Feels thread Post some of the saddest stories (happened to you or didn't , fake or real ) Greentext preferable
Mine : >be me 28yo beta >using 4chan since 27 >literally 0 friends even on social media >dad left us and mom will die soon because cancer >no money for games or any kind of entertainment >using library computer >don't know if im going to eat something or not tomorrow
>>719802146 Might be tied to some mental issues. Don't want to call you autistic, but that's something autistic people have to deal with. Some look into a mirror for extended periods of time to even remember their own reflection. It might be worth looking into if a face fades that quickly.
>>719803812 fuck , motivating as fuck im actually arab and i live in the middle east ill return my 4chan bros i promise i will return one day (im probably gonna die some time soon because i live in syria)
I love her and she knows it. She's here on the count I tried killing myself a week ago. She says she cares but it seems like she's only here cause she doesn't want the guilt of having a hand in my suicide. She's laying right next to me I want to hold her and be safe but she has a bf and I know shell be mad. What am I to do. I don't think shell ever comeback and it feel natural
>be Earl Ragnarr Loðbrók or me, whichever you find more believable >be 15 years old 13 years ago >be learning rpg toolkit (a software development kit to make rpg games) >shit was cool and shit >uncle be developer for ibm >be christmas >mention him game >uncle be happy, asks me to teach him some next time >later on, before i get to meet him, his heart skips a beat... and all the ones after that >never got to show him my toy >feel in debt to him >know i will never be able to pay it
And that's why I'm in Informatics Engineering and why I don't smoke
>Be me, 26yo beta >Working on an asembly line at a factory >Asking take 5 months off of work to try new stuff in life, coz not happy with current job >Gets approves >2 months before the time off starts, girl starts working >Dick gets hard when I see her >Falls in love >Cancels the time off so I can spend more time with her at the factory >Starting trading stocks so we can quit our jobs and live and do w/e we wants >Going great with the stocks, FeelsGoodMan >Ask her out on a date >She says yes, but not right now coz she is busy moving to my town so she has closer to work >She says she will fit in the date after the moving >Happiest guy on earth >Gets more and more feelings for her >Tells her that I will gladly help with the moving process >She tanks me >Moving day comes >I tell her again, in case she has forgotten that I will help with the moving should she want to >She tells me that her family and her boyfriend will help her move >mfw she tells me she has a boyfriend >Gets angry coz I thought she was into me, we liked the same things, shared values and had really fun together >Be sad >Bets all my money on high risk stocks >Goes to hell >Looses all money >I am now broke, with a broken heart
>>719805626 I see. Have you ever asked her out or told her how feel, lad? I hate to tell you but there's a chance that you have to just supress the feelings until they're gone if you don't want to be like this forever.
>>719805700 This will lead to suicide I've cut her off many times. Shit doesn't work I've ignored her I've done all I could. She's the reason I haven't tried even more than I have. She has taken everything I've loved and made it seem like nothing. I can't enjoy anything but her company.
>>719805835 I'm pretty sure it is a coping mechanism but I don't think I can be convinced at this point anything other than status quo is better. I can't see the benefit in trying to impress anyone or waste money and time on females for sex.
I know I have a skewed vision, and it goes both ways. Either women are whores, or they are pure traditional goddesses in my mind. I haven't found any of the latter and see no point in getting whores.
Coping, I know, but fuck it. No one ever tried to teach me different
>>719806269 I've told her she says she feels the sane but is currently in a relationship. She says if it doesn't work out and she has time to think and consider me she will come. But idk it still hurts. Better than most guys get I guess
>>719805931 To give you some context, she is my classmate from uni and dont know how but we kinda just click you know what im saying? And we started to text and shit like that but now we are on vacations and i feel that she is bored of me and sometimes she dont text back and later opologyse bc of that but it just feel weird
>>719805812 Been in a similar situation as you. Mainly chasing a girl from work who I thought was in to me but had a boyfriend on the side. All I can say is that the time will come when you get over it. Shit hurts but you'll just have to move on.
>>719799633 >Just turned 21 >Friends are starting to be fake as hell and dead me >Also in a dead end job going no where >Started talking to a girl that told me she was 18 >Found out she's actually 16 >Hung out once, really felt a connection >Parents found out about a month ago haven't talked to her since.
Is it bad I felt a connection with this girl even though the age difference. First chick I ever felt this way about and had it ripped away from me like everything else that was ever good in my life. Thanks /b/ros.
>>719806566 All right, I have my experiences with this kind of thing. Back in school (Grammar school), I used to have the same thing for one of my classmates. We were friends. I'd dare say that we were good friends even. I somehow started feeling more than I should and got the point when I couldn't think about anything else than her. It wasn't just that I wanted to fuck her I wanted, well, her. I told her. Didn't really go well. She wouldn't then text me for about three months or so and wouldn't really talk to me that much anymore. I am telling you, you can either risk it and tell her or just stop. Your choice. I know that I am not much of a help or that I am not elling you anything you didn't probably know already but this is all I can tell you.
>>719799633 >>719799633 Sucks man, nice dubs though, checked. I also remember the good ol days, of jessie slaughter and cat videos, boxxie ruled, op was always a faggot, i was always a faggot. But /b/ actually asked the true questions, on a scale of 1-10 how is your mums tits? My dad left too, deal with it and dont be a beta bitch.
