Feels thread anyone? Or is it too early? I've got some

>>718865505
Shameless samefag self bump. I'm feeling like shit /b/ros. Help a /b/rother out

>>718865505
You don't ask you just start greentexting faggot.

>>718866195
I need to know if interest is significant enough before I waste my time.

feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGJpE_trCyQ

Too early bud. Assholes are out still Try a few hours later

pour it out

>>718865505
Do it fgt

>>718866344
Dubs commands it

>>718866375
Will start Keep bumping /b/ros

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>>718866454
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>>718866667
Im gonna kill myself fuck off by 1

>>718866740
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>>718866344
>>718866911
Get thread

>>718866979
I will singlehandedly keep this alive

>>718867033
Check my 3rd dub nigga

>>718866514
They have it wrong.

The day s/he die, she dies.

This person is her heritage, and her mark on the world. She lives on in this person. They should live on with her sacred memories, for it is what she would wish. They would be the proof that she existed and lived a good life to the end.

Perhaps even, one day, they can carry on her mark with children of their own, or some talent they could bring to the world/

>>718867059
Op we've go this

>>718866454

Designated Driver Diaries

pt.1: A background

>Be me
>19 year old uni student
>Be quiet person whom many know to be "weird" whatever that means
>Consequently that means nobody cares to get to know me, I feel like I'm wearing an invisibility cloak
>Be kind of a pothead in HS but not nearly at the level that most people at uni are
>I go through a gram or two in a week if I smoke everyday
>Most people go through a gram in one sitting of many in a day
>Point is I smoke very infrequently, maybe once or twice a month if not less
>Start to become known as the "chill designated driver dude"
>"Chill" means that I allow them to hook their phones up to my car's Bluetooth and blast their nigger rap whilst I drive them about
>Basically become an uber service for potheads
>Start to think that they are taking advantage of me in the back of my mind and hate myself for it
>Quickly met with the reality of the fact that this is my only meaningful human contact ans the only think people know and like me for
>So I allow it to continue despite my better judgement
>Start driving more and more people around and eventually monetize it
>Don't make much money but its enough to pay for gas and tendies

Will tell more stories about specific individuals bump/reply for intrest

cont?

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>>718867064
What the fuck did that even mean tbh my dude

>>718867168
Go on

>>718867168
con't away shithead

>>718867168
This sounds like me. Continue OP

>>718867168

let's hear it

>>718867208
https://soundcloud.com/nymano/short-stories

>>718867208
>>718867490
Should we add chill music to this thread?

>>718866614
I didn't care at all until I saw the picture of a hawt af petite bae.

Anyway, honestly it doesn't really matter if you or anybody else dies. I just don't see the problem with existence. It's funny to imagine it being an actual abhorrence to anyone, just like when I watch those Mr. Meeseex going insane on Rick and Morty, but to me it's just neutral with some bad, good or great moments here and there.

Just get over yourself, there's nothing special about existing, and there's no need to end it either. We find meaning in the things we experience and/or like, find your own meaning.

Otherwise kill yourself, that's fine too I guess. Kinda sad it's not some ugly bitch killing herself instead though, but that's just my dick talking.

>>718867559
But how do we know existence is real?

>>718867776
I want to die

>>718867559
couldn't have said it better anon

>>718867168

Designated Driver Diaries

pt.2: Elias

>This would pot uber thing started with my friend Elias who I met in high school
>First time I ever smoked was with him in junior year
>we both had good grades and got into the same uni
>When he came to uni he had changed though
>Started to smoke more and more amounts on a more frequent basis
>Becomes addicted and relies upon me to drive him places to go about his day
>One day I was driving him to work and he passed out in the back of my car
>That's when I put my foot down, I asked him what he was doing with his life
>He said he didn't know and felt bad that he had become what he had sworn not to: an addict
>Gets fired from job by Mr.Sheckelstein for being late that day
>Becomes more depressed
>Later that year I found out that his father had abused him throughout high school
>Also found out that his brother had been re-deployed in the marines
>He attempted suicide
>He's still in mental care and I never see him anymore
>Docs put him on heavy anti-psychotics, so when I did see him he was more of a zombie than when he was stoned
>Tfw best and only friend at uni is a literal zombie whom I never see anymore

cont?

