I'm a 400lb whale and live a comfortable American middle class lifestyle. My bf and I have a traditional relationship. He works and I am the homemaker. Cleaning and cooking, etc. I have lost 80lbs already because I have stopped my over eating. I used to be in a feederism relationship before. I eat normally now, and take our dogs out for walks. I want o pursue furthering my health. But the bf isn't supportive and I feel so alone. I spend my freetime on here for memes Also I lurk the threads of hot healthy attractive girls, the perfect 10s, etc....and just desire such a smooth body. I know there is no chance of it being like that, my body. I have scars and sag and will need all kinds of cosmetic surgeries. Anyway, I still lurk those pics and dream about it. Though in reality I just want to exist in a form that isn't so painful to be in. Also I lurk omegle because I have a decent unfat face and can hide my mass, just to get compliments from randos. I never chat with anyone or do more than just my face,
in contrast to >>718712929 i so wish i had never gotten married. and i wish we had not had children. given today's times my strong advice to others is don't do it, don't do it and don't do it. DO NOT DO IT.
Me and my cousin have been lovers since we were young. I honestly don't see myself marrying any other woman tbh. Friends and family think we're just friends. To me she's completely perfect and I love her and I hope one day we are confident enough to come out to our family.
When I was in sixth grade, this old guy on my paper route brought me inside to pay me. He had me sit down on the couch, paid me, then taught me to fap. Overall, it was a win. Got paid. Fapped. OTOH, he was also fapping.
>>718714018 Same guy >>be 15 >>go to church >>would be the crafts person >>little girl always hugging on me >>wants bounced on my leg >>agree to shut her up >>bouncing commences as i do crafts >>after 5 mins or so feel little girl humps >>feel her grinding hard into my leg >>realise whats going on >>put my hand on her back leaning her forward >>she does a soft moan and shivers >>"thanks im done now going to go play" And thats how it started Continued until 18 when i joined the army
>>718710068 Kudos to you. I myself like big girls but you're probably tired of hearing that from guys, understandably. Don't compare yourself to what you consider "perfect 10s", because beauty is totally subjective and I'm sure you're gorgeous inside and out. Wish I could work out with you and tell you how great you're doing. I'm scrawny and pale but find myself comparing my body to dudes all the time and I know it sucks. I really do hope you can learn to be comfortable in your skin, because big is beautiful, regardless of fetishes.
>>718714842 >>stll 15 >>church movie night >>different 11yo girl basically yelling to a girl she wants bounced >>"i can bounce you" >>she mounts my leg wearing pjs >>im also wearing pjs >>start bouncing maximum speed >>she leans forward pushing down >>her hands on my knee keep clutching hard then soft >>i stop bouncing and she starts grinding into my leg >>shes breathing heavy grinding hard >>clearly orgasms on my leg with a heavy sigh and a shake >>gets up and walks away >>sit and hide raging boner in a church pew This stuff happened with ten? Or so girls of all ages. I dunno wtf put leg bounces in their heads but thank you to whatever did.
I've had the biggest crush on my mom my whole life. She's been in and out of relationships since I was a kid, and I just always wanted to be the guy that treated her right. Now I've got a huge oedipus complex and just want an older woman to take care of me and treat me like her son with benefits. Probably never going to find a woman like that who won't just see me as a boy toy and then toss me aside when something serious comes along.
>>718708180 I pretty much don't believe in anything supernatural anymore. I've been studying and doing introspection, and I realize that I am a secular humanist. What makes this difficult is the fact that my entire family is extremely Christian, with multiple pastors and all of us life long believers. If they were to find out I no longer believe they would treat it like a personal attack and nothing would ever be the same. Furthermore, I happen to be a teacher at a Christian run private school, where absolute faith in the Bible is a requirement. I feel like I'm having to lie to everybody just to keep my job and keep the peace with my family.
