/b, give me a reason to don't kill myself.
>I don't do drugs
Well there's your first problem. Drugs allow you to make new connections in your brain. If you're doing something to make your life shit, you'll probably realize it after doing drugs.
Well, there is your problem rigth there.
Just get rid of the intermediary and start sucking cocks.
save an abandoned dog, chose one who seems to be forgotten and helpless. make him survive and then you can go. then you can say you make some good before go... or just get a todo list cheked of simple things you want to taste one more time...
I like that idea, but I think I'm ok with going out now, I did good things, I did bad things, it's been a short ride but it's been ok so far so I don't have anything I feel like doing one more time.
>to don't kill myself
just do it already.
fucking moron. if you havent done drugs then you havent lived enough to justify not killing yourself. do some lsd and mdma and see how you feel about lifes possibilities afterwards
Have you seen the before and after photos of an adoption dog? The change is incredible and beautiful.
Yeah, you will feel sad when the dog dies, but that applies to everything. xd
don't leave....help me remind me that its not like being raped every time....
OP, I advise, since death is pretty permanent, do some drugs. Meditate. Think about the problems in your life and consider logical steps that can be taken to reverse them. Life usually seems hopeless when you look at it as a whole, but if you look at your problems individually and start right the fuck now on fixing them, there will come a point where the problem is either gone or greatly diminished.
I don't have any problems really.
I just don't enjoy life.
I like doing stuff and have fun, have friends and family all that.
But death always seems like the better option since is basically sleeping and never waking up xd
I never said anything about dreaming o.o
Death is nothing, you don't think, you don't feel, you don't exist.
I used the sleeping analogy because sometime you fall sleep, but you don't dream, or at least you dont remember them, you just wake up.
OP, if we can't convince you not to kill yourself, you might as well do something really cool on your way out. I vote we turn this into a Cool Suicide Suggestion thread and brainstorm ideas that would make OP famous for the way he killed himself.
you got enough stuff to get going already.
If that's not enough reasons, at least don't do it for your loved ones, just try to ponder their feeling of your death in them, and if that doesn't do a shit, then I guess your problem is not feeling suicidal; you're just a full blow narcissists who wants a some moments of attention until this thread 404s
My life is more than good.
I can't really complain.
Of course if I die the people that knows me will have pain too.
But pain is not permanent. I know them and I know they will live through that.
Not really looking for attention, altho talking with you guys has been pretty nice xd.
I'm just curious, why people keep on living, when from my point of view, life is so fatiguing.
Sorry if I made you mad with this xd
Well, you haven't hit rock bottom until you've molested an 8 year old.
I know that, but I can't go really low xd I had good parents growing up so I have pretty decent morals.
Yeah I know there are people that got it worse than me. But that's them and there's me :v
that's... life in a nutshell. shit that was my childhood. You have to learn to distract yourself witht all the meaningless bullshit that's just killing time, until you pick and choose your favourites and obsess over those unhealthily. making those your life.
Welcome to the 21st century in a first world country.
Hire a prostitute, smoke weed, act like you give a shit for ten minutes, push out the dark thoughts so no one else is sad.
I'm saying do something to make your life worse, then get out of that. dip your head into the pool of hell, when it bobs back up for air, you'll feel better about breathing it.
I already have those, and I did made them my life.
Still, death seems like a glowing door that always seems so tempting, way better than any other door life has to offer you know what I mean? ;v
... yeah... I kinda get that.
Eh, screw it, I completley get that. to be honest the only reason I haven't blown my brains out is so I can fuck the planet up for the next generation but that won't matter to me when I blow my brains out before my body degrades around me.
Yeah it really does. Life's empty isn't it? it's challengeless, passionless, dry, dull, and mostly just distractions upon distractions, bought with money we made, getting other people distractions so that we can stop contemplating just how bored we are of life itself.
Well I believe there are challenges in life, so many emotions too.
There's so much beauty just in this world, now imagine the universe.
And even with all that, I would rather be dead.
yeah, you think so. not until you've been to like japan or some shit. australlia, america canada, go to these places. You might realise that the world's less dull than you think. maybe. or you might realize that america has been infecting the world like a virus and everything is the same and you might as well hang yourself. Either way, it's something to try, wheather you like it or not.
Well i've lived in two different countries most of my life so i got that xd.
I don't believe life is dull, au contraire, there's so much beauty in this world life is amazing.
But even with all that, death seems so tempting :b
huh. so it's not a sadness or boredom thing? b/c I completely understand those. can't imagine your perceprion of death. I mean in my mind, it's a long black void of nothing that you gaze into for eternity.
Having no end date has to be pretty fucked though, doesn't it? a thousand years passes by and nothing changes. still just a dark void. still nothing.... your relatives wait, and they mourn, and they die, adn you never see it, and their relatives wait and mourn and die and you never see it, and it's still just an infinite black void.
I don't know what after life. And don't really care either.
I, however, hope that there's nothing xd
Cause anything that is remotely like life is gonna be kinda the same. So I rather avoid that just in case haha dying once was already hard enough :b
heh, yea I get that. I'm a writer myself. People ask me what I write and in the back of my head I think "whatever I feel like" then say something genric like sci fi, or something
Of girls it aint that big tbh, just save the one I like the most when I lurk here :b
heh, I wish it was that simple. I can't even talk to people without saying something twisted. I don't know when I started talking like an edgelord but... well it's stort of permenant now. I'm pretty sure most people can't stand me. Besides screwing I've completely stopped giving a shit though.
You'll be surprised, girls love sex too, they, however, have the option to be more picky :^) but if you can afford going to the gym a couple times a week, in like 3 months you'll be a sex machine :v (in looks tho)
>I can't even talk to people without saying something twisted.
Why don't you just think before you speak, and only speak if you know 100% it's something a normal person would say?
People get into art most of the time because they saw/heard/read someone and they want to copy them, so if that person does X genre the people that get into that will also say that they do X genre. Something like that haha
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well, there's blowing something up you hate... Jumping into the mouth of something carnivorous... writting a cool suicide note, like somethign poetic or from a show or something... or death by police. maybe they realise they aren't made for the force and quit, and you just inadvertently save a life.