>>717587507 was molested by a teacher for most of my child life. when i was older i was convinced we were lovers. Now I'm alone, don't have anyone and spend day after day lurking on /b with nothing better to do with my evenings
>>717588680 secrets thread not an attention whore thread faggot
>>717588730 I was 9 to start with and interested in gymnastics. He was a P.E. teacher for the school but also taught at the same high school I went to. It was just instant molestation closer to rape. Speaking from my own experience it was a very slow and gradual thing that I could have been convinced of was love. In reality I was just an easy mark.
>>717587507 >be me >19 >go on vacation with your cousin and her family like every year >a befriended family of them comes aswell >smell your cousins socks and panties like every year >the other family arrives >they have a 10yr old daughter >mfw I see her little socked feet >explodingboner.gif >wait for them to leave the house >go to her room and smell those socks and panties >best smell in the world >jerk it off while sniffing >one of the biggest loads in my life >they come back >rub her feet after she was skiing >cuddle with her all the time Pretty good holidays for me I would say.
I do something mostly illegal at work, but I'm otherwise a really good employee (probably best at the place). Recently, a newer employee was caught doing exactly what I do, and was fired. He was a dick, so luls were had. Should I stop just in case they're looking for others? And yeah, there are cameras.
I rent out some apts I'm a building that I inherited. Mostly, I don't get involved, as the property manager takes care of everything. One day I'm talking to him and he tells me that the fourth floor unit is being used for prostitutes. I tell him I'll talk with them and see what's up. I have to talk to this 60yo Asian lady who barely speaks english. Turns out property manager was right. They rent out 4th and 5th floor. The 4th floor is used to host the johns. The 5th floor is where she keeps 6-8 young Asian chicks. So, to smooth things over, whenever I want, I can call her and have my choice of Asian sluts. Every couple of months, old girls leave and new ones come in. Another bonus is the $2000 a month I collect in cash to not cause a fuss. So far, this has turned out better than I had hoped. I wonder if my dad had the same agreement?
>married for almost 2 yrs >after marriage she started to change, becoming more involved with her religion >started to have sex less frequently (not related to religion) >afraid I made biggest mistake in life
>>717591621 Talk about it, you guys are married and have to discuss everything. Contraceptive pills reduces the libido. It's more common than you can imagine, and this can cause mutual lack of interest because the woman doesn't feel like it and the man thibks that he can't satisfy his partner. Talk about it with her, Tell you need to have sax with her and that's it's important for you to please her.
>>717591816 no, i was pretty much indebted to him at the end. He broke it off with me and it almost destroyed me emotionally. remained upset but happy with what we had through the end of high school into college
>>717592628 You were a child, easily manipulated by an adult. He just used you, he's a monster, it doens't have anything to do with love. Love is when both parts are equal. Now you are devasteded by this.
I think, I have a drug problem. I'm happy to not smoke weed, drink or take pills, if I can't get any. But, if I have the opportunity to take them, or access I will. I don't take copious amounts at once, all I want is to be fucked up. Frequency is more on an issue than amount.
>>717592276 we did, many times... currently not speaking to each other because of it. The discussion turned to shit last night. She's not takng pills because of the moodswings and, as you mentioned, the reduced libido. She has an UID for a while already.
>>717592947 >came home drunk >pissed myself while ranting and blackout hammered >dad takes care of you and cleans you up >throws your drunk ass in bed and cleans up your mess >accuse him of molesting you
Fuck this. You're dumb but there are other dumb people out there, too, who could fall for the same shit. If this is all true, you are a coward. He's raping someone else these days and you know it. Hope it eats at you that you could have stopped him but didn't.
>>717593528 multiple reasons; too busy with work/school/internship, not feeling comfortable in her body (she gained weight) and yesterday she mentioned that I need to "seduce" her. The latter being very difficult because she doesn't seem to be into having sex at all, even when we do have sex.