>>719799633 Fuck man you have it tough. I complain about the smallest of things and yet people have it tougher than me. You'll push through and you'll be happy man, just keep pushing forward and pick yourself up anon. I wish you well anon, just know people will ALWAYS care about you :)
>be me (>>719805515) >was christian and shit >be 18 >get grillfriend who is christian and shit >smart, cute, everything you'd like for in a grill >have time of life >be 19 >grillfriend gives me the it's not you it's me shit >4 months later when starts to go out with "just a friend" from university realise she wanted the dick >note: we hadn't fucked at all, both still virgins up to that point >be at grandparents' field for holidays >grandpa has several gnus for self defence and hunting >grandpa leaves gnu on desk after cleaning it while he goes to talk with grandma >see gnu >sit at desk >see round is chambered >rm safety >mount gnu /dev/rhand >mv gnu temple >man pause >my brains would be an awful mess to clean, grandma wouldn't appreciate that at all >touch safety >mv gnu desk >back the fuck off >later on find other more permanent reasons not to die, like remembering the debt with my uncle (see above) and that that bitch ain't worth it bro
And that's why I'm alive
>>719806465 >>719806125 >This will lead to suicide No it won't, don't worry. You will find somebody better later on. It will suck real hard, but it gets better later. You just have to plow through. See picrelated, it helped me.
21 year old beta autistic NEET, laundry list of disorders and disabilities. Dad beat me when I was a kid, then he divorced mom and moved to Florida with a bimbo. I didn't get to have any of the normal or fun experiences that a teenager does because my dad was a dick and never let me out of the house except for school. Got beat up and bullied all the time growing up. Laughing stock of my graduating class.
Just moved back in with mom because gf got sick of me. Waiting on some state-based agency to hook me up with a real job (not retail/food service shit) because I don't have the credentials to get one by myself.
Depressed whenever left alone with my thoughts for too long. Nothing makes me happy anymore, not games, not funny videos, not anime, I can't think of anything. I don't do anything but sit in my room and masturbate, and smoke weed when I can afford it. Don't really like alcohol.
Occasionally hang out with friends when they're available, roughly once a week for a few hours. I'm so depressed that all the laughter is forced. I also don't have a license or a car.
My parents both love my completely normal alpha brother better, the only thing that's shitty about him is how conceited and rude he is. He just harasses mom into giving him anything he wants. He also steals my weed.
Too anxious to go through with suicide. Just kind of waiting it out.
>>719807668 It's been almost a year since that post, but I've realized a lot. I did to her what my father did to my mother. Unintentionally, but I still did it. I was emotionally abusive out of fear and unbelievably low self-esteem. I still love her, I love her and miss her more than anything, and knowing how badly I hurt her fucking kills me.
>currently off work until monday >trying several dating sites >make my profile seem somewhat interesting, or at the very least, not boring >message women i believe to be within my league (4-6/10) >not a single reply
>>719808883 I'm not okay, and I'm extremely drunk, but I hope, at least, that I can help someone in these threads. Even if it's one person. Even if it's just making them smile for a few seconds before they go back to crying or feeling like shit.
>>719808730 Wanna know the crazy thing? Her parents never woulda found out if I didn't text the dude she was messing around with. He texted me to stop messaging her, (she never told me about him but I had suspicions) anyways i was like how about you back off, and that's when he went and told her mom. Fucking pussy. Sad thing was, she was going to stop seeing him because she knows she means the world to me. She even told me that her friends and family have never even seen her that happy before. I just had to go and open my fucking mouth and ruin the greatest thing that's came into my life.
>>719808829 I know the feels man, it has happened to me too. I messaged a girl and got the respond "Thanks for showing interest, but I am not interested, sorry" and the other girls I have messaged does not even reply to me messages even though they are normal like "Hello :)" not like "Wanna fuck" or "Let me rape you" I do not want to me alone, but I guess some people has to be.
Probably not going to get a job I was promised, which means I won't be able to afford a place to live and I'll have to leave my brothers place in a month. Feel like starting up my plan of killing myself before I turn 30 again. It's so very typical. Every time life starts to look up, things fall apart. I'm tired of trying. What does it accomplish other than getting my hopes up for them to be dashed again and again?
No joke, my friend wrote a program that uses Tinder's API to go through every chick in the area and would send him an e-mail when one responded. Dude is a neckbeard faggot but was still able to get laid. Dude put in as little amount of work as possible.
>>719799633 >be me, 18yo beta at the time >3 years on 4chan (yeah, yeah, I know...) >only friend is an adorable chubby girl in my uni course >I've been stress eating since uni started >We get blackout drunk together, get some food. I get half of it down, have to excuse myself to vomit >She starts flirting hard. I'm worried this will destroy the friendship, so I offer to make sure she gets back to her dorm safe >Have to carry her. Put her to bed, get her water and a puke bucket, leave a note saying I'll be back at 11am to get some breakfast with her (more on this) >She wakes up in the morning, freaks, tells everyone I raped her (no sex, whatsoever) >I get six calls on my way back to her room ranging from questioning to flat out accusations and threats >Can't muster up the balls to go back to class >Can't muster up the ability to eat. >Drop out, stop eating, drop from 250lbs to less than 150 in three months. >Death doesn't even want me >Check into hospital >Girl calls me up to apologize and asks to buy me a few drinks >Give up on women, aside from the occasional, terrible fling.
>>719810862 I'll have to go back home, which is far away from everyone else I know. Not like it matters, as all my friends have left me. It was my hope that I could find a job here, get a decent place to live, and get things back on track. Meet some new people, get a girl, make life worth living. But now it's falling apart and I don't want to get any older when my life is this empty. If I'm going to die alone I want it to be on my terms.
>>719810648 We shared classes with a few of her friends, closest thing I had to friends, aside from her.
Apparently she woke up naked, which would have been her doing considering all I did was help her remove her puked-on sweater and give it a rinse in the washroom sink.
I want every woman to be her on some subconscious level. I close my eyes during sex and see her. This is why they're only flings, and why they're awful. Only once has it been more than one night, and only half the time do I even bother trying to finish.
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