>>717286170 I asked my friends if they were doing anything this year and no one replied, so i thought they were all doing family things (this was in the middle of a conversation they were all talking in a group chat). Find out late through Snapchat that they were all together celebrating.
>>717288693 Why not what? I realized I could never trust any "friend" I've ever had . No girl cause I'm lovesick over this girl I think I love. It seems like every other girl just follows what she does
>>717289952 i have been deeply in love four times in my life but none of them wanted me. this year i had no desire to see anyone or celebrate. i feel sad and empty. all i do is work work work. i AM a robot.
>>717286170 yes, drove 400km on the autobahn to my second appartment because i have to work tomorrow and and at night the streets is free. went through a decently sized city ad 0:00 and the view was pretty awesome. all colerful and flashy lights and fireweroks araound. pretty cool, can recommend. gf was partying with some of here friends.
i worked, fucking idiots staying late in the restaurant watching the stupid ass balldrop. dont normies have anything better to do than make me stay late and babysit their dumbasses. i just wanted to go home cut myself have some drinks and go on /b/
Stay home take 4mg clonazepam, double dose of methadone 160mg then get drunk on ancient Napoleon brandy. The reason why is people are completely shitty. At midnite i went outside and bayed at the moon like a madman til my throat sore.
>>717294810 I am on a methadone script. Dont you find that after a certain dose it dosnt get you high? I guess you on 80ml which is what I am on and if i double dose it does nothing. If I take benzos on top it does get me right fucked up.
>>717288634 I have had my friends do the same thing. Rang them up to see what they was doing on a friday night and they all said nothing. Turned out they was all together getting high and shit. They not my friends anymore and I dont need any
>>717286170 Nah I was at a friend's house with a few people but it was kinda boring. Our get-togethers have just been the same the past year, sit around, play cards against humanity, no music, occasional video games but not enough. Idk what else we should do but it's getting a bit old (honestly it's because of the 2 girls in the group, they don't like anything).
>>717296066 I'd rather just actually do something fun, even just play video games, but the girls are dating 2 of the guys and they think video games are stupid (one of them gets vocally annoyed as soon as video games are mentioned, even if we're just talking about them and not even suggesting we play them). I'm often reminded why I'm single.
>>717286170 >shot some heroin and felt like God all night including right now >went to movies with my qt non-druggie gf >went to drink wine and watch the ball drop with parents and gf >now drinking coronas and watching a movie with my gf while looking online at new apartments Go work and socialize and your life will fall into place /b/rethren
>>717296439 Although I would rather be a total recluse this is good advice to yous that wanna try. I think I even gave a shit about that sorta thing when I was younger but now im just a grumpy old fart
>>717296445 Yeah no shit son. Good on her tho. I want to find a girl to chill and play games with but I hate going out, trying to think of ways to meet people. Might have to resort to a dating site or something.
>>717296374 >I was holding for a dealer friend of mine >my closet was like a pharmacy >my little sister has a sleepover >bunch of 15 year olds in the basement >I was in a real dark place mentally >decided to spike their soda >go down way later at night >they are all passed out >I get the urge >fuck her friends >out of nowhere decide to fuck my sister >but I only do her in the butt >next morning they're all complaining about feeling weird >it takes a little while but they put it together and accuse me >I deny everything >they won't let it go >one of the girls tells her parents >all parents pulled into it >lots of drama and dads wanting to beat the shit out of me >police called >while adults are discussing what to do with me, sister confronts me privately >she just wants to know if I did anything to her >tell her that, yes, I put it in her butt >she's crying a lot
Long story short, I'm forced into probation and therapy because I was 17. And, like I said, family wants nothing to do with me and my friends found out and won't talk to me.
>>717297303 It's cheesy, but imma take it one day at a time. I live out in the middle of nowhere now so sex offender registry thing shouldn't be a problem (no schools or playgrounds or shit like that). Plus I got the minimum for the registry, so only 10 years then I'm off it I think.
