Lied about being good at internet marketing, somehow got through 3 jobs doing this over a 4 year period. Sometimes it worked for clients, sometimes it failed miserably. Started my own web company providing website design & marketing tools for dat recurring rev. Cold call and lie to get contracts signed.
I was an addict for 5 years and no one had any idea, not my family, friends, or girlfriend of 6 years. I was in horrible shape and had to use every day. I've been clean for 40 days, and I can't tell anyone about this accomplishment. It took me months to safely taper down and the withdrawals that I fought alone were terrible. I think about using every day.
>>717626993 Basically I started to date a girl and a guy that had a crush on her killed himself. Then a friend of her cut too deep because she would often ignore her to be with me and I finally got bored of my gf and guess what she did about it? T'Was a very edgy and crazy, I sometimes miss them, but then they would cry over anything.
Some slut I know struggles with suicidal thoughts. I dislike her so at first I thought I wouldn't mind it if she did. Then I realised I kind of want her to. It would benefit me because we have multiple related friends who tend to cling on her side. Now i'm thinking of ways to simply drive her to do it: leaking nudes, sending escorts to her house,... Have I turned edgy and bitter?
I basically send near 7 guys (all over 60) pics of my dick daily. They love getting it and I love showing off my Precum etc. I edge for about 7-8 hours daily and can end up pretty horny. But I edge to girls though so I'm straight right? Kek
>>717626026 didn't that happen to everyone? >fall for fake shit and send nudes to older people when young >when a bit older use knowledge to scam nudes out of people younger than you >a decade later feel weird about both of those times in your life
Bifag here, wanting to go to a gloryhole. Though my gf is fine with me being bi, she'd never be okay with that. Two days ago I ate her pussy and came on her ass, but I've been dying for dick the last few months.
>>717634067 I'm not going to try to convince you to quit, I know if I heard that I wouldn't have given a fuck and would have continued what I was doing. I will say that I didn't think I would be able to handle sobriety and I had been so used to being fucked up that I was afraid of what day to day life would be like sober. Not to mention being fucked up felt good, obviously. But now that I'm sober I feel fucking fantastic. Plus I'm at a physical peak from working out to get those tasty endorphins that we all love. Your brain adjusts and you feel just as good as you do when you're high.
>>717635387 You're cheating on your boyfriend because he won't fuck your ass. think about that for a second. The best thing you can do is break it off with him, and find someone who will do that. you're only hurting him by doing what you are.
Great comedy bit by Ali Wong on her husband not wanting to give her anal. "Don't you realize if I posted an ad on CraigsList that said "Petite young asian woman wants anal" I would break the fucking internet?"
>>717635395 I've been friends with a lot of opiate addicts, and I have seen a lot recover. The fact that you have been clean for 5 days is a huge step. Take the cravings 1 hour at a time, it feels so good waking up the next day knowing that you conquered the day prior. However, if you do relapse, don't use it as an excuse to continue using and just give up. You're human, get back on your feet and forgive yourself if it happens. Exercise has helped me so fucking much, I highly suggest using it to help your brain release endorphins and help you feel better about yourself. It also encourages stronger self-discipline, which you'll need when fighting cravings. You got this dude.
I fucked a whore once who advertised for anal. I wasn't really into anal so we just had pussy sex - same price. I just thought it was interesting that when she whores herself she prefers the ass. Also, she showed up without a condom. If I didn't have one I bet she would have taken me raw in her ass.
Another interesting thing about her, she used a phone number that was her number at work at a government office. Fuck Washington DC is weird as fuck. Damn near every woman in the 22 - 38 year old range is also a whore and no one bats an eye.
>>717636726 i do it for multiple reasons, 1 it feel less like cheating on my boyfriend (but i know it is) 2 it makes sense because sex with my boyfriend is good he just doesn't want anal at all so might aswell only do that if i have sex with other guys. it's also a domination thing. they treat me so differently than he do and it makes me feel dirty, i never let any of them fuck my pussy though, it would feel wrong, most of them get so turned on anyway if they prod my pussy and i beg them to only use my butt
>>717637222 i really am not proud though. tbh i didn't even plan on cheating the first time, it just kinda happened. i talked to a friend of his about it and he just...took control. i didn't want to stop him
>>717637674 not always no. but it does always feel good and makes me feel dirty enough to make it worthwhile even if i don't cum. they've eber even tried t o fingerm y pussy if i'm honest, the moment i tell them i only want anal it's all they can think about. but yes i do masturbate during sometimes
>>717625877 >eat my own skin......sometimes chunks taken from my feet I used to do this when I was a kid but I was all kinds of mentally fucked up and on a cocktail on pharmaceutical drugs trying to fix me. What I'm saying is you're probably fucked in the head and need help.
one of my ex's came to town all horny. we're both married. we ended up fucking. she told me she was now into anal. pretty wild - she's super conservative and will barely even tallk about sex of any kind.