>>717593004 we got together cause he was my gymnastics teacher. he was a very good teacher and quite flexible himself. when I was 9 my mum got me into an after school club for an hour a week to keep me out of trouble. at the time it was me and 4 others from my school. we weren't all that great. kids suck in general but had fun doing cartwheels and handstands etc. he brought a low beam for us to practice on and it was quite fun to walk about it.
we didn't have any sex until i was 10/11 and I didnt overly enjoy the first time we did do it.
>>717593185 some part of me accepts this is true, and that i really am still making excuses for myself. to be honest its only in the last year that I've started to come to terms with it not being as magical as I remembered.
>>717593699 its easy enough to say "just say this happened" but then you have to open the rest of the bag too. my mum would be destroyed if she knew what had happened when I was in school
>>717593701 Yeah, but you are a doucthbag now, and feeling guilty for you stupid actions. She probably kiked your ass and you, as an imature piece of shit who can't deal with loss, had to revenge right? You must have the smallest dick
What's worse, you're mom finding out something terrible happened to you years ago or another 10 y/o getting fucked raw? My sister was raped as a child and told everyone and yes it devastated the whole family. But now that fucker is in jail/on the registry and we're all a happy, well-adjusted family. I know it's hard, but I think it's your duty to do whatever you can, even if it's messy or there's no guarantee. Even if you have no evidence whatsoever, you can still talk and spread the word. He may be less likely to try something if he's been openly accused before.
>>717594846 well she was braver than me. I cant take away what happened to her but we are talking 16 years ago. He will be 54 this year, and it would really just be my word against his anyway. i've seen these things play out, you end up dragged through the muck and for nothing
P.S. If your parents pay for your phone bill, car insurance, hell even your fucking Netflix: Dont ever say you "made it on your own." It's fucking insulting to people who actually have to support themselves.
>>717594040 Quite hard... she's not helping at all... have a little more pacience and ask her to do the same. She's bigger now, but you still want her, Tell her this. That you are by her side to help her, she must feel safe with you. I have a similar problem too.. Can't get off to penetration, only clit. But my husband can't accept it, he says that for me his pennis is not enought, what is not truth, I just can't... Now to save our relationship I pretend to orgasm everytime, because I can't touch there or he will be upsed. So you and your wife will have to find a solution or will have to pretend everytime like me.
When my nephews stay at my house I sometimes let them shower with me and my gf if they want to, gf is perfectly ok with it. Their godfag parents shelter them from reality especially when it comes to sex/nudity type stuff. She is the 1st girl they have seen nude up close.
my secret- i go on 4chan a lot, idk why, usually just /b/ or /gif/ if im feeling like some porn, and occasionally /mu/ just cause, but mostly /b/ and /gif/; anyways i can never tell anyone because in truth i'm like a really strident feminist, i go to a fairly progressive university, volunteer as a peer supporter for our gender equity club, have a tumble, etc. i never post anything except this and like 2 other things but never inflammatory or political or anything, i just come to observe, but i feel so weird about it. my rosie the riveter poster is watching me type this right now.
>>717597525 yeah but see thats why its more of a confession. as a feminist this website goes against all of my values. not the porn so much but the creepshots, pedo talk, rape confessions, racism, "loli", fb fap, nudes leaked, and more
It's not your fault, though. It's that society has set up an extreme false dichotomy where either you're a pansexual otherkin or you only have sex with your wife through a hole cut in a sheet. The truth is the closer to center you are, the more mentally stable you probably are. I have an insanely healthy respect for my girlfriend but she likes to be hurt in bed. Just because I beat the fuck out of her when we're boning it doesn't mean I can't lay a jacket down for her to walk over when we're not.
