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10.No spamming or flooding of any kind. No intentionally evading spam or post filters.
>10.No spamming or flooding of any kind. No intentionally evading spam or post filters.
>hey its you again did you become a serial killer yet ?
>oh, it's the begging op again. disgusting
>>And why do you do this?
>Do you want to connect to humans?
i guess so...
>always the same answer your on your way
>Tell me something about yourself.
i'm just an anonymous user...
>top 10 most autistic threads on 4chan
>Your countdown is almost complete.
>What will you do next?
i have no idea
75, 50, 25 are skipped because they are the same file as 76, 51, 26...
>What are you listening to right now?
if you click "1day" on here that's it...
i've been try-harding to not be "negative" for a really long time because it's really unproductive, and stuff...
but i just want to say...
...that it's really stupid to not let you delete your posts or at least your threads any time you want to...
>make a new thread and link it.
i don't want to be perceived as "cancer" like some other "general" threads we know... but... since it's asked for... then... maybe... thank you...
That's fine. I read all the text on your website and you said you are working all the time, so I was just curious.
I can sympathize with the feelings of futility. Don't give up, though! Make something wonderful and you will be proud of yourself.
>>That's fine. I read all the text on your website and you said you are working all the time, so I was just curious.
>I can sympathize with the feelings of futility. Don't give up, though! Make something wonderful and you will be proud of yourself.
yeah. thank you...
same. thank you. i'll try...
for a long time i fought against the idea of doing "donations" because i didn't want anyone to think i'm greedy, etc.. for example even here you have accusations of "begging". so. i never wanted to accept donations to begin with.
part of me also thought of the whole "die a hero" thing. attempting to do something good. failing. but remaining "pure".
everyone just wanted it faster and i couldn't afford to do it as fast as everyone wanted. so basically everyone begged me to accept donations.
i'm still hesitant. but steps are being taken to accept donations. that's actually what's being worked on now. spoilers. i'm waiting for a part to come in, complete the machine that was intended for the site, then use that for fund-raising. i can't afford the network connections needed and i'm in debt. using my own connection is also out of the question for a number of reasons. mainly because i want it to be at least somewhat decent when it comes.
also. for anyone questioning. i have had experience in this before. i've run experiments that users posted on, i've run some small-scale online games, etc.. i've actually had a working prototype of it up. i just don't want to post anything until it's ready. because during my experiments i couldn't really deliver more like everyone wanted. so it's basically everyone just sort of being disappointed all the time. this time i want to be able to do everything.
for example even this site used to have a ".net" tld, they got their hosting taken away. and what did they do? they ran it on their own machines and network connection. this is just doing that pre-emptively so nothing is lost. so we don't have to deal with any of that. - again. i know this from a lot of experience. it must be this way.
oh. i'll also probably be doing a lot more original content and things to promote fund-raising. there's a lot of unreleased stuff. i'm hoping i may be able to do even more than that. i'll have to see what i can do.
i could release experiments but there's a thing called "momentum". i've actually released experiments publicly in the past. it's just sad when the momentum is lost. i want this to be ready.
also. getting back to a lighter note. someone was like "you use 'i' a lot". i actually attempted to not use 'i' a lot. then i get a response like "why do you talk like that? are you foreign?". so. can't win either way.
ah. for example this thread has a lot of hype. i feel it. everyone's blood is stirring with anticipation. that's why i wanted to avoid threads. but. again. i'm waiting on a part. and i don't have anything better to do. - that's really what needs to be done right now. - so i decided to attempt to make the thread for fun and post the site as a minor note. oh well...
>Ohh... you want a free and uncensored site?
>Are we talking masterchum or are we talking piratebae? (Misspell to defeat the system)
i don't like being meta.
to be honest. i would like it to be different than anything that came before.
and to be honest i'm not even sure. you can argue that it's good to have a "free and uncensored" site. and i'd agree with that. but i remember when this was a small site, mods would appear and ban users all the time, and users actually liked mods. before bans and mods became invisible, and stuff.
so i'm not really sure what kind of site it's gonna be. i was planning on putting it out there and seeing how everyone reacts. like everything else i do. but i would like to be able to do anything or close to anything as possible just in case it is needed.
for example. when i ran an experiment and invited a few users there wasn't really any talk about anything being "free", or "not free". everyone just posted what they wanted. without being meta about it.
personally. i think a lot of the internet is taken too seriously. i guess by default now i have to do that with this. but i still like having fun and posting things for fun. as difficult as that is to do.
i would like to see less meta and more "hype", "energy", and "fun" in a way. i think a lot of the image boards energy and luster has been suppressed and fought against.
basically. you'd post something and have everyone posting all sort of things in response to that. but now we just don't care.
but. i guess the best part about it is that i would have somewhere to post. because i have nothing. to be honest. i can't even use certain other sites for various reasons. of course - i even have issues with this one.
so. maybe that's why i happen to attract a lot of great users. maybe they have the same problems as me. i don't know.
i wanted to just put it out there without being perceived as having to have it be a certain way. i wanted it left open to interpretation. the whole thing going slowly due to being poor, and having everyone ask for me, is probably the main thing that has gotten me to appear and post a lot.
I was also thinking about talking like this and being less of my "posting style" of being stream-of-consciousness and "spammy". Again, I feel uncomfortable in public speaking roles and am bad at talking to people. But I'd want to let everyone know that I care and am taking it seriously. I'll probably fluctuate between them; Depending on what I'm posting about.
I'd like to promote the fund-raiser constantly and have it be a huge success. So everyone isn't disappointed. It might even go in the direction of us actually doing things before the site is up.
If it's a failure then I'll probably continue attempting to do it on my own. I have to be happy with "at least you tried", right. - If that did happen. Then if someone's ever like "I hate everything everything is cancer where did everything go so wrong what happened there's nothing left why". Tell them about this. Tell them "at least they tried".
I also don't want to talk about and announce something; then possibly disappoint everyone by it not happening. Aside from the site itself. Which is the priority. That's why I don't want to get into specifics. It's disappoint vs. surprise. Please understand.
Like for example going "this is like this and we're doing this and this is what we are" vs. posting and just doing it. It's probably difficult to understand. But basically I don't like to say that we're a certain thing or in a certain way. I would rather have it speak for itself.
Your posting of those images of "screaming internally" to show how you look and "screaming externally" to show how you really feel concern me. How are you coping with all of this, anon?
>Your posting of those images of "screaming internally" to show how you look and "screaming externally" to show how you really feel concern me. How are you coping with all of this, anon?
I was actually thinking that others would laugh at it. But maybe I need to be more serious. I'll probably take it down. To be honest. The debt. Has driven me crazy. So. Thank you...
>I understand. You want the site to establish its own identity in its own way.
Yeah. Exactly. I don't want it to be a lesser of something.
>It sounds like a fun site and I'm curious to visit when it's ready.
Thank you. It will be glorious. Even if it's only me there. K-kek...
I guess what I'm also worried about is that no one will show up, it will be heavily fought against, etc., etc.. So. I have come to the conclusion that if everyone fights against it and it is only me by myself. Then I will be happy with this. And enjoy everything. By myself. Glorious...
>I'd rather hear the news straight from the horse's mouth (>>718665273), but if you say so, press secretary-anon.
And we want to thank press secretary anon... for putting that out for us...