Her company has an office here so I think I'm gonna be fucking a lot of that ass.
>>717625388 I once tried to kill myself by swallowing every pill and drug I had access to. Only reason i survived is because something in there gave me such bad nausea I vomited the whole cocktail up. I have yet to tell anyone about this. Not family, not friends.
>>717639726 No, you don't love him. You just think you do. You obviously dont love him enough to sacrifice a sexual fetish in order to maintain his trust. I honestly feel sorry for him, he has no idea that youre out there breaking his heart. If you truly loved him you wouldnt be breaking his trust because of your own sexual desires. Its not empowering its selfish. I dont mean this to hurt you, I mean this to bring you back to reality. What youre doing is not right, for you, your relationship, or your partner.
None of my friends know, but I'm getting cucked this weekend by my girlfriend and some black dude we met at the bar. We exchanged photos a couple days ago, showing comparison. My girl is definitely in for a treat.
Today I hit a car while trying to park there was no damage to the other car but my grandmothers, which I was driving. There is two black scratches on the front bumper now not that big but can see when close, I feel like absolute shit cus the car is brand new and I did a hit and run even tho there was no damage to the other car.
>>717642198 In the UK, it never got public apart from one slag on fb because of another thing that was posted at the time, this was about a site called imgsrc and basically me and some friends put her pics and little cousins pics on there with most of the school for a laugh
>>717642477 If you actually love someone, you don't betray them like that. she clearly doesn't "love" her boyfriend in the actual meaning of the word, she only "loves" him in the modern day sense of just wanting them for cute banter and your cummies, nothing substantial.
>>717642568 just once. i honestly don't go seeking them out. the first time happened with a friend of my bf, i wanted to ask him why my bf wasn't into it and he kinda... did it to me didn't ask any questions just dominated me, it turned me on so much i didn't want to stop him. he told some other friends and they were all very ehm into the idea of fucking me.
>>717643022 you don't know me or how i feel about my boyfriend. i DO love him, i feel guilty and really want to try and stop doing this
>>717643168 If you actually loved him, you would stop, you fucking fool. You clearly don't love him enough to consider his feelings and to stop taking it up the ass from multiple different guys. He's an object to you, a means to an end, nothing more, and you're so spineless you can't even admit that to yourself.
I'm an electrician and often go to houses for service calls. Anytime I find myself in a house with an attractive woman in it I ask to go to the bathroom where I use her toothbrush on my balls and anus. Makes me instantly hard as fuck. If given enough time I'll cum on it and I'll even scrub inside the toilet with it.
I know it's gonna anger a lot of anons but I still feel like this is more natural than an exclusive, one-one relationship. Human desire doesn't end at "tying bonds" and at this point it surely becomes that those desires are simply much oppressed and hidden away. It would probably slightly annoy me if my partner wasn't open enough to admit this either
>>717643168 >I know it's gonna anger a lot of anons but I still feel like this is more natural than an exclusive, one-one relationship. Human desire doesn't end at "tying bonds" and at this point it surely becomes that those desires are simply oppressed and hidden away. It would probably slightly annoy me if my partner wasn't open enough to admit this either
>>717643431 i don't know if i would call myself very easy, this is a very recent development. i've never cheated before. i've only cheated with his friend and the guys he told because they know how to push my buttons i guess. i'm terrified of my boyfriend finding out since every one of them knows him pretty well. i hope they never tell him. ugh, so i guess. in a certain way i am kind easy ?
>>717643450 stop making assumptions, he is not just an object to me.
>>717643972 Actually I'm not sure. I've been trying to figure this out for years actually. I've done much worse to women just for the hell of it because I honestly get off to the idea of them suffering. I've never physically harmed or raped one (unless they got sick from the toothbrushes) but I have gone out of my way to fuck with them including stealing from them, keying their cars, manipulating them online, leaking nudes, etc.