>>718867900
JUST FUCKING CONT STOP ASKING

>>718867900
Seriously, when has anyone not wanted a cont in these? Keep fucking going

>>718867900
That's really intense im sorry my dude. Continue

>>718868033
>>718867900
this means "yes, please do cont"

>>718868033
>>718868102
Solid points. Also, checked

>>718868187
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>>718868389
Dont you die on me thread

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>>718867900
actually, no. fuck you OP. don't cont. you cunt

>>718867900

Designated Driver Diaries

pt.3: Brad

>Brad was this new guy in uni
>In one of the fraternities
>Real frat boy-chad and a friend of Elias
>Troublemaker as well, couple of things on his record
>Got caught doing weed near a school and almost got arrested
>Was a pretty stand up guy, nice to everyone, gave me free weed
>Emphasis on was
>Every time he would get in my car he would demand that I dive him to some fast food place
>He would always be incoherent and retarded sounding when he ordered
>Would always blast rap where every other word was "nigga" in my car with the base all the way up
>made weird hand gestures whilst he did it like he was beat boxing or something
>Other than that he was pretty loyal for a short time, me and him would go to parties
>None of which interested me
>My relationship with this kid soured when he started to get more and more desperate for weed and drugs in general
>Got addicted to pills and almost OD'd a few times, requiring hospitalization
>Then the broke into someone's house to steal weed and got busted by the cops
>Got charged with breaking and entering
>Arrested and currently serving in prison
>No remorse or sympathy whatsoever.

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>>718868594
Fuck off fag, I'm reading his story

>>718868600
Fucking pills man, I've seen so many lives destroyed by them

>>718868600
OP thanks for these stories. They make me feel less alone

>>718868600
this doesnt belong in a feels thread my man

>>718868600
I'm not american, are drugs such an issue in school there ?
Continue writing OP, I'm reading with attention

>>718868594
Bitch, all i've got is alcohol, time and this thread so fuck off

>>718868594
lrn2sage

>>718869007
Not really, at least as far as I've seen. Colleges more so than high schools however

>>718869135
My man

>>718869224
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>>718868600
Designated Driver Diaries

pt.4 Claire

>At this point I'm starting to wonder what's so bad about the world that everybody needs to smoke or do drugs to feel happy
>Where have we gone wrong
>Be up in the North Shore of Chicago visiting parents for Christmas
>Meet up with former high school class mate Claire who was a stoner as well and went to a local college
>She lived near my parent's house and would always ask me to drive her places
>She would literally smoke every time we would stop and if we were not stopped would request to do so
>Got annoying after a while
>After a while her incessant nagging causes me to give in to temptation
>I let her stop off, where does she go?
>My childhood park
>So many memories of that place, of laughing as a carefree child when we were all truly happy
>Playing on the jungle gym was what got us high, we didn't need any chemical trickery of our brains to feel good
>I learned to ride a bike there and even had my first kiss there when I was 16
>See it being desecrated by a bunch of stoners who don't know what this park means to other children and to me
>Get pissed off and leave her there to walk home in the cold
>0 fucks given, at this point I'm done with drug addicts
>All I ever wanted was human connection which I never seemed to be able to get
>Still don't know what happened to Claire and don't want to know.

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>>718868600

You're a pretty good guy OP.

We all wish we could do more for those around us, but you can't save everyone. Keep it up, and hey stories could make a great book one day.

>>718869529
Is dis hors ? Lokks nice
Werhe deos he ciome friom thooo ???,,

>>718869465
I think you have an amazing amount of sympathy for people who are self-centered. And that's not a bad thing.