>>717587507 >used to have bf one day he brought his gf over she was a meth head >she one day shows up to my home asking me for her bf tells me she wants to score some meth >whe are kinda drinking getting high proceed to kiss her out of nowhere she goes on boxing more >tell her im sorry we talk on the interwebs she says she doesnt know why she didnt want to >comes the second day tell her if she wants to go all the way cannot get a boner because of high she gets this dos equis bottle and starts sticking it up her pussy asks me if it doesnt turn me on >had her live with for a few months fuck her all the time like 10 times a day she would even swallow >ex best friend finds out because she tells him he was so in love with her had even tagged a mural with her nickname notebooks with her name tagged on it >she had this great ass would give awesome blowjobs and wouldnt say no when sex he just looked at me like with sadness what a cuck
>>717593265 I knew a guy like that he would steal even remote tv controllers, batteries, really weird shit. my friend used to be a dealer he used to invite him to his home all the time, he found all the shit he had stolen from him even shirts. he was like wtf recognizing all his stuff when he went to visit.
Back in the 90's on AOL, this local dude IM'd me asking if I was bi/gay. I told him no and he offered me money to get naked for him. After a couple weeks of him messaging me a few times, I agreed. Got twenty dollars to basically stand there naked while he jacked off. Awkward as fuck.
I did it a couple times and then the third time he talked me into giving him a hand job, then a blow job the next time.
After we'd been doing it for a few weeks, he asked if I was interested in making more money. I said yeah and he told me he'd tell a couple other guys.
My senior year I was making $250 a week giving blow jobs. Stopped when I went to college and I've never done anything with a guy since. Never even really wanted to.
>>717598222 nice trips i'm not sure i totally believe that (and honestly otherkin are so few and far between and unrelated to feminism/sjw-dom that idk why people still bring them up). i understand that it's important to strike a balance but i can be submissive/domestic and still be a feminist; power play during sex isn't misogynistic with both parties consenting. 4chan, on the other hand, can't be reconciled with my principles, they are explicitly mutually exclusive due to the culture of this site. it doesn't make me question my values, it just makes me confused about why i enjoy browsing these threads so much and i hate to think about what my friends/mom would think.
>>717598967 AOL chat was a gold mine for fucked up perversions. I met this couple, and all the guy wanted me to do was use his wife as hard as I could while he was handcuffed to the bedframe. Literally choking his wife while blasting her ass and he's struggling to find an angle to watch. The strangest part was, after every session, his wife would give me this very heartfelt thank you, and walk me out.
>>717599230 yeah it definitely makes me believe we (feminists, not /b/ros) are fighting the good fight- problem is, i always want to bring it up during feminist discussions as an example that yes, deeply held misogynistic beliefs are still common in many regular man and ingrained in our society, BUT i never want to admit that i've actually visited 4chan lmao:(
so we were away for a competition it was a two day event and we were staying over in a hotel near the event.
>first day and sequence floor piece has been a bit messed up. feeling a bit stressed so go see teacher to feel better >he has been pretty good at getting me relaxed. can give very good massages >go to his room just down the hall and knock. he lets me in and asks whats wrong >tell him nervous about the next day and that worried we wont do well >he tells me not to worry and that I did do well. >offers to massage my sore calves >agree and lie on the bed >he just talks about nothing in particular for maybe 10ish mins rubbing over my back and legs running but over my butt bur probably hovering longer than any normal adult would have dared. >asks me if im feeling relaxed >i tell him im feeling a bit more relaxed >he says he can help me feel a bit more relaxed, but its really more for big girls, not little kids >get pouty and tell him im plenty big enough >he says okay and removes his shirt and trousers too now just in his boxers
FYI by this point ive already seen his cock and an erection. he said it was common to get them while training as all the muscles are being used in gymnastics >looking at the bulge i say I dont see how that is going to help >he says to not worry and that ill see soon enough, but if i want to take off my clothes as well it would help. >comply for teacher and lie face down in the middle of the bed while he walks around me. >can feel his hands on my body and this time they are oily, and very warm >he starts speaking again and tells me how lovely i am, that im better than the other girls etc. >he keeps flattering me and i can feel his hands massaging my ass. >I tell him it feels weird but he says it will feel better soon >i can feel his fingers playing around the outside of my butt and my rubbing between my legs
>>717600020 So much underage ass on there. Met a girl who was submissive and wanted to be told what to do. Three weeks after I use her like a porn star, she tells me she's 14. It didn't stop me for seeing her for the rest of that summer, but damn.