>>717297322 I don't know. If there was video of me doing that shit I don't think I would've gotten off as easy as I did.
>>717298081 It's pretty chill, really, but I'm Navy aviation, we tend to be the chillest of all. There's a few Joe Navy guys at my squadron, but it's pretty much like High School with 50 million dollar aircraft.
Haven't been on a boat yet, soon, but I am forward deployed out of the country.
>>717286170 My mom is still in the hospital, my son just got out of hospital - so I wasn't really feeling the need to get fucked up and fight a stranger over a cab. Had two cold beers, and watched a movie. Woke early today to go see my son, who's doing better today, thank fuck.
Buddies and I had a party, some drinks, played some vidya. As a joke, one of my friends took a snapchat video of all of us with the caption "hanging with the true fam" and laughed about the idea of sending it to this one girl we didn't invite (she thinks we like her, none of us do). Then he forgot to uncheck her name off the send list and sent the video accidentally. We're worried as fuck coz the girl has mental issues and we could get in trouble.
Also got my car stuck in a ditch and it now has a hole in the rear bumper. Great new year's.
>>717297508 So like I said, I went down to the basement to see how they were getting on...
>kinda eerie cuz music was playing >but all four of them were passed the fuck out >pinch them and slap their faces to make sure >just eyes rolling back, etc >I was gonna leave them like that and just go to sleep >but I get a sudden thought to do stuff to them >so first girl is on her back on the floor >I get in between her legs, put her ankles on my shoulders, reach under her butt to grab her sweatpants, and pull them up to her knees >feel up her pussy for a while >she gets wet >so I put it in and it's ridiculously tight >I fuck her for maybe 10 minutes >then I switch the the second one who is slumped, sitting on the sofa >I pull her sweats down and sorta scoot her forward to the edge of the seat >I lick her pussy a bunch >even put a finger in her butt >little taste of pee but I don't mind >third one was in the armchair, wearing a big t-shirt >she has giant tits so I play around with those for a little bit >I think I went back to the sofa girl and fucked her >then back to the armchair girl and fucked her >I remember I was basically comparing how their pussies felt >finally fucking armchari girl hard >moved her so she was on her back in the chair >legs folded back over herself >getting close to cumming >deciding if I would cum inside her or what >then I see my sister face down kinda in the corner >get the sudden thought to fuck her too >I stop and go over to her >pull down her shorts and start licking her butthole up and down >tongue her there a lot >put a finger in to test it out >then I put my dick in her butt >fucked her like that for a couple of minutes and came inside her butt >it felt amazing for a minute >then washed over with guilt >tried my best to put all their clothes back on >then everything else happened
>>717298853 In retrospect I think my sister went to the bathroom and maybe "discovered" my cum in her butt or it leaked out or something. Or maybe her butt just hurt. I'm not entirely certain how she KNEW I did stuff to her.
>>717298794 I suppose you are only mostly hear the bad stuff. I can understand why they would hate their enemy etc But none of them can seem to understand that if another country bombed and killed there kids and family they would prolly pick up a gun and go out shooting to. Im not turning this thread into a political discussion tho. <3
>>717299093 Well yeah. But when she confronted me she was like I KNOW you did something. Just tell me what it was. I actually thought she was sorta saying it in a way like she was in to it. Or the idea of it.
>>717299520 We still call them cabs, and lots of other things when we're smashing each others cheek bones to powder over who gets home first... I usually enjoy the spectacle of fat people fighting, especially when they have a fat, screeching wife there to throw insults, fried chicken and road signs at people... But this year I just wasn't feeling it.
>had plans to hang out with girl for NYE for weeks >NYE, 4Pm >she cancels, says she has a friend she hasn't seen in a while at a get together >bitches ain't shit, who gives a fuck >play DOOM all night >2AM, she is at my front door >her get together was a 10 minute walk away >all her friends went home, was banking on me letting her stay here >her home is a 20 minute drive away >small city, few cabs running, already booked >tells me she has no place to stay >"huh, that sucks" >tries to explain shit to me >a thousand excuses >zero apologies >tell her she better start walking home >she leaves crying, saying how much i hurt her
Would have loved to invite her, the girl I was crazy about, in. To spend a bit of time with her. But I think I did the right thing.