>>718869465
I feel that OP. People just want to be numb they dont want to experience anymore

>>718869465
If nothing else, you're a better man than I am OP

>>718869465
Must be hard seeing your old world (best friend, old childhood park) like that. Be brave man, you seems like someone I would want to know

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>>718869874
I think people want a distraction. There's so much hate and animosity and tension in the world everyone tries to find an escape. Not all escapes are as destructive as drug addiction, but most people have them.

By being nice to these people, giving them rides and looking out for them, you're making there world a little less shitty. If you can't handle that anymore that's ok, you'll find a place keep looking

>>718869465
Designated Driver Diaries

pt.5: Ben

>Ben was one of my long standing co workers and one of my only friends after Elias turned into a zombie
>He lived a few towns over so the only time I got to see him was when he came to work with me
>He was an alright dude, generally decent in his character, didn't steal like some others did, was opposed to anything but weed
>We decided to go to Chicago for some music festival for spring break
>Brought a little bit of weed with me whereas he brought what I believe was upwards of an ounce
>He was a big time stoner, would see him smoking weed out of a vape in the break room bathroom at work
>Despite this was not that big of an addict unlike the others who smoked as frequently as he did
>Was generally an okay dude and still continued to be
>Then when we were smoking beside Lake Michigan on our way back to out hotel for the night I realized something
>Ben and a few of his other friends would just pick any old spot to smoke in
>No sense of aesthetics, only to smoke
>Eventually find this little nook nestled in some deep foliage with a beautiful overlook of the lake from some elevated rocks
>Was around sunset time so quite the sight to see
>I finish one bowl when they're on like they're fifth
>Want to stay to admire the beauty of the lake and the beauty of Nature
>They want to go do some menial shit like find some food vendor on the beech not even 5 minuted after it hit them
>Tfw nobody will see the would the way you will
>Tfw lonely and isolated because of this

>>718869734
I'mm drunk guys.; I sould'nt be here

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>>718870197
I'm slowly going into that situation. I smoke weed often but I still am out hiking as often as i can and working. But all of my friends now just want to sit inside and do nothing all day which is making me lonely because i dont want to even see my friends anymore.

>>718866614
OMG IS THERE MORE?!?!?

>>718870398
Jesus fuck that just hit me like a brick. OP we are the same person

>>718870607
I wish

>>718870607
This is a feel thread cunt, be nice for once and take your boner somewhere else

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>>718870705
Not OP, but when I was younger I had the same feeling. Then I met someone whit who I could share this kind of deep stuff. He's far now

>>718870555
checked. Anyone else in a similar situation as me and OP?

>>718870398

Designated Driver Diaries

pt.6: Sophie

>After spring break start to develop interest in girl in my class
>This is not a love story so I'll spare you the details
>Interest was shared and we entered a relationship a few weeks later
>Was a loving relationship till about mid summer
>We went on this camping trip looking up at the stars with each other in our arms
>Sophia was this beautiful girl with golden hair and piercing crystal blue eyes
>Alas after July ended those eyes were almost always red
>She becomes more and more distant, she no longer holds me with that same feminine touch
>Her soft soothing voice now coarse and raspy
>She left me in September
>Figure out it was because I was no longer getting medical

>>718871149
That's where I'm at. I know people but we're so far geographically.and I just can't connect with people near to me.

>>718871149
It's such a strange and saddening feeling because these people I used to love are just becoming shells of what they were or so it seems at least.

