>>717261887 Yep I was born here. I have had relationships, not a virgin, but my sex drive is zero. I have a female friend but we haven't had sex for 1,7 years. It doesn't bother me. I don't do anything for fun because I am too tired after work. I just browse the internet for 2 hours and repeat the cycle.
Honestly I don't have anything better to do so why not just work. At least I'm not drinking or shooting heroin in some dark alley somewhere like a lot of my old friends. Meh.
I also do this to see how much I can take it. It's kind of exciting. Currently going for 5,7 months. Hoping to last a year at least. We'll see what happens.
>>717262698 I have one day off per week but I am trying to convince my boss to allow me to work on that day as well.
Having this one free day just fucks up my inner clock, I sleep way too much and the next day I'm tired at work. I'd prefer to just have a continuous cycle. But my boss is afraid she'll get a penalty or something because it's illegal or some shit. Fuck if I know...
Yep. I am doing this to see how much can drive me insane. I think this is one of my end goals.
>>717262698 Also mostly every day is the same. Even the same people visit at exactly the same hours. But occasionally something different happens. Especially on weekends when people are drunk. Drunk people are so retarded. It amuses me.
>>717264549 I weigh 62 kg and I am 178 cm tall. I try to stay fit, but mostly my exercise consists of running to and from work. I can easily walk 10 km in one go, fast paced walk. I do it in approximately 1 hour and 20 minutes. When I have more time I want to try and walk my way to the other side of Europe. Maybe it will happen one day. Right now I just concentrate on the job.
Well I have killed a couple of rats and hamsters. Sometimes I beat a dog. Never hurt a cat but I looooove to tease them and annoy the fuck out of them until they attack me.
Harming people is a fun idea, but in reality it wouldn't achieve anything other than get me in trouble or even jail time. Why would I want that?
I have hurt some people, but only small stuff. Nothing serious. Actually I try to avoid a fight whenever possible. I remember this one night when I was minding my own business and a drug addict wanted to rob me and threatened me with his ugly fucking needle and I just grabbed a broken brick from a nearby wall and smashed it over his face/jaw. He was shocked for a moment and then ran away. Never saw him since. Shit was cool.
>>717265277 >Well I have killed a couple of rats and hamsters. Sometimes I beat a dog. Never hurt a cat but I looooove to tease them and annoy the fuck out of them until they attack me. This is normal behavior. Try going to a trade school to get a better job.
>>717265663 I only did those things when I was younger though. I have kind of come to appreciate life in a weird way. As a kid I was just experimenting with this stuff. I don't feel like I have the authority to take life away from someone else who is also conscious and experiencing this subjective reality.
>>717266136 >Normal behavior? Early signs of a psychopath. Does 'MA' follow your name? It shows. OP does have some signs of psychopathy, but his behavior is less than what would be considered diagnosable (or at a very minimal, quasi dx).
>>717267661 > just a clear indication that someone should dig further. He lacks empathy towards others, it seems. meh. Could be. Different cultural aspects could come into play here as well. I'd assume that he grew out of it though and is just experiencing the residual effects.
>>717259235 >Become the UFC featherweight champion >Perform in an epic Parkour video showcasing my advanced skills >Compose a musical masterpiece that's more intricate, complex, and beautiful, than all that has come before >Write a hybrid-multi-genre, super epic novel with profound philosophical elements, which when read, will forever change the way the readers perceive things, and change the way the readers live life >Create a video game similar to the novel >Create a movie similar to the novel >Do some cool shit in a special secret service operation >Create global relations that will greatly improve the overall quality of life for all creatures on earth, that will set the path for humanity to get it's shit together and then achieve great things >Cure all diseases and ailments >Discover immortality >Master intelligence >Discover means of traveling at faster than light speeds >Discover time travel >Discover interdimensional travel >Create universes >Create universes within my universes
>>717268938 >Not that I'd expect you to understand that at medical level. k3k. You'll understand with time that not every case is so clear cut. See >>717269410 He obviously has at least one episode of decompensation considering he claims to be an IP at a mental institution for about a month, but seems to be functioning fine otherwise.
>>717270117 I have to admit I kind of tried to manipulate my shrink into putting me there. I am still not 100% sure if she knew what I was doing or not. I never was able to wrap my mind around it. It became a loop of does she know that I know that she knows kind of thing. I don't think I've ever felt actual depression though. At least not in a way that other people describe it.
>>717271015 Interesting... btw, are they legally supposed to share any test results with you as the patient? Because when I asked, they started blabbering about something else and changed the subject. I never got any concrete answers from them. It pissed me off. Was this their objective?
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