>>717300694 they said they felt sore? lol fuck man you should have roofied yourself too extra hard so when they investigate just say you only vaguely remember one of them telling you they wanted their drinks spiked and now she doesn't remember it
>>717300962 Im not that anon that date raped his sister was just giving my 2cents. He woulda gotten caught out at some point and courts are more lenient if you plead guilty so was better for him to do so and show remorse. Dunno how that anon aint in jail tbh
All alone. Smoked weed, ate some decent ribs, watched the fireworks and went to bed. Why? I don't know, i was surprised to not have been invited anywhere this year, despite most my friends getting together and celebrating.
>>717286170 >got invited last second to a friend house >it's three pretty fresh couples besides me >be kissless virgin/10 >they pretty much ignore me most of the time >thanks for reminding me how shit and lonely I feel all the time guys At least we had a lot of weed so I didn't care anymore at some point
>>717298880 New dad here. I feel for you and am glad Jr is on the up n up. My mom has the copd I didn't feel sorry for her because she let cigarettes destroy her. Sometimes that shit can be worse than crack.
Eh, kind of. My SO works nights, and ended up working tonight, so I swung by for an hour or so with some food. Kissed, took a shot, generally relaxed for a bit (much as she could at work, anyhow). Then, came home to a 6 pack, sat back, and came on here for... Really, the first time in 7 years. All around, a good night. Tomorrow begins a new day (er... Kind of day. I'll wake up when I wake up)
>>717303465 I understand man. Some of my coworkers have absolutely no goddamn compassion. Niggaz are lucky I have their cases. They always want to call back to my desk but you know, doesn't work that way. I max out myself trying to help but the public eats you up. I'm heading into another career field cuz I'm spent. But damnitt, niggaz need they bennies! I'm adjudicating like a motherfucker on Tuesday. I set it up so that nobody gets fucked on overpayments either. >silent champion
>>717286170 yeah man. Im not a forever alone guy, but when I go out I always ask myself: wtf are you doing here? You would be so much better at home chilling with ur computer. So that's what I end up doing
Didn't finish work till late, most of my mates work in pubs/clubs and restaurants so they couldn't make it, and the others were all with their families. So spent midnight lying in the living room floor trying to console my dog who was terrified of the fireworks.
>>717304450 Just doing what everyone should. Plus weed is the shit. Post a nug perhaps from your grow? >>717304457 NO is the shit. That middle eastern habibi is an amazing actor. Hope you saw the end? Shows how prison just morphs people. I think hbo should leave it alone while they're ahead. Hitting the crack pipe on the river scene was good enough end.
I spent NYE alone in my room, in the dark illuminated only by the light from my TV as I played Uncharted 2. I could hear some wankers at a party over the road counting down and cheering. I was alone because nobody invited me anywhere, and I don't have enough friends for me to have organized something and have enough people turn up.
>mfw NYE means nothing to me, just like christmas and my birthday
i was at a party with old, good friends, and i got to fondle a pretty attractive girl, but i was also not the only dude she allowed to do that, and she didn't go home with me. though i don't think she went home with anyone else, either. so i can't really call it a win as far as new years' parties go, but it wasn't a total failure either? who fucking knows. at least it's an improvement over the last few months where i haven't had any intimate contact with a female whatsoever
>>717305170 Might just be my town (very, very shitty college town... fuck it, Tucson), but that is -precisely- the type of person a bar is made for. People who deeply hate themselves, whose hatred then spreads to those around them. There's the shared mutual hatred that eventually leads to everyone being comfortable with one another. Great shit.
>>717286170 I was with my family but I spent most of New Years Eve in bed because I've had a migraine for two days and it feels like my head is on fire. When the clock struck midnight I was crying from pain.