>>718870471
I'm going ti bed guys. Cann you say "Bonne nuit" to me pleasse ??; It's good night in my langue

>>718871351
Bonne nuit friend

>>718871351
Bonne nuit ! I might move to France some day

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>>718871238
Were with you OP

>>718871599
checked

>>718871824
Stayin alive thread

>>718871506>>718871537
Thansk guys, things are rugh sometimes but allways are here fro me . I am not lonely with you, maybe it's the alcool but I love you all . Bonne nuit amis

>>718871238
Designated Driver Diaries

pt.7: Epilogue

>Last greentext was short because of the pain it causes me to write it
>Running out of time to cover leading up to the present
>The last straw came when a few douche bag fraternity boys hotboxed my car and I got pulled over
>They were vaping so it did not smell thank God
>Never really got why people hotbox, its so stupid in my opinion
>Cop lets us go
>I drive up a few blocks and kick them out of my car and throw their stupid nigger rap playing phones out the window
>Connect my phone and my true identity to my car, finally I'm myself again and not some slave to others' opinions
>Funny how a simple lesson taught to you your entire life only really becomes applicable after you've seen what giving too much of a shit about what other people think can actually do
>I spend my days alone now, and I'm happier because of it, I smoke weed occasionally and don't let it interfrew with my life
>Have accumulated library of books and am becoming better person
>Tfw this is the happiest I've ever been
>Tfw all came from the hardest lesson I have learned thus far

Fuck this site, every add for a dating site like it's moking me

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>>718871940
I'm still working up the courage to be where you are OP. I really do want to be happy

>>718866287
Do it fuck man you should have just said

Feels thread
>Greentext

>>718871940
Happy to see that you were strong enough to carry on. Good luck for what comes next OP

>>718871940
Thank you OP

Back to usual /b fagotry I guess. Fuck.

>>718872654
I dont want to go back

>>718872950
Yeah, me neither. Maybe I should do like this anon:
>>718871351

>>718871599
Sad story anon. Checked

>>718873185
I might do the same. Netflix and sleep, great way to start the weekend... :( Good night Anon, I'll be thinking about you. Bonne Nuit

>>718873185
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>>718873567
He seemed like a lonely guy, you must be to ask randoms to say you good night. Bonne nuit anon, I will think about you too.

NATO is fr faggots

>>718873964
Wrong board mate

>>718874137
Mate?

>>718871940
boo, you suck

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>at work, had my hoodie hung up in the back room
>shift done, grab hoodie from under everyone else's stuff, go put it on
>notice something familiar
>it's the same fabric softener she used to use
>all the bad feels I thought I had gotten past come rushing back
>still wearing it now
fuck

>>718875851
Be strong and move on anon. Be brave.

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I almost lost my virginity to the girl of my dreams and I fucked it up because I couldn't get a boner. Fuck my life

>>718865505
>be 19
>perpetual fuck up
>fuck around in school entire time
>1.9 GPA
>Uncle pressuring me into military
>start losing weight
>hit weight requirement last night
Help I don't think I can make it /b/ros

>>718876859
lol this is why you dont watch porn

>>718877483
I know it fucked me up good. Worst part of it is she probably won't let me try again.

>>718876746
thanks anon, I'll do what I can
>>718876859
you got a second chance? is there a relationship here or was it a one time thing? either way, don't sweat it too much, people put way too much importance on losing your v-card, when you do it doesn't change a goddamn thing.
>>718877215
nope, fuck you anon, you're gonna make it
we all will

>>718877675
She's a really close friend of mine. I hope there is a second chance. Im just going to act like it was no big deal and that i was nervous.

I was eating her out then she literally said "hey anon if you want to lose your virginity, nows your chance." Whipped out my dick and the condom and nothing.

My parents have been married for 20 years and now they're getting a divorce
Their anniversary was 3 days ago

>>718877928
just talk to her about it, explain you were nervous and want to give it a shot for real, preferably in a situation where you can go for it shortly after the conversation
from this moment on, stop watching porn and jerking off, as that's also a likely factor
remember, one or two drinks can get you going and improve things, but more than that are generally detrimental so a little light drinking is something that could work for you

>>718878426
Porn and jacking off is definitely a factor here. I'll talk to her in the morning, she's staying at my place and I kinda just left the room shortly after that. I took a few shots of whisky earlier, and I've heard whisky dick is a thing.

If she doesn't give me a second chance then fuck it. Ill just watch brazzers for the rest of my days.