>>718713243 i Can relate to you Anon one of my "friends" is a total dickhed and only talks about things he likes and never let a Conversation anywhere near some deep topics and mygirlfriend is also super shallow and Dumb i really need some good Companions too
>>718708180 >be me, nearly 28 >in a relationship for some month now >she'd do anything for me, is a really lovely person >I don't really feel it >talked to a girl on the internet >she is 16 >fell in love as hard as never before >cant resist meeting her >she is without a doubt the most beautiful girl of the world >made out >want to meet her again soon
I'm in love with my cousin. She's adopted and not a blood relative. She's younger, but let's be honest, that shit doesn't matter. I've loved her since she came into my family but we were never really close. A few years ago once she started having real interests we started hanging out (both liking video games and such). I was always content and happy getting to spend any time with her. It wasn't often, but it was enough to become friends. 2 years later now and we went on a family trip together. We spent most of the trip together and I found out she has an online girlfriend. They're both young enough that it honestly is most likely innocent, but it somehow makes me extremely depressed thinking that she has someone in her life that's close to her like that. Someone who could prevent me from being close to her. Or maybe my cousin would reject me and it doesn't matter anyways. Either way, I love her and thats my secret. If I can't have her, I'm not really sure why I should stick around. Life's boring and repetetive when I think about not spending time with her, and honestly I'm just coasting by every day of my life until I get to see her again.
>>718717081 another anon here: Itdepends on how deep your relation with that girl is, sometimes when i do that shit i feel guilty afdterwards and sometimes i don´t i cheated multiple times on my Current GF and allways thought that it was nbd since i am not really sure what i feel about her so the fact that you have a strong emotional response indicatres that you have a strong bond to your GF
>>718708180 My GF of 6 years. I hired her 24 year old niece as my secretary. Brings me breakfast every morning. I get head and get to fuck every day at work in my office. I have my balls drained and stomach filled by 2 different women everyday. She is totally in love with me too. Says if shit never works out with me and my gf, I can always have her. If my gf ever found out, life as I know it would be over, but if we ever just broke up for whatever other reason... im still in good pussy territory.
>be me >18 >meet up with girl my friend introduced me to because she was deppressed and thought i might cheer her up >friend isnt super close and does not know i am nihilistic and suicidal myself >we meet up at my house >she has a panic attack and breaks down about all her dumb issues >says she thinks about killers herself everyday and shows me her scars >i tell her that if killing herself is what she really wants then she should go for it and be truly happy >sit in awkward silence and watch fast and furious 2 >she kills herself that night after i drove her home ha
I fell for this girl. She's damn near perfect in my eyes. Cute as fuck, kinda awkward in a good way. Smart as hell, knows what she wants in life. She is the type of girl that I wanna marry.
But she gives of mixed signals.
She seems very enthusiastic about meeting up and doing something. But then when we get close to it, she shys away. Maybe it's her awkwardness acting up? who knows.
But it's not like she shy's away from talking. We can talk for an entire day without issue, and she will always respond to my mild teasing favorably. While she kinda does the same to me, but in a way that would be trying to motivate me to do something
I don't know what the deal with her is. Seems like she might actually like me. But she just can't commit to a meet up. Even those she seems so eager and enthusiastic about it. I guess just take it slow until I actually get some sorta response from her.
Though I kinda wanna either just come clean with her with saying "Hey, I've been holding this in for a while, but I really like you, but I've always been afraid of losing you as a friend as well because I care a lot about our relationship, but I had to get this off my chest, I don't really care if you don't feel the same way, but I'd still like to remain your friend as well if I could."
or just try again with meeting up. But make it seem more intimate or romantic with something like "I really enjoy talking to you, and I want to take you to _______ this weekend."
>>718717081 Yeah, but its always fleeting. I'm 23, and try to keep it with women older than I am. has happened 4 times, once with a fat girl my age.