>>717599792 >i feel quite hot and a bit confused, usually I just get rubbed a little but this is very new >then i feel a finger wiggle its way inside my ass and i gasp. its not quite painful but its defintly weird. very hard to put a feeling on >he laughs and asks me if its too much. I am still little after all >Shrug it off and tell him its fine (its not) and he keeps wiggling that finger deeper >I squirm as it pushes at my insides and I feel slightly sick and cramped and just as quick as it came its gone. >the relief lasts a minute as I feel something a lot bigger push against my butt >he is now over me and i can feel his breath as it runs over my neck >"dont worry anon, ill take it slow. tell me when you cant take it" >his dick tip slides inside and I choke back a small scream. I can feel my ass stretch to accomodate him. oiled lubed or not all i can feel is that dick pressing into me going deeper inside. >I think I must have been crying because he started whispering soft words in my ear. I cant remember what was said only that it gave me something to focus on beside the hot throbbing in my ass. >every thrust felt like it would wrench me apart >he probably only had an inch in, just my body wasnt equipped to handle it. ill never know >he could have lasted 5 minutes >it felt like five hours >that feeling of dick throbbing in your ass as he came inside me I will remember for probably forever >and then the feeling of it sliding out like I was missing something >I could still feel him inside even after he was gone >he hugged me and told me i was brave. >i fell asleep in his arms
the following morning was pretty gross. if you havent farted cum before then you have never been properly scared at something wet in your pants. I was relaxed the next day, probably from exhaustion as well as the trauma
>>717596763 not very good at green texts but is that what you wanted?
>>717601448 I was 12. to be honest i think it was pretty slow just felt longer and bigger than my hands. when i gave him blowjobs I could only ever get 1/3 of him in my mouth at the time. scale that up?
Tied my gf over a chair and blindfold her. Let my buddy sneak in my place and fuck her while I watched and fapped. This happened a few times over a year until one day she openly agreed to threesomes. Eventually we did gang bangs too but she still has no idea I shared her in those early days
>>717602835>>717598248 Codeine usually. But I'll take most things. Tramadol, Zopiclone, Nefopam(They're fucking heavy shit), Diazepam are fun. And so other shit my friends give me that I can't remember .
>>717600663 Contacted a few escorts and college ex's and one high-school ex who were available, time-wise. Fucked four escorts, one I fucked 4 times and did 2 college ex's. I only got oral for the high-school ex. I guess she got weirded-out? idk
>>717603715 One of my sisters is a nurse and the other has a lot of back problems. I ask for painkillers by lying about my bad tooth. Which I do have and is really the reason I got into getting fucked up so much. Makes it easier to cope with. Can't afford get it fixed. When my auntie was dying she had oromorph, that was fun. My sister gets morphine tablets.
>>717603475 oh yeah they look at her a lot, she told them the 1st time it was ok to look all they wanted. she usually makes sure to give them a good view when she's washing her pussy. Can tell she gets turned on sometimes. the oldest is 9, he gets hard once in a while.
>>717587507 >be me >24y/m with 7/10 look >be in rotterdam >while being in relationship >fuck 54yr old transsexual from brazil >suck its cock >get suckd by it >go back to my girl >shit ain cash no mo >be single >no cash, home, friends >fmfl
life would be so much easier if i wouldnt be such a fuckup
>Be in uk >gov intoduces bedroom tax >live with grandma >aunt also lives with us >aunt gets paranoid as fuck about me living there >i lived there sinice i was 10 was working and paying full tax and stuff >she forces me out after going ape shit at me >lost job >had to move to another city for a year >took her credit card info >buy takeaways with it once in a while petty revenge i know, but i will never forgive her for it. She cost me my life that i was enjoying.
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