now it's so fucking cold I just stay indoors, plan lessons about Bukowski and the American greats, drink and wait until it's late enough to go to bed while drinking. Not much of a workout kind of person, so I don't go to the gym or anything, maybe I should?

>>720002619
No wonder you're depressed, you're spending your little free time you have posting fucking frogs on 4chan.

>>720004330
Exercise could definitely help although if you're dependant on opiates and alcohol, you may want to kick those first.

>>720004184
Thank you! That is the best thing I've heard all year! Really is. Six months even.

>>720004469
Clearly a good looking dude, stop doing this to yourself bro. You can do better. I don't even know you but I'm in your corner bud. I want you to feel better

>>720003137
Gör det. Det finns ingen anledning att fortsätta göra livet värre för dem omkring dig.

>>720004260
Thank you, veery much appreciated! I don't do much, I read, write and like to travel. I have like three friends and none of them close by. Apart from the drinking, I really enjoy hanging-and helping out, hence teaching.

>>720002035
How do you deal with the hangovers man?

>>720004121
I havent got any email yet i think i fucked up the generator im sorry op, try now [email protected]

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>>720004584
Thanks a lot, man! I'm usually just a lurker on /b/ and have been for years, don't want to come off like edgy or bitching a lot, but sometimes life just gets the best of you, you know? I sincerely appreciate yours (and everyone elses in this thread) support.
I don't think it depressive to turn to you guys, even though I have a girlfriend, just because you're all here for some reason similar to my own

>>720004672
You're like me.

Have you thought about joining any groups that do community work?

>>720004673
I start the day out with oxy to kill the aches + make me social and "fun", it's an expensive habit so by the time I'm coming down I try to be on the bottle already.
Some days I feel too sick and tell myself to just quit, but usually the jazz hands kick in around noon and I sneak off to the pub on my lunch break

>>720002035
Great more threads about faggots who can't handle Thier shit. How about you stop being a whinny fuck and act like a man and stop being such a pussy.

>>720004099
i'm from bulgaria. we have alcoholics here too. but out problems are connected mostly with local village morons who are trying to distiller, sadly for them unsuccessfully, alcohol. they don't know how to filter the alcohol from the bad stuff. and most of them are getting fucked by it.

>>720005084
I've been contemplating joining the army, just to get myself straight, but haven't been sober long enough to think it'll work yet. Apart from that I help out with the younger kids at school after hours sometimes, just because I'd feel bad if I was high at the time

salam alykom arab muslim bro
Why are you drinking ? isnt it haram in muslim countries like sweden ?

>>720002035
gå tillbaka till Flashback

>>720005366
Bulgaria is fucking beautiful. I only did a road trip down from Poland to Georgia a couple of years back. Wouldn't mind Bulgaria, just afraid that cheap booze would get the best of me

>>720004966
I been where you are. Hell, I'm there now. Opiates really drain your life and numb you to emotional bluntness. I think what you're doing in this thread is great. Better to let it out over keeping it in. We all need some help sometimes. Can't be afraid to ask for it.

>>720002670
Jag fyllde nyss 18 & har ingen utbildning eller betyg från skolan så du kan ju bli min privata lärare så super vi o pundar ihop?

>>720005513
Thanks! Yea, I figured talking about it and acknowledging the problem is a start. Lots of great feedback, input and support - both from anons in similar situations and those who just want to help.

>>720005673
Ive emailed you bro

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>>720005616
Det låter guld och jag är på. Jag har ett eller två trick om du vill komma härifrån också. Var bor du?

>>720002035
>Im an alcoholic teacher

so you teach people how to be alcoholics? thats a pretty fuckin awesome job bro

Bytt ut spriten med maja. Bedre å skratta(?) av elendigheten og din lever vil elske deg :-)
Ps: Lurken Boogie Band rules! :D

>>720005816
>Natten till Tisdag hittades en 18 åring död

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>>720003077
>from sweden
What do yha think,

>>720005816
Örebro =)

>>720006004
haha tro mig de e ingen som skulle lyckas lura in mig i något, kan ta väl hand om mig själv.
(förutom att jag ej klarade skolan dvs)

>>720002035
Have you and your wife been culturally enriched yet?

>>720004026
how do you drink that much hard liqur with out geting stumic bleedings?

>>720005616
>>720005816

18-årig intravenös heroinist här. Finns det plats för en till?

>>720002035
Jag har missbrukat opiater också, mvh 18 örebroare

>>720006216
Ja de tycker jag!

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>>720006216
>>720006232

Vad sägs om en förening? Vi kan säkert ansöka om EU bidrag också. Som sagt, Stockholm här - men reser gärna

>>720006191
I got meds for my ulcers, meds to keep me calm and meds to help me sleep..