I almost cant not flirt with women, very subtly though, I'm forever searching for the secretly dirty ones, nothing like it. I always let them know i'm in a relationship. That way when you get into it, its way kinkier, because the taboo is already established. My main girl wont get me TOUCH her ass hole. I've eaten the booty on all 4 of the other women. Of which, i can all set up meeting at my leisure.
Its a thrill, almost a fetish, makes me want to try harder for my main girl afterward.
>>718718037 Dude even if she doesn't admit it at first. Its her awkardness. You need to just be straight up with her. She will appreciate it a lot more even if it is a little awkward for you. Also she could be a little worried because of the ways guys have treated her or maybe she just hasn't flirted much. Regardless just talk to her until she is more comfortable and let her know your feelings. Then she will be more likely but nervous still to hangout.
>>718717838 Your 1st 2 questions, sometimes, and sometimes not. She just doesnt treat me the way I want to be treated I guess. It took me awhile to answer with you because I had to be honest with myself. Sure shes nice, but I guess lately I havent been happy anymore. Not like when Im with her niece having lunch or seeing a movie or whatever, getting into the heat of passion and shit. I guess I dont know, they treat me differently. Im too pussy to really break it off I guess because I still do have a love for her.
>>718717675 thats good i hope its fullfilling you since my GF is also doing all i want from her, but it feels totally bad. probably im just the kind of guy who likes the path more than the goal but on the other hand my GF isn´t really attractive and not able to fullfill me emotionally so that could be the root for that too
>>718718454 I know its partially her awkwardness causing this. And partially mine as well. But still, I've known her for close to a year, and its kinda been this the whole time. Maybe she's slightly more comfortable though? She seems to laugh at my stupid jokes and kinda teases me as well.
Also, she never texts first though. I always initiate, but she still puts effort into the conversations as well
And, I still think that she probably is inexperienced with relationships as well, but who knows if that is true.
My friend told me he thought Chelsea handler had the highest body count and I said I bet Whitney Cummings has half as much as her and he said wanna bet so we did. Now I have to find out the truth and don't know how.
>>718719178 I'm funny I guess. I have no idea. I'm a 6/10 on good days, but I'm a good writer and a good listener and I'm super confident in front of younger girls. I just know what to say in the right situation. The 16 year old I'm dating now even knows I'm into younger girls but she doesn't really seem to care. Even though it doesn't sound like this I really love her and I will marry this girl.
My daughter came over to hang out to watch football and have a few drinks. She took a bath later and called me in to wash her hair. When sleepy time came she wanted to snuggle and I ended up licking her vagina. 10/10 would do again.
>>718718676 You're a piece of shit. I'm 26 and have a 16 year old sister and I know without a doubt that a 16 year old is not anywhere dclose to relationship material for an adult. You are probably a manipulative faggot that drives a Grand Prix and thinks he's waaaay cool
10 years ago today, events that I put into motion, caused the death of a young woman trying to win a video game console for her kids. I feel tons of guilt for it even though friends and family tell me "its not your fault". It would have NEVER happened if it wasn't for me.
I have been dating my girlfriend for over a year. We've done everything BUT full on sex, she even lets me half-dick.
Her father killed himself a year and a half or so ago and she is really fucked up about it so she holds her family really close because of her anxiety that they will end up dying somehow. She was about to go all the way and have sex with me, but then her mom (super religious and protective) saw something on facebook from some dipshit dad about how college students can get birth control stuff without their parents knowing, and asked my girlfriend to please tell her if she ever thinks about doing something like that. She's afraid of her mom freaking out and disowning her if she talks to her about it, but loves her mom and is afraid of doing something that her mom won't approve of and keeping that secret until her mom's possible untimely death.
I have already had sex but i'm in love with this girl, and I'm not ever going to cheat on her. I just don't know how I can convince her to let the other half of my dick inside of her.
>>718720807 >Family acts like they 'love' and 'care about you' all the fucking time >barely even check to see if you're still alive Yep, but that's no secret though. We often forget that "family" consists of humans, and like humans, they are just a bunch of fucking vultures.