I wasnt completely alone... I just got a cat but it's not quite as I expected. I thiught it was gonna be all cuddly and shit but I just dont feel a connection. Maybe not just yet. Im still gonna take care of her though. Shes the only other living creature that I live with.
I've been writing a seriously fucking intense break up letter to my fucking schizophrenic ex girlfriend. She's probable out partying, maybe getting laid, I don't know and really don't care. The weight being lifted off of my heart cleansing my soul of that psycho bitch is probably the best I have felt on New Years in a good long time.
>>717307267 i dont know what i can say.. i dont know what to do.
I spent all night getting fucked but i couldnt feel anything, these are close mates ive known for ages too.. it should have been fun but i just felt like i was dragging them down the whole time.. i genuinely tried to pretend to leave at one point before the countdown.. but then realised i was being insane and just went back.. got more fucked... but still feel fucking empty and mental.
I'm fucked... i think im genuinely fucked. what do i do?
I was at home, alone, because the bitch who I dated for months, not responding to any messages at yesterday, I've waited hours for a reply for what the fuck she wants on Newyears eve, but nothing. She send me a pic about it in the morning. On the picture there was her and her ex, on the bed, where both of them was naked. So 2016 fucked me in the mouth one last time.
No, was at home with family, but I slept from 10:30 pm to 6 am because I didn't have a coherent sleep schedule for three days before that, and was finally able to peacefully sleep. I mean it's just another year, still smug as ever :^) .
>>717286170 My mother forced me to drive her to some family friends and even guilt tripped my teenage brother to come and ditch his friends. Fun times. I didn't argue because no one invited me anywhere anyway.
Still feeling high from last night.. but i'm really exhausted too, i just want to get some rest, but gave up on trying to sleep after laying in bed for 5 or 6 hours. I still can't focus on things, feels a little psychedelic.
Ive only done some mdma and smoked a shit-ton of sativa hash. That was at least 12 hours ago.. Sick aftereffects. But at least no headache.
Feels like i need another buzz to survive this day. My brain is so fked atm.
want to be alone, made the mistake of telling people i want to be alone, they harass me, finally they leave me alone around 11, then around 11:30 friend calls, bloo hoo i want to kill myself come over lets go out, im like no i just wanted to chill, bloo hoo you didnt help me when i asked, should have just pretended to go out somewhere and turn off my phone
>>717286170 I've made an interesting transition as I've got older.
>Very antisocial up until 14. Super social and well adapted until 16 when 2 closest friends died in the same wreck. >Super antisocial until 23 when I FORCED MYSELF to socialize and talk to women. >Super sociable for many years, make friends and meet chicks. >Realize most females are horrible people that when you're not playing the game (the indifference game), you lose them. Realize friends have very sketchy loyalty.
Back to square 1. I'm done with people. I'm confident it's my choice though. I'm now antisocial again, not because I don't have social skills.... but because people are garbage.
I only hang out with people like once every few months despite having friends that regularly ask me to hang. People are exhausting and poisonous.
yes. was feeling a bit sick 2 days before went to toilet liquidshits.jpg after a while i also started puking still shitting brown water it stopped woozy wake up on the floor with a bloody mouth bit my lip when i fell went to the doctors 1 stitch it opened went back, didn't rly need stitch stayed home because i look like bubba
tfw i passed out while taking a shit no greentext because can't
>>717303686 Unless you find out he actually didn't fall asleep don't be too mad I'm kind of a flaky friend so my friends always assume I'm ditching them when really I sleep like 15 hours a night/day. I don't wanna flake out it just,happens.
>>717320705 >I liked a girl who was friends with them >I was open about it(I thought she liked me back) >she rejected me >I told this to the friend who's still my friend >the girl got mad because she thought I'm shittalking behind her back >Said 3/4 friends got mad aswell Now they rather are friends with a girl they've known for 3 months than with me who they've known for 10+ years >Friends
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