>>717644369 I'm not making assumptions, I'm making criticisms based on your behaviour. Own up to your own selfish bullshit, and either get your act together or leave him. People aren't objects that exist for your own enjoyment, and saying you "love" him doesn't mean shit when your actions say otherwise. Talk is cheap, actions define character, and your actions speak to what I say. Not my fault you can't handle the truth.
Is being physically present due to technology love because me mind is over this. That stupid little voice wants to continue, but the sound of reason is screaming if you don't leave soon, I will call the fairies.
>>717645088 that's something that kinda happened in the past but at a bar. i begged him not to because my boyfriend was in the next room but he didn't listen once eh... started i couldn't get myself to say no anymore. i don't know what's wrong with me for getting off on being treated badly
>>717645543 as a female myself id say have sex as much as you want, its fun after all but youre breaking someones heart and if you loved your bf im sure you wouldnt want that im sure you do like him, but dont hurt him like this id tell him eventually he gives you another chance, but thats pretty rare
I have been diagnosed OCD and I have a pretty big fear of germs, I won't even piss standing up because I don't want it to splash onto my clothes. I don't know why but when I watch scat videos it grosses me the fuck out but I get really turned on and I fap to them every couple of days.
>>717646609 i do not want to hurt him, and i genuinly do want to stop.
>>717646658 i don't want anyone else to know how to push my buttons know where i am.
>>717647017 i don't really want to be "servicing" anyone
>>717647023 the fact that they're his friends are why it's so hard to quit. they see him regularly and i can't avoid them without telling him. if it was some rando i could walk away from it would be much easier to stop
>>717646884 >>717647465 So you genuinely believe cheating on your partner, hiding that your cheating, continuing to cheat on your partner, and not planning to stop cheating is morally correct and justified?
>>717625388 I fondled my niece while her mother lay dying in a hospital. >me 13, niece 4 >her mother gets into car wreck. >Whole family rushes to hospital >leaves me watching over niece >She's watching TV, I'm bored >I start to fap >She notices, comes over, curious. >I let her play with my cock. >She keeps pulling hard - trying to detach it. >I get her to lick it - she doesn't like the taste. >I get her to pull her pants down, "to compare". >I rub hers with mine. I open hers up, explore a little >she gets feels - won't let me tough anymore. >She eventually gets bored, goes back to TV. >I finish fapping. >A couple of weeks later, her mothers funeral. >I'm left watching her again. >she wants to see it again. (she's kinda excited) >let her play with mine while I explore hers. >lucky for me, I left her hymen intact. >Would have been impossible to explain away. And that's how I learned basic female anatomy.
>>717647496 for future reference then - friends probably a no go (as if you're capable of saying no) how many times in your life in the heat of the moment have you genuinely said no and stopped something happening, in the process of someone seducing you, etc?
My family thinks I'm straight edge and I just play video games and don't do anything weird at all.
In reality I'm looking at loli / guro porn 40% of all time I'm awake, I masturbate multiple times a day, and hold seemingly normal conversations with people between and after sessions. Everyone thinks I'm straight but I don't really have any girlfriends, and I keep dildos stashed away under my floorboards, I put on pink clothes and ride the dildos jerking off pretending I'm being fucked by guys.
>>717647650 2 years ago a dance school opened up underneath the apartment I lived in and I used to go out through the back of the building which ran right by the back exit one arvo I musta looked neet enough for the three of them to spark up a convo with me they were goin back inside and one of them gave me her number then added her friends and they barraged me wit nudes asking who looked the best and it eventually moved to skype chat with them individually where they'd nude up and watch me fap one of them came up to my apartment after the class one time and came in and blew me took several pics and vids and after a few days shared them in the chat the others got jealous and demanded to come up and sample the goods so they did one at a time and then all in a group my rekt dick and balls eventually had to move out of the apartment after the lease was up and never saw them again I moved interstaet
>>717648042 >>717647848 >>717647988 Here is an example of relieving your guilt by telling him could cause more complication than intended, especially if right now he is happy.
I'm not sure but, if I was anon's boyfriend, and I was looking back on it in hindsight after finding out, I honestly might wish I never found out. I don't know how I'd live with such a destructive truth it would probably fuck me up
lying to prevent hurt cus of some stuff that happened isn't always all bad. the relationship can still end
>>717647700 Fuuuuuuck what a perfect beauty. I dont know why you haven't just kidnapped her and taken her as your sex slave into the woods or something. Or fucking slip something in her soda or some shit one night and have at her for the evening in her own bed.
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