>>718721772 the jerking off is whats holding you back. Start lifitng weights, or riding a bike, build up a nut, and find some nerdy girl to befuddle with your weenie.....Also get a fucking job so you can impress said nerdygirl, and maybe stand on your own two feet.
> I'm 15 > older foster sister visits > she was a teen mom > brings 7yo daughter > I'm playing Nintendo in the recroom > haven't really seen much of her > she gets into my lap while I'm cross legged > interrupting my view and fucking up my controls > start tickling her ribs to get her to move > tries to fight back instead > turns into little play fight > let her "win" a little > I'm on my back and she's stradling one leg > tickling my ribs (not that ticklish though) > oh no.. Hard on.. Wha.. Why!? > hope she doesn't notice > she shifts up and makes contact > kinda stops for a moment.. > swings other leg over so she's full straddling > grinds me through my sweat pants > the mix of shock, fear, arousal.. > I came within a minute > "uh.. You can play.. I need to go to the washroom" > cleaned my crotch as quickly as possible, and was in a outwardly calm/ inwardly paniced state until they left > never heard a negative word about it
Turns out my niece was being abused/raped by her babysitter at the time who was around my age. Guess feeling my errection triggered a learned response. My foster sister moved two cities over, and there was a whole court case etc etc.. Saw my niece only a few times after that. Pretty sure that experience (which was my first with any female) turned me somewhat pedo.
>>718721406 I've started a new tradition of her coming over once a month or so for us to cook new stuff and hang out w/out her husband to keep our relationship close. I don't push the nakedness but we do sleep in the same bed when she stays the night. Patience is so hard but I have to settle for what she will give for now. It has to be her idea ya know. I've been thinking about how to talk about it with her but I don't want her to say its not happening again. I'm trying to play the long game. My timing has been pretty terrible because the last 3 times she visited she was on the rag. I try timing it out but her shit is irregular. I rub her back and move down to her ass and hello there is a goddamn pad in her panties.
>>718721781 I would use a claw or some tool to reverse its feet in a turn while I hold its legs on position. Stamp my feet in its face and if it weakens I fill its mouth with a packege full of tin nails. Than I stamp agian at its mouth. Use the fri-pan and boil its tail inside. Than the skin need to be peeled off and I lit the rest in fire with petrol.
>>718722953 >heavy drinking, small house party with American exchange students >hey anon let's go to the kitchen or whatever Naive cunt as I am when I'm drunk And I can use a glass of water > walk into kitchen , the bitch starts immediately making out with me >it's just making out although it is scandalous enough already >bitch drops on her knees unbuckles my belt >before I know ir she's sucking >feelsgoodman.jpg > realize what's going on > take out my dick, pull up my pants >spaghetti starts dripping out of my pocket >get out
Basically I don't approve my own actions but I'm not feeling guilty either. Other time was basically the same but in the toilets of a club, I did let that girl finish that time though.
>>718724889 Probably the same reason as a lot of people on here. It's hard for me to ask girls out. Also, on dates, I always feel like I'm holding back and am uncomfortable. I'm sure if I get more practice, things will get better, but getting started pretty difficult.
Also, because I'm relatively attractive, I have a hard time committing myself to one girl because there are typically multiple people who are flirting with me at once. It's actually pretty frustrating because I end up doing nothing with any of them.
>>718725301 I was raised in the church and the whole premise is that we need to be saved because we are sinners. Stop trying to be Jesus. You can't "good boy" your way into heaven dumbass. Sins are forgiven if forgiveness is requested.
When you're a hot guy and shy it's hard to figure out what attracts women. You can be awkward af and they'll still approach you but then that's it. What helped me was reading guides from Pick-Up Artists in their forums and then go partying and practicing. Got laid first time about 6 months later.