>>720006385
Jag e fattig som fan atm, ska dock till norrköping på fredag komsi komsi

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>>720006232
>>720006385
>>720006216
>>720006130

Så klagar ni på invandrare. Fy.
>degeneracy och religion
>dö

>>720006588
>är alltid fattig *

>>720006596
Har jag klagat på invandrare? Min pappa är invandrare

>>720006130
>>720006004

Hahaha, är inte den som skulle dra ner någon under ytan mot deras vilja

>>720006385

Starta upp ett behandlingshem/boende så får du ca 2k/dagen för varje patient. Med dem pengarna kan vi nog alla berusa oss rejält! Tills vidare är jag dock fast i Åre, jag är under behandling.

>>720005502
don't start with the cheap booze please!
every time when I said to a nord that I'm from bulgaria they have 3 questions to ask:
1. Why the alcohol is so fucking cheap?
A: Because, we don't have regulations about distillation like in the western countries, anyone here can make a distillery for personal use only.
2. Do you eat yogurt all the time?
A: Yes, all time, all year. If it's cold out side we put a hot water in it and drink the stuff.
and
3. Do you know how to make an alcohol from yogurt.
A: Yes, we know but we are not going to tell you.
look anon there are many different things apart from alcohol. road trips for example.
btw you mention "booze".
the real "booze"-the drink (called bosa)is a fermented drink under 3% alcohol and the children here are drinking it. you may switch to this stuff. you can't get drunk from it because you will die by hydration- too much water, before get drunk. or from diarrhea, because it's spoils easy and then it effects like laxative.

>>720006718
[email protected] , så kan du nå mig för tillfället lägger inge fb på 4chan hahaha

>>720006657
Damn, Från?

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>>720005452

>>720006872
Chile, min mamma är helsvensk dock..

>>720002035
WHAT UP

>>720003073
Well, you keep adding chemicals to your body that stimulates by force. You need to rid yourself of all types of "free" stimulation and find the types you need to work hard for. This works, there's no doubt about it, problem is that it's fucking horrible until you're happy.

GL, I didn't manage. Misery picks us. Live with it and find a way to use it.

>>720006456
i have been vaping weed for 10 years been smoking it 4 years before that, i drank 200 ml of vodka a day for a while, one week i drank my self in a stuper with around 350 ml a day and puked blood. now i have started drinking again, bailees for the past 2 months or so every day 3 glasses that and benzedreen meds occasionally when i feel like its a bad day, not that those help.

I just have nothing to do nothing to look out for im just waiting to die and i seen all the movies and played all the games. life isnt worth it.. i cant take fun out of my day to day life, which is nothing for me being a agrofobic for the past 10 years.

Being sober just turns me to pure rage as i get annoyed by every stupid thing that comes cross my path that and i cant relax and find entertainment sober..

Sometimes i get the impuls to start murdering ppl but whats the point. i sought help and those fuckers fuck me up even more and contact the police every time i say something that is scary.

fml

>>720006657
Tror att det här varit enda Sverige-relaterade tråden på länge som inte gnällt på invandrare. Skiter faktiskt i vilket eller varifrån, så länge man är en hyfsad människa som kan ta ansvar för sitt eget förfall.

>>720007071
When you threw up blood did you go to a doctor or just stop drinking for a while?

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!PEOPLE WHO TAKE BENZODIAZEPINES!

If you quite beznodiazepines cold-turkey you're likely to get braindamage, especially if you've been mixing with alcohol as it's impossible for you to know how much you've intensified the effects and countereffects of the pills.

It's a little different with dosage and strength but usually 4 weeks on some heavy benzo would be enough time to get addicted.

I highly recommend people to cut the daily dosages into smaller bits, so you can quit slowly with smaller and smaller doses as time goes by until you're at 0.

If you're going to abuse drugs, at least avoid the brain damage. Also do the research yourself for more accurate numbers and to educate yourself in your MAIN pasttimes.

Pic related. None of us are him.

>>720007356
just stopped drinking

>>720007105
Fucking paki get out of here

>>720007356
>>720007702
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBaI26chcFw

>>720007776
wtf go back to irak if you like that shithole so much.

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>>720007776
Iraq... more like cradle of balls touching. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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>>720008140
>Go back

If i only could.
You western powers couldn't just keep your business to yourselves right? Now you're invading and ruining our countries, and when the worst of our people ruin yours, you cry?

Meh. Stop cucking for the jews, and I'm the first one to leave this shit hole.

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Thanks a lot /b/ for the earnest support

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>>720008536
And now he is dead and arabs rule that shithole.
Arabs dont have unity my ass , their global idea, establish califate kill all others.

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>>720008536
oh, how i would love to have a worldview as retarded as yours. where every bad thing that happens to me or my people is the fault of the jews. life must be so easy for imbeciles of your kind