>>718725444 I used to have that problem and I ended up memorizing some conversation lines and just started using them. You can have the same discussion with the same responses to a bunch of girls. They are so stupid and air headed that it works out fine. After a few attempts and learning how to smile and make eye contact without looking like a dumbass, you can get women pretty easy. You have to remember, they are stupid.
That's the thing. I am not too that she doesn't actually want to do something, or if she's just too nervous currently. All other signs seem to point to it just being nervousness. Especially since shes inexperienced in relationships.
Also a friend was in the same fucking situation and the girl ended up reaching out to him without and prompting from him, so....
>meet a girl at a houseparty in summer >hang with her the entire night >didn't get to bang because she threw up every five minutes, apparently vodka isn't her thing >aside from the constant vomiting I really liked to be with her and hold her >a few days later I texted her, and so the next few weeks or so, as a common friend >invites me to her best friends bday, which is on the other side of the country She lives about 200km from me which is a bummer >at the late stage of the party >with her on a roof of some shed >staring at the stars >had butterflies in my stomach this whole time >eventually start making out, which I suck at so it doesn't last long >fall asleep cuddling The next day at her place, oh god I literally want to kill my self for existing - I was hung over and tired so my humour was shit+cringe like everything I said that day. Also acted like a 12 year old. She hasn't spoken to me since, ignores me etc. She was someone that I felt like was the only one for me. Now I want to die. Yesterday was her bday. Asked her if she wanted anything special. >Seen 15:45 Oh yes, the secret, I almost forgot. Gonna kill myself soon enough, just tryna figure out the best way to do it.
Sniff, the Estonian youtuber is a cringy faggot. I would stuck a hammer up his puny white ass, cut him and light the fucktard on fire and hope he won't die so he'd suffer till the end of time. And yes, it's personal.
>>718726968 You need to open your eyes. They are migrating into areas they have never lived in since the religion started. They will continue to do that and gradually change where they move to and breed like roaches. In 100-300 years, when your stupid ass is dead and gone, and your descendants have to start living under Sharia law, it will be too late.
>>718726908 My mother forced me when I was 11 years old and I got pregnant, my sister who already has 13 got into my bed a week ago and I wake up to kisses in the mouth and tells me that she is in love with me, I do not know what to do, my mother He died and I take care of my sister.
>>718727179 That should be extremely easy to pull off. >start fucking >"baby, there is something you could do that would really turn me on" >"whats that, wife?" >"I want to see you fuck Friend. It makes my pussy melt just thinking about it" >"Is this a trap, wife?" >"no" >"call her"
>>718709691 Pedo here. If you're checking out 2d loli threads or god forbid deep web CP what you want to do is abstain from Pedo pornography and try to lead a normal kinky as fuck lifestyle with an amazing sexy non pedo person instead. I abstain from it and I get no urge to look at it whatsoever. Looking at 2d loli stuff just triggers you into wanting to masturbate more to Pedo stuff and that's not good. Plus if you date a Pedo bf your kid has a way higher chance of being a pedophile too. You want to improve the genetics of your family tree so that pedo stuff is extinguished out of it.
Unless you want a pedo BF because he will *get you* for liking kids. But the thing is it's not anything you have to tell anybody. It's not this crucial bad thing that you can't open up to people about not being a pedo. And it shouldn't be this crucial thing you look for in a boyfriend.
Any negative associations with it are just ignorant social lies that are spread around. You were born that way and you can't help it and nothing is bad about you for having that. You're more than deserving of a regular attractive as fuck sex partner just like everybody else. Obviously you'll never do anything bad to a kid IRL
So if you're not going after kids and abstaining from the porn then just live a regular kinky sex life as a regular kinky person. Just stay away from pedo stuff in general.
>>718728467 I guess you're right. My thing is that I like to be honest in relationships. I still like adults but I feel like I'll always be sort of a "closet gay" and I don't like that. I only look at loli and erotica and it doesn't go further than that. I just thought having someone like me would be fun and liberating to be around.
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